<h3>CHAPTER XVII.</h3>
<h3>HOW ONE THAT WAS DISSATISFIED WITH HIS PAST SAW A VISION, BUT DOUBTED.</h3>
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<p>Caleb Trotter watched his master's behaviour during the next few days with a
growing impatience.</p>
<p>"I reckon," he said, "'tes wi' love, as Sally Bennett said when her old man got
cotched i' the dreshin'-machine,' you'm in, my dear, an' you may so well go
dro'.'"</p>
<p>Nevertheless, he would look up from his work at times with anxiety.</p>
<p>"Forty-sax. That's the forty-saxth time he've a-trotted up that blessed beach an'
back; an' five times he've a-pulled up to stare at the watter. I've a-kep' count wi'
these bits o' chip. An' at night 'tes all round the house, like Aaron's dresser, wi' a
face, too, like as ef he'd a-lost a shillin' an' found a thruppeny-bit. This 'ere
pussivantin' <SPAN name="footnotetag17-1"></SPAN><SPAN href="#footnote17-1">[1]</SPAN>
may be relievin' to the mind, but I'm darned ef et can be good for
shoe-leather. 'Tes the wear an' tear, that's what 'tes, as Aunt Lovey said arter
killin' her boy wi' whackin'."</p>
<p>The fact is that Mr. Fogo was solving his problem, though the process was painful
enough. He was concerned, too, for Caleb, whose rest was often broken by his
master's restlessness. In consequence he determined to fit up a room for his own
use. Caleb opposed the scheme at first; but, finding that the business of changing
diverted Mr. Fogo's melancholy, gave way at last, on a promise that "no
May-games" should be indulged in—a festival term which was found to include
somnambulism, suicide, and smoking in bed.</p>
<p>The room chosen lay on the upper storey at the extreme east of the house, and
looked out, between two tall elms, upon the creek and the lepers' burial-ground. It
was chosen as being directly over the room occupied by Caleb, so that, by
stamping his foot, Mr. Fogo could summon his servant at any time. The floor was
bare of carpet, and the chamber of decoration. But Mr. Fogo hated decoration,
and, after slinging his hammock and pushing the window open for air, gazed
around on the blistered ceiling and tattered wall-paper, rubbed his hands, and
announced that he should be very comfortable.</p>
<p>"Well, sir," said Caleb, as he turned to leave him for the night, "arter all,
comfort's a matter o' comparison, as St. La'rence said when he turned round 'pon
the gridiron. But the room's clane as watter an' scourin' 'll make et—reminds me,"
he continued, with a glance round, "o' what the contented clerk said by hes
office-stool: 'Chairs es good,' said he, 'and sofies es better; but 'tes a great thing
to harbour no dust.' Any orders, sir?"</p>
<p>"No, I fancy—stop! Is my writing-case here?"</p>
<p>Caleb's anxiety took alarm.</p>
<p>"You bain't a-goin' to do et in writin' sir, surely!"</p>
<p>Mr. Fogo stared.</p>
<p>"Don't 'ee, sir—don't 'ee!"</p>
<p>"Really, Caleb, your behaviour is most extraordinary. What is it that I am not to
do?"</p>
<p>"Why, put et in writin', sir: they don't like et. Go up an' ax her like a man—'Will
'ee ha' me? Iss or no?' That was ould Dick Jago's way, an' I reckon <i>he</i>
knowed, havin' married sax wifes, wan time an' another. But as for pen and ink—"</p>
<p>"You mistake me," interrupted Mr. Fogo, with a painful flush. He paused
irresolutely, and then added, in a softer tone, "Would you mind taking a seat in the
window here, Caleb? I have something to say to you."</p>
<p>Caleb obeyed. For a moment or two there was silence as Mr. Fogo stood up
before his servant. The light of the candle on the chest beside him but half
revealed his face. When at last he spoke it was in a heavy, mechanical tone.</p>
<p>"You guessed once," he said, "and rightly, that a woman was the cause of my
seclusion in this place. In such companionship as ours, it would have been
difficult—even had I wished it—to keep up the ordinary relations of master and man;
and more than once you have had opportunities of satisfying whatever curiosity you
may have felt about my—my past. Believe me, Caleb, I have noted your
forbearance, and thank you for it."</p>
<p>Caleb moved uneasily, but was silent.</p>
<p>"But my life has been too lonely for me," pursued his master wearily. "On general
grounds one would not imagine the life of a successful hermit to demand any rare
qualifications. It is humiliating, but even as a hermit I am a failure: for instance,
you see, I want to talk."</p>
<p>His hearer, though puzzled by the words, vaguely understood the smile of
self-contempt with which they were closed.</p>
<p>"As a woman-hater, too, my performances are beneath contempt. I <i>did</i> think,"
said Mr. Fogo with something of testiness in his voice, "I should prove an
adequate woman-hater, whereas it happens—"</p>
<p>He broke off suddenly, and took a turn or two up and down the room. Caleb could
have finished the sentence for him, but refrained.</p>
<p>"Surely," said Mr. Fogo, pausing suddenly in his walk, "surely the conditions
were favourable enough. Listen. It is not so very long ago since I possessed
ambitions—hopes; hopes that I hugged to myself as only a silent man may. With
them I meant to move the world, so far as a writer can move the world (which I
daresay may be quite an inch). These hopes I put in the keeping of the woman I
loved. Can you foresee the rest?"</p>
<p>Caleb fumbled in his pocket for his pipe, found it, held it up between finger and
thumb, and, looking along the stem, nodded.</p>
<p>"We were engaged to be married. Two days before the day fixed for our wedding
she—she came to me (knowing me, I suppose, to be a mild man) and told me she
was married—had been married for a week or more, to a man I had never seen—a
Mr. Goodwyn-Sandys. Hallo! is it broken?"</p>
<p>For the pipe had dropped from Caleb's fingers and lay in pieces upon the floor.</p>
<p>"Quite so," he went on in answer to the white face confronting him, "I know it.
She is at this moment living in Troy with her husband. I had understood they were
in America; but the finger of fate is in every pie."</p>
<p>Caleb drew out a large handkerchief, and, mopping his brow, gasped—</p>
<p>"Well, of all—" And then broke off to add feebly, "Here's a coincidence!—as Bill
said when he was hanged 'pon his birthday."</p>
<p>"I have not met her yet, and until now have avoided the chance. But now I am
curious to see her—"</p>
<p>"Don't 'ee, sir."</p>
<p>"And to-night intended writing."</p>
<p>"Don't 'ee, sir; don't 'ee."</p>
<p>"To ask for an interview, Caleb," pursued Mr. Fogo, drawing himself up
suddenly, while his eyes fairly gleamed behind his spectacles. "Here I am, my past
wrecked and all its cargo of ambitions scattered on the sands, and yet—and yet I
feel tonight that I could thank that woman. Do you understand?"</p>
<p>"I reckon I do," said Caleb, rising heavily and making for the door.</p>
<p>He stopped with his hand on the door, and turning, observed his master for a
minute or so without remark. At last he said abruptly—</p>
<p>"Pleasant dreams to 'ee, sir: an' two knacks 'pon the floor ef I be wanted.
Good-night, sir." And with this he was gone.</p>
<p>Mr. Fogo stood for some moments listening to his footsteps as they shuffled down
the stairs. Then with a sigh he turned to his writing-case, pulled a straw-bottomed
chair before the rickety table, and sat for a while, pen in hand, pondering.</p>
<p>Before he had finished, his candle was low in its socket, and the floor around him
littered with scraps of torn paper. He sealed the envelope, blew out the candle,
and stepped to the window.</p>
<p>"I wonder if she has changed," he said to himself.</p>
<p>Outside, the summer moon had risen above the hill facing him, and the near half of
the creek was ablaze with silver. The old schooner still lay in shadow, but the
water rushing from her hold kept a perpetual music. Other sounds there were none
but the soft rustling of the swallows in the eaves overhead, the sucking of the tide
upon the beach below, and the whisper of night among the elms. The air was heavy
with the fragrance of climbing roses and all the scents of the garden. In such an
hour Nature is half sad and wholly tender.</p>
<p>Mr. Fogo lit a pipe, and, watching its fumes as they curled out upon the laden
night, fell into a kingly melancholy. He dwelt on his past, but without resentment;
on Tamsin, but with less trouble of heart. After all, what did it matter? Mr. Fogo,
leaning forward on the window-seat, came to a conclusion to which others have
been led before him—that life is a small thing. Oddly enough, this discovery,
though it belittled his fellowmen considerably, did not belittle the thinker at all, or
rather affected him with a very sublime humility.</p>
<p>"When one thinks," said he, "that the moon will probably rise ten million times
over the hill yonder on such a night as this, it strikes one that woman-hating is
petty, not to say a trifle fatuous."</p>
<p>He puffed awhile in silence, and then went on—</p>
<p>"The strange part of it is, that the argument does not seem to affect Tamsin as
much as I should have fancied."</p>
<p>He paused for a moment, and added:</p>
<p>"Or to prove as conclusively as I should expect that I am a fool. Possibly if I see
Geraldine to-morrow, she will prove it more satis—"</p>
<p>He broke off to clutch the lattice, and stare with rigid eyes across the creek.</p>
<p>For the moon was by this time high enough to fling a ray upon the deserted hull:
and there—upon the deck—stood a figure—the figure of a woman.</p>
<p>She was motionless, and leant against the bulwarks, with her face towards him, but
in black shadow. A dark hood covered her head; but the cloak was flung back, and
revealed just a gleam of white where her bosom and shoulders bent forward over
the schooner's side.</p>
<p>Mr. Fogo's heart gave a leap, stood still, and then fell to beating with frantic
speed. He craned out at the window, straining his eyes. At the same moment the
pipe dropped from his lips and tumbled, scattering a shower of sparks, into the
rose-bush below.</p>
<p>When he looked up again the woman had disappeared.</p>
<p>Suddenly he remembered Caleb's story of the girl who, ages back, had left her
home to live among the lepers in this very house, perhaps in the very room he
occupied; and of the ghost that haunted the burial ground below. Mr. Fogo was
not without courage; but the recollection brought a feeling of so many spiders
creeping up his spine.</p>
<p>And yet the whole tale was so unlikely that, by degrees, as he gazed at the wreck,
now completely bathed in moonlight, he began to persuade himself that his eyes
had played him a trick.</p>
<p>"I will go to bed," he muttered; "I have been upset lately, and these fits of mine
may well pass into hallucination. Once think of these women and—"</p>
<p>He stopped as if shot. From behind the wreck a small boat shot out into the
moon's brilliance. Two figures sat in it, a woman and a man; and as the boat
dropped swiftly down on the ebb he had time to notice that both were heavily
muffled about the face. This was all he could see, for in a moment they had passed
into the gloom, and the next the angle of the house hid them from view; but he
could still hear the plash of their oars above the sounds of the night.</p>
<p>"The leper and his sweetheart," was Mr. Fogo's first thought. But then followed
the reflection—would ghostly oars sound? On the whole, he decided against the
supernatural. But the mystery remained. More curious than agitated, but
nevertheless with little inclination to resume his communing with the night, Mr.
Fogo sought his hammock and fell asleep.</p>
<p>The sun was high when he awoke, and as he descended to breakfast he heard
Caleb's mallet already at work on the quay below. Still, anxious to set his doubts at
rest, he made a hasty meal, and walked down to take a second opinion on the
vision.</p>
<p>Caleb, with his back towards the house, was busily fitting a new thwart into Mr.
Fogo's boat, and singing with extreme gaiety—</p>
<blockquote><blockquote>
<p>"Oh, where be the French dogs?<br/>
<span class="ind2">Oh! where be they, O?</span><br/>
They be down i' their long-boats,<br/>
<span class="ind2">All on the salt say, O!"</span></p>
</blockquote></blockquote>
<p>What with the song and the hammering, he did not hear his master's approach.</p>
<blockquote><blockquote>
<p>"Up flies the kite,<br/>
<span class="ind2">An' down flies the lark, O!</span><br/>
Wi' hale an' tow, rumbleow—"</p>
</blockquote></blockquote>
<p>"Good-morning, Caleb."</p>
<p>"Aw, mornin' to 'ee, sir. You took me unawares—</p>
<blockquote><blockquote>
<p>"All for to fetch home,<br/>
<span class="ind2">The summer an' the May, O!</span><br/>
For summer is a-come,<br/>
<span class="ind2">An' winter es a-go.'"</span></p>
</blockquote></blockquote>
<p>"Caleb, I have seen a ghost."</p>
<p>The mallet stopped in mid-descent. Caleb looked up again open-mouthed.</p>
<p>"Tom Twist and Harry Dingle!"</p>
<p>"I beg your pardon?"</p>
<p>"Figger o' speech, sir, meanin' 'Who'd ha' thought et?' Whose ghost, sir, ef 'taint
a rude question?"</p>
<p>Mr. Fogo told his story.</p>
<p>At its conclusion, Caleb laid down his mallet and whistled.</p>
<p>"'Tes the leppards, sure 'nuff, a-ha'ntin' o' th' ould place. Scriptur' says they will
not change their spots, an' I'm blest ef et don't say truth. But deary me, sir, an'
axin' your pardon for sayin' so, you'm a game-cock, an' no mistake."</p>
<p>"I?"</p>
<p>"Iss, sir. Two knacks 'pon the floor, an' I'd ha' been up in a jiffey. But niver
mind, sir, us'll wait up for mun to-night, an' I'll get the loan o' the Dearlove's
blunderbust in case they gets pol-rumptious."</p>
<p>Mr. Fogo deprecated the blunderbuss, but agreed to sit up for the ghost; and so for
the time the matter dropped. But Caleb's eyes followed his master admiringly for
the rest of the day, and more than once he had to express his feelings in vigorous
soliloquy.</p>
<p>"Niver tell me! Looks as ef he'd no more pluck nor a field-mouse; an' I'm darned
ef he takes more 'count of a ghost than he wud of a circuit-preacher. Blest ef I
don't think ef a sperrit was to knack at the front door, he'd tell 'un to wipe hes feet
'pon the mat, an' make hissel' at home. Well, well, seein's believin', as Tommy
said when he spied Noah's Ark i' the peep-show."</p>
<blockquote class="footnote">
<p><SPAN name="footnote17-1"></SPAN>
[1] I cannot forbear to add a note on this eminently Trojan
word. In the fifteenth century, so high was the spirit of the Trojan
sea-captains, and so heavy the toll of black-mail they levied on ships
of other ports, that King Edward IV sent poursuivant after poursuivant
to threaten his displeasure. The messengers had their ears slit for
their pains; and "poursuivanting" or "pussivanting" survives as a term
for ineffective bustle.
<SPAN href="#footnotetag17-1">(return)</SPAN><br/>
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