<h2> <SPAN name="Twenty_nine" id="Twenty_nine"></SPAN><i>Twenty-nine</i> </h2>
<h2> A MASTER OF FATE </h2>
<p>"There is not the slightest doubt, Miss Wynn," Senator Smith was
saying, "but that the schools of the District will be
reorganized."</p>
<p>"And the Board of Education abolished?" she added.</p>
<p>"Yes. The power will be delegated to a single white
superintendent."</p>
<p>The vertical line in Caroline Wynn's forehead became pronounced.</p>
<p>"Whose work is this, Senator?" she asked.</p>
<p>"Well, there are, of course, various parties back of the change:
the 'outs,' the reformers, the whole tendency to concentrate
responsibility, and so on. But, frankly, the deciding factor was
the demand of the South."</p>
<p>"Is there anything in Washington that the South does not already
own?"</p>
<p>Senator Smith smiled thinly.</p>
<p>"Not much," drily; "but we own the South."</p>
<p>"And part of the price is putting the colored schools of the
District in the hands of a Southern man and depriving us of all
voice in their control?"</p>
<p>"Precisely, Miss Wynn. But you'd be surprised to know that it was
the Negroes themselves who stirred the South to this demand."</p>
<p>"Not at all; you mean the colored newspapers, I presume."</p>
<p>"The same, with Teerswell's clever articles; then his partner
Stillings worked the 'impudent Negro teacher' argument on
Cresswell until Cresswell was wild to get the South in control of
the schools."</p>
<p>"But what do Teerswell and Stillings want?"</p>
<p>"They want Bles Alwyn to make a fool of himself."</p>
<p>"That is a trifle cryptic," Miss Wynn mused. The Senator
amplified.</p>
<p>"We are giving the South the Washington schools and killing the
Education Bill in return for this support of some of our measures
and their assent to Alwyn's appointment. You see I speak
frankly."</p>
<p>"I can stand it, Senator."</p>
<p>"I believe you can. Well, now, if Alwyn should act unwisely and
offend the South, somebody else stands in line for the
appointment."</p>
<p>"As Treasurer?" she asked in surprise.</p>
<p>"Oh, no, they are too shrewd to ask that; it would offend their
backers, or shall I say their tools, the Southerners. No, they
ask only to be Register and Assistant Register of the Treasury.
This is an office colored men have held for years, and it is
quite ambitious enough for them; so Stillings assures Cresswell
and his friends."</p>
<p>"I see," Miss Wynn slowly acknowledged. "But how do they hope to
make Mr. Alwyn blunder?"</p>
<p>"Too easily, I fear—unless <i>you</i> are very careful.
Alwyn has been working like a beaver for the National Education
Bill. He's been in to see me several times, as you probably know.
His heart is set on it. He regards its passage as a sort of
vindication of his defence of the party."</p>
<p>"Yes."</p>
<p>"Now, the party has dropped the bill for good, and Alwyn doesn't
like it. If he should attack the party—"</p>
<p>"But he wouldn't," cried Miss Wynn with a start that belied her
conviction.</p>
<p>"Did you know that he is to be invited to make the principal
address to the graduates of the colored high-school?"</p>
<p>"But," she objected. "They have selected Bishop Johnson;
I—"</p>
<p>"I know you did," laughed the Senator, "but the Judge got orders
from higher up."</p>
<p>"Shrewd Mr. Teerswell," remarked Miss Wynn, sagely.</p>
<p>"Shrewd Mr. Stillings," the Senator corrected; "but perhaps too
shrewd. Suppose Mr. Alwyn should take this occasion to make a
thorough defence of the party?"</p>
<p>"But—will he?"</p>
<p>"That's where you come in," Senator Smith pointed out, rising,
"and the real reason of this interview. We're depending on you to
pull the party out of an awkward hole," and he shook hands with
his caller.</p>
<p>Miss Wynn walked slowly up Pennsylvania Avenue with a smile on
her face.</p>
<p>"I did not give him the credit," she declared, repeating it; "I
did not give him the credit. Here I was, playing an alluring game
on the side, and my dear Tom transforms it into a struggle for
bread and butter; for of course, if the Board of Education goes,
I lose my place." She lifted her head and stared along the
avenue.</p>
<p>A bitterness dawned in her eyes. The whole street was a living
insult to her. Here she was, an American girl by birth and
breeding, a daughter of citizens who had fought and bled and
worked for a dozen generations on this soil; yet if she stepped
into this hotel to rest, even with full purse, she would be
politely refused accommodation. Should she attempt to go into
this picture show she would be denied entrance. She was thirsty
with the walk; but at yonder fountain the clerk would roughly
refuse to serve her. It was lunch time; there was no place within
a mile where she was allowed to eat. The revolt deepened within
her. Beyond these known and definite discriminations lay the
unknown and hovering. In yonder store nothing hindered the clerk
from being exceptionally pert; on yonder street-car the conductor
might reserve his politeness for white folk; this policeman's
business was to keep black and brown people in their places. All
this Caroline Wynn thought of, and then smiled.</p>
<p>This was the thing poor blind Bles was trying to attack by
"appeals" for "justice." Nonsense! Does one "appeal" to the
red-eyed beast that throttles him? No. He composes himself, looks
death in the eye, and speaks softly, on the chance. Whereupon
Miss Wynn composed herself, waved gayly at a passing
acquaintance, and matched some ribbons in a department store. The
clerk was new and anxious to sell.</p>
<p>Meantime her brain was busy. She had a hard task before her.
Alwyn's absurd conscience and Quixotic ideas were difficult to
cope with. After his last indiscreet talk she had ventured deftly
to remonstrate, and she well remembered the conversation.</p>
<p>"Wasn't what I said true?" he had asked.</p>
<p>"Perfectly. Is that an excuse for saying it?"</p>
<p>"The facts ought to be known."</p>
<p>"Yes, but ought you to tell them?"</p>
<p>"If not I, who?"</p>
<p>"Some one who is less useful elsewhere, and whom I like less."</p>
<p>"Carrie," he had been intensely earnest. "I want to do the best
thing, but I'm puzzled. I wonder if I'm selling my birthright for
six thousand dollars?"</p>
<p>"In case of doubt, do it."</p>
<p>"But there's the doubt: I may convert; I may open the eyes of the
blind; I may start a crusade for Negro rights."</p>
<p>"Don't believe it; it's useless; we'll never get our rights in
this land."</p>
<p>"You don't believe that!" he had ejaculated, shocked.</p>
<p>Well, she must begin again. As she had hoped, he was waiting for
her when she reached home. She welcomed him cordially, made a
little music for him, and served tea.</p>
<p>"Bles," she said, "the Opposition has been laying a pretty shrewd
trap for you."</p>
<p>"What?" he asked absently.</p>
<p>"They are going to have you chosen as High School commencement
orator."</p>
<p>"Me? Stuff!"</p>
<p>"You—and not stuff, but 'Education' will be your natural
theme. Indeed, they have so engineered it that the party chiefs
expect from you a defence of their dropping of the Educational
Bill."</p>
<p>"What!"</p>
<p>"Yes, and probably your nomination will come before the speech
and confirmation after."</p>
<p>Bles walked the floor excitedly for a while and then sat down and
smiled.</p>
<p>"It was a shrewd move," he said; "but I think I thank them for
it."</p>
<p>"I don't. But still,</p>
<div class="poem">
<div class='stanza'>
<div>
<i>"''T is the sport to see the engineer hoist</i></div>
<div>
<i>by his own petar.'"</i></div>
</div></div>
<p>Bles mused and she watched him covertly. Suddenly she leaned
over.</p>
<p>"Moreover," she said, "about that same date I'm liable to lose my
position as teacher."</p>
<p>He looked at her quickly, and she explained the coming revolution
in school management.</p>
<p>He did not discuss the matter, and she was equally reticent; but
when he entered the doors of his lodging-place and, gathering his
mail, slowly mounted the stairs, there came the battle of his
life.</p>
<p>He knew it and he tried to wage it coolly and with method. He
arrayed the arguments side by side: on this side lay success; the
greatest office ever held by a Negro in America—greater
than Douglass or Bruce or Lynch had held—a landmark, a
living example and inspiration. A man owed the world success;
there were plenty who could fail and stumble and give multiple
excuses. Should he be one? He viewed the other side. What must he
pay for success? Aye, face it boldly—what? Mechanically he
searched for his mail and undid the latest number of the
<i>Colored American</i>. He was sure the answer stood there in
Teerswell's biting vulgar English. And there it was, with a
cartoon:</p>
<p class='center'>
HIS MASTER'S VOICE</p>
<p class='center'>
Alwyn is Ordered to Eat His Words or Get Out</p>
<p class='center'>
Watch Him Do It Gracefully</p>
<p class='center'>
The Republican Leaders, etc.</p>
<p>He threw down his paper, and the hot blood sang in his ears. The
sickening thought was that it was true. If he did make the speech
demanded it would be like a dog obedient to his master's voice.</p>
<p>The cold sweat oozed on his face; throwing up the window, he
drank in the Spring breeze, and stared at the city he once had
thought so alluring. Somehow it looked like the swamp, only less
beautiful; he stretched his arms and his lips
breathed—"Zora!"</p>
<p>He turned hastily to his desk and looked at the other piece of
mail—a single sealed note carefully written on heavy paper.
He did not recognize the handwriting. Then his mind flew off
again. What would they say if he failed to get the office? How
they would silently hoot and jeer at the upstart who suddenly
climbed so high and fell. And Carrie Wynn—poor Carrie, with
her pride and position dragged down in his ruin: how would she
take it? He writhed in soul. And yet, to be a man; to say calmly,
"No"; to stand in that great audience and say, "My people first
and last"; to take Carrie's hand and together face the world and
struggle again to newer finer triumphs—all this would be
very close to attainment of the ideal. He found himself staring
at the little letter. Would she go? Would she, could she, lay
aside her pride and cynicism, her dainty ways and little
extravagances? An odd fancy came to him: perhaps the answer to
the riddle lay sealed within the envelope he fingered.</p>
<p>He opened it. Within lay four lines of writing—no
more—no address, no signature; simply the words:</p>
<div class="poem">
<div class='stanza'>
<div>
<i>"It matters now how strait the gate,</i></div>
<div class='i1'>
<i>How charged with punishment the scroll;</i></div>
<div>
<i>I am the master of my fate</i>,</div>
<div class='i1'>
<i>I am the captain of my soul."</i></div>
</div></div>
<p>He stared at the lines. Eleven
o'clock—twelve—one—chimed the deep-voiced clock
without, before Alwyn went to bed.</p>
<p>Miss Wynn had kept a vigil almost as long. She knew that Bles had
influential friends who had urged his preferment; it might be
wise to enlist them. Before she fell asleep she had determined to
have a talk with Mrs. Vanderpool. She had learned from Senator
Smith that the lady took special interest in Alwyn.</p>
<p>Mrs. Vanderpool heard Miss Wynn's story next day with some inward
dismay. Really the breadth and depth of intrigue in this city
almost frightened her as she walked deeper into the mire. She had
promised Zora that Bles should receive his reward on terms which
would not wound his manhood. It seemed an easy, almost an obvious
thing, to promise at the time. Yet here was this rather unusual
young woman asking Mrs. Vanderpool to use her influence in making
Alwyn bow to the yoke. She fenced for time.</p>
<p>"But I do not know Mr. Alwyn."</p>
<p>"I thought you did; you recommended him highly."</p>
<p>"I knew of him slightly in the South and I have watched his
career here."</p>
<p>"It would be too bad to have that career spoiled now."</p>
<p>"But is it necessary? Suppose he should defend the Education
Bill."</p>
<p>"And criticise the party?" asked Miss Wynn. "It would take strong
influence to pull him through."</p>
<p>"And if that strong influence were found?" said Mrs. Vanderpool
thoughtfully.</p>
<p>"It would surely involve some other important concession to the
South."</p>
<p>Mrs. Vanderpool looked up, and an interjection hovered on her
lips. Was it possible that the price of Alwyn's manhood would be
her husband's appointment to Paris? And if it were?</p>
<p>"I'll do what I can," she said graciously; "but I am afraid that
will not be much."</p>
<p>Miss Wynn hesitated. She had not succeeded even in guessing the
source of Mrs. Vanderpool's interest in Alwyn, and without that
her appeal was but blind groping. She stopped on her way to the
door to admire a bronze statuette and find time to think.</p>
<p>"You are interested in bronzes?" asked Mrs. Vanderpool.</p>
<p>"Oh, no; I'm far too poor. But I've dabbled a bit in sculpture."</p>
<p>"Indeed?" Mrs. Vanderpool revealed a mild interest, and Miss Wynn
was compelled to depart with little enlightenment.</p>
<p>On the way up town she concluded that there was but one chance of
success: she must write Alwyn's speech. With characteristic
decision she began her plans at once.</p>
<p>"What will you say in your speech?" she asked him that night as
he rose to go.</p>
<p>He looked at her and she wavered slightly under his black eyes.
The fight was becoming a little too desperate even for her steady
nerves.</p>
<p>"You would not like me to act dishonestly, would you?" he asked.</p>
<p>"No," she involuntarily replied, regretting the word the moment
she had uttered it. He gave her one of his rare sweet smiles,
and, rising, before she realized his intent, he had kissed her
hands and was gone.</p>
<p>She asked herself why she had been so foolish; and yet, somehow,
sitting there alone in the firelight, she felt glad for once that
she had risen above intrigue. Then she sighed and smiled, and
began to plot anew. Teerswell dropped in later and brought his
friend, Stillings. They found their hostess gay and entertaining.</p>
<p>Miss Wynn gathered books about her, and in the days of April and
May she and Alwyn read up on education. He marvelled at the
subtlety of her mind, and she at the relentlessness of his. They
were very near each other during these days, and yet there was
ever something between them: a vision to him of dark and pleading
eyes that he constantly saw beside her cool, keen glance. And he
to her was always two men: one man above men, whom she could
respect but would not marry, and one man like all men, whom she
would marry but could not respect. His devotion to an ideal which
she thought so utterly unpractical, aroused keen curiosity and
admiration. She was sure he would fail in the end, and she wanted
him to fail; and somehow, somewhere back beyond herself, her
better self longed to find herself defeated; to see this mind
stand firm on principle, under circumstances where she believed
men never stood. Deep within her she discovered at times a
passionate longing to believe in somebody; yet she found herself
bending every energy to pull this man down to the level of
time-servers, and even as she failed, feeling something like
contempt for his stubbornness.</p>
<p>The great day came. He had her notes, her suggestions, her hints,
but she had no intimation of what he would finally say.</p>
<p>"Will you come to hear me?" he asked.</p>
<p>"No," she murmured.</p>
<p>"That is best," he said, and then he added slowly, "I would not
like you ever to despise me."</p>
<p>She answered sharply: "I want to despise you!"</p>
<p>Did he understand? She was not sure. She was sorry she had said
it; but she meant it fiercely. Then he left her, for it was
already four in the afternoon and he spoke at eight.</p>
<p>In the morning she came down early, despite some dawdling over
her toilet. She brought the morning paper into the dining-room
and sat down with it, sipping her coffee. She leaned back and
looked leisurely at the headings. There was nothing on the front
page but a divorce, a revolution, and a new Trust. She took
another sip of her coffee, and turned the page. There it was,
"Colored High Schools Close—Vicious Attack on Republican
Party by Negro Orator."</p>
<p>She laid the paper aside and slowly finished her coffee. A few
minutes later she went to her desk and sat there so long that she
started at hearing the clock strike nine.</p>
<p>The day passed. When she came home from school she bought an
evening paper. She was not surprised to learn that the Senate had
rejected Alwyn's nomination; that Samuel Stillings had been
nominated and confirmed as Register of the Treasury, and that Mr.
Tom Teerswell was to be his assistant. Also the bill reorganizing
the school board had passed. She wrote two notes and posted them
as she went out to walk.</p>
<p>When she reached home Stillings was there, and they talked
earnestly. The bell rang violently. Teerswell rushed in.</p>
<p>"Well, Carrie!" he cried eagerly.</p>
<p>"Well, Tom," she responded, giving him a languid hand. Stillings
rose and departed. Teerswell nodded and said:</p>
<p>"Well, what do you think of last night?"</p>
<p>"A great speech, I hear."</p>
<p>"A fool speech—that speech cost him, I calculate, between
twenty-four and forty-eight thousand dollars."</p>
<p>"Possibly he's satisfied with his bargain."</p>
<p>"Possibly. Are you?"</p>
<p>"With his bargain?" quickly. "Yes."</p>
<p>"No," he pressed her, "with your bargain?"</p>
<p>"What bargain?" she parried.</p>
<p>"To marry him."</p>
<p>"Oh, no; that's off."</p>
<p>"Is it off?" cried Teerswell delightedly. "Good! It was foolish
from the first—that black country—"</p>
<p>"Gently," Miss Wynn checked him. "I'm not yet over the habit."</p>
<p>"Come. See what I've bought. You know I have a salary now." He
produced a ring with a small diamond cluster.</p>
<p>"How pretty!" she said, taking it and looking at it. Then she
handed it back.</p>
<p>He laughed gayly. "It's yours, Carrie. You're going to marry me."</p>
<p>She looked at him queerly.</p>
<p>"Am I? But I've got another ring already," she said.</p>
<p>"Oh, send Alwyn's back."</p>
<p>"I have. This is still another." And uncovering her hand she
showed a ring with a large and beautiful diamond.</p>
<p>He rose. "Whose is that?" he demanded apprehensively.</p>
<p>"Mine—" her eyes met his.</p>
<p>"But who gave it to you?"</p>
<p>"Mr. Stillings," was the soft reply.</p>
<p>He stared at her helplessly. "I—I—don't understand!"
he stammered.</p>
<p>"Well, to be brief, I'm engaged to Mr. Stillings."</p>
<p>"What! To that flat-headed—"</p>
<p>"No," she coolly interrupted, "to the Register of the Treasury."</p>
<p>The man was too dumbfounded, too overwhelmed for coherent speech.</p>
<p>"But—but—come; why in God's name—will you throw
yourself away on—on such a—you're
joking—you—"</p>
<p>She motioned him to a chair. He obeyed like one in a trance.</p>
<p>"Now, Tom, be calm. When I was a baby I loved you, but that is
long ago. Today, Tom, you're an insufferable cad and
I—well, I'm too much like you to have two of us in the same
family."</p>
<p>"But, Stillings!" he burst forth, almost in tears. "The
snake—what is he?"</p>
<p>"Nearly as bad as you, I'll admit; but he has four thousand a
year and sense enough to keep it. In truth, I need it; for,
thanks to your political activity, my own position is gone."</p>
<p>"But he's a—a damned rascal!" Wounded self-conceit was now
getting the upper hand.</p>
<p>She laughed.</p>
<p>"I think he is. But he's such an exceptional rascal; he appeals
to me. You know, Tom, we're all more or less
rascally—except one."</p>
<p>"Except who?" he asked quickly.</p>
<p>"Bles Alwyn."</p>
<p>"The fool!"</p>
<p>"Yes," she slowly agreed. "Bles Alwyn, the Fool—and the
Man. But by grace of the Negro Problem, I cannot afford to marry
a man—Hark! Some one is on the steps. I'm sure it's Bles.
You'd better go now. Don't attempt to fight with him; he's very
strong. Good-night."</p>
<p>Alwyn entered. He didn't notice Teerswell as he passed out. He
went straight to Miss Wynn holding a crumpled note, and his voice
faltered a little.</p>
<p>"Do you mean it?"</p>
<p>"Yes, Bles."</p>
<p>"Why?"</p>
<p>"Because I am selfish and—small."</p>
<p>"No, you are not. You want to be; but give it up, Carrie; it
isn't worth the cost. Come, let's be honest and poor—and
free."</p>
<p>She regarded him a moment, searchingly, then a look half
quizzical, half sorrowful came into her eyes. She put both her
hands on his shoulders and said as she kissed his lips:</p>
<p>"Bles, almost thou persuadest me—to be a fool. Now go."</p>
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