<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_2_IV">CHAPTER FOUR<br/> <span class="cheaderfont">HOW TOMMY ENVIED HONKER THE GOOSE</span></h2></div>
<p class="dropcap">The feel of spring was in the air.
The sound of it filled Tommy’s
ears. The smell of it filled his
nostrils and caused him to take long,
deep breaths. The sight of it gladdened
his eyes, and the joy of it thrilled his
heart. For the spring, you know, has
really arrived only when it can be felt,
heard, smelled, and seen, and has the
power to fill all living things with
abounding joy and happiness.</p>
<p>Winter had been long in going. It
seemed to Tommy that it never would
go. He liked winter. Oh, yes, Tommy
liked winter! He liked to skate<span class="pagenum">[85]</span>
and slide, to build snow forts and
houses, and make snow men. He liked
to put on his snow-shoes and tramp
through the Green Forest, for many are
the secrets of the summer which the winter
reveals to those with eyes to see, and
Tommy was trying to train his eyes to
be of that kind. But when it was time
for winter to go, he wanted it to go
quickly, and it hadn’t. It had dragged
on and dragged on. To be sure, there
had been a few springlike days, but they
had been only an aggravation.</p>
<p>But this day was different, and
Tommy knew that at last spring had arrived.
It was not that it was long past
time, for it was now almost April. It
was something more. It was just a
something that, throbbing all through
him, told him that this time there was no<span class="pagenum">[86]</span>
mistake—spring was really here. There
was a softness in the touch of gentle Sister
Southwind which was like a caress.
From over in the Green Forest came the
gurgle of the Laughing Brook, and mingling
with it was the soft whistle of
Winsome Bluebird, the cheery song of
Welcome Robin, the joyous greeting of
Little Friend the Song-sparrow, the clear
lilt of Carol the Meadow-lark, the sweet
love call of Tommy Tit, the Chickadee,
and under all a subdued murmur, sensed
rather than really heard, as of a gentle
stirring of reawakened life. So Tommy
<em>heard</em> the spring.</p>
<p>And in each long breath he drew there
was the odor of damp, warm soil such as
the earth gives up only at this season.
And so Tommy <em>smelled</em> the spring.</p>
<p>And looking from the top of the hill<span class="pagenum">[87]</span>
above the wishing-stone down across the
Green Meadows to the Old Pasture and
beyond to the Purple Hills, he saw all
as through a soft and beautiful haze,
which was neither fog nor smoke, but as
if old Mother Nature had drawn an exquisite
veil over the face of the earth
until it should be made beautiful. And
so Tommy <em>saw</em> the spring.</p>
<p>He whistled joyously as he tramped
down to the dear old wishing-stone and
sat down on it, his hands clasped about
his crossed knees. Seasons came and
went, but the wishing-stone, the great,
gray stone which overlooked the Green
Meadows, remained always the same.
How many, many winters it must have
seen go, and how many, many springs
it must have seen come, some early and<span class="pagenum">[88]</span>
some, like this one, late, but all
beautiful!</p>
<p>In all the years it had been there how
many of old Mother Nature’s children,
little people in fur, little people in
feathers, little people in scaly suits, and
little people with neither fur nor feathers
nor scales, but with gauzy or beautifully
colored wings, or crawling with
many feet, must have rested there just
as he was doing now!</p>
<p>Somehow Tommy always got to
thinking of these little people whenever
he sat on the wishing-stone. From it he
had watched many of them and learned
much of their ways. But he had learned
still more by wishing. That seems
queer, but it was so. He had wished
that he was a meadow-mouse, and no
sooner had he wished it than he had<span class="pagenum">[89]</span>
been one. In turn he had wished himself
into a red squirrel, a rabbit, and a
mink, and he had lived their lives; had
learned how they work and play; how
sometimes they have plenty, but quite as
often go hungry, sometimes very hungry,
and how always they are under the
shadow of fear, and the price of life is
eternal watchfulness.</p>
<p>“I suppose some people would say
that I fell asleep and dreamed it all, but
I know better,” said Tommy. “If they
were dreams, why don’t I have the same
kind at home in bed? But it’s only out
here on this old stone when I wish I were
something that I become it. So of
course it isn’t a dream! Now I think
of it, every single time I’ve wished
myself one of these little animals, it
has been because I thought they had<span class="pagenum">[90]</span>
a better and an easier time than I do,
and every time I’ve been mighty glad
that I’m just what I am. I wonder——”
He paused a minute, for a sudden
thought had popped into his head. “I
wonder,” he finished, “if those wishes
came true just to teach me not to be discontented.
I wonder if a wish would
come true if I weren’t discontented!”</p>
<p>He was still wondering when, floating
down out of the sky, came a clear
“<em>Honk, honk, honk, k’honk, honk, honk,
k’honk.</em>” Instantly Tommy turned his
freckled face and eager eyes skyward.</p>
<p>“Wild geese!” he exclaimed.</p>
<p>“<em>Honk, honk, k’honk, honk!</em>” The
sound was loud and clear, but it seemed
to come from nowhere in particular and
everywhere in general. Of course it
came from somewhere up in the sky, but<span class="pagenum">[91]</span>
it was very hard to place it as from any
particular part. It was a good two minutes
before Tommy’s eyes, sharp as they
were, found what he was looking for—a
black wedge moving across the sky, a
wedge made up of little, black living
spots. At least they looked little.
That was because they were so high, so
very high in the sky.</p>
<p>He knew that each of those black
spots was a great, broad-winged bird—a
Canada goose. He could see the long
outstretched necks as tiny black lines.
One behind another in two long lines
which met in a letter V, like well-drilled
soldiers maintaining perfect formation,
the leader at the apex of the V, and behind
him each bird a given distance from
the one in front, they moved steadily
across the sky, straight into the north.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum">[92]</span></p>
<p>“<em>Honk, honk, k’honk, honk, k’honk,
k’honk, honk!</em>” There was something
indescribably thrilling in the sound. It
made the blood leap and race through
Tommy’s veins. Long after the living
wedge had passed beyond his vision
those clarion notes rang in his ears—“<em>honk,
honk, k’honk, honk, k’honk,
k’honk, honk!</em>” They were at once a
challenge and a call to the wild freedom
of the great wilderness. They filled his
heart with a great longing. It swelled
and pulsed with a vast desire.</p>
<p>“Oh,” he sighed, “<SPAN name="Ref_frontispiecea" href="#Ref_frontispiece">it must be great to
be able to fly like that</SPAN>. I would rather
fly than do anything I know of. I envy
old Honker in the lead there, I do. I
wish I could join him this very minute!”</p>
<p>Of course that wish had slipped out
unthinkingly. But that made no difference.<span class="pagenum">[93]</span>
Tommy had wished, and now
here he was high in the air, no longer a
boy, but a great bird, the last one in a
long line of great birds beating the thin
air with stout, tireless wings as they followed
Honker, the leader, straight into
the North. Far, far below lay the Great
World. It seemed to Tommy that he
had no part in it now. A fierce tumultuous
joy surged through him and demanded
expression. Spring had come, and
he must tell those plodding creatures,
mere specks, crawling on the distant
earth. <em>Honk, honk, k’honk, honk,
k’honk!</em></p>
<p>Never in all his life had Tommy felt
such a thrill as possessed him now.
Looking down, he saw brown meadows
and pastures showing just a hint of green
here and there, green forests and bare<span class="pagenum">[94]</span>
woodlands, silver threads, which he
knew to be rivers, shining spots which
were lakes and ponds, and villages
which looked like toys.</p>
<p>Once they passed over a great city,
but it did not look great at all. Seen
through the murk of the smoke from
many factory chimneys, it was not unlike
an ant-hill which had been opened,—tiny
black objects, which were really
men, women, children, horses, and motor-cars,
seeming to hurry aimlessly in
all directions, for all the world like ants.</p>
<p>So all day they flew, crying the glad
message of the spring to the crawling
things below. Just a little while before
the setting of the sun, Honker, the leader,
slanted down toward a shining spot
in the heart of a great forest, and the
others followed. Rapidly the shining<span class="pagenum">[95]</span>
spot grew in size until below them lay
a pond far from the homes of men, and
to the very middle of this Honker led
the way, while the whole flock broke
into excited gabbling, for they had
flown far and were tired. With a splash
Honker struck the water, and with
splash after splash the others followed,
Tommy the last, because, you know, he
was at the end of one of those long lines.</p>
<p>Then for a while they rested, the wise
old leader scanning the shores with keen
eyes for possible danger. Satisfied that
all was well, he gave a signal and led the
way to a secluded cove where the water
was shallow and the shore marshy. It
was clear that he had been there before,
and had come with a purpose. Slowly
they swam, Honker well in the lead,
necks held high, the eyes of all alert and<span class="pagenum">[96]</span>
studying the nearing shore. There was
no honking now, not a sound. To
Tommy, in his inexperience, such watchfulness
seemed needless. What possible
danger could there be in such a
lonely place? But he wisely kept his
place and did as the others did.</p>
<p>At length they were close to shore, and
Honker gave a low signal which meant
that all was well. Instantly the formation
was broken, and with a low, contented
gabbling the flock began feeding
on eel-grass, roots, and sedges from the
mud at the bottom. For an hour they
fed, then they swam about, or sat on the
shore preening their feathers while the
shadows deepened. But all the time
<SPAN name="Ref_2_096a" href="#Ref_2_096">Honker and some of the older ganders
with eyes and ears alert were on guard</SPAN>.
And when at last Tommy put his head<span class="pagenum">[97]</span>
under his wing to sleep, a great content
filled his heart.</p>
<div id="Ref_2_096" class="figcenter">
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<div class="caption"><p class="center"><SPAN href="#Ref_2_096a">HONKER ON THE WATCH</SPAN></p>
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</div>
<p>The next day was much like the first.
With break of day they had breakfasted,
and then, at a signal from Honker, they
had mounted up, up into the blue vault,
and all day they had heralded the spring
to the earth below as they flew into the
north. So it was the next day and the
next, wise old Honker leading them to
some chosen secluded resting-place each
night.</p>
<p>Gradually the face of the earth below
changed. There were no more cities.
The villages became smaller and farther
between, and at last they saw no more,
only here and there a lonely farm.
Great forests and lakes succeeded each
other, the air grew colder, but with his<span class="pagenum">[98]</span>
thick coat of feathers Tommy minded it
not at all.</p>
<p>Then, one day, they found they had
outflown the spring. Below them the
earth was still frozen and snow-covered.
The ponds and lakes were still ice-bound.
Reluctantly Honker turned
back to their last stopping-place and
there for a week they rested in peace and
security, though not in contentment, for
the call of the North, the Far North,
with its nesting-grounds, was ever with
them, and made them impatient and
eager to be on their way. The daily
flights were shorter now, and there were
frequent rests of days at a time, for
spring advanced slowly, and they must
wait for the unlocking of the lakes and
rivers. The forests changed; the trees
became low and stunted. At last they<span class="pagenum">[99]</span>
came to a vast region of bogs and
swamps and marshes around shallow
lakes and ponds, a great lonely wilderness,
a mighty solitude. At least that
is what Tommy would have thought it
had he been a boy or a man instead of
a smart young gander.</p>
<p>It was neither lonely nor a solitude
to him now, but the haven which had
been the object of those hundreds of
miles of strong-winged flight. It was
the nesting-ground. It was home!
And how could it be lonely with flock
after flock of his own kind coming in
every hour of every day; with thousands
of ducks pouring in in swift
winged flight, and countless smaller
birds, all intent on home-building?</p>
<p>The flock broke up into pairs, each
intent on speedily securing a home of<span class="pagenum">[100]</span>
their own. On the ground they made
great nests of small sticks and dead grass
with a soft lining of down. In each
presently were four or five big eggs.
And soon there were downy goslings—scores
and scores of them—in the water
with their mothers for the first swimming
lesson.</p>
<p>Then the old birds had to be more
vigilant than before, for there were dangers,
many of them, even in that far wilderness:
prowling foxes, hungry lynxes,
crafty mink, hawks, fierce owls, each
watching for the chance to dine on tender
young goose. So the summer, short
in that far northern region, passed, and
the young birds grew until they were
as large as their parents, and able to
care for themselves.</p>
<p>Cold winds swept down out of the<span class="pagenum">[101]</span>
frozen Arctic Ocean with warning that
already winter had begun the southward
march. Then began a great gathering
of the geese, and a dividing into
flocks, each with a chosen leader, chosen
for his strength, his wisdom, and his
ability to hold his leadership against all
comers. Many a battle between ambitious
young ganders and old leaders did
Tommy see, but he wisely forbore to
challenge old Honker, the leader who
had led the way north, and when the latter
gathered the flock for the journey
he was one of the first to fall in line.</p>
<p>A thousand plus a thousand miles and
more stretched before them as they
turned to the south, but to the strength
of their broad wings the distance was
as nothing. But this was to be a very
different journey from their trip north,<span class="pagenum">[102]</span>
as Tommy soon found out. Then they
had been urged on day by day by a great
longing to reach their destination. Now
in place of longing was regret. There
was no joy in the going. They were
going because they must. They had no
choice. Winter had begun its southward
march.</p>
<p>The flights were comparatively short,
for where food was good they stayed until
some subtle sense warned old Honker
that it was time to be moving. It was
when they had left the wilderness and
reached the great farm-lands that they
lingered longest. There in the stubble
of the grain fields was feed a-plenty, and
every morning at dawn, and again every
afternoon, an hour or so before sundown,
Honker led the way to the fields.
During the great part of the day and all<span class="pagenum">[103]</span>
night they rested and slept on the bar
of a river, or well out on the bosom of a
lake.</p>
<p>It was now that Tommy learned a
new respect for the cunning of the wise
old leader, and also that terrible fear
which comes sooner or later to all wild
creatures—the fear of man. Time and
again, as they approached their chosen
feeding-ground, there would come a
sharp signal from Honker, and he would
abruptly turn the direction of the flight
and lead them to another and much
poorer feeding-ground. Yet, look as he
would, Tommy could see no cause, no
danger.</p>
<p>At first Tommy thought it was because
other geese seemed to have reached
the feeding-ground first. He could see
them standing stiffly as if watching the<span class="pagenum">[104]</span>
newcomers, near them a harmless little
heap of straw. He knew that the feeding
was better there, and he wanted to
go, but the spirit of obedience was strong
within him, and he followed with the
rest. Once he voiced his disapproval
to another bird as they settled some distance
away where it was more work to
find the scattered grain.</p>
<p>“Watch!” he replied in a low tone.
“There comes a flock led by that young
upstart who fought and defeated his
old leader the day before we left home.
He is leading them straight over there.”</p>
<p>Tommy watched. Suddenly from
that harmless-looking little heap of
straw there sprang two spurts of flame,
followed by two sharp reports that
struck terror to his heart. Even as he
beat his way into the air, he looked and<span class="pagenum">[105]</span>
saw that foolish young leader and two
of his flock falling, stricken and helpless,
to the earth, and a man leap from under
the straw to pick them up. Then he
understood, and a new loyalty to old
Honker grew in his heart.</p>
<p>But in spite of the ever-present danger
Honker kept his flock there, for
food was good and plentiful, and he had
faith in himself, and his flock had faith
in him. So they lingered, until a driving
snow squall warned them that they
must be moving. Keeping just ahead
of the on-coming winter, they journeyed
south, and at every stopping-place they
found men and guns waiting. There
was no little pond so lonely but that
death might be lurking there.</p>
<p>Sometimes the call of their own kind
would come up to them. Looking down,<span class="pagenum">[106]</span>
they would see geese swimming in seeming
security and calling to them to come
down and join them. More than once
Honker set his wings to accept the invitation,
only to once more beat his way
upward as his keen eyes detected something
amiss on the shore. And so
Tommy learned the baseness of man
who would use their own kind to decoy
them to death.</p>
<p>Came at last a sudden swift advance
of cold weather which forced them to
fly all night. When day broke, they
were weary of wing, and, worse, the air
was thick with driving snow. For the
first time, Tommy beheld Honker uncertain.
He still led the flock, but he led
he knew not where, for in the driving
snow none could see.</p>
<p>Low they flew now, but a little way<span class="pagenum">[107]</span>
above the earth, making little progress
against the driving storm, and so weary
of wing that it was all they could do to
keep their heavy bodies up. It was then
that the welcome honk of other geese
came up to them, and, heading in the direction
of the calling voices and honking
back their distress, they discovered
water below, and gladly, oh, so gladly,
set their wings and dropped down into
this haven of refuge.</p>
<p>Hardly had the first ones hit the water
when, bang! bang! bang! bang! the fateful
guns roared, and when, out of the
confusion into which they were thrown,
they once more gathered behind their old
leader far out in the middle of the pond,
some of the flock were missing.</p>
<p>In clear weather they flew high, and
it happened on such a day that, as<span class="pagenum">[108]</span>
Tommy looked down, there stirred
within him a strange feeling. Below
stretched a green forest with broad
meadows beyond, and farther still an
old brush-grown pasture. Somehow it
was wonderfully familiar. Eagerly he
looked. There should be something
more. Ah, there it was—an old gray
boulder overlooking the meadows!
Like a magnet, it seemed to draw
Tommy down to itself. “<em>Honk, honk,
honk, k’honk!</em>” Tommy heard the call
of his old leader faintly, as if from a
distance.</p>
<p>“<em>Honk, honk, honk, k’honk, honk,
k’honk, honk!</em>” Tommy opened his eyes
and rubbed them confusedly. Where
was he? “<em>Honk, honk, honk, k’honk,
honk, k’honk!</em>” He looked up. There,
high in the blue sky, was a living wedge<span class="pagenum">[109]</span>
pointing straight into the North, and the
joy of the spring was in the wild clamor
that came down to him.</p>
<p>Slowly he rose from the old wishing-stone,
and, with his hands thrust in his
pockets, watched the flock until it was
swallowed up in the distant haze. Long
he stood gazing through unseeing eyes
while the wild notes still came to him
faintly, and the joy of them rang in his
heart. But there was no longing there
now, only a vast content.</p>
<p>“It must be great to fly like that!”
he murmured. “It must be great,
but——” He drew a long breath as
he looked over the meadows to the Old
Pasture and heard and saw and felt the
joy of the spring—“this is good enough
for me!” he finished. “I don’t envy
that old leader a bit. It may be glorious<span class="pagenum">[110]</span>
to be wild and free, to look down
and see the Great World, and all that,
but it’s more glorious to be safe and
carefree, and—and just a boy. No, I
don’t envy old Honker a little bit. But
isn’t he wonderful! I—I don’t see
what men want to hunt him for and try
to kill him. They wouldn’t if they knew
how wonderful he is. I never will.
No, sir. I never will! I know how it
feels to be hunted, and—and it’s dreadful.
That’s what it is—dreadful! I
know! And it’s all because of the old
wishing-stone. I’m glad I know, and—and—gee,
I’m glad it’s spring!”</p>
<p>“<em>Honk, honk, honk, k’honk, honk,
k’honk.</em>” Another flock of geese were
passing over, and Tommy knew that
they, too, were glad, oh, so glad, that
it was spring!</p>
<p><span class="pagenum">[111]</span></p>
<p>Two of Tommy’s acquaintances,
Reddy Fox and Jerry Muskrat, he
thought he knew all about, but he found
that there was much he didn’t know.
And there were two who live deep in the
Great Woods whom he had never seen,
Paddy the Beaver and Buster Bear. So
to the friendly old wishing-stone Tommy
went and what he learned there you
may learn from the next volume, Tommy’s
Change of Heart.</p>
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<p class="section-title">TOMMY’S CHANGE OF HEART</p>
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