<h2><SPAN name="chap21"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXI.<br/> Cayley’s Apology</h2>
<p class="letter">
“My Dear Mr. Gillingham,</p>
<p>“I gather from your letter that you have made certain discoveries which
you may feel it your duty to communicate to the police, and that in this case
my arrest on a charge of murder would inevitably follow. Why, in these
circumstances, you should give me such ample warning of your intentions I do
not understand, unless it is that you are not wholly out of sympathy with me.
But whether or not you sympathize, at any rate you will want to know—and
I want you to know—the exact manner in which Ablett met his death and the
reasons which made that death necessary. If the police have to be told
anything, I would rather that they too knew the whole story. They, and even
you, may call it murder, but by that time I shall be out of the way. Let them
call it what they like.</p>
<p>“I must begin by taking you back to a summer day fifteen years ago, when
I was a boy of thirteen and Mark a young man of twenty-five. His whole life was
make-believe, and just now he was pretending to be a philanthropist. He sat in
our little drawing-room, flicking his gloves against the back of his left hand,
and my mother, good soul, thought what a noble young gentleman he was, and
Philip and I, hastily washed and crammed into collars, stood in front of him,
nudging each other and kicking the backs of our heels and cursing him in our
hearts for having interrupted our game. He had decided to adopt one of us, kind
Cousin Mark. Heaven knows why he chose me. Philip was eleven; two years longer
to wait. Perhaps that was why.</p>
<p>“Well, Mark educated me. I went to a public school and to Cambridge, and
I became his secretary. Well, much more than his secretary as your friend
Beverley perhaps has told you: his land agent, his financial adviser, his
courier, his—but this most of all—his audience. Mark could never
live alone. There must always be somebody to listen to him. I think in his
heart he hoped I should be his Boswell. He told me one day that he had made me
his literary executor—poor devil. And he used to write me the absurdest
long letters when I was away from him, letters which I read once and then tore
up. The futility of the man!</p>
<p>“It was three years ago that Philip got into trouble. He had been hurried
through a cheap grammar school and into a London office, and discovered there
that there was not much fun to be got in this world on two pounds a week. I had
a frantic letter from him one day, saying that he must have a hundred at once,
or he would be ruined, and I went to Mark for the money. Only to borrow it, you
understand; he gave me a good salary and I could have paid it back in three
months. But no. He saw nothing for himself in it, I suppose; no applause, no
admiration. Philip’s gratitude would be to me, not to him. I begged, I
threatened, we argued; and while we were arguing, Philip was arrested. It
killed my mother—he was always her favourite—but Mark, as usual,
got his satisfaction out of it. He preened himself on his judgment of character
in having chosen me and not Philip twelve years before!</p>
<p>“Later on I apologized to Mark for the reckless things I had said to him,
and he played the part of a magnanimous gentleman with his accustomed skill,
but, though outwardly we were as before to each other, from that day forward,
though his vanity would never let him see it, I was his bitterest enemy. If
that had been all, I wonder if I should have killed him? To live on terms of
intimate friendship with a man whom you hate is dangerous work for your friend.
Because of his belief in me as his admiring and grateful protégé and his belief
in himself as my benefactor, he was now utterly in my power. I could take my
time and choose my opportunity. Perhaps I should not have killed him, but I had
sworn to have my revenge—and there he was, poor vain fool, at my mercy. I
was in no hurry.</p>
<p>“Two years later I had to reconsider my position, for my revenge was
being taken out of my hands. Mark began to drink. Could I have stopped him? I
don’t think so, but to my immense surprise I found myself trying to.
Instinct, perhaps, getting the better of reason; or did I reason it out and
tell myself that, if he drank himself to death, I should lose my revenge? Upon
my word, I cannot tell you; but, for whatever motive, I did genuinely want to
stop it. Drinking is such a beastly thing, anyhow.</p>
<p>“I could not stop him, but I kept him within certain bounds, so that
nobody but myself knew his secret. Yes, I kept him outwardly decent; and
perhaps now I was becoming like the cannibal who keeps his victim in good
condition for his own ends. I used to gloat over Mark, thinking how utterly he
was mine to ruin as I pleased, financially, morally, whatever way would give me
most satisfaction. I had but to take my hand away from him and he sank. But
again I was in no hurry.</p>
<p>“Then he killed himself. That futile little drunkard, eaten up with his
own selfishness and vanity, offered his beastliness to the truest and purest
woman on this earth. You have seen her, Mr. Gillingham, but you never knew Mark
Ablett. Even if he had not been a drunkard, there was no chance for her of
happiness with him. I had known him for many years, but never once had I seen
him moved by any generous emotion. To have lived with that shrivelled little
soul would have been hell for her; and a thousand times worse hell when he
began to drink.</p>
<p>“So he had to be killed. I was the only one left to protect her, for her
mother was in league with Mark to bring about her ruin. I would have shot him
openly for her sake, and with what gladness, but I had no mind to sacrifice
myself needlessly. He was in my power; I could persuade him to almost anything
by flattery; surely it would not be difficult to give his death the appearance
of an accident.</p>
<p>“I need not take up your time by telling you of the many plans I made and
rejected. For some days I inclined towards an unfortunate boating accident in
the pond—Mark, a very indifferent swimmer, myself almost exhausted in a
gallant attempt to hold him up. And then he himself gave me the idea, he and
Miss Norris between them, and so put himself in my hands; without risk of
discovery, I should have said, had you not discovered me.</p>
<p>“We were talking about ghosts. Mark had been even more vain, pompous and
absurd than usual, and I could see that Miss Norris was irritated by it. After
dinner she suggested dressing up as a ghost and frightening him. I thought it
my duty to warn her that Mark took any joke against himself badly, but she was
determined to do it. I gave way reluctantly. Reluctantly, also, I told her the
secret of the passage. (There is an underground passage from the library to the
bowling-green. You should exercise your ingenuity, Mr. Gillingham, in trying to
discover it. Mark came upon it by accident a year ago. It was a godsend to him;
he could drink there in greater secrecy. But he had to tell me about it. He
wanted an audience, even for his vices.)</p>
<p>“I told Miss Norris, then, because it was necessary for my plan that Mark
should be thoroughly frightened. Without the passage she could never have got
close enough to the bowling-green to alarm him properly, but as I arranged it
with her she made the most effective appearance, and Mark was in just the state
of rage and vindictiveness which I required. Miss Norris, you understand, is a
professional actress. I need not say that to her I appeared to be animated by
no other feeling than a boyish desire to bring off a good joke—a joke
directed as much against the others as against Mark.</p>
<p>“He came to me that night, as I expected, still quivering with
indignation. Miss Norris must never be asked to the house again; I was to make
a special note of it; never again. It was outrageous. Had he not a reputation
as a host to keep up, he would pack her off next morning. As it was, she could
stay; hospitality demanded it; but never again would she come to the Red
House—he was absolutely determined about that. I was to make a special
note of it.</p>
<p>“I comforted him, I smoothed down his ruffled feathers. She had behaved
very badly, but he was quite right; he must try not to show how much he
disapproved of her. And of course she would never come again—that was
obvious. And then suddenly I began to laugh. He looked up at me indignantly.</p>
<p>“Is there a joke?” he said coldly.</p>
<p>“I laughed gently again.</p>
<p>“‘I was just thinking,’ I said, ‘that it would be
rather amusing if you—well, had your revenge.”</p>
<p>“‘My revenge? How do you mean?’</p>
<p>“‘Well, paid her back in her own coin.’</p>
<p>“‘Do you mean try and frighten her?’</p>
<p>“‘No, no; but dressed up and pulled her leg a bit. Made her look a
fool in front of the others.’ I laughed to myself again. ‘Serve her
jolly well right.’</p>
<p>“He jumped up excitedly.</p>
<p>“‘By Jove, Cay!’ he cried. ‘If I could! How? You must
think of a way.’</p>
<p>“I don’t know if Beverley has told you about Mark’s acting.
He was an amateur of all the arts, and vain of his little talents, but as an
actor he seemed to himself most wonderful. Certainly he had some ability for
the stage, so long as he had the stage to himself and was playing to an
admiring audience. As a professional actor in a small part he would have been
hopeless; as an amateur playing the leading part, he deserved all that the
local papers had ever said about him. And so the idea of giving us a private
performance, directed against a professional actress who had made fun of him,
appealed equally to his vanity and his desire for retaliation. If he, Mark
Ablett, by his wonderful acting could make Ruth Norris look a fool in front of
the others, could take her in, and then join in the laugh at her afterwards, he
would indeed have had a worthy revenge!</p>
<p>“It strikes you as childish, Mr. Gillingham? Ah, you never knew Mark
Ablett.</p>
<p>“‘How, Cay, how?’ he said eagerly.</p>
<p>“‘Well, I haven’t really thought it out,’ I protested.
‘It was just an idea.’</p>
<p>“He began to think it out for himself.</p>
<p>“‘I might pretend to be a manager, come down to see her—but I
suppose she knows them all. What about an interviewer?’</p>
<p>“‘It’s going to be difficult,’ I said thoughtfully.
‘You’ve got rather a characteristic face, you know. And your
beard—’</p>
<p>“‘I’d shave it off,’ he snapped.</p>
<p>“‘My dear Mark!’</p>
<p>“He looked away, and mumbled, ‘I’ve been thinking of taking
it off, anyhow. And besides, if I’m going to do the thing, I’m
going to do it properly.’</p>
<p>“‘Yes, you always were an artist,’ I said, looking at him
admiringly.</p>
<p>“He purred. To be called an artist was what he longed for most. Now I
knew that I had him.</p>
<p>“‘All the same,’ I went on, ‘even without your beard
and moustache you might be recognizable. Unless, of course—’ I
broke off.</p>
<p>“‘Unless what?’</p>
<p>“‘You pretend to be Robert.’ I began to laugh to myself
again. ‘By Jove!’ I said, ‘that’s not a bad idea.
Pretend to be Robert, the wastrel brother, and make yourself objectionable to
Miss Norris. Borrow money from her, and that sort of thing.’</p>
<p>“He looked at me, with his bright little eyes, nodding eagerly.</p>
<p>“‘Robert,’ he said. ‘Yes. How shall we work it?’</p>
<p>“There was really a Robert, Mr. Gillingham, as I have no doubt you and
the Inspector both discovered. And he was a wastrel and he went to Australia.
But he never came to the Red House on Tuesday afternoon. He couldn’t
have, because he died (unlamented) three years ago. But there was nobody who
knew this, save Mark and myself, for Mark was the only one of the family left,
his sister having died last year. Though I doubt, anyhow, if she knew whether
Robert was alive or dead. He was not talked about.</p>
<p>“For the next two days Mark and I worked out our plans. You understand by
now that our aims were not identical. Mark’s endeavour was that his
deception should last for, say, a couple of hours; mine that it should go to
the grave with him. He had only to deceive Miss Norris and the other guests; I
had to deceive the world. When he was dressed up as Robert, I was going to kill
him. Robert would then be dead, Mark (of course) missing. What could anybody
think but that Mark had killed Robert? But you see how important it was for
Mark to enter fully into his latest (and last) impersonation. Half-measures
would be fatal.</p>
<p>“You will say that it was impossible to do the thing thoroughly enough. I
answer again that you never knew Mark. He was being what he wished most to
be—an artist. No Othello ever blacked himself all over with such
enthusiasm as did Mark. His beard was going anyhow—possible a chance
remark of Miss Norbury’s helped here. She did not like beards. But it was
important for me that the dead man’s hands should not be the hands of a
manicured gentleman. Five minutes playing upon the vanity of the artist settled
his hands. He let the nails grow and then cut them raggedly. ‘Miss Norris
would notice your hands at once,’ I had said. ‘Besides, as an
artist—’</p>
<p>“So with his underclothes. It was hardly necessary to warn him that his
pants might show above the edge of his socks; as an artist he had already
decided upon Robertian pants. I bought them, and other things, in London for
him. Even if I had not cut out all trace of the maker’s name, he would
instinctively have done it. As an Australian and an artist, he could not have
an East London address on his underclothes. Yes, we were doing the thing
thoroughly, both of us; he as an artist, I as a—well, you may say
murderer, if you like. I shall not mind now.</p>
<p>“Our plans were settled. I went to London on the Monday and wrote him a
letter from Robert. (The artistic touch again.) I also bought a revolver. On
the Tuesday morning he announced the arrival of Robert at the breakfast-table.
Robert was now alive—we had six witnesses to prove it; six witnesses who
knew that he was coming that afternoon. Our private plan was that Robert should
present himself at three o’clock, in readiness for the return of the
golfing-party shortly afterwards. The maid would go to look for Mark, and
having failed to find him, come back to the office to find me entertaining
Robert in Mark’s absence. I would explain that Mark must have gone out
somewhere, and would myself introduce the wastrel brother to the tea-table.
Mark’s absence would not excite any comment, for it would be generally
felt—indeed Robert would suggest it—that he had been afraid of
meeting his brother. Then Robert would make himself amusingly offensive to the
guests, particularly, of course, Miss Norris, until he thought that the joke
had gone far enough.</p>
<p>“That was our private plan. Perhaps I should say that it was Mark’s
private plan. My own was different.</p>
<p>“The announcement at breakfast went well. After the golfing-party had
gone off, we had the morning in which to complete our arrangements. What I was
chiefly concerned about was to establish as completely as possible the identity
of Robert. For this reason I suggested to Mark that, when dressed, he should go
out by the secret passage to the bowling-green, and come back by the drive,
taking care to enter into conversation with the lodge-keeper. In this way I
would have two more witnesses of Robert’s arrival—first the
lodge-keeper, and secondly one of the gardeners whom I would have working on
the front lawn. Mark, of course, was willing enough. He could practise his
Australian accent on the lodge-keeper. It was really amusing to see how readily
he fell into every suggestion which I made. Never was a killing more carefully
planned by its victim.</p>
<p>“He changed into Robert’s clothes in the office bedroom. This was
the safest way—for both of us. When he was ready, he called me in, and I
inspected him. It was extraordinary how well he looked the part. I suppose that
the signs of his dissipation had already marked themselves on his face, but had
been concealed hitherto by his moustache and beard; for now that he was
clean-shaven they lay open to the world from which we had so carefully hidden
them, and he was indeed the wastrel which he was pretending to be.</p>
<p>“‘By Jove, you’re wonderful,’ I said.</p>
<p>“He smirked, and called my attention to the various artistic touches
which I might have missed.</p>
<p>“‘Wonderful,’ I said to myself again. ‘Nobody could
possibly guess.’</p>
<p>“I peered into the hall. It was empty. We hurried across to the library;
he got into the passage and made off. I went back to the bedroom, collected all
his discarded clothes, did them up in a bundle and returned with them to the
passage. Then I sat down in the hall and waited.</p>
<p>“You heard the evidence of Stevens, the maid. As soon as she was on her
way to the Temple in search of Mark, I stepped into the office. My hand was in
my side-pocket, and in my hand was the revolver.</p>
<p>“He began at once in his character of Robert—some rigmarole about
working his passage over from Australia; a little private performance for my
edification. Then in his natural voice, gloating over his well-planned
retaliation on Miss Norris, he burst out, ‘It’s my turn now. You
wait.’ It was this which Elsie heard. She had no business to be there and
she might have ruined everything, but as it turned out it was the luckiest
thing which could have happened. For it was the one piece of evidence which I
wanted; evidence, other than my own, that Mark and Robert were in the room
together.</p>
<p>“I said nothing. I was not going to take the risk of being heard to speak
in that room. I just smiled at the poor little fool, and took out my revolver,
and shot him. Then I went back into the library and waited—just as I said
in my evidence.</p>
<p>“Can you imagine, Mr. Gillingham, the shock which your sudden appearance
gave me? Can you imagine the feelings of a ‘murderer’ who has (as
he thinks) planned for every possibility, and is then confronted suddenly with
an utterly new problem? What difference would your coming make? I didn’t
know. Perhaps none; perhaps all. And I had forgotten to open the window!</p>
<p>“I don’t know whether you will think my plan for killing Mark a
clever one. Perhaps not. But if I do deserve any praise in the matter, I think
I deserve it for the way I pulled myself together in the face of the unexpected
catastrophe of your arrival. Yes, I got a window open, Mr. Gillingham, under
your very nose; the right window too, you were kind enough to say. And the
keys—yes, that was clever of you, but I think I was cleverer. I deceived
you over the keys, Mr. Gillingham, as I learnt when I took the liberty of
listening to a conversation on the bowling-green between you and your friend
Beverley. Where was I? Ah, you must have a look for that secret passage, Mr.
Gillingham.</p>
<p>“But what am I saying? Did I deceive you at all? You have found out the
secret—that Robert was Mark—and that is all that matters. How have
you found out? I shall never know now. Where did I go wrong? Perhaps you have
been deceiving me all the time. Perhaps you knew about the keys, about the
window, even about the secret passage. You are a clever man, Mr. Gillingham.</p>
<p>“I had Mark’s clothes on my hands. I might have left them in the
passage, but the secret of the passage was now out. Miss Norris knew it. That
was the weak point of my plan, perhaps, that Miss Norris had to know it. So I
hid them in the pond, the Inspector having obligingly dragged it for me first.
A couple of keys joined them, but I kept the revolver. Fortunate, wasn’t
it, Mr. Gillingham?</p>
<p>“I don’t think that there is any more to tell you. This is a long
letter, but then it is the last which I shall write. There was a time when I
hoped that there might be a happy future for me, not at the Red House, not
alone. Perhaps it was never more than an idle day-dream, for I am no more
worthy of her than Mark was. But I could have made her happy, Mr. Gillingham.
God, how I would have worked to make her happy! But now that is impossible. To
offer her the hand of a murderer would be as bad as to offer her the hand of a
drunkard. And Mark died for that. I saw her this morning. She was very sweet.
It is a difficult world to understand.</p>
<p>“Well, well, we are all gone now—the Abletts and the Cayleys. I
wonder what old Grandfather Cayley thinks of it all. Perhaps it is as well that
we have died out. Not that there was anything wrong with Sarah—except her
temper. And she had the Ablett nose—you can’t do much with that.
I’m glad she left no children.</p>
<p>“Good-bye, Mr. Gillingham. I’m sorry that your stay with us was not
of a pleasanter nature, but you understand the difficulties in which I was
placed. Don’t let Bill think too badly of me. He is a good fellow; look
after him. He will be surprised. The young are always surprised. And thank you
for letting me end my own way. I expect you did sympathize a little, you know.
We might have been friends in another world—you and I, and I and she.
Tell her what you like. Everything or nothing. You will know what is best.
Good-bye, Mr. Gillingham.</p>
<p class="right">
“M<small>ATTHEW</small> C<small>AYLEY</small>.</p>
<p>“I am lonely to-night without Mark. That’s funny, isn’t
it?”</p>
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