<h2> CHAPTER XII </h2>
<p>Ah me! for aught that ever I could read,<br/>
Could ever hear by tale or history,<br/>
The course of true love never did run smooth!<br/>
—Midsummer Night’s Dream.<br/></p>
<p>The celebrated passage which we have prefixed to this chapter has, like
most observations of the same author, its foundation in real experience.
The period at which love is formed for the first time, and felt most
strongly, is seldom that at which there is much prospect of its being
brought to a happy issue. The state of artificial society opposes many
complicated obstructions to early marriages; and the chance is very great,
that such obstacles prove insurmountable. In fine, there are few men who
do not look back in secret to some period of their youth, at which a
sincere and early affection was repulsed, or betrayed, or become abortive
from opposing circumstances. It is these little passages of secret
history, which leave a tinge of romance in every bosom, scarce permitting
us, even in the most busy or the most advanced period of life, to listen
with total indifference to a tale of true love.</p>
<p>Julian Peveril had so fixed his affections, as to insure the fullest share
of that opposition which early attachments are so apt to encounter. Yet
nothing so natural as that he should have done so. In early youth, Dame
Debbitch had accidentally met with the son of her first patroness, and who
had himself been her earliest charge, fishing in the little brook already
noticed, which watered the valley in which she resided with Alice
Bridgenorth. The dame’s curiosity easily discovered who he was; and
besides the interest which persons in her condition usually take in the
young people who have been under their charge, she was delighted with the
opportunity to talk about former times—about Martindale Castle, and
friends there—about Sir Geoffrey and his good lady—and, now
and then, about Lance Outram the park-keeper.</p>
<p>The mere pleasure of gratifying her inquiries, would scarce have had power
enough to induce Julian to repeat his visits to the lonely glen; but
Deborah had a companion—a lovely girl—bred in solitude, and in
the quiet and unpretending tastes which solitude encourages—spirited,
also, and inquisitive, and listening, with laughing cheek, and an eager
eye, to every tale which the young angler brought from the town and
castle.</p>
<p>The visits of Julian to the Black Fort were only occasional—so far
Dame Deborah showed common-sense—which was, perhaps, inspired by the
apprehension of losing her place, in case of discovery. She had, indeed,
great confidence in the strong and rooted belief—amounting almost to
superstition—which Major Bridgenorth entertained, that his
daughter’s continued health could only be insured by her continuing under
the charge of one who had acquired Lady Peveril’s supposed skill in
treating those subject to such ailments. This belief Dame Deborah had
improved to the utmost of her simple cunning,—always speaking in
something of an oracular tone, upon the subject of her charge’s health,
and hinting at certain mysterious rules necessary to maintain it in the
present favourable state. She had availed herself of this artifice, to
procure for herself and Alice a separate establishment at the Black Fort;
for it was originally Major Bridgenorth’s resolution, that his daughter
and her governante should remain under the same roof with the
sister-in-law of his deceased wife, the widow of the unfortunate Colonel
Christian. But this lady was broken down with premature age, brought on by
sorrow; and, in a short visit which Major Bridgenorth made to the island,
he was easily prevailed on to consider her house at Kirk-Truagh, as a very
cheerless residence for his daughter. Dame Deborah, who longed for
domestic independence, was careful to increase this impression by alarming
her patron’s fears on account of Alice’s health. The mansion of
Kirk-Truagh stood, she said, much exposed to the Scottish winds, which
could not but be cold, as they came from a country where, as she was
assured, there was ice and snow at midsummer. In short, she prevailed, and
was put into full possession of the Black Fort, a house which, as well as
Kirk-Truagh, belonged formerly to Christian, and now to his widow.</p>
<p>Still, however, it was enjoined on the governante and her charge, to visit
Kirk-Truagh from time to time, and to consider themselves as under the
management and guardianship of Mistress Christian—a state of
subjection, the sense of which Deborah endeavoured to lessen, by assuming
as much freedom of conduct as she possibly dared, under the influence,
doubtless, of the same feelings of independence, which induced her, at
Martindale Hall, to spurn the advice of Mistress Ellesmere.</p>
<p>It was this generous disposition to defy control which induced her to
procure for Alice, secretly, some means of education, which the stern
genius of puritanism would have proscribed. She ventured to have her
charge taught music—nay, even dancing; and the picture of the stern
Colonel Christian trembled on the wainscot where it was suspended, while
the sylph-like form of Alice, and the substantial person of Dame Deborah,
executed French <i>chaussées</i> and <i>borrées</i>, to the sound of a
small kit, which screamed under the bow of Monsieur De Pigal, half
smuggler, half dancing-master. This abomination reached the ears of the
Colonel’s widow, and by her was communicated to Bridgenorth, whose sudden
appearance in the island showed the importance he attached to the
communication. Had she been faithless to her own cause, that had been the
latest hour of Mrs. Deborah’s administration. But she retreated into her
stronghold.</p>
<p>“Dancing,” she said, “was exercise, regulated and timed by music; and it
stood to reason, that it must be the best of all exercise for a delicate
person, especially as it could be taken within doors, and in all states of
the weather.”</p>
<p>Bridgenorth listened, with a clouded and thoughtful brow, when, in
exemplification of her doctrine, Mistress Deborah, who was no contemptible
performer on the viol, began to jangle Sellenger’s Round, and desired
Alice to dance an old English measure to the tune. As the half-bashful,
half-smiling girl, about fourteen—for such was her age—moved
gracefully to the music, the father’s eye unavoidably followed the light
spring of her step, and marked with joy the rising colour in her cheek.
When the dance was over, he folded her in his arms, smoothed her somewhat
disordered locks with a father’s affectionate hand, smiled, kissed her
brow, and took his leave, without one single word farther interdicting the
exercise of dancing. He did not himself communicate the result of his
visit at the Black Fort to Mrs. Christian, but she was not long of
learning it, by the triumph of Dame Deborah on her next visit.</p>
<p>“It is well,” said the stern old lady; “my brother Bridgenorth hath
permitted you to make a Herodias of Alice, and teach her dancing. You have
only now to find her a partner for life—I shall neither meddle nor
make more in their affairs.”</p>
<p>In fact, the triumph of Dame Deborah, or rather of Dame Nature, on this
occasion, had more important effects than the former had ventured to
anticipate; for Mrs. Christian, though she received with all formality the
formal visits of the governante and her charge, seemed thenceforth so
pettish with the issue of her remonstrance, upon the enormity of her niece
dancing to a little fiddle, that she appeared to give up interference in
her affairs, and left Dame Debbitch and Alice to manage both education and
housekeeping—in which she had hitherto greatly concerned herself—much
after their own pleasure.</p>
<p>It was in this independent state that they lived, when Julian first
visited their habitation; and he was the rather encouraged to do so by
Dame Deborah, that she believed him to be one of the last persons in the
world with whom Mistress Christian would have desired her niece to be
acquainted—the happy spirit of contradiction superseding, with Dame
Deborah, on this, as on other occasions, all consideration of the fitness
of things. She did not act altogether without precaution neither. She was
aware she had to guard not only against any reviving interest or curiosity
on the part of Mistress Christian, but against the sudden arrival of Major
Bridgenorth, who never failed once in the year to make his appearance at
the Black Fort when least expected, and to remain there for a few days.
Dame Debbitch, therefore, exacted of Julian, that his visits should be few
and far between; that he should condescend to pass for a relation of her
own, in the eyes of two ignorant Manx girls and a lad, who formed her
establishment; and that he should always appear in his angler’s dress made
of the simple <i>Loughtan</i>, or buff-coloured wool of the island, which
is not subjected to dyeing. By these cautions, she thought his intimacy at
the Black Fort would be entirely unnoticed, or considered as immaterial,
while, in the meantime, it furnished much amusement to her charge and
herself.</p>
<p>This was accordingly the case during the earlier part of their
intercourse, while Julian was a lad, and Alice a girl two or three years
younger. But as the lad shot up to youth, and the girl to womanhood, even
Dame Deborah Debbitch’s judgment saw danger in their continued intimacy.
She took an opportunity to communicate to Julian who Miss Bridgenorth
actually was, and the peculiar circumstances which placed discord between
their fathers. He heard the story of their quarrel with interest and
surprise, for he had only resided occasionally at Martindale Castle, and
the subject of Bridgenorth’s quarrel with his father had never been
mentioned in his presence. His imagination caught fire at the sparks
afforded by this singular story; and, far from complying with the prudent
remonstrance of Dame Deborah, and gradually estranging himself from the
Black Fort and its fair inmate, he frankly declared, he considered his
intimacy there, so casually commenced, as intimating the will of Heaven,
that Alice and he were designed for each other, in spite of every obstacle
which passion or prejudice could raise up betwixt them. They had been
companions in infancy; and a little exertion of memory enabled him to
recall his childish grief for the unexpected and sudden disappearance of
his little companion, whom he was destined again to meet with in the early
bloom of opening beauty, in a country which was foreign to them both.</p>
<p>Dame Deborah was confounded at the consequences of her communication,
which had thus blown into a flame the passion which she hoped it would
have either prevented or extinguished. She had not the sort of head which
resists the masculine and energetic remonstrances of passionate
attachment, whether addressed to her on her own account, or on behalf of
another. She lamented, and wondered, and ended her feeble opposition, by
weeping, and sympathising, and consenting to allow the continuance of
Julian’s visits, provided he should only address himself to Alice as a
friend; to gain the world, she would consent to nothing more. She was not,
however, so simple, but that she also had her forebodings of the designs
of Providence on this youthful couple; for certainly they could not be
more formed to be united than the good estates of Martindale and
Moultrassie.</p>
<p>Then came a long sequence of reflections. Martindale Castle wanted but
some repairs to be almost equal to Chatsworth. The Hall might be allowed
to go to ruin; or, what would be better, when Sir Geoffrey’s time came
(for the good knight had seen service, and must be breaking now), the Hall
would be a good dowery-house, to which my lady and Ellesmere might
retreat; while (empress of the still-room, and queen of the pantry)
Mistress Deborah Debbitch should reign housekeeper at the Castle, and
extend, perhaps, the crown-matrimonial to Lance Outram, provided he was
not become too old, too fat, or too fond of ale.</p>
<p>Such were the soothing visions under the influence of which the dame
connived at an attachment, which lulled also to pleasing dreams, though of
a character so different, her charge and her visitant.</p>
<p>The visits of the young angler became more and more frequent; and the
embarrassed Deborah, though foreseeing all the dangers of discovery, and
the additional risk of an explanation betwixt Alice and Julian, which must
necessarily render their relative situation so much more delicate, felt
completely overborne by the enthusiasm of the young lover, and was
compelled to let matters take their course.</p>
<p>The departure of Julian for the continent interrupted the course of his
intimacy at the Black Fort, and while it relieved the elder of its inmates
from much internal apprehension, spread an air of languor and dejection
over the countenance of the younger, which, at Bridgenorth’s next visit to
the Isle of Man, renewed all his terrors for his daughter’s constitutional
malady.</p>
<p>Deborah promised faithfully she should look better the next morning, and
she kept her word. She had retained in her possession for some time a
letter which Julian had, by some private conveyance, sent to her charge,
for his youthful friend. Deborah had dreaded the consequences of
delivering it as a billet-doux, but, as in the case of the dance, she
thought there could be no harm in administering it as a remedy.</p>
<p>It had complete effect; and next day the cheeks of the maiden had a tinge
of the rose, which so much delighted her father, that, as he mounted his
horse, he flung his purse into Deborah’s hand, with the desire she should
spare nothing that could make herself and his daughter happy, and the
assurance that she had his full confidence.</p>
<p>This expression of liberality and confidence from a man of Major
Bridgenorth’s reserved and cautious disposition, gave full plumage to
Mistress Deborah’s hopes; and emboldened her not only to deliver another
letter of Julian’s to the young lady, but to encourage more boldly and
freely than formerly the intercourse of the lovers when Peveril returned
from abroad.</p>
<p>At length, in spite of all Julian’s precaution, the young Earl became
suspicious of his frequent solitary fishing parties; and he himself, now
better acquainted with the world than formerly, became aware that his
repeated visits and solitary walks with a person so young and beautiful as
Alice, might not only betray prematurely the secret of his attachment, but
be of essential prejudice to her who was its object.</p>
<p>Under the influence of this conviction, he abstained, for an unusual
period, from visiting the Black Fort. But when he next indulged himself
with spending an hour in the place where he would gladly have abode for
ever, the altered manner of Alice—the tone in which she seemed to
upbraid his neglect, penetrated his heart, and deprived him of that power
of self-command, which he had hitherto exercised in their interviews. It
required but a few energetic words to explain to Alice at once his
feelings, and to make her sensible of the real nature of her own. She wept
plentifully, but her tears were not all of bitterness. She sat passively
still, and without reply, while he explained to her, with many an
interjection, the circumstances which had placed discord between their
families; for hitherto, all that she had known was, that Master Peveril,
belonging to the household of the great Countess or Lady of Man, must
observe some precautions in visiting a relative of the unhappy Colonel
Christian. But, when Julian concluded his tale with the warmest
protestations of eternal love, “My poor father!” she burst forth, “and was
this to be the end of all thy precautions?—This, that the son of him
that disgraced and banished thee, should hold such language to your
daughter?”</p>
<p>“You err, Alice, you err,” cried Julian eagerly. “That I hold this
language—that the son of Peveril addresses thus the daughter of your
father—that he thus kneels to you for forgiveness of injuries which
passed when we were both infants, shows the will of Heaven, that in our
affection should be quenched the discord of our parents. What else could
lead those who parted infants on the hills of Derbyshire, to meet thus in
the valleys of Man?”</p>
<p>Alice, however new such a scene, and, above all, her own emotions, might
be, was highly endowed with that exquisite delicacy which is imprinted in
the female heart, to give warning of the slightest approach to impropriety
in a situation like hers.</p>
<p>“Rise, rise, Master Peveril,” she said; “do not do yourself and me this
injustice—we have done both wrong—very wrong; but my fault was
done in ignorance. O God! my poor father, who needs comfort so much—is
it for me to add to his misfortunes? Rise!” she added more firmly; “if you
retain this unbecoming posture any longer, I will leave the room and you
shall never see me more.”</p>
<p>The commanding tone of Alice overawed the impetuosity of her lover, who
took in silence a seat removed to some distance from hers, and was again
about to speak. “Julian,” said she in a milder tone, “you have spoken
enough, and more than enough. Would you had left me in the pleasing dream
in which I could have listened to you for ever! but the hour of wakening
is arrived.” Peveril waited the prosecution of her speech as a criminal
while he waits his doom; for he was sufficiently sensible that an answer,
delivered not certainly without emotion, but with firmness and resolution,
was not to be interrupted. “We have done wrong,” she repeated, “very
wrong; and if we now separate for ever, the pain we may feel will be but a
just penalty for our error. We should never have met: meeting, we should
part as soon as possible. Our farther intercourse can but double our pain
at parting. Farewell, Julian; and forget we ever have seen each other!”</p>
<p>“Forget!” said Julian; “never, never. To <i>you</i>, it is easy to speak
the word—to think the thought. To <i>me</i>, an approach to either
can only be by utter destruction. Why should you doubt that the feud of
our fathers, like so many of which we have heard, might be appeased by our
friendship? You are my only friend. I am the only one whom Heaven has
assigned to you. Why should we separate for the fault of others, which
befell when we were but children?”</p>
<p>“You speak in vain, Julian,” said Alice; “I pity you—perhaps I pity
myself—indeed, I should pity myself, perhaps, the most of the two;
for you will go forth to new scenes and new faces, and will soon forget
me; but, I, remaining in this solitude, how shall <i>I</i> forget?—that,
however, is not now the question—I can bear my lot, and it commands
us to part.”</p>
<p>“Hear me yet a moment,” said Peveril; “this evil is not, cannot be
remediless. I will go to my father,—I will use the intercession of
my mother, to whom he can refuse nothing—I will gain their consent—they
have no other child—and they must consent, or lose him for ever.
Say, Alice, if I come to you with my parents’ consent to my suit, will you
again say, with that tone so touching and so sad, yet so incredibly
determined—Julian, we must part?” Alice was silent. “Cruel girl,
will you not even deign to answer me?” said her lover.</p>
<p>“I would refer you to my father,” said Alice, blushing and casting her
eyes down; but instantly raising them again, she repeated, in a firmer and
a sadder tone, “Yes, Julian, I would refer you to my father; and you would
find that your pilot, Hope, had deceived you; and that you had but escaped
the quicksands to fall upon the rocks.”</p>
<p>“I would that could be tried!” said Julian. “Methinks I could persuade
your father that in ordinary eyes our alliance is not undesirable. My
family have fortune, rank, long descent—all that fathers look for
when they bestow a daughter’s hand.”</p>
<p>“All this would avail you nothing,” said Alice. “The spirit of my father
is bent upon the things of another world; and if he listened to hear you
out, it would be but to tell you that he spurned your offers.”</p>
<p>“You know not—you know not, Alice,” said Julian. “Fire can soften
iron—thy father’s heart cannot be so hard, or his prejudices so
strong, but I shall find some means to melt him. Forbid me not—Oh,
forbid me not at least the experiment!”</p>
<p>“I can but advise,” said Alice; “I can forbid you nothing; for, to forbid,
implies power to command obedience. But if you will be wise, and listen to
me—Here, and on this spot, we part for ever!”</p>
<p>“Not so, by Heaven!” said Julian, whose bold and sanguine temper scarce
saw difficulty in attaining aught which he desired. “We now part, indeed,
but it is that I may return armed with my parents’ consent. They desire
that I should marry—in their last letters they pressed it more
openly—they shall have their desire; and such a bride as I will
present to them has not graced their house since the Conqueror gave it
origin. Farewell, Alice! Farewell, for a brief space!”</p>
<p>She replied, “Farewell, Julian! Farewell for ever!”</p>
<p>Julian, within a week of this interview, was at Martindale Castle, with
the view of communicating his purpose. But the task which seems easy at a
distance, proves as difficult, upon a nearer approach, as the fording of a
river, which from afar appeared only a brook. There lacked not
opportunities of entering upon the subject; for in the first ride which he
took with his father, the Knight resumed the subject of his son’s
marriage, and liberally left the lady to his choice; but under the strict
proviso, that she was of a loyal and an honourable family;—if she
had fortune, it was good and well, or rather, it was better than well; but
if she was poor, why, “there is still some picking,” said Sir Geoffrey,
“on the bones of the old estate; and Dame Margaret and I will be content
with the less, that you young folks may have your share of it. I am turned
frugal already, Julian. You see what a north-country shambling bit of a
Galloway nag I ride upon—a different beast, I wot, from my own old
Black Hastings, who had but one fault, and that was his wish to turn down
Moultrassie avenue.”</p>
<p>“Was that so great a fault?” said Julian, affecting indifference, while
his heart was trembling, as it seemed to him, almost in his very throat.</p>
<p>“It used to remind me of that base, dishonourable Presbyterian fellow,
Bridgenorth,” said Sir Geoffrey; “and I would as lief think of a toad:—they
say he has turned Independent, to accomplish the full degree of rascality.—I
tell you, Gill, I turned off the cow-boy, for gathering nuts in his woods—I
would hang a dog that would so much as kill a hare there.—But what
is the matter with you? You look pale.”</p>
<p>Julian made some indifferent answer, but too well understood, from the
language and tone which his father used, that his prejudices against
Alice’s father were both deep and envenomed, as those of country gentlemen
often become, who, having little to do or think of, are but too apt to
spend their time in nursing and cherishing petty causes of wrath against
their next neighbours.</p>
<p>In the course of the same day, he mentioned the Bridgenorth to his mother,
as if in a casual manner. But the Lady Peveril instantly conjured him
never to mention the name, especially in his father’s presence.</p>
<p>“Was that Major Bridgenorth, of whom I have heard the name mentioned,”
said Julian, “so very bad a neighbour?”</p>
<p>“I do not say so,” said Lady Peveril; “nay, we were more than once obliged
to him, in the former unhappy times; but your father and he took some
passages so ill at each other’s hands, that the least allusion to him
disturbs Sir Geoffrey’s temper, in a manner quite unusual, and which, now
that his health is somewhat impaired, is sometimes alarming to me. For
Heaven’s sake, then, my dear Julian, avoid upon all occasions the
slightest allusion to Moultrassie, or any of its inhabitants.”</p>
<p>This warning was so seriously given, that Julian himself saw that
mentioning his secret purpose would be the sure way to render it abortive,
and therefore he returned disconsolate to the Isle.</p>
<p>Peveril had the boldness, however, to make the best he could of what had
happened, by requesting an interview with Alice, in order to inform her
what had passed betwixt his parents and him on her account. It was with
great difficulty that this boon was obtained; and Alice Bridgenorth showed
no slight degree of displeasure, when she discovered, after much
circumlocution, and many efforts to give an air of importance to what he
had to communicate, that all amounted but to this, that Lady Peveril
continued to retain a favourable opinion of her father, Major Bridgenorth,
which Julian would fain have represented as an omen of their future more
perfect reconciliation.</p>
<p>“I did not think you would thus have trifled with me, Master Peveril,”
said Alice, assuming an air of dignity; “but I will take care to avoid
such intrusion in future—I request you will not again visit the
Black Fort; and I entreat of you, good Mistress Debbitch, that you will no
longer either encourage or permit this gentleman’s visits, as the result
of such persecution will be to compel me to appeal to my aunt and father
for another place of residence, and perhaps also for another and more
prudent companion.”</p>
<p>This last hint struck Mistress Deborah with so much terror, that she
joined her ward in requiring and demanding Julian’s instant absence, and
he was obliged to comply with their request. But the courage of a youthful
lover is not easily subdued; and Julian, after having gone through the
usual round of trying to forget his ungrateful mistress, and entertaining
his passion with augmented violence, ended by the visit to the Black Fort,
the beginning of which we narrated in the last chapter.</p>
<p>We then left him anxious for, yet almost fearful of, an interview with
Alice, which he prevailed upon Deborah to solicit; and such was the tumult
of his mind, that, while he traversed the parlour, it seemed to him that
the dark melancholy eyes of the slaughtered Christian’s portrait followed
him wherever he went, with the fixed, chill, and ominous glance, which
announced to the enemy of his race mishap and misfortune.</p>
<p>The door of the apartment opened at length, and these visions were
dissipated.</p>
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