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<h3>"YOUR LIFE, IF YOU HURT HIM!"</h3>
<p>I hadn't thought to ask what Saxton was at in a business way. I didn't
know where to find him; there was no use in going back, so I rode at
random through the streets.</p>
<p>As I swung into a dark alley I came upon a fierce and quiet little
fight. Two men set upon a third, who had his back against the wall. The
knives flashed, they ducked, parried, got away, cut and come again with
a quickness and a savageness that lifted my hair. Jeeminy! There was
spirit in that row! And not a sound except the soft sliding of feet and
the noise of blows. They'd all been touched, too; red showed here and
there on them, as well as on the stones.</p>
<p>While I looked the one man slipped and came down on his back, striking
his head and his right elbow, the knife flying out of his hand.</p>
<p>I breathed quicker—some fights make you feel warlike—and when I see
the other two dive right at the man, down and helpless, I broke the
silence and the peace at one and the same instant. The mouse-colored
horse butted a lad sailing down the alley. I grabbed the other up on the
saddle and cuffed him with all my heart.</p>
<p>"You dirty Mut!" says I. "Two of you on one man! Have something with
me," and I slapped his black face to a blister. He tried to get at me
with the knife, but a pinch on the neck loosened his grip.</p>
<p>The feller the little horse rammed got on his feet, looking like he was
going to return for a minute; it was me against the two. I crowded my
victim down against the saddle with my left hand—Lord! how he
squawked!—and drew my gun with the right. "Take either way that suits
you," says I. The bucko didn't sabe English, maybe, but a forty-four gun
is easy translated in any language. He chose the other end of the alley.</p>
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<h3>"I crowded my victim against the saddle with my left hand"</h3>
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<p>The feller that fell got on his feet. He was a good-looking chap, in
spite of a big scar across his face and the careless way his white
clothes were daubed with red.</p>
<p>"<i>Mushisimas gracias</i>, Señor," says he, "<i>me alegro mucho de ver a
usted</i>."</p>
<p>"Don't mention it," says I. "I understand a little Spanish, but I speak
English. I wouldn't have cut in if they hadn't played it crooked on
you—here's your boy, not damaged much, if you want to have it out."</p>
<p>"I spike Anglish veree splendidlee," says he, "I th-thank ju. Eef you
weel so kindly han' me dthat man, I keel heem."</p>
<p>"Holy Christmas!" says I—he asked as cool as he would a light for his
cigar—"What do you mean? Just <i>stick</i> him?"</p>
<p>"<i>Certamente</i>," says he, "he ees no good."</p>
<p>I chucked my victim as far as I could throw him. "Run, you fool!" I
says, and he scuttled out of that like a jack-rabbit.</p>
<p>He was gone before my friend could start after him. I got the full blast
of the disappointment.</p>
<p>"I do not quite understand, Señor," says he, with his hand on his knife.</p>
<p>"Hold!" says I, "you've no call to jump me—I can't stand for a man
being slit in cold blood—no offense meant."</p>
<p>"I forget your service," says he. "Pardon—here ees my han'." We shook
hands. "But you have made the foolish thing," he says. "There ees a man
who ees to be keeled dead, and you let heem go—that ees more foolish as
to let the Fer-de-lance free."</p>
<p>"Well, I know," says I, "I suppose you're right, but my ideas ain't
quite foreign enough yet."</p>
<p>He smiled. "Your largeness made me mistake," says he. "I see you are a
gentleman not of so many years, but of the heart strong and the arm
stronger—you play with that man—chuckee—chuckee—chuckee—like hees
mother. Eet was lovelee. May I ask the name?"</p>
<p>"William De La Tour Saunders," says I, "commonly called Bill."</p>
<p>"Ah, Beel!" says he, "I r-r-remember. Here is Antonio Oriñez—your
frien' when you wish."</p>
<p>"Well, Mr. Oriñez," says I, "hadn't we better be walking along? You're
bleeding pretty free."</p>
<p>"<i>Ta!</i>" says he, shrugging his shoulders. "I am used to eet—still, I
go. Thees ees not a healthy land for me."</p>
<p>"What was the row about?" I asked, my kid curiosity coming up.</p>
<p>"I cannot tell even my best frien'," he answers, smiling so pleasant
there was no injury. "<i>Quiere poqnito de aguardiente?</i>"</p>
<p>"No," I says, "I'm not drinking at present—it's a promise I made." (Oh,
the vanity of a boy!) "But I'll trot along with you."</p>
<p>He shook his head. "Do not," he says, "believe me, I have reason—can I
do you any service, now?"</p>
<p>I was a little anxious to get on my own business. The lull from the
fight had come in the shape of a seasick feeling.</p>
<p>"Do you know a man by the name of Saxton?" I inquired.</p>
<p>He gave me a quick look—a friendly look, "Arthur
Saxton—tall—grande—play the violeen like the davil?"</p>
<p>"That's him."</p>
<p>"Around that corner, not far, on thees side," waving his left hand, "you
see the name—eet ees a es-store for food."</p>
<p>I was surprised enough to find that Sax had opened a grocery store.</p>
<p>"Thanks," says I, and swung in the saddle.</p>
<p>Oriñez raised a hand, playful.</p>
<p>"Geeve me some other ho-r-r-r-se!" says he. "Bin' opp my wounds!" he
laughed. "By-by, Beel, r-remember me, as I shall remember ju!"</p>
<p>"Good-by, Mr. Oriñez," says I. He called after me, "Eef you need a
frien', there is Oriñez!"</p>
<p>"Same to you, old man!" I says, and swings around the corner.</p>
<p>Saxton was working outside the store, overseeing the unloading of some
wagons. It was a large store, with a big stock, and Sax was busy as a
hound-pup at a rabbit-hole. I rubbed my eyes. Somehow the last thing I
expected to see Sax was a storekeeper. I slipped up and put my hands on
his shoulders to surprise him. It surprised him all right. I felt the
muscles jump under the coat, although he stood still enough, and he
whirled on me with an ugly look in his eye.</p>
<p>I think, perhaps, of all the unpleasant positions a man can get himself
into, that of a playful friendly fit gone wrong will bring the sweat out
the quickest—you do feel such a fool!</p>
<p>"Beg your pardon, Arthur," says I, fairly cool, as really I hadn't done
anything for him to get so wrathy about.</p>
<p>But he got the best of himself at once, and the old, kind smile came,
taking out the lines that changed his face so.</p>
<p>"What are you talking about?" says he, playful in his turn—forced
playful, painful to see. He gave me a slap on the back and I let her
flicker at that—always willing to take a friend's intentions rather
than the results. I never went into friendship as a money-making
business.</p>
<p>"I thought I startled you," I said. He laughed loud, so loud that I
looked at him and backed away a little. "Startled me!" he says. "What
nonsense! When did you come in? How do you like your job? Going to stay
long?"</p>
<p>He fired these questions at me as fast as he could talk. I, dumb-struck,
answered somehow, while I felt around for something to think with.</p>
<p>He was here and there and all over, doing everything with the same
fever-hurry. Popping a string of questions at me and away before I could
answer the half of them, as if he couldn't hold his mind to one thing
more than a minute—and this was Arthur Saxton!</p>
<p>Part of my mind talked to him, part wrastled with Mary's hints and the
other part kept up a wondering why and what, for I felt for that man a
whole-hearted kid's worship.</p>
<p>A sack of flour fell from the wagon and split. Instantly Sax broke out
into a fit of cursing. I never heard anything like it. He cursed the
flour, the man that dropped it, Panama, the business, and everything
above and below, his eyes two balls of wild-fire.</p>
<p>The man jumped back scared. Sax's jaws worked hard; he got back an
outside appearance of humanity.</p>
<p>"This heat makes me irritable, Bill," he said. "Besides, there's lots of
annoyance in a new business."</p>
<p>"Sure," says I. I saw the flour sack was only an excuse—a little hole
to let out the strain. A person's wits will outfoot his judgment
sometimes. I had no experience to guide me, yet I knew Saxton needed
humoring.</p>
<p>I've heard people say that things—like liquor, for instance—couldn't
get the best of such and such a man, because he was strong-willed. What
kind of argument is that? Suppose he <i>wants</i> to drink. Ain't his strong
will going to make him drink just that much harder, and be that much
harder to turn back, than a man with a putty spine? The only backbone
some men has is what their neighbors think. Them you can handle. But the
man that rules himself generally finds it quite different from being the
lady boss of an old woman's home. Just because he's fit to rule, he'll
rebel, and he'll scrap with himself till they put a stone up, marking
the place of a drawn battle. But the neighbors won't know it. They'll
envy him the dead easy time he had, or get mad when he does something
foolish—loses one heat out of many that the neighbors didn't even dare
to run—and gossip over him. "Who'd think a man that's lived as good a
life as Mr. Smith would," and so forth. But you can't blame the
neighbors neither. Most people reasonably prefer peace to war, and with
a man like Sax it's war most of the time. You have to care a heap to
stay with him.</p>
<p>Well, he was in a bad way for sure. He talked fast—often not finishing
what he had to say. He laughed a great deal, too, and when the laugh
passed and the dreary look came on his face again, it was enough to make
you shiver.</p>
<p>Presently a nice little man came up—a Spaniard and a gentleman.</p>
<p>From the time I took hold of his hand I felt more cheerful. You knew by
his eye he understood things.</p>
<p>Sax introduced him as an old friend and as his partner in the business.
"Perez puts up the money and the experience," says he, "and I put up a
bold front."</p>
<p>"After I've begged you not to speak in that way?" says Perez, smiling,
but reproachful.</p>
<p>"I'm not sailing under false colors," says Sax, sharp. "You've made an
asylum for an empty head—you'll have to listen to it."</p>
<p>Perez dropped the subject at once.</p>
<p>The Spaniard turned to me and asked me most courteously about my aims in
the country. We were talking along when Saxton interrupted us. "We'll
never get enough to drink this way," says he; "come into the office."</p>
<p>We went back into the little room where they entertained the big
customers. Saxton called a boy and ordered brandy. When it came he
grabbed the bottle feverishly. As he did so, Perez glanced at me. We
understood each other.</p>
<p>Sax couldn't drink until we joined him—habit again—how she pulls! He
wanted that drink. It was the one thing he did want in the world, yet
there he waited while we fooled away as much time as we could.</p>
<p>"Well, here's regards!" he said at last, and his lower jaw trembled with
eagerness. Perez drank and I made the motions.</p>
<p>"That's the stuff!" says Sax, with a cheap swagger that knocked me
harder than anything I'd seen so far. "The good old truck that you
Spaniards mollify under the name of aguardiente is the solution of all
problems, Perez."</p>
<p>"<i>Si, si</i>, Señor?" says Perez. "It is a great solvent." He stirred the
red sugar in the bottom of his glass. "I have seen it dissolve many a
good manhood—like that."</p>
<p>"None of your friends, I hope?" sneers Sax.</p>
<p>"I hope not."</p>
<p>Saxton looked at him a minute; a hundred different fits showed in his
eye, but the hurry of his mind let none stay long enough for action.</p>
<p>The shadow settled on him again. I never in my life saw more misery in a
human face, and to save me I couldn't tell you where the expression came
from, because the man kept his muscles in an iron grip. There wasn't a
droop of the mouth, nor a line in the forehead, nor a twitch of the
eye—it was just powerful enough to make itself felt, without signs.</p>
<p>He came back again with a snap.</p>
<p>"Why, you're not drinking, Bill!" says he, noticing my glass. It was not
Arthur Saxton, to urge a boy to drink.</p>
<p>"No," I says, easy, "I'm not used to tropical beverages—I expect to
find it full of red peppers. Lord, what a dose I got in my first <i>chile
con carne</i>—"</p>
<p>He cut into my attempt at a diversion.</p>
<p>"Why don't you drink?" he asked.</p>
<p>"Because I promised Mary not to."</p>
<p>The mention of the name was too much. He took a quick breath.</p>
<p>"Oh, I wouldn't mind that," he says, light enough on the outside, but
beginning to heat up inside again.</p>
<p>"I mind my word," I answered.</p>
<p>Perez looked quickly across at me and smiled.</p>
<p>"She makes mistakes like the rest of us," says Saxton.</p>
<p>"She makes mistakes," says I, "but <i>not</i> like the rest of us."</p>
<p>Perez stretched out his hand. "I am again glad to have met Mr.
Saunders," he said.</p>
<p>Sax looked from one to the other of us. Suddenly he sprang up, giving
the table such a push it landed on its back against the wall. "I hate to
be the <i>only</i> blackguard in the party," he said, and stood furious,
panting.</p>
<p>Perez slipped to me and whispered, "Mind him not—for two weeks, day and
night, brandy, brandy, brandy—it has not drunken him—but the man is
mad."</p>
<p>"What are you whispering about?" demanded Sax, so savagely I got ready
for action. "If you've anything to say about me, let me hear it—I yearn
for interesting news." He had his fist drawn back as he came up to
Perez.</p>
<p>The little man's face went white. "Arthur," he said, "would you strike
me?"</p>
<p>"I'd strike any one—any dirty sneak who'd talk about me behind my
back."</p>
<p>"Arthur," said Perez, slowly, "when I was a poor, sickly, sad little boy
at a Northern school I had a friend who protected me, who took many a
blow for my sake; when I was a young man, sick with <i>la viruela</i>, I had
a friend who risked his life to save mine; as an older man, I have a
friend who can take my life if he wishes—strike."</p>
<p>And so help me! He would have struck! Never tell me a man is this and
that. A man is everything. In his right mind, nothing an Apache invented
would have forced Arthur Saxton to do such a thing—no fear on earth,
nor no profit on earth would have tempted him for an instant. But now he
would have struck.</p>
<p>I grabbed his wrist.</p>
<p>"You fool!" I cried, "what are you doing?" He clipped me bang in the
eye. Saxton was a strong man, weakened by whisky. I was twice as strong
and braced with rage.</p>
<p>I whirled him around and slammed him on the floor.</p>
<p>Something cold pressed against my temple. It was a revolver in the hands
of Perez. "Your life for it, if you hurt him," said he.</p>
<p>For a second, I meant to quit that place in disgust. Then the size of it
took hold of me. It doesn't matter whether a thing is wise or not—in
fact, you never can tell whether a thing is wise or not—but if it has a
size to it, it suits me.</p>
<p>I thought for a minute. There we stood, me holding Saxton, Perez holding
me—just that little, cold touch, you'd think might be pleasant on a hot
day.</p>
<p>"I hope you ain't nervous, Mr. Perez?" says I, to gain time.</p>
<p>"What?" says he, kind of befuzzled. "No, I am not nervous."</p>
<p>"That's right," says I, hearty. "Don't try to see how hard that trigger
pulls, or you'll disturb my thoughts." Then I made up my mind.</p>
<p>"Saxton," says I, "if there's a remnant in you of the man you once was,
get your friend to leave, and take the licking you deserve."</p>
<p>I looked down at him—the man was back again! Talk about your moral
suasion, I tell you there's a time when only one thing counts. I'd done
more for Arthur Saxton by slamming him down on the floor than the
doctors and preachers could have brought about in ten years. He went
down <i>hard</i>, mind you. Yes, sir, there was the old Saxton, with his
forehead frowned up because his head hurt, but the old, kindly, funny
little smile on his lips.</p>
<p>"Perez," he said, "run away and let the bad little boy get his
spanking—although, Bill," he went on, "if it's reformation you're
after, I don't need it." He laughed up at me. "You think I'm trying to
dodge payment, but, so help me, I'm not, Billy boy."</p>
<p>To see him like that, his laughing self again, after the nightmare we'd
just been through, set me to sniveling—darn it, I was excited and only
a kid, but I cried—yes, I cried. And Perez, he cried.</p>
<p>"N-nice way for you to act," says I, "and s-spoil all a poor boy's got
to respect."</p>
<p>The awful slush of that struck us all, and we broke out into a laugh
together—a wibbly kind of laugh, but it served.</p>
<p>Arthur got up and dusted his clothes. He shook fearfully. I never saw a
man in worse shape and still be able to stand. Two weeks of a steady
diet of French brandy on top of trouble will put a man outside the
ordinary run, or inside his long home.</p>
<p>It was fine, the way he gathered himself. He brought something like what
he ought to be out of the wreck in two minutes.</p>
<p>"Now," he says steady, "I owe you fellows something—I owe you a great
deal, Perez—I'd started to finish on the alcohol route. I don't like
the company I keep. If I'm going to die I'll die with a better man than
you stopped, Bill. In fact, I think my kid fit is over. I reckon I'll
try to live like a man, and as a start I'm going to tell you both what
ails me—to have it out for once. So help me, it isn't for myself—it's
for you, Henry. You've invested time and money in me, and you sha'n't
lose it. If you know what you're up against, you may be able to help me
help myself. I'm sick of myself. All my life I have kept my mouth shut,
out of a foolish pride. The little sacrifice will be something on the
altar of friendship, Henry, old man. Come along to my room."</p>
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