<h2><SPAN name="Chapter_XII" id="Chapter_XII" /><i>Chapter XII</i></h2>
<h2>I</h2>
<p>Lady Laura crossed the road by Knightsbridge Barracks and turned again
homewards through the Park.</p>
<p>It was one of those days that occasionally fall in late February which
almost cheer the beholder into a belief that spring has really begun.
Overhead the sky was a clear pale blue, flecked with summer-looking
clouds, gauzy and white; beneath, the whole earth was waking drowsily
from a frost so slight as only to emphasize the essential softness of
the day that followed: the crocuses were alight in the grass, and an
indescribable tint lay over all that had life, like the flush in the
face of an awakening child. But these days are too good to last, and
Lady Laura, who had looked at the forecast of a Sunday paper, had
determined to take her exercise immediately after church.</p>
<p>She had come out not long before from All Saints'; she had listened to
an excellent though unexciting sermon and some extremely beautiful
singing; and even now, saturated with that atmosphere and with the
soothing physical air in which she walked, her anxieties seemed less
acute. There were enough of her acquaintances, too, in groups here and
there—she had to bow and smile sufficiently often—to prevent these
anxieties from reasserting themselves too forcibly. And it may be
supposed that not a creature who observed her, in her exceedingly
graceful hat and mantle, with her fair head a little on one side, and
her gold-rimmed pince-nez delicately gleaming in the sunlight, had the
very faintest suspicion that she had any anxieties at all.</p>
<p>Yet she felt strangely unwilling even to go home.</p>
<p>The men were to set about clearing the drawing-room while she was at
church; and somehow the thought that it would be done when she got
home, that the temple would, so to speak, be cleared for sacrifice,
was a distasteful one.</p>
<p>She did not quite know when the change had begun; in fact, she was
scarcely yet aware that there was a change at all. Upon one point only
her attention fixed itself, and that was the increasing desire she
felt that Laurie Baxter should go no further in his researches under
her auspices.</p>
<p>Up to within a few weeks ago she had been all ardor. It had seemed to
her, as has been said, that the apparent results of spiritualism were
all to the good, that they were in no point contrary to the religion
she happened to believe—in fact, that they made real, as does an
actual tree in the foreground of a panorama, the rather misty sky and
hills of Christianity. She had even called them very "teaching."</p>
<p>It was about eighteen months since she had first taken this up under
the onslaught of Mrs. Stapleton's enthusiasm; but things had not been
as satisfactory as she wished, until Mr. Vincent had appeared. Then
indeed matters had moved forward; she had seen extraordinary things,
and the effect of them had been doubled by the medium's obvious
honesty and his strong personality. He was to her as a resolute priest
to a timid penitent; he had led her forward, supported by his own
conviction and his extremely steady will, until she had begun to feel
at home in this amazing new world, and eager to make proselytes.</p>
<p>Then Laurie had appeared, and almost immediately a dread had seized
her that she could neither explain nor understand. She had attempted a
little tentative conversation on the point with dearest Maud, but
dearest Maud had appeared so entirely incapable of understanding her
scruples that she had said no more. But her inexplicable anxiety had
already reached such a point that she had determined to say a word to
Laurie on the subject. This had been done, without avail; and now a
new step forward was to be made.</p>
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<p>As to of what this step consisted she was perfectly aware.</p>
<p>The "controls," she believed—the spirits that desired to
communicate—had a series of graduated steps by which the
communications could be made, from mere incoherent noises (as a man
may rap a message from one room to another), through appearances, also
incoherent and intangible, right up to the final point of assuming
visible tangible form, and of speaking in an audible voice. This
process, she believed, consisted first in a mere connection between
spirit and matter, and finally passed into an actual assumption of
matter, molded into the form of the body once worn by the spirit on
earth. For nearly all of this process she had had the evidence of her
own senses; she had received messages, inexplicable to her except on
the hypothesis put forward, from departed relations of her own; she
had seen lights, and faces, and even figures formed before her eyes,
in her own drawing-room; but she had not as yet, though dearest Maud
had been more fortunate, been able to handle and grasp such figures,
to satisfy the sense of touch, as well as of sight, in proof of the
reality of the phenomenon.</p>
<p>Yes; she was satisfied even with what she had seen; she had no manner
of doubt as to the theories put before her by Mr. Vincent; yet she
shrank (and she scarcely knew why) from that final consummation which
it was proposed to carry out if possible that evening. But the
shrinking centered round some half-discerned danger to Laurie Baxter
rather than to herself.</p>
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<p>It was these kinds of thoughts that beset her as she walked up beneath
the trees on her way homewards—checked and soothed now somewhat by
the pleasant air and the radiant sunlight, yet perceptible beneath
everything. And it was not only of Laurie Baxter that she thought; she
spared a little attention for herself.</p>
<p>For she had begun to be aware, for the first time since her
initiation, of a very faint distaste—as slight and yet as suggestive
as that caused by a half-perceived consciousness of a delicately
disagreeable smell. There comes such a moment in the life of cut
flowers in water, when the impetus of growing energy ceases, and a new
tone makes itself felt in their scent, of which the end is certain. It
is not sufficient to cause the flowers to be thrown away; they still
possess volumes of fragrance; yet these decrease, and the new scent
increases, until it has the victory.</p>
<p>So it was now to the perceptions of this lady. Oh! yes. Spiritualism
was very "teaching" and beautiful; it was perfectly compatible with
orthodox religion; it was undeniably true. She would not dream of
giving it up. Only it would be better if Laurie Baxter did not meddle
with it: he was too sensitive.... However, he was coming that evening
again.... There was the fact.</p>
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<p>As she turned southwards at last, crossing the road again towards her
own street, it seemed to her that the day even now was beginning to
cloud over. Over the roofs of Kensington a haze was beginning to make
itself visible, as impalpable as a skein of smoke; yet there it was.
She felt a little languid, too. Perhaps she had walked too far. She
would rest a little after lunch, if dearest Maud did not mind; for
dearest Maud was to lunch with her, as was usual on Sundays when the
Colonel was away.</p>
<p>As she came, slower than ever, down the broad opulent pavement of
Queen's Gate, through the silence and emptiness of Sunday—for the
church bells were long ago silent—she noticed coming towards her,
with a sauntering step, an old gentleman in frock coat and silk hat of
a slightly antique appearance, spatted and gloved, carrying his hands
behind his back, as if he were waiting to be joined by some friend
from one of the houses. She noticed that he looked at her through his
glasses, but thought no more of it till she turned up the steps of her
own house. Then she was startled by the sound of quick footsteps and
a voice.</p>
<p>"I beg your pardon, madam ..."</p>
<p>She turned, with her key in the door, and there he stood, hat in hand.</p>
<p>"Have I the pleasure of speaking to Lady Laura Bethell?"</p>
<p>There was a pleasant brisk ring about his voice that inclined her
rather favorably towards him.</p>
<p>"Is there anything.... Did you want to speak to me...? Yes, I am Lady
Laura Bethell."</p>
<p>"I was told you were at church, madam, and that you were not at home
to visitors on Sunday."</p>
<p>"That is quite right.... May I ask...?"</p>
<p>"Only a few minutes, Lady Laura, I promise you. Will you forgive my
persistence?"</p>
<p>Yes; the man was a gentleman; there was no doubt of that.</p>
<p>"Would not tomorrow do? I am rather engaged today."</p>
<p>He had his card-case ready, and without answering her at once, he came
up the steps and handed it to her.</p>
<p>The name meant nothing at all to her.</p>
<p>"Will not tomorrow...?" she began again.</p>
<p>"Tomorrow will be too late," said the old gentleman. "I beg of you,
Lady Laura. It is on an extremely important matter."</p>
<p>She still hesitated an instant; then she pushed the door open and went
in.</p>
<p>"Please come in," she said.</p>
<p>She was so taken aback by the sudden situation that she forgot
completely that the drawing-room would be upside down, and led the way
straight upstairs; and it was not till she was actually within the
door, with the old gentleman close on her heels, that she saw that,
with the exception of three or four chairs about the fire and the
table set out near the hearthrug, the room was empty of furniture.</p>
<p>"I forgot," she said; "but will you mind coming in here.... We ... we
have a meeting here this evening."</p>
<p>She led the way to the fire, and at first did not notice that he was
not following her. When she turned round she saw the old gentleman,
with his air of antique politeness completely vanished, standing and
looking about him with a very peculiar expression. She also noticed,
to her annoyance, that the cabinet was already in place in the little
ante-room and that his eyes almost immediately rested upon it. Yet
there was no look of wonder in his face; rather it was such a look
as a man might have on visiting the scene of a well-known
crime—interest, knowledge, and loathing.</p>
<p>"So it is here—" he said in quite a low voice.</p>
<p>Then he came across the room towards her.</p>
<h2>II</h2>
<p>For an instant his bearded face looked so strangely at her that she
half moved towards the bell. Then he smiled, with a little reassuring
gesture.</p>
<p>"No, no," he said. "May I sit down a moment?"</p>
<p>She began hastily to cover her confusion.</p>
<p>"It is a meeting," she said, "for this evening. I am sorry—"</p>
<p>"Just so," he said. "It is about that that I have come."</p>
<p>"I beg your pardon...?"</p>
<p>"Please sit down, Lady Laura.... May I say in a sentence what I have
come to say?"</p>
<p>This seemed a very odd old man.</p>
<p>"Why, yes—" she said.</p>
<p>"I have come to beg you not to allow Mr. Baxter to enter the
house.... No, I have no authority from anyone, least of all from Mr.
Baxter. He has no idea that I have come. He would think it an
unwarrantable piece of impertinence."</p>
<p>"Mr. Cathcart ... I—I cannot—"</p>
<p>"Allow me," he said, with a little compelling gesture that silenced
her. "I have been asked to interfere by a couple of people very much
interested in Mr. Baxter; one of them, if not both, completely
disbelieves in spiritualism."</p>
<p>"Then you know—"</p>
<p>He waved his hand towards the cabinet.</p>
<p>"Of course I know," he said. "Why, I was a spiritualist for ten years
myself. No, not a medium; not a professional, that is to say. I know
all about Mr. Vincent; all about Mrs. Stapleton and yourself, Lady
Laura. I still follow the news closely; I know perfectly well—"</p>
<p>"And you have given it up?"</p>
<p>"I have given it up for a long while," he said quietly. "And I have
come to ask you to forbid Mr. Baxter to be present this evening,
for—for the same reason for which I have given it up myself."</p>
<p>"Yes? And that—"</p>
<p>"I don't think we need go into that," he said. "It is enough, is it
not, for me to say that Mr. Baxter's work, and, in fact, his whole
nervous system, is suffering considerably from the excitement; that
one of the persons who have asked me to do what I can is Mr. Baxter's
own law-coach: and that even if he had not asked me, Mr. Baxter's own
appearance—"</p>
<p>"You know him?"</p>
<p>"Practically, no. I lunched at the same table with him on Friday; the
symptoms are quite unmistakable."</p>
<p>"I don't understand. Symptoms?"</p>
<p>"Well, we will say symptoms of nervous excitement. You are aware, no
doubt, that he is exceptionally sensitive. Probably you have seen for
yourself—"</p>
<p>"Wait a moment," said Lady Laura, her own heart beating furiously.
"Why do you not go to Mr. Baxter himself?"</p>
<p>"I have done so. I arranged to meet him at lunch, and somehow I took a
wrong turn with him: I have no tact whatever, as you perceive. But I
wrote to him on Friday night, offering to call upon him, and just
giving him a hint. Well, it was useless. He refused to see me."</p>
<p>"I don't see what I—"</p>
<p>"Oh yes," chirped the old gentleman almost gaily. "It would be quite
unusual and unconventional. I just ask you to send him a line—I will
take it myself, if you wish it—telling him that you think it would be
better for him not to come, and saying that you are making other
arrangements for tonight."</p>
<p>He looked at her with that odd little air of birdlike briskness that
she had noticed in the street; and it pleasantly affected her even in
the midst of the uneasiness that now surged upon her again tenfold
more than before. She could see that there was something else behind
his manner; it had just looked out in the glance he had given round
the room on entering; but she could not trouble at this moment to
analyze what it was. She was completely bewildered by the strangeness
of the encounter, and the extraordinary coincidence of this man's
judgment with her own. Yet there were a hundred reasons against her
taking his advice. What would the others say? What of all the
arrangements ... the expectation...?</p>
<p>"I don't see how it's possible now," she began. "I think I know what
you mean. But—"</p>
<p>"Indeed, I trust you have no idea," cried the old gentleman, with a
queer little falsetto note coming into his voice—"no idea at all. I
come to you merely on the plea of nervous excitement; it is injuring
his health, Lady Laura."</p>
<p>She looked at him curiously.</p>
<p>"But—" she began.</p>
<p>"Oh, I will go further," he said. "Have you never heard of—of
insanity in connection with all this? We will call it insanity, if you
wish."</p>
<p>For a moment her heart stood still. The word had a sinister sound, in
view of an incident she had once witnessed; but it seemed to her that
some meaning behind, unknown to her, was still more sinister. Why had
he said that it might be "called insanity" only...?</p>
<p>"Yes.... I—I have once seen a case," she stammered.</p>
<p>"Well," said the old gentleman, "is it not enough when I tell you that
I—I who was a spiritualist for ten years—have never seen a more
dangerous subject than Mr. Baxter? Is the risk worth it...? Lady
Laura, do you quite understand what you are doing?"</p>
<p>He leaned forward a little; and again she felt anxiety, sickening and
horrible, surge within her. Yet, on the other hand....</p>
<p>The door opened suddenly, and Mr. Vincent came in.</p>
<h2>III</h2>
<p>There was silence for a moment; then the old gentleman turned round,
and in an instant was on his feet, quiet, but with an air of bristling
about his thrust-out chin and his tense attitude.</p>
<p>Mr. Vincent paused, looking from one to the other.</p>
<p>"I beg your pardon, Lady Laura," he said courteously. "Your man told
me to wait here; I think he did not know you had come in."</p>
<p>"Well—er—this gentleman..." began Lady Laura. "Why, do you know
Mr. Vincent?" she asked suddenly, startled by the expression in the
old gentleman's face.</p>
<p>"I used to know Mr. Vincent," he said shortly.</p>
<p>"You have the advantage of me," smiled the medium, coming forward to
the fire.</p>
<p>"My name is Cathcart, sir."</p>
<p>The other started, almost imperceptibly.</p>
<p>"Ah! yes," he said quietly. "We did meet a few times, I remember."</p>
<p>Lady Laura was conscious of distinct relief at the interruption: it
seemed to her a providential escape from a troublesome decision.</p>
<p>"I think there is nothing more to be said, Mr. Cathcart.... No, don't
go, Mr. Vincent. We had finished our talk."</p>
<p>"Lady Laura," said the old gentleman with a rather determined air, "I
beg of you to give me ten minutes more private conversation."</p>
<p>She hesitated, clearly foreseeing trouble either way. Then she
decided.</p>
<p>"There is no necessity today," she said. "If you care to make an
appointment for one day next week, Mr. Cathcart—"</p>
<p>"I am to understand that you refuse me a few minutes now?"</p>
<p>"There is no necessity that I can see—"</p>
<p>"Then I must say what I have to say before Mr. Vincent—"</p>
<p>"One moment, sir," put in the medium, with that sudden slight air of
imperiousness that Lady Laura knew very well by now. "If Lady Laura
consents to hear you, I must take it on myself to see that nothing
offensive is said." He glanced as if for leave towards the woman.</p>
<p>She made an effort.</p>
<p>"If you will say it quickly," she began. "Otherwise—"</p>
<p>The old gentleman drew a breath as if to steady himself. It was plain
that he was very strongly moved beneath his self-command: his air of
cheerful geniality was gone.</p>
<p>"I will say it in one sentence," he said. "It is this: You are ruining
that boy between you, body and soul; and you are responsible before
his Maker and yours. And if—"</p>
<p>"Lady Laura," said the medium, "do you wish to hear any more?"</p>
<p>She made a doubtful little gesture of assent.</p>
<p>"And if you wish to know my reasons for saying this," went on Mr.
Cathcart, "you have only to ask for them from Mr. Vincent. He knows
well enough why I left spiritualism—if he dares to tell you."</p>
<p>Lady Laura glanced at the medium. He was perfectly still and
quiet—looking, watching the old man curiously and half humorously
under his heavy eyebrows.</p>
<p>"And I understand," went on the other, "that tonight you are to make
an attempt at complete materialization. Very good; then after tonight
it may be too late. I have tried to appeal to the boy: he will not
hear me. And you too have refused to hear me out. I could give you
evidence, if you wished. Ask this gentleman how many cases he has
known in the last five years, where complete ruin, body and soul—"</p>
<p>The medium turned a little to the fire, sighing as if for weariness:
and at the sound the old man stopped, trembling. It was more obvious
than ever that he only held himself in restraint by a very violent
effort: it was as if the presence of the medium affected him in an
extraordinary degree.</p>
<p>Lady Laura glanced again from one to the other.</p>
<p>"That is all, then?" she said.</p>
<p>His lips worked. Then he burst out—</p>
<p>"I am sick of talking," he cried—"sick of it! I have warned you. That
is enough. I cannot do more."</p>
<p>He wheeled on his heel and went out. A minute later the two heard the
front door bang.</p>
<p>She looked at Mr. Vincent. He was twirling softly in his strong
fingers a little bronze candlestick that stood on the mantelpiece: his
manner was completely unconcerned; he even seemed to be smiling a
little.</p>
<p>For herself she felt helpless. She had taken her choice, impelled to
it, though she scarcely recognized the fact, by the entrance of this
strong personality; and now she needed reassurance once again. But
before she had a word to say, he spoke—still in his serene manner.</p>
<p>"Yes, yes," he said. "I remember now. I used to know Mr. Cathcart
once. A very violent old gentleman."</p>
<p>"What did he mean?"</p>
<p>"His reasons for leaving us? Indeed I scarcely remember. I suppose it
was because he became a Catholic."</p>
<p>"Was there nothing more?"</p>
<p>He looked at her pleasantly.</p>
<p>"Why, I daresay there was. I really can't remember, Lady Laura. I
suppose he had his nerves shaken. You can see for yourself what a
fanatic he is."</p>
<p>But in spite of his presence, once more a gust of anxiety shook her.</p>
<p>"Mr. Vincent, are you sure it's safe—for Mr. Baxter, I mean?"</p>
<p>"Safe? Why, he's as safe as any of us can be. We all have nervous
systems, of course."</p>
<p>"But he's particularly sensitive, isn't he?"</p>
<p>"Indeed, yes. That is why even this evening he must not go into
trance. That must come later, after a good training."</p>
<p>She stood up, and came herself to stand by the mantelpiece.</p>
<p>"Then really there's no danger?"</p>
<p>He turned straight to her, looking at her with kind, smiling eyes.</p>
<p>"Lady Laura," he said, "have I ever yet told you that there was no
danger? I think not. There is always danger, for every one of us, as
there is for the scientist in the laboratory, and the engineer in his
machinery. But what we can do is to reduce that danger to a minimum,
so that, humanly speaking, we are reasonably and sufficiently safe. No
doubt you remember the case of that girl? Well, that was an accident:
and accidents will happen; but do me the justice to remember that it
was the first time that I had seen her. It was absolutely impossible
to foresee. She was on the very edge of a nervous breakdown before
she entered the room. But with regard to Mr. Baxter, I have seen him
again and again; and I tell you that I consider him to be running a
certain risk—but a perfectly justifiable one, and one that is reduced
to a minimum, if I did not think that we were taking every precaution,
I would not have him in the room for all the world.... Are you
satisfied, Lady Laura?"</p>
<p>Every word he said helped her back to assurance. It was all so
reasonable and well weighed. If he had said there was no danger, she
would have feared the more, but his very recognition of it gave her
security. And above all, his tranquility and his strength were
enormous assets on his side.</p>
<p>She drew a breath, and decided to go forward.</p>
<p>"And Mr. Cathcart?" she asked.</p>
<p>He smiled again.</p>
<p>"You can see what he is," he said. "I should advise you not to see him
again. It's of no sort of use."</p>
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