<h2 id="id00200" style="margin-top: 4em">Chapter III</h2>
<p id="id00201" style="margin-top: 2em">"We ought soon to see the house."</p>
<p id="id00202">The speaker bent forward, as the train, sweeping round a curve, emerged
from some thick woods Into a space of open country. It was early
September and a sleepy autumnal sunshine lay upon the fields. The
Stubbles just reaped ran over the undulations of the land in silky
purples and gold; the blue smoke from the cottages and farms hung
poised in mid air; the eye could hardly perceive any movement in the
clear stream beside the line, as it slipped noiselessly by over its
sandy bed; it seemed a world where "it was always afternoon"; and the
only breaks in its sunny silence came from the occasional coveys of
partridges that rose whirring from the harvest-fields as the train
passed.</p>
<p id="id00203">Delia Blanchflower looked keenly at the English scene, so strange to
her after many years of Colonial and foreign wandering. She thought,
but did not say—"Those must be my fields—and my woods, that we have
just passed through. Probably I rode about them with Grandpapa. I
remember the pony—and the horrid groom I hated!" Quick the memory
returned of a tiny child on a rearing pony, alone with a sulky groom,
who, out of his master's sight, could not restrain his temper, and
struck the pony savagely and repeatedly over the head, to an
accompaniment of oaths; frightening out of her wits the little girl who
sat clinging to the creature's neck. And next she saw herself marching
in erect—a pale-faced thing of six, with a heart of fury,—to her
grandfather, to demand justice on the offender. And grandpapa had done
her bidding then as always; the groom was dismissed that day. It was
only grandmamma who had ever tried to manage or thwart her; result,
perpetual war, decided often for the time by the brute force at command
of the elder, but ever renewed. Delia's face flamed again as she
thought of the most humiliating incident of her childhood; when
Grandmamma, unable, to do anything with her screaming and stamping
self, had sent in despair for a stalwart young footman, and ordered him
to "carry Miss Delia up to the nursery." Delia could still feel herself
held, wriggling and shrieking face downwards, under the young man's
strong arm, unable either to kick or to scratch, while Grandmamma half
fearful, half laughing, watched the dire ascent from the bottom of the
stairs.</p>
<p id="id00204">"Male tyranny—my first taste of it!" thought Delia, smiling at
herself. "It was fated then that I should be a militant."</p>
<p id="id00205">She looked across at her friend and travelling companion, half inclined
to tell the story; but the sight of Gertrude Marvell's attitude and
expression checked the trivial reminiscence on her lips.</p>
<p id="id00206">"Are you tired?" she said, laying her hand on the other's knee.</p>
<p id="id00207">"Oh, no. Only thinking."</p>
<p id="id00208">"Thinking of what?"—</p>
<p id="id00209">"Of all there is to do."—</p>
<p id="id00210">A kind of flash passed from one face to the other, Delia's eyes darkly
answering. They looked at each other for a little, as though in silent
conversation, and then Delia turned again to the landscape outside.</p>
<p id="id00211">Yes, there was the house, its long, irregular line with the village
behind it. She could not restrain a slight exclamation as she caught
sight of it, and her friend opposite turned interrogatively.</p>
<p id="id00212">"What did you say?"</p>
<p id="id00213">"Nothing—only there's the Abbey. I don't suppose I've seen it since I
was twelve."</p>
<p id="id00214">The other lady put up an eye-glass and looked where Miss Blanchflower
pointed; but languidly, as though it were an effort to shake herself
free from pre-occupying ideas. She was a woman of about thirty-five,
slenderly made, with a sallow, regular face, and good, though
short-sighted eyes. The eyes were dark, so was the hair, the features
delicate. Under the black shady hat, the hair was very closely and
neatly coiled. The high collar of the white blouse, fitting tightly to
the slender neck, the coat and skirt of blue serge without ornament of
any kind, but well cut, emphasized the thinness, almost emaciation, of
the form. Her attitude, dress, and expression conveyed the idea of
something amazingly taut and ready—like a ship cleared for action. The
body with its clothing seemed to have been simplified as much as
possible, so as to become the mere instrument of the will which
governed it. No superfluity whatever, whether of flesh on her small
bones, or of a single unnecessary button, fold, or trimming on her
dress, had Gertrude Marvell ever allowed herself for many years. The
general effect was in some way formidable; though why the neat
precision of the little lady should convey any notion of this sort, it
would not at first sight have been easy to say.</p>
<p id="id00215">"How old did you say it is?"—she asked, after examining the distant
building, which could be now plainly seen from the train across a
stretch of green park.</p>
<p id="id00216">"Oh, the present building is nothing—a pseudo-Gothic monstrosity,
built about 1830," laughed Delia; "but there are some old remains and
foundations of the abbey. It is a big, rambling old place, and I should
think dreadfully in want of doing up. My grandfather was a bit of a
miser, and though he was quite rich, he never spent a penny he could
help."</p>
<p id="id00217">"All the better. He left the more for other people to spend." Miss
Marvell smiled—a slight, and rather tired smile, which hardly altered
the face.</p>
<p id="id00218">"Yes, if they are allowed to spend it!" said Delia, with a shrug. "Oh
well, anyway the house must be done up—painted and papered and that
kind of thing. A trustee has got to see that things of that sort are
kept in order, I suppose. But it won't have anything to do with me,
except that for decency's sake, no doubt, he'll consult me. I shall be
allowed to choose the wall-papers I suppose!"</p>
<p id="id00219">"If you want to," said the other drily.</p>
<p id="id00220">Delia's brows puckered.</p>
<p id="id00221">"We shall have to spend some time here, you know, Gertrude! We may as
well have something to do."</p>
<p id="id00222">"Nothing that might entangle us, or take too much of our thoughts,"
said Miss Marvell, gently, but decidedly.</p>
<p id="id00223">"I'm afraid I like furnishing," said Delia, not without a shade of
defiance.</p>
<p id="id00224">"And I object—because I know you do. After all—you understand as
well as I do that <i>every day</i> now is important. There are not so many
of us, Delia! If you're going to do real work, you can't afford to
spend your time or thoughts on doing up a shabby house."</p>
<p id="id00225">There was silence a moment. Then Delia said abruptly—"I wonder when
that man will turn up? What a fool he is to take it on!"</p>
<p id="id00226">"The guardianship? Yes, he hardly knows what he's in for." A touch of
grim amusement shewed itself for a moment in Miss Marvell's quiet face.</p>
<p id="id00227">"Oh, I daresay he knows. Perhaps he relies on what everyone calls his
'influence.' Nasty, sloppy word—nasty sloppy thing! Whenever I'm
'influenced,' I'm degraded!" The young shoulders straightened
themselves fiercely.</p>
<p id="id00228">"I don't know. It has its uses," said the other tranquilly.</p>
<p id="id00229">Delia laughed radiantly.</p>
<p id="id00230">"O well—if one can make the kind of weapon of it you do. I don't mean
of course that one shouldn't be rationally persuaded. But that's a
different thing. 'Influence' makes me think of canting clergymen, and
stout pompous women, who don't know what they're talking about, and
can't argue—who think they've settled everything by a stale
quotation—or an appeal to 'your better self'—or St. Paul. If Mr.
Winnington tries it on with 'influence'—we'll have some fun."</p>
<p id="id00231">Delia returned to her window. The look her companion bent upon her was
not visible to her. It was curiously detached—perhaps slightly
ironical.</p>
<p id="id00232">"I'm wondering what part I shall play in the first interview!" said<br/>
Miss Marvell, after a pause. "I represent the first stone in Mr.<br/>
Winnington's path. He will of course do his best to put me out of it."<br/></p>
<p id="id00233">"How can he?" cried Delia ardently. "What can he do? He can't send for
the police and turn you out of the house. At least I suppose he could,
but he certainly won't. The last thing a gentleman of his sort wants is
to make a scandal. Every one says, after all, that he is a nice
fellow!"—the tone was unconsciously patronising—"It isn't his fault
if he's been placed in this false position. But the great question for
me is—how are we going to manage him for the best?"</p>
<p id="id00234">She leant forward, her chin on her hands, her sparkling eyes fixed on
her friend's face.</p>
<p id="id00235">"The awkward thing is"—mused Miss Marvell—"that there is so little
<i>time</i> in which to manage him. If the movement were going on at its old
slow pace, one might lie low, try diplomacy, avoid alarming him, and so
forth. But we've no time for that. It is a case of blow on blow—action
on action—and the publicity is half the battle."</p>
<p id="id00236">"Still, a little management there must be, to begin with!—because
I—we—want money, and he holds the purse-strings. Hullo, here's the
station!"</p>
<p id="id00237">She jumped up and looked eagerly out of the window.</p>
<p id="id00238">"They've sent a fly for us. And there's the station-master on the
lookout. How it all comes back to me!"</p>
<p id="id00239">Her flushed cheek showed a natural excitement. She was coming back as
its mistress to a house where she had been happy as a child, which she
had not seen for years. Thoughts of her father, as he had been in the
old days before any trouble had arisen between them, came rushing
through her mind—tender, regretful thoughts—as the train came slowly
to a standstill.</p>
<p id="id00240">But the entire indifference or passivity of her companion restrained
her from any further expression. The train stopped, and she descended
to the platform of a small country station, alive apparently with
traffic and passengers.</p>
<p id="id00241">"Miss Blanchflower?" said a smiling station-master, whose countenance
seemed to be trying to preserve the due mean between welcome to the
living and condolence for the dead, as, hat in hand, he approached the
newcomers, and guided by her deep mourning addressed himself to Delia.</p>
<p id="id00242">"Why, Mr. Stebbing, I remember you quite well," said Delia, holding out
her hand. "There's my maid—and I hope there's a cart for the luggage.
We've got a lot."</p>
<p id="id00243">A fair-haired man in spectacles, who had also just left the train,
turned abruptly and looked hard at the group as he passed them. He
hesitated a moment, then passed on, with a curious swinging gait, a
long and shabby over-coat floating behind him—to speak to the porter
who was collecting tickets at the gate opening on the road beyond.</p>
<p id="id00244">Meanwhile Delia had been accosted by another gentleman, who had been
sitting reading his <i>Morning Post</i> on the sunny platform, as the train
drew up. He too had examined the new arrivals with interest, and while
Delia was still talking to the station-master, he walked up to her.</p>
<p id="id00245">"I think you are Miss Blanchflower: But you won't remember me." He
lifted his hat, smiling.</p>
<p id="id00246">Delia looked at him, puzzled.</p>
<p id="id00247">"Don't you remember that Christmas dance at the Rectory, when you were
ten, and I was home from Sandhurst?"</p>
<p id="id00248">"Perfectly!—and I quarrelled with you because you wouldn't give me
champagne, when I'd danced with you, instead of lemonade. You said what
was good for big boys wasn't good for little girls—and I called you a
bully—"</p>
<p id="id00249">"You kicked me!—you had the sharpest little toes!"</p>
<p id="id00250">"Did I?" said Delia composedly. "I was rather good at kicking. So you
are Billy Andrews?"</p>
<p id="id00251">"Right. I'm Captain now, and they've just made me adjutant down here
for the Yeomanry. My mother keeps house for me. You're coming here to
live? Please let me say how sorry I was to see your sad news." The
condolence was a little clumsy but sincere.</p>
<p id="id00252">"Thank you. I must go and see to the luggage. Let me introduce you to<br/>
Miss Marvell—Captain Andrews—Miss Marvell."<br/></p>
<p id="id00253">That lady bowed coldly, as Delia departed. The tall, soldierly man,
whose pleasant looks were somewhat spoilt by a slightly underhung
mouth, and prominent chin, disguised, however, by a fine moustache,
offered assistance with the luggage.</p>
<p id="id00254">"There is no need, thank you," said Miss Marvell. "Miss Blanchflower
and her maid will see to it."</p>
<p id="id00255">And the Captain noticed that the speaker remained entirely passive
while the luggage was being collected and piled into a fly by the
porters, directed by Miss Blanchflower and her maid. She stood quietly
on the platform, till all was ready, and Delia beckoned to her. In the
intervals the soldier tried to make conversation, but with very small
success. He dwelt upon some of the changes Miss Blanchflower would find
on the estate; how the old head-keeper, who used to make a pet of her,
was dead, and the new agent her father had put in was thought to be
doing well, how the village had lost markedly in population in the last
few years—this emigration to Canada was really getting beyond a
joke!—and so forth. Miss Marvell made no replies. But she suddenly
asked him a question.</p>
<p id="id00256">"What's that house over there?"</p>
<p id="id00257">She pointed to a grey façade on a wooded hill some two miles off.</p>
<p id="id00258">"That's our show place—Monk Lawrence! We're awfully proud of
it—Elizabethan, and that kind of thing. But of course you've heard of
Monk Lawrence! It's one of the finest things in England."</p>
<p id="id00259">"It belongs to Sir Wilfrid Lang?"</p>
<p id="id00260">"Certainly. Do you know him? He's scarcely been there at all, since he
became a Cabinet Minister; and yet he spent a lot of money in repairing
it a few years ago. They say it's his wife's health—that it's too damp
for her. Anyway it's quite shut up,—except that they let tourists see
it once a month."</p>
<p id="id00261">"Does anybody live in the house?"—</p>
<p id="id00262">"Oh—a caretaker, of course,—one of the keepers. They let the
shooting. Ah! there's Miss Blanchflower calling you."</p>
<p id="id00263">Miss Marvell—as the gallant Captain afterwards remembered—took a long
look at the distant house and then went to join Miss Blanchflower. The
Captain accompanied her, and helped her to stow away the remaining bags
into the fly, while a small concourse of rustics, sprung from nowhere,
stolidly watched the doings of the heiress and her friend. Delia
suddenly bent forward to him, as he was about to shut the door, with an
animated look—"Can you tell me who that gentleman is who has just
walked off towards the village?"—she pointed.</p>
<p id="id00264">"His name is Lathrop. He lives in a place just the other side of yours.
He's got some trout-hatching ponds—will stock anybody's stream for
them. Rather a queer customer!"—the good-natured Captain dropped his
voice. "Well, good-bye, my train's just coming. I hope I may come and
see you soon?"</p>
<p id="id00265">Delia nodded assent, and they drove off.</p>
<p id="id00266">"By George, she's a beauty!" said the Captain to himself as he turned
away. "Nothing wrong with her that I can see. But there are some
strange tales going about. I wonder who that other woman is.
Marvell—Gertrude Marvell?—I seem to have heard the name
somewhere.—Hullo, Masham, how are you?" He greeted the leading local
solicitor who had just entered the station, a man with a fine ascetic
face, and singularly blue eyes. Masham looked like a starved poet or
preacher, and was in reality one of the hardest and shrewdest men of
business in the southern counties.</p>
<p id="id00267">"Well, did you see Miss Blanchflower?" said the Captain, as Masham
joined him on the platform, and they entered the up train together.</p>
<p id="id00268">"I did. A handsome young lady! Have you heard the news?"</p>
<p id="id00269">"No."</p>
<p id="id00270">"Your neighbor, Mr. Winnington—Mark Winnington—is named as her
guardian under her father's will—until she is twenty-five. He is also
trustee, with absolute power over the property."</p>
<p id="id00271">The Captain shewed a face of astonishment.</p>
<p id="id00272">"Gracious! what had Winnington to do with Sir Robert Blanchflower!"</p>
<p id="id00273">"An old friend, apparently. But it is a curious will."</p>
<p id="id00274">The solicitor's abstracted look shewed a busy mind. The Captain had
never felt a livelier desire for information.</p>
<p id="id00275">"Isn't there something strange about the girl?"—he said, lowering his
voice, although there was no one else in the railway carriage. "I never
saw a more beautiful creature! But my mother came home from London the
other day with some very queer stories, from a woman who had met them
abroad. She said Miss Blanchflower was awfully clever, but as wild as a
hawk—mad about women's rights and that kind of thing. In the hotel
where she met them, people fought very shy of her."</p>
<p id="id00276">"Oh, she's a militant suffragist," said the solicitor quietly—"though
she's not had time yet since her father's death to do any mischief.
That—in confidence—is the meaning of the will."</p>
<p id="id00277">The adjutant whistled.</p>
<p id="id00278">"Goodness!—Winnington will have his work cut out for him. But he
needn't accept."</p>
<p id="id00279">"He has accepted. I heard this morning from the London solicitor."</p>
<p id="id00280">"Your firm does the estate business down here?"</p>
<p id="id00281">"For many years. I hope to see Mr. Winnington to-morrow or next day. He
is evidently hurrying home—because of this."</p>
<p id="id00282">There was silence for a few minutes; then the Captain said bluntly:</p>
<p id="id00283">"It's an awful pity, you know, that kind of thing cropping up down
here. We've escaped it so far."</p>
<p id="id00284">"With such a lot of wild women about, what can you expect?" said the
solicitor briskly. "Like the measles—sure to come our way sooner or
later."</p>
<p id="id00285">"Do you think they'll get what they want?" "What—the vote? No—not
unless the men are fools." The refined, apostolic face set like iron.</p>
<p id="id00286">"None of the womanly women want it," said the Captain with conviction.<br/>
"You should hear my mother on it."<br/></p>
<p id="id00287">The solicitor did not reply. The adjutant's mother was not in his eyes
a model of wisdom. Nor did his own opinion want any fortifying from
outside.</p>
<p id="id00288">Captain Andrews was not quite in the same position. He was conscious of
a strong male instinct which disavowed Miss Blanchflower and all her
kind; but at the same time he was exceedingly susceptible to female
beauty, and it troubled his reasoning processes that anybody so
wrong-headed should be so good-looking. His heart was soft, and his
brain all that was wanted for his own purposes. But it did not enable
him-it never had enabled him—to understand these extraordinary
"goings-on," which the newspapers were every day reporting, on the part
of well-to-do, educated women, who were ready—it seemed—to do
anything outrageous—just for a vote! "Of course nobody would mind if
the rich women—the tax-paying women—had a vote—help us Tories
famously. But the women of the working-classes—why, Good Lord, look at
them when there's any disturbance on—any big strike—look at
Tonypandy!—a deal sight worse than the men! Give them the vote and
they'd take us to the devil, even quicker than Lloyd George!"</p>
<p id="id00289">Aloud he said—</p>
<p id="id00290">"Do you know anything about that lady Miss Blanchflower had with her?
She introduced me. Miss Marvell—I think that was the name. I thought I
had heard it somewhere."</p>
<p id="id00291">The solicitor lifted his eyebrows.</p>
<p id="id00292">"I daresay. She was in the stone-throwing raid last August. Fined 20s.
or a month, for damage in Pall Mall. She was in prison a week; then
somebody paid her fine. She professed great annoyance, but one of the
police told me it was privately paid by her own society. She's too
important to them—they can't do without her. An extremely clever
woman."</p>
<p id="id00293">"Then what on earth does she come and bury herself down here for?"
cried the Captain.</p>
<p id="id00294">Masham shewed a meditative twist of the lip.</p>
<p id="id00295">"Can't say, I'm sure. But they want money. And Miss Blanchflower is an
important capture."</p>
<p id="id00296">"I hope that girl will soon have the sense to shake them off!" said the
Captain with energy. "She's a deal too beautiful for that kind of
thing. I shall get my mother to come and talk to her."</p>
<p id="id00297">The solicitor concealed his smile behind his <i>Daily Telegraph</i>. He had
a real liking and respect for the Captain, but the family affection of
the Andrews household was a trifle too idyllic to convince a gentleman
so well acquainted with the seamy side of life. What about that
hunted-looking girl, the Captain's sister? He didn't believe, he never
had believed that Mrs. Andrews was quite so much of an angel as she
pretended to be.</p>
<p id="id00298">Meanwhile, no sooner had the fly left the station than Delia turned to
her companion—</p>
<p id="id00299">"Gertrude!—did you see what that man was reading who passed us just
now? Our paper!—the <i>Tocsin</i>."</p>
<p id="id00300">Gertrude Marvell lifted her eyebrows slightly.</p>
<p id="id00301">"No doubt he bought it at Waterloo—out of curiosity."</p>
<p id="id00302">"Why not out of sympathy? I thought he looked at us rather closely. Of
course, if he reads the <i>Tocsin</i> he knows something about you! What fun
it would be to discover a comrade and a brother down here!"</p>
<p id="id00303">"It depends entirely upon what use we could make of him," said Miss<br/>
Marvell. Then she turned suddenly on her companion—"Tell me really,<br/>
Delia—how long do you want to stay here?"<br/></p>
<p id="id00304">"Well, a couple of months at least," said Delia, with a rather
perplexed expression. "After all, Gertrude, it's my property now, and
all the people on it, I suppose, will expect to see one and make
friends. I don't want them to think that because I'm a suffragist I'm
going to shirk. It wouldn't be good policy, would it?"</p>
<p id="id00305">"It's all a question of the relative importance of things," said the
other quietly. "London is our head quarters, and things are moving very
rapidly."</p>
<p id="id00306">"I know. But, dear, you did promise! for a time"—pleaded Delia.
"Though of course I know how dull it must be for you, when you are the
life and soul of so many things in London. But you must remember that I
haven't a penny at this moment but what Mr. Winnington chooses to allow
me! We must come to some understanding with him, mustn't we, before we
can do anything? It is all so difficult!"—the girl's voice took a
deep, passionate note—"horribly difficult, when I long to be standing
beside you—and the others—in the open—fighting—for all I'm worth.
But how can I, just yet? I ought to have eight thousand a year, and Mr.
Winnington can cut me down to anything he pleases. It's just as
important that I should get hold of my money—at this particular
moment—as that I should be joining raids in London,—more important,
surely—because we want money badly!—you say so yourself. I don't want
it for myself; I want it all—for the cause! But the question is, how
to get it—with this will in our way. I—"</p>
<p id="id00307">"Ah, there's that house again!" exclaimed Miss Marvell, but in the same
low restrained tone that was habitual to her. She bent forward to look
at the stately building, on the hill-side, which according to Captain
Andrews' information, was the untenanted property of Sir Wilfrid Lang,
whom a shuffle of offices had just admitted to the Cabinet.</p>
<p id="id00308">"What house?"—said Delia, not without a vague smart under the sudden
change of subject. She had a natural turn for declamation; a girlish
liking to hear herself talk; and Gertrude, her tutor in the first
place, and now her counsellor and friend, had a quiet way of snubbing
such inclinations, except when they could be practically useful. "You
have the gifts of a speaker—we shall want you to speak more and more,"
she would say. But in private she rarely failed to interrupt an
harangue, even the first beginnings of one.</p>
<p id="id00309">However, the smart soon passed, and Delia too turned her eyes towards
the house among the trees. She gave a little cry of pleasure.</p>
<p id="id00310">"Oh, that's Monk Lawrence!—such a lovely—lovely old place! I used
often to go there as a child—I adored it. But I can't remember who
lives there now."</p>
<p id="id00311">Gertrude Marvell handed on the few facts learned from the Captain.</p>
<p id="id00312">"I knew"—she added—"that Sir Wilfrid Lang lived somewhere near here.<br/>
That they told me at the office."<br/></p>
<p id="id00313">"And the house is empty?" Delia, flushing suddenly and vividly, turned
to her companion.</p>
<p id="id00314">"Except for the caretaker—who no doubt lives some where on the
ground-floor."</p>
<p id="id00315">There was silence a moment. Then Delia laughed uncomfortably.</p>
<p id="id00316">"Look here, Gertrude, we can't attempt anything of that kind <i>there</i>: I
remember now—it was Sir Wilfrid's brother who had the house, when I
used to go there. He was a great friend of Father's; and his little
girls and I were great chums. The house is just wonderful—full of
treasures! I am sorry it belongs to Sir Wilfrid—but nobody could lift
a finger against Monk Lawrence!"</p>
<p id="id00317">Miss Marvell's eyes sparkled.</p>
<p id="id00318">"He is the most formidable enemy we have," she said softly, between her
closed lips. A tremor seemed to run through her slight frame.</p>
<p id="id00319">Then she smiled, and her tone changed.</p>
<p id="id00320">"Dear Delia, of course I shan't run you into any—avoidable—trouble,
down here, apart from the things we have agreed on."</p>
<p id="id00321">"What have we agreed on? Remind me!"</p>
<p id="id00322">"In the first place, that we won't hide our opinions—or stop our
propaganda—to please anybody."</p>
<p id="id00323">"Certainly!" said Delia. "I shall have a drawing-room meeting as soon
as possible. You seem to have fixed up a number of speaking engagements
for us both. And we told the office to send us down tons of
literature." Then her face broke into laughter—"Poor Mr. Winnington!"</p>
<p id="id00324"> * * * * *</p>
<p id="id00325">"A rather nice old place, isn't it?" said Delia, an hour later, when
the elderly housekeeper, who had received them with what had seemed to
Delia's companion a quite unnecessary amount of fuss and family
feeling, had at last left them alone in the drawing-room, after taking
them over the house.</p>
<p id="id00326">The girl spoke in a softened voice. She was standing thoughtfully by
the open window looking out, her hands clasping a chair behind her. Her
thin black dress, made short and plain, with a white frill at the open
neck and sleeves, by its very meagreness emphasized the young beauty of
the wearer,—a beauty full of significance, charged—over-charged—with
character. The attitude should have been one of repose; it was on the
contrary one of tension, suggesting a momentary balance only, of
impetuous forces. Delia was indeed suffering the onset of a wave of
feeling which had come upon her unexpectedly; for which she had not
prepared herself. This rambling old house with its quiet garden and
early Victorian furniture, had appealed to her in some profound and
touching way. Her childhood stirred again in her, and deep inherited
things. How well she remembered the low, spacious room, with its oak
wainscotting, its book-cases and its pictures! That crayon over the
writing-table of her grandmother in her white cap and shawl; her
grandfather's chair, and the old Bible and Prayer-book, beside it, from
which he used to read evening prayers; the stiff arm-chairs with their
faded chintz covers; the writing-table with its presentation inkstand;
the groups of silhouettes on the walls, her forbears of long ago; the
needlework on the fire-screen, in which, at nine years old, she had
been proud to embroider the white rose-bud still so lackadaisically
prominent; the stool on which she used to sit and knit beside her
grandmother; the place on the run where the old collie used to lie—she
saw his ghost there still!—all these familiar and even ugly objects
seemed to be putting out spiritual hands to her, playing on nerves once
eagerly responsive. She had never stayed for long in the house; but she
had always been happy there. The moral atmosphere of it came back to
her, and with a sense of the old rest and protection. Her grandfather
might have been miserly to others; he had always been kind to her. But
it was her grandmother who had been supreme in that room. A woman of
clear sense and high character; narrow and prejudiced in many respects,
but sorely missed by many when her turn came to die; a Christian in
more than name; sincerely devoted to her teasing little granddaughter.
A woman who had ordered her household justly and kindly; a personality
not soon forgotten.</p>
<p id="id00327">"There is something of her in me still," thought Delia—"at least, I
hope there is. And where—is the rest of me going?"</p>
<p id="id00328">"I think I'll take off my things, dear," said Gertrude Marvell,
breaking in on the girl's reverie. "Don't trouble. I know my room."</p>
<p id="id00329">The door closed. Delia was now looking out into the garden, where on
the old grass-slopes the September shadows lay—still and slumbrous.
The peace of it, the breath of its old-world tradition, came upon her,
relaxing the struggle of mind and soul in which she had been living for
months, and that ceaseless memory which weighed upon her of her dying
father,—his bitter and increasing recoil from all that, for a while,
he had indulgently permitted—his final estrangement from her, her own
obstinacy and suffering.</p>
<p id="id00330">"Yes!"—she cried suddenly, out loud, to the rosebushes beyond the open
window—"but it had a reason—it <i>had</i> a reason!" She clasped her
hands fiercely to her breast. "And there is no birth without pain."</p>
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