<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[249]</SPAN></span></p>
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<h2 class="no-break">CHAPTER XVIII<br/> <span class="f8">THE TRUTH OF THE WHOLE MATTER</span></h2>
<p class="cap"><span class="upper">The</span> Atkinses had departed, and Merritt and I were
again alone.</p>
<p>“Well,” I exclaimed, “the Rosemere mystery doesn’t
seem any nearer to being solved, does it?”</p>
<p>“You ought to be satisfied with knowing that your
friend, Mrs. Atkins, is exonerated.”</p>
<p>“Of that I am heartily glad; but who can the criminal
be?”</p>
<p>The detective shrugged his shoulders.</p>
<p>“You don’t know?” I asked.</p>
<p>“Haven’t an idea,” he answered.</p>
<p>“But what about that pretty criminal you’ve been
talking so much about?”</p>
<p>“Well, Doctor, to tell you the truth this case has
proved one too many for me. You see,” he went on,
settling himself more comfortably in his chair, “there
isn’t enough evidence against any one to warrant our
holding them an hour. Mrs. Atkins knew the man<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[250]</SPAN></span>
and had a motive for killing him, but had no place in
which to secrete the body, nor did she make any effort
to obtain that key. Against Argot the case is stronger.
One of the greatest objections to the theory that it was
he who murdered Brown is that, as far as we can find
out, the man was a perfect stranger to him. But as he
did not know his wife’s lover by sight, it seems to me
not impossible that he may have mistaken Brown for
the latter, and thought that in killing him he was avenging
his honour. The Frenchman is also one of the few
persons who could have abstracted the key of the vacant
apartment. On the other hand, it would have been
impossible for him to have either secreted or disposed
of the body without his wife’s knowledge. And unless
Madame Argot is an actress and a liar of very unusual
talent, I am willing to swear that she knew and knows
nothing of the crime!”</p>
<p>“I am sure of it,” I assented.</p>
<p>“Furthermore, I can think of no way by which
Argot could have run across Brown. He would naturally
follow the man whom he believed to be his
wife’s lover, and not only did Madame Argot tell you
that her husband ran out the back way in pursuit of
her cousin, but that seems to me the thing which he
would most likely do. And yet, having left by that
door, he could not possibly have got into the house
again unperceived. Therefore, I cannot imagine how<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[251]</SPAN></span>
he could have met Allan Brown. No, there is really
not a scrap of real evidence against the Frenchman.
Now, there remains Miss Derwent. She could easily
have obtained the key; she could also have hidden
the body. But there is absolutely nothing to connect
her with the murder, or the victim—nothing. And
yet, Doctor, I have always believed that she knew more
about this crime than she was willing to acknowledge,
and I may as well tell you now that the reason I took
such pains to inform Miss Derwent of Mrs. Atkins’s
plight, was that I thought that, rather than allow an
innocent person to suffer, she would reveal the name
of the true author of the crime. You see, I had exhausted
every means of discovering her secret, without
the least result. My only hope of doing so now lay
with her. But my ruse failed. She has given no sign,
although, for aught she knows, Mrs. Atkins may be
languishing in a prison, or is being hunted from house
to house or from city to city. I am therefore forced
to believe that Miss Derwent’s mysterious secret has
absolutely nothing to do with the Rosemere murder.”</p>
<p>“I have always been sure of it.”</p>
<p>“But the fact remains that the man was killed.
And yet every person who could by any possibility
have committed the crime has practically been proved
guiltless. I’m getting old.” And he sighed deeply.</p>
<p>“So you have given the case up!”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[252]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>“No, sirree. But I confess I’m not very hopeful.
If I failed to pick up a clue while the scent was fresh,
there ain’t much chance of my doing it now. So I
guess you’ve won your bet, Doctor,” he went on, as he
pulled a roll of bills out of his pocket.</p>
<p>“Certainly not. I bet that a man committed the
crime, and that has not been proved, either.”</p>
<p>“That’s so! Well, good-day, Doctor. Hope I’ll
see you again. I tell you what, you should have been
on the force.” And so we parted.</p>
<p>He had hardly shut the door behind him, when my
boy came in with a note. The handwriting was unknown
to me. I tore the envelope open, and threw it
down beside me. This is what I read:</p>
<div class="blockquot">
<p class="sal">Dear Dr. Fortescue,</p>
<p>I am in great trouble and beg you to come to me
as soon as you possibly can.</p>
<p class="right">
<span class="sign4">Sincerely yours,</span><br/>
<span class="sign1">May Derwent.</span><br/></p>
</div>
<p>“Any answer, sir?”</p>
<p>“No.” I should be there as soon as the messenger.</p>
<p>I was so dreadfully alarmed that I felt stunned for
a moment. Pulling myself together, I started to my
feet, when my eyes fell on the envelope, lying beside
my plate. A large crest was emblazoned on its back.
I stood spell-bound, for that crest was, alas, not unfamiliar<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[253]</SPAN></span>
to me. I could not be mistaken—it was identical
with the one engraved on the sleeve-link which had
been found on the body of the murdered man. What
did this similarity mean? Was it possible that the
victim’s real name was Derwent? That would account
for the coincidence of the two Allans, and all I knew
of one was equally applicable to the other. Merritt
had told me that Brown was supposed to have been
born a gentleman, and often posed as an Englishman
of title. But if the corpse was indeed that of her
brother, why had May not recognised it? No, the
probabilities were, as the detective had said, that the
crest meant nothing.</p>
<p>Still deeply perturbed, I hastened to the hotel. On
giving my name I was at once ushered into the Derwent’s
private sitting-room. It was empty, but a moment
later May appeared. She was excessively pale,
and heavy dark rings encircled her eyes. I longed to
take her in my arms, but all I dared to do was to detain
her small hand in mine till after several efforts on
her part to free herself—very gentle efforts, however—I
finally relinquished it.</p>
<p>“It is kind of you to come so soon.”</p>
<p>“You knew I would come the moment I received
your message.”</p>
<p>“I hoped so. All night long I have lain awake,
praying for courage to make a confession, knowing all<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[254]</SPAN></span>
the time that if I do so it will break my mother’s
heart.”</p>
<p>“Your mother’s heart!” I repeated, bewildered.</p>
<p>“It must be done, it is right that it should be done—but
I can’t do it. I have, therefore, decided to tell
you the whole story, and then you can repeat it to her
very gently, very calmly, which I could not do. And
you will remain to comfort her when I am gone, won’t
you?”</p>
<p>“Don’t talk in this way,” I commanded, forcibly
possessing myself of her hands. “You are not going
to die.”</p>
<p>“Don’t touch me,” she entreated, tearing herself
away from me. “You won’t want to, when you know
the truth. I have not only committed a dreadful crime,
but have allowed an innocent person to suffer in my
stead. I should have confessed to the detective yesterday
that I knew Mrs. Atkins had not killed the
man, because—because—I myself killed him.”</p>
<p>I was so overcome with horror and surprise at hearing
this confession, that for a moment I was paralysed.</p>
<p>“My poor darling,” I exclaimed at last, “how did
this accident occur?”</p>
<p>She had evidently expected me to express horror
and indignation, and that I did not do so was such an
unexpected relief, that the poor child burst into tears.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[255]</SPAN></span>
This time she did not repulse me. When she had become
a little calmer, she said:</p>
<p>“I am glad that there is one person at least who,
hearing that admission, does not at once believe me
guilty of a dreadful crime. Oh, I assure you, I swear
to you, that I never meant to kill the—the—fellow.”
She shuddered.</p>
<p>“Of course you didn’t. Tell me all about it, and
let me see if I can’t help you in some way.”</p>
<p>A faint gleam of hope shot across her face.</p>
<p>“It is a long story,” she began. “You remember
that I told the Coroner about a certain gentleman who
called on me on that fatal Tuesday evening?”</p>
<p>“Yes.”</p>
<p>“Well, that was all true. Mr. Greywood (for, of
course, you now know that that was my visitor’s name)
and I quarrelled (no matter why), and we parted in
anger. This is no news to you. What happened later
is what I have tried so hard to conceal. Mr. Greywood
had hardly left when I was startled by a violent ringing
at the door-bell. Thinking that it was my late
visitor who had returned, to apologise, probably, I
hurried to the door, and incautiously opened it. In
the dim light, the man before me resembled Mr. Greywood
so closely that I did not doubt that it was he,
and moved aside to allow him to enter. As he did so,
he pushed roughly against me. I stared at him in<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[256]</SPAN></span>
astonishment, and to my horror, discovered that I was
face to face with a perfect stranger. The fellow
banged the door behind him, and stood with his back
against it. He was mumbling something I couldn’t
catch, and his head rolled alarmingly from side to
side. That the man was insane was the only thing
that occurred to me, and as I realised that I was
locked into an apartment with a lunatic, I became
panic-stricken, and lost my head. Instead of making
a dash for the upper floor, where I could either have
barricaded myself into one of the bed rooms, or perhaps
have managed to escape by the back stairs, I
stupidly ran into the drawing-room, which is only shut
off from the hall by portières, and has no other outlet.
The brute, of course, followed me, and stood in the
door way, barring my exit. I was caught like a rat in
a trap. He lurched in my direction, muttering imprecations.
His speech was so thick that I could only
understand a word here and there. I made out, however,
that he wished me to give him something that
night, which, he said, I had promised to let him have
the next day. As he staggered toward me, I uttered a
piercing shriek, but even as I did so, I knew that there
was little or no chance of anybody’s hearing me. The
building was almost empty, and the street at that hour
practically deserted.</p>
<p>“In the middle of our room opposite the fire place,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[257]</SPAN></span>
stands a large sofa. When his eyes fell upon that he
paused a minute. ‘Perhaps I’ll go to bed,’ I heard
him say, and forthwith he proceeded to take off his
coat and waistcoat. Meanwhile, I was cowering near
the window. As he had apparently forgotten me, I
began to hope that I might possibly succeed in creeping
past him unobserved. But, unfortunately, as I
was attempting to do so, my skirt caught in something,
and I fell forward on my hands and knees. The noise
attracted his attention, and he paused in his undressing
to look at me. I sprang to my feet. We stared at
each other for a few seconds, and I thought I saw a ray
of comprehension come into his dull eyes. ‘I don’t
think I ever met this lady before,’ he mumbled.</p>
<p>“He tried to pull himself together, and made me an
awkward bow. I stood perfectly still. The wretch
smiled horridly at me. Of course, I now see that I
ought to have humoured him, instead of which I was
injudicious enough to meet his advances with a fierce
scowl. That apparently infuriated the fellow, for he
sprang towards me, cursing loudly. I had not thought
him capable of such agility, so was unprepared for the
attack. He caught my wrist. I tried to wrench it
from him, but he was very strong, and I soon realised
that I was quite powerless in his grasp. Yet I would
not give in, but continued to struggle fiercely. Oh, it
was too awful!”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[258]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>The unfortunate girl paused a moment and covered
her face with her hands, as if she were trying to shut
out the memory of that terrible scene.</p>
<p>“At last the end came. He had got me into a corner.
Escape was impossible. My back was against
the wall, and in front of me towered the wretch, his
hands on my shoulders, his poisoned breath blowing
into my face. Now, remember, before you blame me
for what followed, that I was perfectly desperate. As
I glanced frantically around, hoping against hope to
find some way out of my awful situation, my eyes
fell upon a hat-pin, which lay on a table by my side,
well within reach of my right hand. It was sticking
in my hat, which I had carelessly thrown down
there when I came in from dinner a few hours before.
It may be that its design, which was that of a
dagger, suggested my putting it to the use I did. I
don’t know. At any rate, I seized it, and managed to
get it in between me and my assailant, with its sharp
point pressing against his chest. By this time I had
become convinced that the man was simply intoxicated,
and, hoping to frighten him, I cried: ‘Let me
go. If you don’t, I will kill you.’ Yes, I said that; I
acknowledge it. But I had no real intention of doing
such a thing. I didn’t even dream that I held in my
hand a weapon. What happened then I don’t quite
know. Whether he tripped over something, or whether<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[259]</SPAN></span>
he was so drunk that he lost his balance, I can’t tell.
At all events, he fell heavily against me. If I had not
been braced against the wall he certainly would have
knocked me down. As it was, I was stunned for a
minute. Recovering myself, I pushed him from me
with all my strength. He reeled back, staggered a
few steps, and then, to my surprise, fell flat upon the
floor. As I stood staring at him, too frightened still
to take advantage of this opportunity to escape, I heard
a queer rattling in his throat. What could be the matter,
I wondered, and what was that sticking out of his
shirt, right over his heart? Could it be my hat-pin?
I looked down at my hands; they were empty. Slowly
the truth dawned upon me. I rushed to his side, looked
into his glazing eyes, saw the purple fade from his face,
and a greenish hue creep into its place. As the full
horror of my position was borne in upon me, I thought
I should go mad. I seized the pin and tried to drag it
out, actuated by an unreasoning hope that if I could
only extract it from the wound the man might even yet
revive. But my hands must have been paralysed with
fear, for, although I tugged and tugged, I failed to
move it. At last, after an especially violent effort, I
succeeded in pulling it out, but unfortunately in doing
so the head broke off. I peered again at the man.
Still no sign of life, but I could not, would not believe
the worst. Overcoming my horror of the fellow, I<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[260]</SPAN></span>
bent down and shook his arm. I shall never forget
the sensation it gave me to touch him. I could doubt
the awful truth no longer: the man was dead, and I had
killed him. Then for a time I lost consciousness. Unfortunately
I am young and strong, and soon revived.
When I did so I found myself lying on the floor not
a foot away from that horrible thing that had so lately
been a man. I feared him as much dead as alive, and,
staggering to my feet, I fled from the room. Oh, the
darkness, the frightful darkness which confronted me
everywhere! In my terror of it I rushed hither and
thither, leaving the electric light shining in my wake.
I felt I must know, that I must be able to see, that
he, who would never stir again, was not still following
me. Stumbling up stairs in my haste, I locked myself
into my bedroom. There I tried to think, but all I
could do was to crouch, trembling, behind the door,
listening for I knew not what. Several times I thought
I heard footsteps stealing softly up the stairs.</p>
<p>“At last, the day dawned and brought with it comparative
calm. I was now able to consider my position.
It was, indeed, a desperate one. What should
I do? Whom could I appeal to? My mother?
Another helpless woman—never! Then Mr. Norman
occurred to me. I felt I could rely on him. He
would save me if any one could. I decided to go
to him as soon as possible. I knew that I must be<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[261]</SPAN></span>
most careful not to do anything which might arouse
suspicion. I, therefore, made up my mind not to leave
the house before half-past seven at the earliest. I
could then be supposed to be going out to breakfast.
The hours crept wearily by. I watched the hot, angry
sun rise superbly above the horizon, and fancied that
it glared contemptuously down on my ruined life. To
make matters worse, my watch had stopped, and I had
to guess at the time by the various signs of reawakening
which I could observe in the street beneath me.
At last I decided that I might safely venture forth.
Burning with impatience to be gone, I turned towards
the door. Suddenly I remembered that my hat still
lay in the room below. I started back, trembling in
every limb. Never, never should I have the courage
to enter there alone. Then I thought of the alternative.
Summoning the police—the awful publicity, a
prison cell and perhaps finally—no, no, I couldn’t
face that. Anything rather than that. No one will
ever know how I felt as I slowly unlocked my door.
My teeth chattered notwithstanding the heat, and half-fainting
with terror I staggered down-stairs. Everywhere
the lights still glowed feebly—sickly reminders
of the horrors of the night. I don’t remember how I
got into the drawing-room, but the scene that greeted
my eyes there can never be erased from my memory.
The blazing August sun shone fiercely down on the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[262]</SPAN></span>
disordered room, mercilessly disclosing the havoc
which the recent struggle had wrought. In the midst
of this confusion, that ghastly, silent object lay, gaping
at the new day. His sightless eyes seemed to stare
reproachfully at me. I turned quickly away. This
was no time for weakness. If I indulged my fears I
should be unable to accomplish what I had to do.
Fixing my eyes on the thing I was in search of, I
walked steadily past the corpse, but, having once
seized what I had come for, I rushed frantically from
the room and the apartment. The heavy outer door
securely fastened behind me, made a sufficiently
formidable barrier between the dead and myself to
give me a sense of comparative safety. Still panting
with excitement, I paused a moment on the landing.
Reminding myself of how important it was that nothing
about me should excite remark, I put on my hat and
adjusted my thick veil with the utmost care, although
my stiff, shaking fingers were hardly able to perform
their task. Then, summoning up all my self-control
I was ready to face the world again.”</p>
<p>She stopped, and sank back exhausted.</p>
<p>“Go on,” I begged; “what did you do then?”</p>
<p>“I knew that if Mr. Norman was in town at all, he
would be at his father’s house,” May continued, more
quietly.</p>
<p>“Hailing a cab, I drove directly there. You can<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[263]</SPAN></span>
imagine in what an overwrought state I was when I
tell you that the idea that I was doing anything unusual
never occurred to me. I rang the bell and
asked for Mr. Stuart Norman without the least embarrassment.
The butler’s look of surprise and his evident
unwillingness to admit me, recalled me a little to
my senses. But even when I saw how my conduct
must strike others, I did not turn back, and I finally
persuaded the man to call his master. The latter hurried
from the breakfast table to see who the mysterious
and importunate female might be who had come knocking
so early at his door. Notwithstanding my veil, he
recognised me at once. Ushering me into a small reception
room he closed the door behind him; then
turning towards me he took me by the hand and,
gently leading me to a sofa, begged me to tell him
what had happened. I told my dreadful story as
briefly as possible. You can imagine with what horror
he listened. Strangely enough, I remained perfectly
calm. I was astonished at my own callousness,
but at the moment I felt as if all that had occurred
was nothing but a hideous nightmare, from which I
had happily awakened. When I had finished, Mr.
Norman did not speak for some time, but paced up
and down the room with ill-concealed agitation. Trying
to appear calm, he again sat down beside me.</p>
<p>“‘I have come to the conclusion that the only thing<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[264]</SPAN></span>
for you to do is to return at once to the Rosemere,’ he
said at last. This suggestion at once dispelled the
numbness which had come over me, and the painful
fluttering of my heart convinced me that the power of
suffering had, alas, not left me. I first thought that
he intended me to go back alone, but that I knew I
could <em>not</em> do. He soon reassured me on that point,
however, and promised that as long as I needed him,
or wanted him, he would never desert me. He seemed
to understand intuitively how I shrank from returning
to the scene of the tragedy, and I felt sure he would
not urge me to do so if he did not think it absolutely
necessary. He pointed out that the body must
be removed from our apartment as soon as possible.
Where to put it was the question. We thought of various
places, none of which seemed practicable, till I remembered
the vacant suite on our landing. As soon
as I told him of it, and that at present painters and
paper-hangers were working there, he decided that we
could never find a more convenient spot, or one where
the discovery of the dead man was so little likely to
compromise any one. How Mr. Norman was to get
into our apartment was the next question. For obvious
reasons he could not do so openly. At last, he hit
on the idea of disguising himself as a tradesman. He
suggested that we should both enter the building at
the same time, I by the front, and he by the back<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[265]</SPAN></span>
door. I was then to let him in through the kitchen,
which could easily be done without anybody’s being
the wiser. This seemed the most feasible plan, and I
agreed to it. It would take him only a few minutes
to dress, he assured me, but while I was waiting he
begged me to have some breakfast. I told him that it
would be impossible for me to eat, but he insisted.
As it was most important that the servants should not
recognise me, he took me to a quiet restaurant round
the corner. There he ordered an ample breakfast,
and stayed (notwithstanding my protests) till he satisfied
himself that I had done full justice to it. He
was gone an incredibly short time, and when he did
return I had some difficulty in recognising him, so
faultless, to my inexperienced eyes, did his get-up appear.
He did not enter the restaurant, but lounged
outside, chewing a straw with apparent carelessness.
That straw was a very neat touch, for it permitted him
to distort his mouth without exciting remark. A battered
straw hat, drawn well over his eyes, a large
apron, and a market-basket completed the transformation.
Even if he had come face to face with a party of
friends, I doubt if they would have known him. For
who could suspect a man like Mr. Norman of masquerading
as a tradesman? People would therefore
be inclined to attribute any likeness they observed to
an accidental resemblance.”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[266]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>So he was the tradesman I had seen leaving the
Rosemere! I felt a terrible pang of jealousy, but
managed to ask: “What did his servants think at seeing
their master go out in such costume?”</p>
<p>“Later on, he told me that he had been able to leave
the house unperceived,” she replied; “at least, he
thought so, as all the servants happened to be at breakfast.
He had crept softly up-stairs, put on an old suit
and hat, both of which had suffered shipwreck; then,
with infinite precautions, he had stolen into the butler’s
pantry, seized an apron, stuffed it inside his coat, which
he buttoned over it, and, after watching till the street
was clear, slipped quietly out. When he turned the
corner, and fancied himself unobserved, he pulled out
the apron and tied it on. Then, walking boldly into
Bloomingdale’s, he purchased a market-basket, into
which, with great forethought, he put a few needful
groceries. All this, as I said before, he told me later.
At the time, I left the restaurant without even glancing
in his direction. We boarded the same car, but
sat as far apart as possible. All went off as we had
arranged, and half an hour later I had let him into our
kitchen without having aroused anybody’s suspicions.”
She paused a moment.</p>
<p>“Mr. Norman went at once into the room where the
body lay,” she continued. “He went alone, as I dared
not follow him. When he came out he told me that<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[267]</SPAN></span>
he had pulled down all the shades, as, owing to the intense
heat, he feared that some one might be tempted
to climb to the opposite roof, in which case a chance
look would lead to the discovery of my ghastly secret.
The quiet and business-like way in which he talked of
our situation was most comforting, and I was surprised
to find myself calmly discussing the different means of
obtaining possession of the key to the vacant apartment.
This must be my task, as he could not go outside
the door, for fear of being seen. So I stole out on
the landing to reconnoitre. To my joy, I saw the key
sticking in the lock. When Mr. Norman heard of
this piece of good luck, it did not take him long to decide
on a plan of action. Hastily scribbling a few
lines to his butler, he gave them to me. He then told
me to go out again and ring for the elevator. While
waiting for it to come, I was to saunter casually to the
threshold of the adjoining flat, and, leaning on the
door-knob, quietly abstract the key. Should any one
notice me, my curiosity would be a sufficient excuse
for my presence. Having got the key and enclosed it
in the envelope he had given me, I was to hurry to a
district messenger office (taking care to select one
where I was not likely to be known), send the note,
and there await the answer, which would be addressed
to Miss Elizabeth Wright. In this note he gave orders
to have the key duplicated as quickly and secretly as<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[268]</SPAN></span>
possible. Mr. Norman thought that the butler, who
was a man of great discretion, and had been with the
family for many years, could be entrusted with this
delicate mission, but anyhow we had to risk it as the
only alternative (my going to a locksmith myself) was
not to be thought of. The police would be sure to
make inquiries of all such people, and if they discovered
that a girl answering to my description had been
to them on such an errand, it would fasten suspicion
upon me and prove a perhaps fatal clue. I thought
his plan most ingenious, and promised to follow his
instructions to the letter. I had no difficulty in obtaining
the key, although my extreme nervousness
made me so awkward that I almost dropped it at the
critical moment. After that everything else was easy.
It seemed, however, an interminable time before I at
last held both keys in my hand. I flew back to the
Rosemere. Impatience lent wings to my feet. But
here a disappointment awaited me. On stepping out
of the elevator, I found the hall full of workmen,
noisily eating their luncheons. There was no help for
it—I must postpone returning the key till later. This
agitated me very much, as I feared every moment that
its absence would be discovered. Mr. Norman, however,
took the delay much more philosophically than
I did, and reassured me somewhat by saying that he
did not believe any one would think of the key till<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[269]</SPAN></span>
evening. Still, as it was advisable to run as few risks
as possible, I decided to make another attempt as soon
as the men returned to their work. Peeping through
a crack of our door, I waited till the coast was clear
before venturing out. After ringing the elevator bell,
I walked boldly forward, and had already stretched
out my hand towards the key-hole, when a queer grating
noise made me pause. A tell-tale boot was thrust
suddenly out, and to my horror I discovered that a
man was standing directly behind the door, busily
scraping off the old paint. The narrowness of my
escape made me feel quite faint. Another moment
and the click of the lock would have betrayed me,
and then—but I could not indulge in such conjectures.
Swallowing my disappointment, I got into the
lift. There was no help for it; I dared not try again
till later in the day. In the meantime, I decided to
do some shopping, as I wanted to be able to give that
as an excuse for my prolonged stay in town. After
spending several hours in this way, I concluded that I
might again make an effort to replace the key, and
this time I was successful, for although I met one of
the workmen, yet I am sure he had not noticed that I
had been fumbling with the lock. I found Mr. Norman,
on my return, as calm and cheerful as ever. He
urged me not to stay in the apartment, and although I
felt ashamed to leave him to face the situation alone,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[270]</SPAN></span>
yet the place was so dreadful to me that I yielded to
my fears and his entreaties, and went out again and
wandered aimlessly about till it grew so dark that I
no longer dared to remain out alone. It is impossible
for me to describe the ensuing evening. We sat together
in the kitchen, as being the spot farthest from
the scene of the tragedy. At first we tried to talk,
but as the hours crept by, we grew more and more
taciturn. We had decided that at two o’clock we
would attempt our gruesome task, for that is the time
when the world sleeps most soundly. Mr. Norman
suggested that I should muffle myself up as much as
possible, so that in case we were discovered, I might
yet escape recognition, or, what would be even better,
observation. I therefore put on a dark shirtwaist I
found hanging in my closet, drew on a pair of black
gloves to prevent my hands attracting attention, and
tied up my hair in a black veil, which I could pull
down over my face in case of emergency. Two o’clock
at last struck. We immediately—but why linger
over the gruesome details of what occurred during the
next fifteen minutes? Fortunately, no one surprised
us as we staggered across the landing with our burden,
and we managed to get back to the shelter of our four
walls unobserved. As we stood for a moment in the
hall congratulating ourselves on having got rid of the
body so successfully, I noticed a long, glittering object<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[271]</SPAN></span>
lying at my feet. Bending down, I picked it up. It
was the fatal hat-pin. I dropped it with a shudder.
Mr. Norman asked me what it was. I told him. He
picked it up again and examined it closely. ‘Where
is the head of this pin?’ he asked. I had no idea. I
remembered that it had broken off in my hand as I
wrenched it out of the body, and I thought that in all
probability it still lay somewhere in the drawing-room,
unless it had been carried elsewhere by the same
chance which had swept its other part into the hall.
Mr. Norman looked very grave when he heard of this
loss, and said he would look for it immediately. He
insisted, however, on my going to my room and trying
to get some sleep. But sleep was, of course, out of the
question, and at six o’clock I crept down stairs to bid
my kind friend good-bye. We had concluded that at
that hour he could easily leave the building unobserved.</p>
<p>“I had to wait till later, and just as I thought the
time for my release had come the janitor brought me a
request, a command rather, from the Coroner, to the
effect that I was to remain on the premises till he had
seen me. If McGorry had not been so excited himself
he must have noticed my agitation, for I jumped at
once to the conclusion that my secret was discovered.
Luckily, I had time enough before I was finally called
to regain my self-possession, and to decide how I had<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[272]</SPAN></span>
better behave so as to dissipate suspicion, even if it
had already fastened upon me. I knew that to show
too much emotion would be fatal. I must try and
prove to them that I was not particularly affected by
the sight of the corpse, and yet must be careful not
to go to the other extreme and appear callous.
How could I do this? Had I enough self-control to
risk raising my veil when I entered the room where
the dead man lay? If I did this and showed a calm,
grave face, I believed it would go far towards establishing
my innocence in the minds of those who would
be watching me. And I think I <em>did</em> hide my agitation
till the detective asked me a question I was quite
unprepared for.”</p>
<p>“You did, indeed,” I assured her.</p>
<p>“When the ordeal was at last over, and Mr. Merritt
had handed me into a cab, I really thought that I had
allayed all suspicion. On arriving at Thirty-fourth
Street Ferry, I was detained by a collision which had
occurred between two vehicles, and as I was afraid
of missing my train I jumped out in the middle of the
street. As I was paying my fare, another hansom
dashed up and I saw the man who was in it making
desperate efforts to attract the driver’s attention.
Having at last succeeded in doing so, the horse was
pulled up on its haunches and the man sprang out,
knocking against me as he did so. He apologised<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[273]</SPAN></span>
profusely, and I noticed that he was an insignificant-looking
person, a gentleman’s servant, perhaps, and
thought no more about him. I did not see him on the
ferry, but after I had taken my seat in the cars I turned
around and saw that he was sitting almost directly
behind me. It then occurred to me that I ought
to have telegraphed to my mother and asked her to
send the carriage to meet me. I looked at my watch.
The train would not start for six minutes. I got off
and hurried towards the telegraph office, but, catching
sight of the station clock, I saw that my watch had
been slow and that I had barely time to regain my seat.
Turning abruptly around, I almost ran into a man’s
arms. I started back and recognised, to my surprise,
the same fellow I had already noticed twice before. I
then made up my mind that he was following me. I
jumped on to the last car and stood outside on the
platform. A moment later the man appeared. Seeing
me he hurried forward, but I had found out what I
wanted to know.</p>
<p>“I walked back to my seat, outwardly calm, but inwardly
a prey to the most dreadful emotions. What
could I do? Nothing. On arriving at my destination
the fellow also alighted, and as I drove home I
felt he was still following me. After that, knowing
that I was being shadowed, I had not a moment’s peace.
I dared not go beyond the gate. I dared not roam<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[274]</SPAN></span>
around the garden. I hardly knew what I feared, for
of course they could have arrested me as easily in the
house as outside. At last, I could bear the strain no
longer and sent for Mr. Norman. His presence gave
me a wonderful sense of security, and as I did not see
my persecutor for several days, I really began to hope
that the Rosemere tragedy would always remain a
mystery, when, picking up the paper one morning, I
read that a wretched Frenchman was suspected of the—the
death. Of course, there was nothing else for me
to do; I must give myself up. Then, you, Doctor,
suggested that it might not be necessary, after all—oh,
you gave that advice quite unconsciously. I knew
that. But when you told me that the man, Argot,
was hopelessly insane, and would in any case spend
the rest of his days in a lunatic asylum, I wondered if
the sacrifice of my life were indeed demanded. At any
rate I felt I must go to New York so as to be on hand
in case something unexpected occurred, and to watch
developments. You can now understand why I begged
you so hard to persuade Mamma to bring me here.
When I had at last induced you all to let me come, I
went out for a walk and was terribly frightened by a
tramp whom I mistook for a detective. On reaching
New York, I found there was nothing to be done here,
and yet I have felt much more calm than I did in the
country. Then, yesterday, I met Mr. Merritt, who told<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[275]</SPAN></span>
me that Mrs. Atkins was suspected, and had fled from
her home in consequence. I might hold my tongue
where a poor mad creature was concerned, whom my
confession could not benefit, but in this case it was not
to be thought of. I had a great many last things to
attend to, so I decided not to give myself up till to-day.
That is the end of my story.”</p>
<p>And it is very nearly the end of mine. I easily
persuaded May that to make her confession public
would do no good to any one. When the inquest was
held Mrs. Atkins told what she knew of the deceased,
and although several people considered that her conduct
had been suspicious, yet no one, I think, questioned
that the verdict that Allan Brown met his death
“by a person or persons unknown,” was the only one
which could have been rendered. I have never really
learned whether the name of the Rosemere victim was
Derwent or Brown. As May had not seen her brother
since he left his home many years before as a beardless
boy, it is quite possible that her failure to recognise
him was simply due to the great change which dissipation,
as well as years, had wrought in him. However,
as young Derwent was never again heard of, I have
always believed that it is he who lies in some unnamed
grave in the potter’s field. But that his fate
may never become known to his mother and sister, is
my most ardent wish.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[276]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>Years have passed since these occurrences took
place, and May Derwent is, I am glad to say, May
Derwent no longer.</p>
<p>From time to time I see Merritt, but as he will talk
of nothing but the Rosemere murder, I avoid him as
much as possible. I am sure that, although he has
never been able to discover a single damaging fact
against my wife, yet his detective instinct tells him
that she alone could solve, if she wanted to, the mystery
of “The House Opposite.”</p>
<p class="end">THE END.</p>
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