<h2 id="xiii">13. The Doctor’s Dilemma</h2>
<p>As suddenly as the virus pneumonia epidemic had
broken out, it stopped. The staff couldn’t believe
that Kit had had no calls through the long night she
sat at the switchboard. Ted Loring, who had stretched
out for a cat nap on Dr. Barsch’s sofa, woke to find
that he had slept all night. He jumped up guiltily
and looked out of the window. The summer sun was
already high in the blue sky. Quickly Ted looked at
his watch. “Eight-thirty!” he cried. “I must have
thought this was a hotel!” He smoothed out his
rumpled clothes as best he could and ran a pocket
comb through his tousled hair. Then he banged open
the door of the office and almost knocked Dr. Barsch
down as he started out.</p>
<p>“So, you’ve decided to let me into my office,” the
older doctor said.</p>
<p>“I’m sorry, sir. I had no idea it was so late. I left
a call....”</p>
<p>Dr. Barsch shook his head in gleeful despair. “Too
bad, old man,” he said. “If business falls off any
more the way it did last night, you’ll be out of a job!”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_134"></SPAN>[134]</span>
“No new patients?” Ted asked incredulously.</p>
<p>“No new patients,” Dr. Barsch replied. “And so if
you’ll excuse me, I’ll ready my office for my out-patients’
calls. Office hours in a half an hour, you
know.”</p>
<p>Ted let out a war-whoop and hugged the older man.</p>
<p>“Dr. Loring,” Dr. Barsch protested, “I suggest you
get yourself some breakfast and a shave.”</p>
<p>“Sorry, sir,” Ted apologized, and laughed. “I had
forgotten what it was like to have a full night’s
sleep.” He tore down the corridor and headed for
the cafeteria.</p>
<p>The dining room was full of chattering nurses and
office help when he came in. He immediately spotted
Ethel sitting with Eileen and Helen over near the
corner. Dashing across the room, he nearly upset the
trays of two young office girls who were balancing
them precariously on their way to a table.</p>
<p>“Oh, sorry,” he muttered. “Hey, gorgeous! Do I
know you? And if not, why not?” he cried as he
reached Ethel’s table.</p>
<p>Ethel’s weary face lit up as Ted sat down and
reached for a cup of coffee on her tray. “Poor man.
It must be amnesia,” she explained to her friends,
“I believe we’ve met,” she said to Ted. “I seem to
remember, we even were married.”</p>
<p>“Well, what do you know!” Ted said gleefully.</p>
<p>“Now drink your coffee,” Ethel instructed. “My,
you look terrible!” she chided him as she inspected
him.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_135"></SPAN>[135]</span>
Ted gulped down his coffee and snitched a doughnut
from Ethel’s plate. “Make you fat,” he said by
way of an apology.</p>
<p>Both Eileen and Helen burst out laughing as they
looked at Ted’s slender wife.</p>
<p>Between mouthfuls, Ted said, “I mean that! You
take a nurse off the floor and put her into a lovely
new home with nothing to do, and you have to watch
her diet! And that’s what’s going to happen. Starting
today!”</p>
<p>“Watching my diet?” Ethel teased.</p>
<p>“No,” Ted said, his mouth full of doughnut. “You
get put in your golden palace and you don’t stir out
of it from now on!” he swallowed. “Nothing to do
from now on.”</p>
<p>Ethel laughed helplessly as she thought of the
million chores to be done at home. There were
curtains to be hung, floors to be waxed, rugs to be laid.</p>
<p>Jean and Kit came into the dining room and waved
to the party at Ethel’s table. They went through the
line and selected their breakfast and then joined the
cheerful little company.</p>
<p>“It’s simply amazing,” Jean said. “Know what I
did? I went for a nap around nine last night, and
I just woke up!”</p>
<p>“Me, too,” Ted said.</p>
<p>“Don’t be too optimistic,” Eileen warned. “We may
have a flood of patients today.” She looked over to
the door. “Oh, oh,” she said. “Here comes glamor
boy.”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_136"></SPAN>[136]</span>
They all looked around and saw Dr. Benson standing
hesitantly in the doorway. Slowly he made his
way through the line and then he chose a table by
himself. The food on his tray remained untouched
as he sat and stared out of the window.</p>
<p>“Ted, invite him over!” Ethel cried impulsively,
clutching her husband’s arm.</p>
<p>“Well, I can stand him if the rest of you can,”
Eileen said grudgingly.</p>
<p>“No, wait,” Jean cried. “I think he probably wants
to be alone. He’s quite troubled. I know, because I
talked to him last night.”</p>
<p>Ted sat down again and finished his coffee. “What’s
the matter with him, Jeannie?” he asked.</p>
<p>Jean hesitated. “I’m sorry I said anything,” she
said finally. “He confided in me, and I don’t think I
ought to betray his confidence.”</p>
<p>Ethel and Ted and Helen nodded.</p>
<p>“Who is Dr. Benson?” Kit asked. “And what have
you all got against him?”</p>
<p>Eileen explained about the new intern. She merely
said, very justly, that there were several things about
him that the rest of them didn’t understand.</p>
<p>“For example, his devotion to the little boy upstairs,”
Helen said. “Before Timmy came, I didn’t
think he could be devoted to anyone but himself.”
She laughed a little. “But of all the funny people to
be crazy about!”</p>
<p>Ted nodded. “I think I’m beginning to understand,”<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_137"></SPAN>[137]</span>
he said. “Something tells me that Dr. Benson maybe
knows first hand what sort of family Timmy comes
from.”</p>
<p>Jean blushed furiously. “Please, let’s stop talking
about him.” She looked at Eileen, who was gazing
at Dr. Benson as if she saw him for the first time.</p>
<p>“You mean, you think they’re related?” Kit asked.</p>
<p>“Oh, no, nothing like that,” Ted explained. “I just
have a hunch our new doctor knows a little something
about living in the slums.”</p>
<p>Eileen jumped up and ran out of the dining room.</p>
<p>“Well, what’s the matter with her?” Ted demanded.</p>
<p>Ethel laid her hand on Ted’s arm. “I think we’ve
discussed it long enough,” she said. “If you’ll excuse
me ...” and she got up and walked out of the
cafeteria.</p>
<p>Eileen was sitting on a bench in the hall outside
of the dining room. Ethel sat down beside her. “Let’s
you and me catch up on our sleep,” she said cheerfully.</p>
<p>“And I wouldn’t even give him a date!” Eileen cried.
“No wonder he acts so funny. He probably hates
us all!”</p>
<p>Ethel put her hand on the young girl’s shoulder.
“Never mind, dear,” she said. “Dr. Benson probably
understands.”</p>
<p>“But how could he? He must think we’re <em>awful</em>
snobs! But we didn’t know! We just thought he
was being fresh! And he probably thought that we
wouldn’t associate with people who were poor!” She<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_138"></SPAN>[138]</span>
clenched her fists. “Oh, Ethel, and I was worst of all!”</p>
<p>Ethel studied the girl’s intense face. She nodded,
but she wisely said nothing about what she was
thinking.</p>
<p>“I’m going to wait right here,” Eileen said grimly,
“till he’s through with his breakfast, and then I’m
going to tell him he can take me out any time he
wants to.”</p>
<p>Ethel grinned and patted her arm. “I think you
ought to go to bed. You won’t feel so desperate
when you’re rested.” She stood up and stretched. “I’m
going up to the laboratory for a few minutes to check
some of my notes. Then I’ll be upstairs in my old
room if business picks up.” She started off and then
turned around. “And please don’t tell Ted!”</p>
<p>Eileen waited a few minutes until Dr. Benson
came out. She stood up and smiled. He stopped,
surprised.</p>
<p>“Good morning, Miss Gordon,” he said. His manner
was cool.</p>
<p>“Good morning, Doctor,” Eileen answered. “I know
this isn’t a good place to go into things like this, but
I’m ... I’m sorry ... well, for a lot of things. And
I’d be honored ... if you still want to take me out
some evening.”</p>
<p>The doctor stared at her. “Why, thank you very
much, Miss Gordon,” he said. “I’m going to be pretty
busy for a while.” He hesitated. “You see, I’d sort
of like to get Timmy settled in some way, and that<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_139"></SPAN>[139]</span>
will take a little time, I’m afraid. But I appreciate
the gesture.”</p>
<p>Eileen felt as if she had been slapped in the face.
“Any time,” she said weakly, as she turned and sped
down the corridor.</p>
<p>Jean came out of the dining room just as Eileen
disappeared. Dr. Benson nodded to her and sat down
on the bench.</p>
<p>“I shouldn’t be goofing off,” he said, “but I keep
going around in circles about Timmy. Incidentally,
what did you tell that gang at breakfast?”</p>
<p>Jean sat down beside him. “Honestly, Doctor, I
didn’t say a word. Dr. Loring guessed the truth. I
tried to change the subject, but everyone kept asking
questions. You see, they really are interested in you.”</p>
<p>Dr. Benson shrugged. “So now they all feel sorry
for me. I see.”</p>
<p>“Oh, no!” Jean cried. “That isn’t it at all! Why
should a lot of nurses feel sorry for a doctor?”</p>
<p>“Well, that’s beside the point, anyhow,” Dr. Benson
said. “I’m really worried about Timmy, and what’s
going to become of him. I’ve decided I’ll keep him
myself before I’ll turn him over to a home!”</p>
<p>“Let’s go upstairs,” Jean suggested. “I go on duty
in a few minutes and I want to call Mother.”</p>
<p>Tommy was waiting in the lobby when Jean and
Dr. Benson came up. He grinned and called, “Hi, sis!
How’s business?”</p>
<p>“Falling off, thank heaven!” Jean cried. “Dr. Benson,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_140"></SPAN>[140]</span>
this is my brother, Tommy. Laundry service
man!”</p>
<p>They shook hands. “We had quite a load this
morning,” Tommy said gleefully. “And boy, am I
glad things are going to be slack. Not that we don’t
want to help, but we just scheduled a whale of a
tough ballgame for later in the summer. We’re
going to need all the practice we can get.”</p>
<p>“Baseball?” Dr. Benson asked, his eyes lighting up.</p>
<p>“Yeah, a gang of us has a club. Billy and Buzzy
and the rest of the kids at the high school. We play
some important games, too. But I never dreamed we
could get a game with Mercyville. They’re just awfully
good....”</p>
<p>“Mercyville!” Dr. Benson cried. “I thought that was
an orphanage!”</p>
<p>Tommy nodded. “It is, sort of. But it’s actually
more like Father Flanagan’s Boys’ Town. You’ve
heard about Boys’ Town, haven’t you? They’re really
keen guys out there. They do everything themselves.
But they’re really just being nice to play baseball with
us. They’re way out of our class.”</p>
<p>“You mean, this place takes in orphans and boys
with no homes? And the boys really like it out there?”
Dr. Benson quizzed.</p>
<p>“You’d never know they didn’t have real homes,”
Tommy said. “They have a swell time out there.” He
sighed. “And can they play ball! I saw them play
Fieldston last week. It was a slaughter!”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_141"></SPAN>[141]</span>
Dr. Benson looked at Jean. “Why didn’t you explain
to me about the place?” he demanded.</p>
<p>She deliberately looked blank. “I don’t know too
much about it,” she confessed. “They have their own
medical staff, and we simply make routine checks
out there to coordinate our health reports to the
county.”</p>
<p>“They have everything. Doctors and everything,”
Tommy interrupted.</p>
<p>The young intern hesitated. “Imagine God listening
to a prayer from an old sinner like me,” he said
softly as he walked away.</p>
<p>“What’s the matter with him?” Tommy asked.</p>
<p>“Oh ... nothing. Tell you later,” Jean cried, dashing
after the doctor. “And ... thank the boys for
us, Tommy. You’ve been swell to help out!”</p>
<p>Dr. Benson waited for her at the foot of the stairs.
“Let’s go, gorgeous,” he said. “Lots to be done this
morning, and I’m on duty.”</p>
<p>She looked at him. “I thought you were up all
night. Don’t you go off duty to get some sleep?”</p>
<p>“Sleep?” he cried. “Who wants to sleep on a day
like this! Just look at that sky! Say, this is perfect
baseball weather, isn’t it?”</p>
<p>Jean giggled. “I’m right with you, Doctor. Let’s go.”</p>
<p>They entered the contagious ward, and Dr. Benson
waited till Jean had recorded the temperatures and
pulses of the patients. Then he went over to the
bedside of a middle-aged woman. “Let’s hear that<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_142"></SPAN>[142]</span>
back,” he said gently, as he put the stethoscope to
his ears.</p>
<p>A pleased grin spread across his face as he listened.
“Now, the front,” he said, putting the instrument to
the patient’s chest. “Say this sounds good. I can’t
hear a thing!”</p>
<p>The woman’s eyes lit up and she smiled at him.</p>
<p>“If we catch this virus right away,” he explained,
“we can lick it in no time. Now, if I send you home
this week, will you behave yourself? No heavy chores
for a while. Lots of rest.”</p>
<p>She nodded happily. He patted her hand and moved
on to the next patient.</p>
<p>When the examinations were over, Dr. Benson took
the stethoscope from around his neck and ran his
hand through his red hair. He sighed happily. “And
now to see Dr. Barsch about Mercyville,” he said.
“Want to come along?”</p>
<p>Jean smiled and shook her head. “I <em>want</em> to, but
I can’t. I’ve lots of work to do this morning.”</p>
<p>As Jean went the rounds of the floor, she eagerly
waited for Dr. Benson to come back. She peeked in
at Timmy, who was sitting up in bed gazing out of
the window. Poor fellow, she thought. All recovered
and no place to go! Or so he thinks! She waved to
him and went down the hall. As she passed the
operating room, she looked in. Sally and Hedda were
cleaning it.</p>
<p>“Business here today?” Jean asked.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_143"></SPAN>[143]</span>
Sally shook her head. “No, but now that the
pneumonia seems to have died down, we’re getting
ready for the usual summer business. Operations
don’t seem to respect the weather, and we haven’t
had time to really clean up the right way for days!”
She scrubbed the instrument case furiously.</p>
<p>Jean grinned and went down to the floor desk. She
picked up the assignment chart and scanned it. Then,
on impulse, she walked down to the nursery and
looked at the youngest guests through the large glass
window.</p>
<p>“Welcome to the world, people,” she cried happily.</p>
<p>Two red fists waved at her.</p>
<p>“Oh, you babies!” she cried. “I’d like to take you
all home with me!”</p>
<p>“You would, would you?” Helen said, coming out
of the nursery. “Well, I don’t blame you. You certainly
sound happy!”</p>
<p>“I am!” Jean cried. “It’s contagious. I’ve just been
with Dr. Benson.”</p>
<p>“Dr. Benson? Happy? At breakfast his chin was
down to his knees!”</p>
<p>“Something’s happened,” Jean replied mysteriously.
“At least it <em>might</em> happen.”</p>
<p>Before she could say more, Dr. Benson appeared,
waving his hand.</p>
<p>“We’re in!” he cried. “Timmy can go out there
any time.”</p>
<p>Jean turned around. “Just like that?”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_144"></SPAN>[144]</span>
The doctor paused to catch his breath. “I suggested
to Dr. Barsch that we investigate the place. So right
off he called Boston and some people in public aid
that he knows. They gave Mercyville an A-number
one rating. So then we called out there. And Mr.
Henderson, who runs the place, simply said, ‘Bring
him out. We’ll be glad to take him.’ Just like that!”</p>
<p>“Just like that!” Jean gasped.</p>
<p>“Well, their big problem is overcrowding. They
can take only so many boys, Mr. Henderson said.
But, you see, last month a lot of boys graduated from
high school and will be going out to work or to
college. So they have some room right now.”</p>
<p>Jean clasped her hands. “Now to tell Timmy. I
hope he’ll want to go.”</p>
<p>Dr. Benson smacked his hands together. “Just
leave Timmy to me.”</p>
<p>“When are you going to take him out?”</p>
<p>“Soon as I’m off duty,” he replied. “No use in
hanging around here any longer. The boy’s perfectly
well, you know.”</p>
<p>He whistled as he went down the hall towards
Timmy’s room.</p>
<p>“We certainly have done that man an injustice,”
Helen said, watching him go. “I feel like a heel, but
I don’t know how to tell him so.”</p>
<p>Jean shook her head. “We don’t have to. I think
he’ll get to like us better from now on.”</p>
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