<h2 id="viii">8. Jean and Ralph Discuss Their Future</h2>
<p>That evening, after dinner, Jean and Ralph slipped
out of the house and almost automatically headed
down their favorite path to the banks of the small
river. They held hands as they walked. There was
no need for talk. Each felt warmly secure in the presence
of the other.</p>
<p>Jean didn’t trust herself to speak until they had
reached the river. Every time she started to say something,
the loneliness of the past months welled up in
her and tears came to her eyes. Then she would
clasp Ralph’s hand harder, as if to reassure herself
that he had really returned.</p>
<p>Ralph chuckled as they came to the river bank. “It’s
really me, darling,” he said softly. “I know how you
feel, because I feel the same way.”</p>
<p>Jean laid his hand against her cheek and let a few
pent-up tears fall. Ralph cupped her chin in his
free hand and smiled at his beloved tenderly.</p>
<p>“Tears for me?” he asked softly. “My little Jeannie,
you mustn’t cry!”</p>
<p>Jean smiled and nodded. “It’s foolish to spoil your<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_81"></SPAN>[81]</span>
first evening at home this way.” She shook her head
as if to forbid further tears.</p>
<p>Ralph laughed. “It’s not spoiled. If anything, it’s
enhanced. You know, when you love someone as
much as I love you, it’s hard to believe that she can
care so much for you. It’s wonderful to find out.”</p>
<p>She grinned. “But there’s so <em>much</em> to talk about,
Ralph! So much has happened in the past two years
which we have to talk about. Tears don’t say anything!”</p>
<p>Ralph laughed again. “They say plenty, Jeannie.
But if we must return to the world of mundane
facts, let’s hear about your past two years.”</p>
<p>She giggled. “So my activities seem dull to you,”
she teased.</p>
<p>Ralph tousled her curly hair. “You’re a flirt, aren’t
you? The feminine mind can be <em>so</em> illogical!”</p>
<p>Jean sat down under a tall maple tree. She leaned
against Ralph’s shoulder. “Now tell me,” she said.
“Something happened while you were abroad which
is bothering you. I could see it in your eyes all the
time you were talking with the family.”</p>
<p>Ralph picked a blade of grass and put it between
his teeth. “It’s strange how one can be impressed by
having a new light thrown on something which he
always knew but which never seemed important
before.”</p>
<p>“Yes?” she asked.</p>
<p>“You know what my ranch in Saskatoon is like,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_82"></SPAN>[82]</span>
don’t you, Jeannie? I mean, you know what the
land is like.”</p>
<p>“I know you have grain and some live stock....”</p>
<p>“And that a lot of my land isn’t cleared of forests
as yet?”</p>
<p>She nodded.</p>
<p>Ralph drew his pipe from his coat pocket and lit
it. “About once a year I get a letter from the government
asking me what I plan to do with my uncut
timber. I never paid much attention to it before. I
liked having the trees there. It was good for the soil.
But I saw something in Paris which has changed my
mind completely.”</p>
<p>Jean looked at him in surprise. “What could happen
in Paris that could affect your forests?” she asked.</p>
<p>Ralph laughed. “This, my dear, is a good lesson in
the size of the world today. I live on an isolated
Canadian ranch. But I have the power, out there,
to help or hinder businesses all over the world. That
timber I have should be cut and shipped to wood
pulp manufacturers. But let’s start at the beginning.”</p>
<p>Jean giggled. “That would help,” she admitted.</p>
<p>“You remember, I wrote you about attending the
newspaper convention in Paris last fall?”</p>
<p>Jean nodded.</p>
<p>“I wish you could have been there. Newspaper men
from all over the world, except from behind the Iron
Curtain, attended it. It was marvelous! Journalism
professors from midwestern universities in the United
States rubbed shoulders and exchanged ideas with<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_83"></SPAN>[83]</span>
editors from Iran and Tasmania. Believe me, it was
a conference of tremendous importance! I attended
it, because I was in Paris to investigate crop production
of central France, and a friend of mine invited
me to attend.”</p>
<p>“You wrote something about the conference, I
remember,” she said.</p>
<p>“Well, all these editors have the same complaint.
There’s not enough wood pulp in the world to
furnish the newspapers with newsprint. In a way,
it’s wonderful, because that indicates that countries
are printing more papers. And that new countries
are insisting on better and bigger papers. Egypt, for
example, has more newspapers than ever before. And,
of course, one of the first projects Israel, as a new
country, undertook was the establishing of fine papers.</p>
<p>“But we must have more wood pulp! As long as
each of these countries, large and small, can have
their papers, this world is comparatively safe. These
papers can carry news ... facts of the world ...
right to the doors of all the people in the world.
Then, the people themselves can decide what is good
and what is bad in this world.”</p>
<p>Jean sighed. “It sounds like a tremendous undertaking.”</p>
<p>“It is! And, Jeannie, if you could have seen those
men! Arabians, who have been literate for only a
generation, were demanding free press for their people.
Mexicans pleaded for more newsprint to help
educate their people. The Israeli, of course, put the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_84"></SPAN>[84]</span>
need for communications, the need for stimulating
the minds of their countrymen, above almost everything
else.”</p>
<p>Jean nodded. “Now I begin to see.”</p>
<p>Ralph threw away the blade of grass. “Of course
I can’t do much with the small forests I own. But
I’ll do everything I can. When I get back to Saskatoon,
I’m going to start the largest project of timber
cutting and reforestation I can possibly undertake.
You see, Jeannie, Canada and Norway are practically
the only countries in the world who can produce
wood pulp. If the job is up to us, then we’ve got
to do it.”</p>
<p>Jean nodded solemnly. “Then that’s what you were
doing in Norway,” she said.</p>
<p>“Well, I had to go there, anyway, on business.
But you can be sure that I checked on the story of
their wood pulp supply pretty carefully. It isn’t too
good. They do what they can. But Canada is so
much larger and has so many more forests.”</p>
<p>Jean suddenly giggled. “I’m intrigued with the
idea of your being a lumberjack.”</p>
<p>Ralph smiled. “I’ll be one; you’ll be one. The
children will be chopping timber as soon as they
learn to crawl!”</p>
<p>She shook her head. “You know, dear,” she said,
“we all have to contribute to this life in the way
we’re best equipped.”</p>
<p>Ralph nodded. “That’s true,” he agreed.</p>
<p>She smiled in spite of herself as she said, “I’ll be<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_85"></SPAN>[85]</span>
glad to buy myself a pair of spiked hightop boots
and become a lumberjack, if you say so. But there
is something else I can do better.”</p>
<p>“And that is?” he asked.</p>
<p>“I’m almost ashamed to tell you now,” Jean confessed,
“because I’ll be consuming paper rather than
making it.”</p>
<p>Ralph chuckled. “That’s what it’s made for. Now,
tell me.”</p>
<p>Jean told him of the plans which Dr. Barsch had
made for her. How she would take a correspondence
course in art after they were married, and how, when
she finished her course, she would contract to do
sketches of operations at a nearby hospital for the
medical publishers.</p>
<p>Ralph thought about the plan for a few minutes.
“It’s a very good idea,” he said gravely.</p>
<p>“You see, medicine and improved operative techniques
are important, too,” Jean said slyly.</p>
<p>Ralph chuckled. “I can’t deny you,” he grinned. “You
know, there’s a small hospital about five miles from
the ranch. It’s a very good one, and I know the board
of directors there very well. I think they’d like the
idea. I’m sure we can arrange it.”</p>
<p>“Then you don’t mind my working after we’re
married?” she asked.</p>
<p>Ralph shook his head. “One of the reasons I fell
in love with you, Jean, is that you seem to thrive on
being busy. There’s something so sturdy about you
and your family. Take your father, for instance. I<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_86"></SPAN>[86]</span>
saw a lot of men when they came out of the Army
in bad shape. But I never saw one who was more
miserable because he couldn’t be working from dawn
to dusk every day.”</p>
<p>Jean sighed. “He’s like a different man now that
he is working again. Poor Dad! None of us even
suspected how hard his invalid days were on him
till they were over.”</p>
<p>Ralph nodded. “You haven’t told me all the details
of this new job,” he said.</p>
<p>“Well, it’s very simple,” Jean explained. “You see,
two years ago the town decided to back a veterans’
housing project. Dad offered to be the architect for
the project. After years of inactivity, he was nearly
out of his mind. And of course he was terribly
interested in anything to help the young men and
their families.”</p>
<p>“Of course,” Ralph said. “I remember that part.
He was just starting the assignment when I went
abroad.”</p>
<p>“It’s taken two years to complete the project,” Jean
said. “There were some difficulties. A lot of people
didn’t want low cost housing in town. And then
some ... well, I think they’re just plain bad people,
were afraid the project might attract new people to
the community. You know, minority groups and,”
she giggled, “even non-New Englanders.”</p>
<p>“But the project did go through,” Ralph said.</p>
<p>“Oh yes,” she cried. “Those foolish people were
definitely in the minority themselves. It finally was<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_87"></SPAN>[87]</span>
accomplished in the good old New England tradition
of a town meeting. The few ignorant objectors were
laughed and hooted right out of the meeting, too.”
She smiled at the memory.</p>
<p>“But to get back to Dad,” she continued. “After he
had finished designing the houses for the project, he
was swamped with orders. And eager as he was to
fill them, he was very intelligent. He insisted on very
regular checkups with Dr. Daley, our internist at the
clinic. But everything went just fine. He seemed to
get better all the time. So now he’s opened his own
office, and he’s busy all the time.”</p>
<p>“That’s marvelous,” Ralph said. “I can’t remember
ever seeing your father look so well.”</p>
<p>Jean smiled tenderly. “I guess that about brings
you up to date.”</p>
<p>Ralph put his arm around her. “Good,” he said.
“Now, let’s talk about us. Seems to me I hear wedding
bells in my head. How about you?”</p>
<p>Jean giggled. “My, what a tender proposal!” she
teased.</p>
<p>Ralph drew back in mock horror. “But I’ve <em>already</em>
proposed!” he protested. “Don’t tell me you’ve forgotten?”</p>
<p>Jean laughed. “As if I ever could forget,” she
admitted frankly.</p>
<p>“But I think we ought to set a date.”</p>
<p>“Let’s see,” she said, deliberately teasing him. “I’ll
have to check my appointment book, but my plans
go something like this. I will be graduated late<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_88"></SPAN>[88]</span>
this summer. And then, as far as I know, I haven’t
anything special planned.”</p>
<p>“You, ma’m, are an idiot!” Ralph laughed. “Very
well, we shall plan a fall wedding—”</p>
<p>“Right here in Elmhurst,” Jean continued.</p>
<p>“You bet! Where else?” he wanted to know. Then
he became serious. “I’m glad you’re going to be so
busy this summer,” he added. “Because that will
make the time pass more quickly for us both.”</p>
<p>Jean grabbed his hand. “You’re going away again,”
she said suddenly.</p>
<p>“Only for a little while.”</p>
<p>“Oh, Ralph!” she cried.</p>
<p>Ralph squeezed her hand. “This time, only for a
few months. I have to go to Ottawa, of course, to
make my report to the government on my trip
abroad. After all, they sent me. I have to account
for their money.”</p>
<p>Jean nodded miserably.</p>
<p>“And then I have to look up the government contractor
for my wood pulp. Jeannie, I must get that
arranged so that I can sleep easily at night.”</p>
<p>She nodded. “I understand. I mean, my mind understands.
But this silly old heart doesn’t understand
one little bit.”</p>
<p>Ralph drew her to him and kissed her. “That silly
old heart you’re wearing these days is mine, you
know. Maybe that’s why it doesn’t understand. I
wouldn’t want it to.”</p>
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