<h2><SPAN name="div2_12" href="#div2Ref_12">CHAPTER XII.</SPAN></h2>
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<p>The house of Mr. Zachary Croyland was not so large or ostentatious in
appearance as that of his brother; but, nevertheless, it was a very
roomy and comfortable house; and as he was naturally a man of fine
taste--though somewhat singular in his likings and dislikings, as well
in matters of art as in his friendships, and vehement in favour of
particular schools, and in abhorrence of others--his dwelling was
fitted up with all that could refresh the eye or improve the mind. A
very extensive and well-chosen library covered the walls of one room,
in which were also several choice pieces of sculpture; and his
drawing-room was ornamented with a valuable collection of small
pictures, into which not one single Dutch piece was admitted. He was
accustomed to say, when any connoisseur objected to the total
exclusion of a very fine school--"Don't mention it--don't mention it;
I hate it in all its branches and all its styles. I have pictures for
my own satisfaction, not because they are worth a thousand pounds
apiece. I hate to see men represented as like beasts as possible; or
to refresh my eyes with swamps and canals; or, in the climate of
England, which is dull enough of all conscience, to exhilarate myself
with the view of a frozen pond and fields, as flat as a plate, covered
with snow, while half-a-dozen boors, in red night-caps and red noses,
are skating away in ten pairs of breeches--looking, in point of shape,
exactly like hogs set upon their hind legs. It's all very true the
artist may have shown very great talent; but that only shows him to be
the greater fool for wasting his talents upon such subjects."</p>
<p>His collection, therefore, consisted almost entirely of the Italian
schools, with a few Flemish, a few English, and one or two exquisite
Spanish pictures. He had two good Murillos and a Velasquez, one or two
fine Vandykes, and four sketches by Rubens of larger pictures. But he
had numerous landscapes, and several very beautiful small paintings of
the Bolognese school; though that on which he prided himself the most,
was an exquisite Correggio.</p>
<p>It was in this room that he left his niece Edith when he set out for
Woodchurch; and, as she sat--with her arm fallen somewhat listlessly
over the back of the low sofa, the light coming in from the window
strong upon her left cheek, and the rest in shade, with her rich
colouring and her fine features, the high-toned expression of soul
upon her brow, and the wonderful grace of her whole form and
attitude--she would have made a fine study for any of those dead
artists whose works lived around her.</p>
<p>She heard the wheels of the carriage roll away; but she gave no
thought to the question of whither her uncle had gone, or why he took
her not with him, as he usually did. She was glad of it, in fact; and
people seldom reason upon that with which they are well pleased. Her
whole mind was directed to her own situation, and to the feelings
which the few words of conversation she had had with her sister had
aroused. She thought of him she loved, with the intense, eager longing
to behold him once more--but once, if so it must be--which perhaps
only a woman's heart can fully know. To be near him, to hear him
speak, to trace the features she had loved, to mark the traces of
Time's hand, and the lines that care and anxiety, and disappointment
and regret, she knew must be busily working--oh, what a boon it would
be! Then her mind ran on, led by the light hand of Hope, along the
narrow bridge of association, to ask herself--if it would be such
delight to see him and to hear him speak--what would it be to soothe,
to comfort, to give him back to joy and peace!</p>
<p>The dream was too bright to last, and it soon faded. He was near her,
and yet he did not come; he was in the same land, in the same
district; he had gazed up to the house where she dwelt; if he had
asked whose it was, the familiar name--the name once so dear--must
have sounded in his ear; and yet he did not come. A few minutes of
time, a few steps of his horse, would have brought him to where she
was; but he had turned away,--and Edith's eyes filled with tears.</p>
<p>She rose and wiped them off, saying, "I will think of something else;"
and she went up and gazed at a picture. It was a Salvator Rosa--a fine
painting, though not by one of the finest masters. There was a rocky
scene in front, with trees waving in the wind of a fierce storm, while
two travellers stood beneath a bank and a writhing beech tree,
scarcely seeming to find shelter even there from the large grey
streams of rain that swept across the foreground. But, withal, in the
distance were seen some majestic old towers and columns, with a gleam
of golden light upon the edge of the sky; and Hope, never wearying of
her kindly offices, whispered to Edith's heart, "In life, as in that
picture, there may be sunshine behind the storm."</p>
<p>Poor Edith was right willing to listen; and she gave herself up to the
gentle guide. "Perhaps," she thought, "his duty might not admit of his
coming, or perhaps he might not know how he would he received. My
father's anger would be sure to follow such a step. He might think
that insult, injury, would be added. He might imagine even, that I am
changed," and she shook her head, sadly. "Yet why should he not," she
continued, "if I sit here and think so of him? Who can tell what
people may have said?--Who can tell even what falsehoods may have been
spread? Perhaps he's even now thinking of me. Perhaps he has come into
this part of the country to make inquiries, to see with his own eyes,
to satisfy himself. Oh, it must be so--it must be so!" she cried,
giving herself up again to the bright dream. "Ay, and this Sir Edward
Digby, too, he is his dear friend, his companion, may he not have sent
him down to investigate and judge? I thought it strange at the time,
that this young officer should write to inquire after my father's
family, and then instantly accept an invitation; and I marked how he
gazed at that wretched young man and his unworthy father. Perhaps he
will tell Zara more, and I shall hear when I return. Perhaps he has
told her more already. Indeed, it is very probable, for they had a
long ride together yesterday;" and poor Edith began to feel as anxious
to go back to her father's house as she had been glad to quit it. Yet
she saw no way how this could be accomplished, before the period
allotted for her stay was at an end; and she determined to have
recourse to a little simple art, and ask Mr. Croyland to take her over
to Harbourne, on the following morning, with the ostensible purpose of
looking for some article of apparel left behind, but, in truth, to
obtain a few minutes' conversation with her sister.</p>
<p>There are times in the life of almost every one--at least, of every
one of feeling and intellect--when it seems as if we could meditate
for ever: when, without motion or change, the spirit within the
earthly tabernacle could pause and ponder over deep subjects of
contemplation for hour after hour, with the doors and windows of the
senses shut, and without any communication with external things. The
matter before us may be any of the strange and perplexing relations of
man's mysterious being; or it may be some obscure circumstance of our
own fate--some period of uncertainty and expectation--some of those
Egyptian darknesses which from time to time come over the future, and
which we gaze on half in terror, half in hope, discovering nothing,
yet speculating still. The latter was the case at that moment with
Edith Croyland; and, as she revolved every separate point of her
situation, it seemed as if fresh wells of thought sprung up to flow on
interminably.</p>
<p>She had continued thus during more than half an hour after her uncle's
departure, when she heard a horse stop before the door of the house,
and her heart beat, though she knew not wherefore. Her lover might
have come at length, indeed; but if that dream crossed her mind it was
soon swept away; for the next instant she heard her father's voice,
first inquiring for herself, and then asking, in a lower tone, if his
brother was within. If Edith had felt hope before, she now felt
apprehension; for during several years no private conversation had
taken place between her father and herself without bringing with it
grief and anxiety, harsh words spoken, and answers painful for a child
to give.</p>
<p>It seldom happens that fear does not go beyond reality; but such was
not the case in the present instance; for Edith Croyland had to
undergo far more than she expected. Her father entered the room where
she sat, with a slow step and a stern and determined look. His face
was very pale, too; his lips themselves seemed bloodless, and the
terrible emotions which were in his heart showed themselves upon his
countenance by many an intelligible but indescribable sign. As soon as
Edith saw him, she thought, "He has heard of Henry's return to this
country. It is that which has brought him;" and she nerved her heart
for a new struggle; but still she could scarcely prevent her limbs
from shaking, as she rose and advanced to meet her parent.</p>
<p>Sir Robert Croyland drew her to him, and kissed her tenderly enough;
for, in truth, he loved her very dearly: and then he led her back to
the sofa, and seated himself beside her.</p>
<p>"How low these abominable contrivances are," he said; "I do wish that
Zachary would have some sofas that people can sit upon with comfort,
instead of these beastly things, only fit for a Turkish harem, or a
dog-kennel."</p>
<p>Edith made no reply; for she waited in dread of what was to follow,
and could not speak of trifles. But her father presently went on,
saying, "So, my brother is out, and not likely to return for an hour
or two!--Well, I am glad of it, Edith; for I came over to speak with
you on matters of much moment."</p>
<p>Still Edith was silent; for she durst not trust her voice with any
reply. She feared that her courage would give way at the first words,
and that she should burst into tears, when she felt sure that all the
resolution she could command, would be required to bear her safely
through. She trusted, indeed, that, as she had often found before, her
spirit would rise with the occasion, and that she should find powers
of resistance within her in the time of need, though she shrank from
the contemplation of what was to come.</p>
<p>"I have delayed long, Edith," continued Sir Robert Croyland, after a
pause, "to press you upon a subject in regard to which it is now
absolutely necessary you should come to a decision;--too long, indeed;
but I have been actuated by a regard for your feelings, and you owe me
something for my forbearance. There can now, however, be no further
delay. You will easily understand, that I mean your marriage with
Richard Radford."</p>
<p>Edith raised her eyes to her father's face, and, after a strong
effort, replied, "My decision, my dear father, has, as you know, been
long made. I cannot, and I will not, marry him--nothing on earth shall
ever induce me!"</p>
<p>"Do not say that, Edith," answered Sir Robert Croyland, with a bitter
smile; "for I could utter words, which, if I know you rightly, would
make you glad and eager to give him your hand, even though you broke
your heart in so doing. But before I speak those things which will
plant a wound in your bosom for life, that nothing can heal or
assuage, I will try every other means. I request you--I intreat you--I
command you, to marry him! By every duty that you owe me--by all the
affection that a child ought to feel for a father, I beseech you to do
so, if you would save me from destruction and despair!"</p>
<p>"I cannot! I cannot!" said Edith, clasping her hands. "Oh! why should
you drive me to such painful disobedience? In the first place, can I
promise to love a man that I hate, to honour and obey one whom I
despise, and whose commands can never be for good? But still more, my
father,--you must hear me out, for you force me to speak--you force me
to tear open old wounds, to go back to times long past, and to recur
to things bitter to you and to me. I cannot marry him, as I told you
once before; for I hold myself to be the wife of another."</p>
<p>"Folly and nonsense!" cried Sir Robert Croyland, angrily, "you are
neither his wife, nor he your husband. What! the wife of a man who has
never sought you for years--who has cast you off, abandoned you, made
no inquiry for you?--The marriage was a farce. You read a ceremony
which you had no right to read, you took vows which you had no power
to take. The law of the land pronounces all such engagements mere
pieces of empty foolery!"</p>
<p>"But the law of God," replied Edith, "tells us to keep vows that we
have once made. To those vows, I called God to witness with a true and
sincere heart; and with the same heart, and the same feelings, I will
keep them! I did wrong, my father--I know I did wrong--and Henry did
wrong too; but by what we have done we must abide; and I dare not, I
cannot be the wife of another."</p>
<p>"But, I tell you, you shall!" exclaimed her father, vehemently. "I
will compel you to be so; I will over-rule this obstinate folly, and
make you obedient, whether you choose it or not."</p>
<p>"Nay, nay--not so!" cried Edith. "You could not do, you would not
attempt, so cruel a thing!"</p>
<p>"I will, so help me Heaven!" exclaimed Sir Robert Croyland.</p>
<p>"Then, thank Heaven," answered his daughter, in a low but solemn
voice, "it is impossible! In this country, there is no clergyman who
would perform the ceremony contrary to my expressed dissent. If I
break the vows that I have taken, it must be my own voluntary act; for
there is not any force that can compel me so to do; and I call Heaven
to witness, that, even if you were to drag me to the altar, I would
say, No, to the last!"</p>
<p>"Rash, mad, unfeeling girl!" cried her father, starting up, and gazing
upon her with a look in which rage, and disappointment, and perplexity
were all mingled.</p>
<p>He stood before her for a moment in silence, and then strode
vehemently backwards and forwards in the room, with his right hand
contracting and expanding, as if grasping at something. "It must be
done!" he said, at length, pressing his hand upon his brow; "it must
be done!" and then he recommenced his silent walk, with the shadows of
many emotions coming over his countenance.</p>
<p>When he returned to Edith's side again, the manner and the aspect of
Sir Robert Croyland were both changed. There was an expression of deep
sorrow upon his countenance, of much agitation, but considerable
tenderness; and, to his daughter's surprise, he took her hand in his,
and pressed it affectionately.</p>
<p>"Edith," he said, after a short interval of silence, "I have
commanded, I have insisted, I have threatened--but all in vain. Yet,
in so doing, I have had in view to spare you even greater pain than
could be occasioned by a father's sternness. My very love for you, my
child, made me seem wanting in love. But now I must inflict the
greater pain. You require, it seems, inducements stronger than
obedience to a father's earnest commands, and you shall have them,
however terrible for me to speak and you to hear. I will tell you all,
and leave you to judge."</p>
<p>Edith gazed at him in surprise and terror. "Oh, do not--do not, sir!"
she said; "do not try to break my heart, and put my duty to you in
opposition to the fulfilment of a most sacred vow--in opposition to
all the dictates of my own heart and my own conscience."</p>
<p>"Edith, it must be done," replied Sir Robert Croyland. "I have urged
you to a marriage with young Richard Radford. I now tell you solemnly
that your father's life depends upon it."</p>
<p>Edith clasped her hands wildly together, and gazed, for a moment, in
his face, without a word, almost stupified with horror. But Sir Robert
Croyland had deceived her, or attempted to deceive her, on the very
same subject they were now discussing, more than once already. She
knew it; and of course she doubted; for those who have been once false
are never fully believed--those who have been once deceived are always
suspicious of those who have deceived them, even when they speak the
truth. As thought and reflection came back after the first shock,
Edith found much cause to doubt: she could not see how such a thing
was possible--how her refusal of Richard Radford could affect her
father's life; and she replied, after a time, in a hesitating tone,
"How can that be?--I do not understand it.--I do not see how----"</p>
<p>"I will tell you," replied Sir Robert Croyland, in a low and
peculiarly-quiet voice, which had something fearful in it to his
daughter's ear. "It is a long story, Edith; but you must hear it all,
my child. You shall be your father's confidant--his only one. You
shall share the secret, dreadful as it is, which has embittered his
whole existence, rendered his days terrible, his nights sleepless, his
bed a couch of fire."</p>
<p>Edith trembled in every limb; and Sir Robert, rising, crossed over and
opened the door of the drawing-room, to see that there were none of
the servants near it. Then closing it again, he returned to her side,
and proceeded, holding her hand in his: "You must have remarked," he
said, "and perhaps often wondered, my dear child, that Mr. Radford, a
man greatly below myself in station, whose manners are repulsive and
disagreeable, whose practices I condemn and reprobate, whose notions
and principles I abhor, has exercised over me for many years an
influence which no other person possesses, that he has induced me to
do many things which my better sense and better feelings disapproved,
that he has even led me to consent that my best-loved daughter should
become the wife of his son, and to urge her to be so at the expense of
all her feelings. You have seen all this, Edith, and wondered. Is it
not so?"</p>
<p>"I have, indeed," murmured Edith. "I have been by no means able to
account for it."</p>
<p>"Such will not be the case much longer, Edith," replied Sir Robert
Croyland. "I am making my confession, my dear child; and you shall
hear all. I must recur, too, to the story of young Leyton. You know
well that I liked and esteemed him; and although I was offended, as I
justly might be, at his conduct towards yourself, and thought fit to
show that I disapproved, yet at first, and from the first, I
determined, if I saw the attachment continue and prove real and
sincere, to sacrifice all feelings of pride, and all considerations of
fortune, and when you were of a fit age, to confirm the idle ceremony
which had passed between you, by a real and lawful marriage."</p>
<p>"Oh, that was kind and generous of you, my dear father. What could
make you change so suddenly and fatally? You must have seen that the
attachment was true and lasting; you must have known that Henry was in
every way calculated to make your daughter happy."</p>
<p>"You shall hear, Edith--you shall hear," replied her father. "Very
shortly after the event of which I have spoken, another occurred, of a
dark and terrible character, only known to myself and one other. I was
somewhat irritable at that time. My views and prospects with regard to
yourself were crossed; and although I had taken the resolution I have
mentioned, vexation and disappointment had their effect upon my mind.
Always passionate, I gave way more to my passion than I had ever done
before; and the result was a fatal and terrible one. You may remember
poor Clare, the gamekeeper. He had offended me on the Monday morning;
and I had used violent and angry language towards him before his
companions, threatening to punish him in a way he did not expect. On
the following day, we went out again to shoot--he and I alone
together--and, on our way back, we passed through a little wood, which
lies----"</p>
<p>"Oh, stop--stop!" cried Edith, covering her eyes with her hands. "Do
not tell me any more!"</p>
<p>Her father was not displeased to see her emotion, for it answered his
purpose. Yet, it must not be supposed that the peculiar tone and
manner which he assumed, so different from anything that had been seen
in his demeanour for years, was affected as a means to an end. Such
was not the case. Sir Robert Croyland was now true, in manner and in
words, though it was the first time that he had been entirely so for
many years. There had been a terrible struggle before he could make up
his mind to speak; but yet, when he did begin, it was a relief to him,
to unburthen the overloaded breast, even to his own child. It softened
him; it made his heart expand; it took the chain off long-imprisoned
feelings, and gave a better spirit room to make its presence felt. He
did not forget his object, indeed. To save himself from a death of
horror, from accusation, from disgrace, was still his end; but the
means by which he proposed to seek it were gentler. He even wavered in
his resolution: he fancied that he could summon fortitude to leave the
decision to Edith herself, and that if that decision were against him,
would dare and bear the worst. But still he was pleased to see her
moved; for he thought that she could never hear the whole tale, and
learn his situation fully, without rushing forward to extricate him;
and he went on--"Nay, Edith, now the statement has been begun, it must
be concluded," he said. "You would hear, and you must hear all. You
know the wood I speak of, I dare say--a little to the left of Chequer
Tree?"</p>
<p>"Oh, yes!" murmured Edith, "where poor Clare was found."</p>
<p>The baronet nodded his head: "It was there, indeed," he said. "We went
down to see if there were any snipes, or wild fowl, in the bottom. It
is a deep and gloomy-looking dell, with a pond of water and some
rushes in the hollow, and a little brook running through it, having
tall trees all around, and no road but one narrow path crossing it. As
we came down, I thought I saw the form of a man move amongst the
trees; and I fancied that some one was poaching there. I told Clare to
go round the pond and see, while I watched the road. He did not seem
inclined to go, saying, that he had not remarked anybody, but that the
people round about said the place was haunted. I had been angry with
him the whole morning, and a good deal out of humour with many things;
so I told him to go round instantly, and not make me any answer. The
man did so, in a somewhat slow and sullen humour, I thought, and
returned sooner than I fancied he ought to do, saying that he could
see no trace of any one. I was now very angry, for I fancied he
neglected his duty. I told him that he was a liar, that I had
perceived some one, whom he might have perceived as well, and that my
firm belief was, he was in alliance with the poachers, and deserved to
be immediately discharged. 'Well, Sir Robert,' he said, 'in regard to
discharging me, that is soon settled. I will not stay another day in
your service, after I have a legal right to go. As to being a liar, I
am none; and as to being in league with the poachers, if you say so,
you yourself lie!' Such were his words, or words to that effect. I got
furious at his insolence, though perhaps, Edith--perhaps I provoked it
myself--at least, I have thought so since. However, madly giving way
to rage, I took my gun by the barrel to knock him down. A struggle
ensued; for he caught hold of the weapon in my hand; and how I know
not, but the gun went off, and Clare fell back upon the turf. What
would I not have done then, to recal every hasty word I had spoken!
But it was in vain. I stooped over him; I spoke to him; I told him how
sorry I was for what had happened. But he made no answer, and pressed
his hand upon his right side, where the charge had entered. I was mad
with despair and remorse. I knew not where to go, or what to do. The
man was evidently dying; for his face had grown pale and sharp; and
after trying to make him speak, and beseeching him to answer one word,
I set off running as fast as I could towards the nearest village for
assistance. As I was going, I saw a man on horseback, riding sharply
down towards the very place. He was at some distance from me; but I
easily recognised Mr. Radford, and knew that he must pass by the spot
where the wounded man lay. I comforted myself with thinking that Clare
would get aid without my committing myself; and I crept in amongst the
trees at the edge of the wood, to make sure that Mr. Radford saw him,
and to watch their proceedings. Quietly and stealthily finding my way
through the bushes, I came near; and then I saw that Radford was
kneeling by Clare's side with an inkhorn in his hand, which, with his
old tradesmanlike-habits, he used always at that time to carry about
him. He was writing busily, and I could hear Clare speak, but could
not distinguish what he said. The state of my mind, at that moment, I
cannot describe. It was more like madness than any thing else. Vain
and foolish is it, for any man or any body of men, to argue what would
be their conduct in trying situations which they have never been
placed in. It is worse than folly for them to say, what would
naturally be another man's conduct in any circumstances; for no man
can tell another's character, or understand fully all the fine shades
of feeling or emotion that may influence him. The tale I am telling
you now, Edith, is true--too true, in all respects. I was very wrong,
certainly; but I was not guilty of the man's murder. I never intended
to fire: I never tried to fire; and yet, perhaps, I acted, afterwards,
as if I had been guilty, or at all events in a way that was well
calculated to make people believe I was so. But I was mad at the
time--mad with agitation and grief--and every man, I believe, in
moments of deep emotion is mad, more or less. However, I crept out of
the wood again, and hastened on, determined to leave the man to the
care of Mr. Radford, but with all my thoughts wild and confused, and
no definite line of conduct laid out for myself. Before I had gone a
mile, I began to think what a folly I had committed, that I should
have joined Radford at once; that I should have been present to hear
what the man said, and to give every assistance in my power, although
it might be ineffectual, in order to stanch the blood and save his
life. As soon as these reflections arose, I determined, though late,
to do what I should have done at first; and, turning my steps, I
walked back at a quick pace. Ere I got half way to the top of the hill
which looks down upon the wood, I saw Radford coming out again on
horseback; but I went on, and met him. As soon as he beheld me he
checked his horse, which was going at a rapid rate, and when I came
near, dismounted to speak with me. We were then little more than
common acquaintances, and I had sometimes dealt hardly with him in his
different transactions; but he spoke in a friendly tone, saying, 'This
is a sad business, Sir Robert; but if you will take my advice you will
go home as quickly as you can, and say nothing to any one till you see
me. I will be with you in an hour or so. At present I must ride up to
Middle Quarter, and get down men to carry home the body.' With a
feeling I cannot express, I asked, if he were dead, then. He nodded
his head significantly, and when I was going to put further questions,
he grasped my hand, saying, 'Go home, Sir Robert--go home. I shall say
nothing about the matter to any one, till I see you, except that I
found him dying in the wood. His gun was discharged,' he continued,
'so there is no proof that he did not do it himself!' Little did I
know what a fiend he was, into whose power I was putting myself."</p>
<p>"Oh, Heaven!" cried Edith, who had been listening with her head bent
down till her whole face was nearly concealed, "I see it all, now! I
see it all!"</p>
<p>"No, dear child," replied Sir Robert Croyland, in a voice sad and
solemn, but wonderfully calm, "you cannot see it all; no, nor one
thousandth part of what I have suffered. Even the next dreadful three
hours--for he was fully that time ere he came to Harbourne--were full
of horror, inconceivable to any one but to him who endured them. At
length, he made his appearance; calm, grave, self-possessed, with
nought of his somewhat rude and blustering manner, and announced, with
an affectation of feeling to the family, that poor Clare, my keeper,
had been found dying with a wound in his side."</p>
<p>"I recollect the day, well!" said Edith, shuddering.</p>
<p>"Do you not remember, then," said Sir Robert Croyland, "that he and I
went into my writing-room--that awful room, which well deserves the
old prison name of the room of torture! We were closeted there for
nearly two hours; and all he said I cannot repeat. His tone, however,
was the most friendly in the world. He professed the greatest interest
in me and in my situation; and he told me that he had come to see me
before he said a word to any one, because he wished to take my opinion
as to how he was to proceed. It was necessary, he said, that I should
know the facts, for, unfortunately they placed me in a very dangerous
situation, which he was most anxious to free me from; and then he went
on to tell me, that when he had come up, poor Clare was perfectly
sensible, and had his speech distinctly. 'As a magistrate,' he
continued, 'I thought it right immediately to take his dying
deposition, for I saw that he had not many minutes to live. Here it
is,' he said, showing his pocket-book; 'and, as I luckily always have
pen and ink with me, I knelt down, and wrote his words from his own
lips. He had strength enough to sign the paper; and, as you may see,
there is the mark of blood from his own hand, which he had been
pressing on his side.' I would fain have taken the paper, but he would
not let me, saying, that he was bound to keep it; and then he went on,
and read the contents. In it, the unfortunate man charged me most
wrongfully with having shot him in a fit of passion; and, moreover, he
said that he had been sure, beforehand, that I would do it, as I had
threatened him on the preceding day, and there were plenty of people
who could prove it."</p>
<p>"Oh, how dreadful!" cried Edith.</p>
<p>"It was false, as I have a soul to be saved!" cried Sir Robert
Croyland. "But Mr. Radford then went on, and, shrugging his shoulders,
said, that he was placed in a very delicate and painful situation, and
that he did not really know how to act with regard to the deposition.
'Put it in the fire!' I exclaimed--'put it in the fire!' But he said,
'No; every man must consider himself in these things, Sir Robert. I
have my own character and reputation to think of--my own duty. I risk
a great deal, you must recollect, by concealing a thing of this kind.
I do not know that I don't put my own life in danger; for this is
clear and conclusive evidence against you, and you know, what it is to
be accessory in a case of murder!' I then told him my own story,
Edith; and he said, that made some difference, indeed. He was sure I
would tell him the truth; but yet he must consider himself in the
matter; and he added hints which I could not mistake, that his
evidence was to be bought off. I offered anything he pleased to name,
and the result was such as you may guess. He exacted that I should
mortgage my estate, as far as it could be mortgaged, and make over the
proceeds to him, and that I should promise to give your hand to his
son. I promised anything, my child; for not only life and death, but
honour or disgrace, were in the balance. If he had asked my life, I
would have held my throat to the knife a thousand times sooner than
have made such sacrifices. But to die the death of a felon, Edith--to
be hanged--to writhe in the face of a grinning and execrating
multitude--to have my name handed down in the annals of crime, as the
man who had been executed for the murder of his own servant,--I could
not bear that, my child; and I promised anything! He kept the paper,
he said, as a security; and, at first, it was to be given to me, to do
with it as I liked--when the money coming from the mortgage was
secretly made over to him; but then, he said, that he had lost one
great hold, and must keep it till the marriage was completed: for by
this time the coroner's inquest was over, and he had withheld the
deposition, merely testifying that he had found the man at the point
of death in the wood, and had gone as fast as possible for assistance.
The jury consisted of his tenants and mine, and they were easily
satisfied; but the fiend who had me in his power was more greedy; and,
by the very exercise of his influence, he seemed to learn to enjoy it.
Day after day, month after month, he took a pleasure in making me do
things that were abhorrent to me. It changed my nature and my
character. He forced me to wink at frauds that I detested; and every
year he pressed for the completion of your marriage with his son. Your
coldness, your dislike, your refusal would, long ere this, have driven
him into fury, I believe, if Richard Radford had been eager for your
hand himself. But now, Edith--now, my child, he will hear of no more
delay. He is ruined in fortune, disappointed in his expectations, and
rendered fierce as a hungry beast by some events that have taken place
this morning. He has just now been over at Harbourne, and used threats
which I know, too well, he will execute. He it was, himself, who told
me to inform you, that if you did not consent, your father's life
would be the sacrifice!"</p>
<p>"Oh, Heaven!" cried Edith, covering her eyes with her hands, "at
least, give me time to think.--Surely, his word cannot have such
power: a base, notorious criminal himself, one who every day violates
the law, who scoffs at his own oaths, and holds truth and honour but
as names--surely his word will be nothing against Sir Robert
Croyland's."</p>
<p>"His word is nothing, would be nothing," replied her father,
earnestly; "but that deposition, Edith! It is that which is my
destruction. Remember, that the words of a dying man, with eternity
and judgment close before his eyes, are held by the law more powerful
than any other kind of evidence; and, besides, there are those still
living, who heard the rash threat I used. Suspicion once pointed at
me, a thousand corroborative circumstances would come forth to prove
that the tale I told of parting with the dead man, some time before,
was false, and that very fact would condemn me. Cast away all such
hopes, Edith--cast away all such expectations. They are vain!--vain!
Look the truth full in the face, my child. This man has your father's
life entirely and totally in his power, and ask yourself, if you will
doom me to death."</p>
<p>"Oh, give me time--give me time!" cried Edith, wringing her hands.
"Let me but think over it till to-morrow, or next day."</p>
<p>"Not an hour ago," replied Sir Robert Croyland, "he swore, by
everything he holds sacred, that if before twelve to-night, he did not
receive your consent----"</p>
<p>"Stay, stay!" cried Edith, eagerly, placing her hand upon her brow.
"Let me think--let me think. It is but money that he wants--it is but
the pitiful wealth my uncle left me. Let him take it, my father!" she
continued, laying her hand upon Sir Robert's arm, and gazing brightly
in his face, as if the light of hope had suddenly been renewed. "Let
him take it all, every farthing. I would sooner work as a hired
servant in the fields for my daily bread, with the only comfort of
innocence and peace, than break my vows, and marry that bad man. I
will sign a promise this instant that he shall have all."</p>
<p>Sir Robert Croyland threw his arms round her, and looked up to Heaven,
as if imploring succour for them both. "My sweet child!--My dear
child!" he said, with the tears streaming down his cheeks. "But I
cannot leave you even this generous hope. This man has other designs.
I offered--I promised to give Zara to his son, and to ensure to her,
with my brother's help, a fortune equal to your own. But he would not
hear of it. He has other views, my Edith. You must know all--you must
see all as it really is. He will keep his word this very night! If
before twelve, he do not receive your consent, the intimation of the
fatal knowledge he possesses will be sent to those who will not fail
to track it through every step, as the bloodhound follows his prey. He
is a desperate man, Edith, and will keep his word, bringing down ruin
upon our heads, even if it overwhelm himself also."</p>
<p>Edith Croyland paused without reply for several minutes, her beautiful
face remaining pale, with the exception of one glowing spot in the
centre of her cheek. Her eyes were fixed upon the ground; and her lips
moved, but without speech. She was arguing in her own mind the case
between hope and despair; and the terrible array of circumstances on
every side bewildered her. Delay was her only refuge; and looking up
in her father's face, she said, "But why is he so hasty? Why cannot he
wait a few hours longer? I will fix a time when my answer shall be
given--it shall be shortly, very shortly--this time to-morrow. Surely,
surely, in so terrible a case, I may be allowed a few hours to
think--a short, a very short period, to decide."</p>
<p>"He will admit of no more than I have said," answered Sir Robert
Croyland: "it is as vain to entreat him, as to ask the hangman to
delay his fatal work. He is hard as iron, without feeling, without
heart. His reasons, too, are specious, my dear child. His son, it
seems, has taken part this morning in a smuggling affray with the
troops--blood has been shed--some of the soldiers have been
killed--all who have had a share therein are guilty of felony; and it
has become necessary that the young man should be hurried out of the
country without delay. To him such a flight is nothing: he has no
family to blacken with the record of crime--he has no honourable name
to stain--his means are all prepared; his flight is easy, his escape
secure; but his father insists that you shall be his bride before he
goes, or he gives your father up, not to justice, but to the
law--which in pretending to administer justice, but too often commits
the very crimes it seems to punish. Four short days are all that he
allows; and then you are to be that youth's bride."</p>
<p>"What! the bride of a felon!" cried Edith, her spirit rising for a
moment--"of one stained with every vice and every crime--to vow
falsely that I will love him whom I must ever hate--to break all my
promises to one I must ever love--to deceive, prove false and forsworn
to the noble and the true, and give myself to the base, the lawless,
and the abhorred! Oh, my father--my father! is it possible that you
can ask such a thing?"</p>
<p>The fate of Sir Robert Croyland and his daughter hung in the balance.
One harsh command, one unkind word, with justice and truth on her
side, and feebleness and wrong on his, might have armed her to resist;
but the old man's heart was melted. The struggle that he witnessed in
his child was, for a moment--remark, only for a moment--more terrible
than that within his own breast. There was something in the innocence
and truth, something in the higher attributes of the passions called
into action in her breast, something in the ennobling nature of the
conflicting feelings of her heart--the filial tenderness, the
adherence to her engagements, the abhorrence of the bad, the love of
the good, the truth, the honour, and the piety, all striving one with
the other, that for a time made the mean passion of fear seem small
and insignificant. "I do not ask you, my child," he said--"I do not
urge you--I ask, I urge you no more! The worst bitterness is past. I
have told my own child the tale of my sorrows, my folly, my weakness,
and my danger. I have inflicted the worst upon you, Edith, and on
myself; and I leave it to your own heart to decide. After your
generous, your noble offer, to sacrifice your property and leave
yourself nothing, for my sake, it were cruel--it were, indeed, base,
to urge you farther. To avoid this, dreadful disclosure, to shelter
you and myself from such horrible details, I have often been stern,
and harsh, and menacing.--Forgive me, Edith, but it is past! You now
know what is on the die; and it is your own hand casts it. Your
father's life, the honour of your family, the high name we have ever
borne--these are to be lost and won. But I urge it not--I ask it not.
You only must and can decide."</p>
<p>Edith, who had risen, stood before him, pale as ashes, with her hands
clasped so tight that the blood retreated from her fingers, where they
pressed against each other, leaving them as white as those of the
dead--her eyes fixed, straining, but sightless, upon the ground. All
that she saw, all that she knew, all that she felt, was the dreadful
alternative of fates before her. It was more than her frame could
bear--it was more than almost any human heart could endure. To condemn
a father to death, to bring the everlasting regret into her heart, to
wander, as if accurst, over the earth, with a parent's blood crying
out for vengeance! It was a terrible thought indeed. Then again, she
remembered the vows that she had taken, the impossibility of
performing those that were asked of her, the sacrifice of the innocent
to the guilty, the perjury that she must commit, the dark and dreadful
future before her, the self-reproach that stood on either hand to
follow her through life! She felt as if her heart was bursting; and
the next moment, all the blood seemed to fly from it, and leave it
cold and motionless. She strove to speak--her voice was choked; but
then, again, she made an effort; and a few words broke forth,
convulsively--"To save you, my father, I would do anything," she
cried. "I <i>will</i> do anything--but----"</p>
<p>She could not finish; her sight failed her; her heart seemed crushed;
her head swam; the colour left her lips; and she fell prone at her
father's feet, without one effort to save herself.</p>
<p>Sir Robert Croyland's first proceeding was, to raise her and lay her
on the sofa; but before he called any one, he gazed at her a moment or
two in silence. "She has fainted," he said. "Poor child!--Poor girl!"
But then came another thought: "She said she would do anything," he
murmured; "her words were, 'I will'--It is surely a consent."</p>
<p>He forgot--he heeded not--he would not heed, that she had added,
"But----"</p>
<p>"Yes, it was a consent," he repeated; "it must have been a consent. I
will hasten to tell him. If we can but gain a few days, it is
something. Who can say what a few days may bring? At all events, it is
a relief.--It will obtain the delay she wished--I will tell him.--It
must have been a consent;" and calling the servants and Edith's own
maid, to attend upon her, he hastened out of the house, fearful of
waiting till her senses returned, lest other words should snatch from
him the interpretation he chose to put upon those which had gone
before. In an instant, however, he returned, went into the library,
and wrote down on a scrap of paper:--</p>
<p>"Thanks, dearest Edith!--thanks! I go in haste to tell Mr. Radford the
promise you have given."</p>
<p>Then hurrying out again, he put the paper, which he had folded up,
into the hands of the groom, who held his horse. "That for Miss
Croyland," he said, "when she has quite recovered; but not before;"
and, mounting with speed, he rode away as fast as he could go.</p>
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