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<h3>CHAPTER LXXIV</h3>
<h3>The Beginning of the End<br/> </h3>
<p>The day of the debate had come, and Phineas Finn was still sitting
in his room at the Colonial Office. But his resignation had been
sent in and accepted, and he was simply awaiting the coming of his
successor. About noon his successor came, and he had the
gratification of resigning his arm-chair to Mr. Bonteen. It is
generally understood that gentlemen leaving offices give up either
seals or a portfolio. Phineas had been put in possession of no
seal and no portfolio; but there was in the room which he had
occupied a special arm-chair, and this with much regret he
surrendered to the use and comfort of Mr. Bonteen. There was a
glance of triumph in his enemy's eyes, and an exultation in the
tone of his enemy's voice, which were very bitter to him. "So you
are really going?" said Mr. Bonteen. "Well; I dare say it is all
very proper. I don't quite understand the thing myself, but I have
no doubt you are right." "It isn't easy to understand; is it?"
said Phineas, trying to laugh. But Mr. Bonteen did not feel the
intended satire, and poor Phineas found it useless to attempt to
punish the man he hated. He left him as quickly as he could, and
went to say a few words of farewell to his late chief.</p>
<p>"Good-bye, Finn," said Lord Cantrip. "It is a great trouble to me
that we should have to part in this way."</p>
<p>"And to me also, my lord. I wish it could have been avoided."</p>
<p>"You should not have gone to Ireland with so dangerous a man as
Mr. Monk. But it is too late to think of that now."</p>
<p>"The milk is spilt; is it not?"</p>
<p>"But these terrible rendings asunder never last very long," said
Lord Cantrip, "unless a man changes his opinions altogether. How
many quarrels and how many reconciliations we have lived to see! I
remember when Gresham went out of office, because he could not sit
in the same room with Mr. Mildmay, and yet they became the fastest
of political friends. There was a time when Plinlimmon and the
Duke could not stable their horses together at all; and don't you
remember when Palliser was obliged to give up his hopes of office
because he had some bee in his bonnet?" I think, however, that the
bee in Mr. Palliser's bonnet to which Lord Cantrip was alluding
made its buzzing audible on some subject that was not exactly
political. "We shall have you back again before long, I don't
doubt. Men who can really do their work are too rare to be left
long in the comfort of the benches below the gangway." This was
very kindly said, and Phineas was flattered and comforted. He
could not, however, make Lord Cantrip understand the whole truth.
For him the dream of a life of politics was over for ever. He had
tried it, and had succeeded beyond his utmost hopes; but, in spite
of his success, the ground had crumbled to pieces beneath his
feet, and he knew that he could never recover the niche in the
world's gallery which he was now leaving.</p>
<p>That same afternoon he met Mr. Gresham in one of the passages
leading to the House, and the Prime Minister put his arm through
that of our hero as they walked together into the lobby. "I am
sorry that we are losing you," said Mr. Gresham.</p>
<p>"You may be sure that I am sorry to be so lost," said Phineas.</p>
<p>"These things will occur in political life," said the leader; "but
I think that they seldom leave rancour behind them when the
purpose is declared, and when the subject of disagreement is
marked and understood. The defalcation which creates angry feeling
is that which has to be endured without previous warning,—when a
man votes against his party,—or a set of men, from private pique
or from some cause which is never clear." Phineas, when he heard
this, knew well how terribly this very man had been harassed, and
driven nearly wild, by defalcation, exactly of that nature which
he was attempting to describe. "No doubt you and Mr. Monk think
you are right," continued Mr. Gresham.</p>
<p>"We have given strong evidence that we think so," said Phineas.
"We give up our places, and we are, both of us, very poor men."</p>
<p>"I think you are wrong, you know, not so much in your views on the
question itself—which, to tell the truth, I hardly understand as
yet."</p>
<p>"We will endeavour to explain them."</p>
<p>"And will do so very clearly, no doubt. But I think that Mr. Monk
was wrong in desiring, as a member of a Government, to force a
measure which, whether good or bad, the Government as a body does
not desire to initiate,—at any rate, just now."</p>
<p>"And therefore he resigned," said Phineas.</p>
<p>"Of course. But it seems to me that he failed to comprehend the
only way in which a great party can act together, if it is to do
any service in this country. Don't for a moment think that I am
blaming him or you."</p>
<p>"I am nobody in this matter," said Phineas.</p>
<p>"I can assure you, Mr. Finn, that we have not regarded you in that
light, and I hope that the time may come when we may be sitting
together again on the same bench."</p>
<p>Neither on the Treasury bench nor on any other in that House was
he to sit again after this fashion! That was the trouble which was
crushing his spirit at this moment, and not the loss of his
office! He knew that he could not venture to think of remaining in
London as a member of Parliament with no other income than that
which his father could allow him, even if he could again secure a
seat in Parliament. When he had first been returned for Loughshane
he had assured his friends that his duty as a member of the House
of Commons would not be a bar to his practice in the Courts. He
had now been five years a member, and had never once made an
attempt at doing any part of a barrister's work. He had gone
altogether into a different line of life, and had been most
successful;—so successful that men told him, and women more
frequently than men, that his career had been a miracle of
success. But there had been, as he had well known from the first,
this drawback in the new profession which he had chosen, that
nothing in it could be permanent. They who succeed in it, may
probably succeed again; but then the success is intermittent, and
there may be years of hard work in opposition, to which,
unfortunately, no pay is assigned. It is almost imperative, as he
now found, that they who devote themselves to such a profession
should be men of fortune. When he had commenced his work,—at the
period of his first return for Loughshane,—he had had no thought
of mending his deficiency in this respect by a rich marriage. Nor
had it ever occurred to him that he would seek a marriage for that
purpose. Such an idea would have been thoroughly distasteful to
him. There had been no stain of premeditated mercenary arrangement
upon him at any time. But circumstances had so fallen out with
him, that as he won his spurs in Parliament, as he became known,
and was placed first in one office and then in another, prospects
of love and money together were opened to him, and he ventured on,
leaving Mr. Low and the law behind him,—because these prospects
were so alluring. Then had come Mr. Monk and Mary Flood
Jones,—and everything around him had collapsed.</p>
<p>Everything around him had collapsed,—with, however, a terrible
temptation to him to inflate his sails again, at the cost of his
truth and his honour. The temptation would have affected him not
at all, had Madame Goesler been ugly, stupid, or personally
disagreeable. But she was, he thought, the most beautiful woman he
had ever seen, the most witty, and in many respects the most
charming. She had offered to give him everything that she had, so
to place him in the world that opposition would be more pleasant
to him than office, to supply every want, and had done so in a
manner that had gratified all his vanity. But he had refused it
all, because he was bound to the girl at Floodborough. My readers
will probably say that he was not a true man unless he could do
this without a regret. When Phineas thought of it all, there were
many regrets.</p>
<p>But there was at the same time a resolve on his part, that if any
man had ever loved the girl he promised to love, he would love
Mary Flood Jones. A thousand times he had told himself that she
had not the spirit of Lady Laura, or the bright wit of Violet
Effingham, or the beauty of Madame Goesler. But Mary had charms of
her own that were more valuable than them all. Was there one among
the three who had trusted him as she trusted him,—or loved him
with the same satisfied devotion? There were regrets, regrets that
were heavy on his heart;—for London, and Parliament, and the
clubs, and Downing Street, had become dear to him. He liked to
think of himself as he rode in the park, and was greeted by all
those whose greeting was the most worth having. There were
regrets,—sad regrets. But the girl whom he loved better than the
parks and the clubs,—better even than Westminster and Downing
Street, should never know that they had existed.</p>
<p>These thoughts were running through his mind even while he was
listening to Mr. Monk, as he propounded his theory of doing
justice to Ireland. This might probably be the last great debate
in which Phineas would be able to take a part, and he was
determined that he would do his best in it. He did not intend to
speak on this day, if, as was generally supposed, the House would
be adjourned before a division could be obtained. But he would
remain on the alert and see how the thing went. He had come to
understand the forms of the place, and was as well-trained a young
member of Parliament as any there. He had been quick at learning a
lesson that is not easily learned, and knew how things were going,
and what were the proper moments for this question or that form of
motion. He could anticipate a count-out, understood the tone of
men's minds, and could read the gestures of the House. It was very
little likely that the debate should be over to-night. He knew
that; and as the present time was the evening of Tuesday, he
resolved at once that he would speak as early as he could on the
following Thursday. What a pity it was, that with one who had
learned so much, all his learning should be in vain!</p>
<p>At about two o'clock, he himself succeeded in moving the
adjournment of the debate. This he did from a seat below the
gangway, to which he had removed himself from the Treasury bench.
Then the House was up, and he walked home with Mr. Monk. Mr. Monk,
since he had been told positively by Phineas that he had resolved
upon resigning his office, had said nothing more of his sorrow at
his friend's resolve, but had used him as one political friend
uses another, telling him all his thoughts and all his hopes as to
this new measure of his, and taking counsel with him as to the way
in which the fight should be fought. Together they had counted
over the list of members, marking these men as supporters, those
as opponents, and another set, now more important than either, as
being doubtful. From day to day those who had been written down as
doubtful were struck off that third list, and put in either the
one or the other of those who were either supporters or opponents.
And their different modes of argument were settled between these
two allied orators, how one should take this line and the other
that. To Mr. Monk this was very pleasant. He was quite assured now
that opposition was more congenial to his spirit, and more fitting
for him than office. There was no doubt to him as to his future
sitting in Parliament, let the result of this contest be what it
might. The work which he was now doing, was the work for which he
had been training himself all his life. While he had been forced
to attend Cabinet Councils from week to week, he had been
depressed. Now he was exultant. Phineas seeing and understanding
all this, said but little to his friend of his own prospects. As
long as this pleasant battle was raging, he could fight in it
shoulder to shoulder with the man he loved. After that there would
be a blank.</p>
<p>"I do not see how we are to fail to have a majority after
Daubeny's speech to-night," said Mr. Monk, as they walked together
down Parliament Street through the bright moonlight.</p>
<p>"He expressly said that he only spoke for himself," said Phineas.</p>
<p>"But we know what that means. He is bidding for office, and of
course those who want office with him will vote as he votes. We
have already counted those who would go into office, but they will
not carry the whole party."</p>
<p>"It will carry enough of them."</p>
<p>"There are forty or fifty men on his side of the House, and as
many perhaps on ours," said Mr. Monk, "who have no idea of any
kind on any bill, and who simply follow the bell, whether into
this lobby or that. Argument never touches them. They do not even
look to the result of a division on their own interests, as the
making of any calculation would be laborious to them. Their party
leader is to them a Pope whom they do not dream of doubting. I
never can quite make up my mind whether it is good or bad that
there should be such men in Parliament."</p>
<p>"Men who think much want to speak often," said Phineas.</p>
<p>"Exactly so,—and of speaking members, God knows that we have
enough. And I suppose that these purblind sheep do have some
occult weight that is salutary. They enable a leader to be a
leader, and even in that way they are useful. We shall get a
division on Thursday."</p>
<p>"I understand that Gresham has consented to that."</p>
<p>"So Ratler told me. Palliser is to speak, and Barrington Erle. And
they say that Robson is going to make an onslaught specially on
me. We shall get it over by one o'clock."</p>
<p>"And if we beat them?" asked Phineas.</p>
<p>"It will depend on the numbers. Everybody who has spoken to me
about it, seems to think that they will dissolve if there be a
respectable majority against them."</p>
<p>"Of course he will dissolve," said Phineas, speaking of Mr.
Gresham; "what else can he do?"</p>
<p>"He is very anxious to carry his Irish Reform Bill first, if he
can do so. Good-night, Phineas. I shall not be down to-morrow as
there is nothing to be done. Come to me on Thursday, and we will
go to the House together."</p>
<p>On the Wednesday Phineas was engaged to dine with Mr. Low. There
was a dinner party in Bedford Square, and Phineas met half-a-dozen
barristers and their wives,—men to whom he had looked up as
successful pundits in the law some five or six years ago, but who
since that time had almost learned to look up to him. And now they
treated him with that courteousness of manner which success in
life always begets. There was a judge there who was very civil to
him; and the judge's wife whom he had taken down to dinner was
very gracious to him. The judge had got his prize in life, and was
therefore personally indifferent to the fate of ministers; but the
judge's wife had a brother who wanted a County Court from Lord De
Terrier, and it was known that Phineas was giving valuable
assistance towards the attainment of this object. "I do think that
you and Mr. Monk are so right," said the judge's wife. Phineas,
who understood how it came to pass that the judge's wife should so
cordially approve his conduct, could not help thinking how grand a
thing it would be for him to have a County Court for himself.</p>
<p>When the guests were gone he was left alone with Mr. and Mrs. Low,
and remained awhile with them, there having been an understanding
that they should have a last chat together over the affairs of our
hero. "Do you really mean that you will not stand again?" asked
Mrs. Low.</p>
<p>"I do mean it. I may say that I cannot do so. My father is hardly
so well able to help me as he was when I began this game, and I
certainly shall not ask him for money to support a canvass."</p>
<p>"It's a thousand pities," said Mrs. Low.</p>
<p>"I really had begun to think that you would make it answer," said
Mr. Low.</p>
<p>"In one way I have made it answer. For the last three years I have
lived upon what I have earned, and I am not in debt. But now I
must begin the world again. I am afraid I shall find the drudgery
very hard."</p>
<p>"It is hard no doubt," said the barrister, who had gone through it
all, and was now reaping the fruits of it. "But I suppose you have
not forgotten what you learned?"</p>
<p>"Who can say? I dare say I have. But I did not mean the drudgery
of learning, so much as the drudgery of looking after work;—of
expecting briefs which perhaps will never come. I am thirty years
old now, you know."</p>
<p>"Are you indeed?" said Mrs. Low,—who knew his age to a day. "How
the time passes. I'm sure I hope you'll get on, Mr. Finn. I do
indeed."</p>
<p>"I am sure he will, if he puts his shoulder to it," said Mr. Low.</p>
<p>Neither the lawyer nor his wife repeated any of those sententious
admonitions, which had almost become rebukes, and which had been
so common in their mouths. The fall with which they had threatened
Phineas Finn had come upon him, and they were too generous to
remind him of their wisdom and sagacity. Indeed, when he got up to
take his leave, Mrs. Low, who probably might not see him again for
years, was quite affectionate in her manners to him, and looked as
if she were almost minded to kiss him as she pressed his hand. "We
will come and see you," she said, "when you are Master of the
Rolls in Dublin."</p>
<p>"We shall see him before then thundering at us poor Tories in the
House," said Mr. Low. "He will be back again sooner or later." And
so they parted.</p>
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