<h2>CHAPTER XI</h2>
<h3>STEAK, WITH MUSHROOMS AND ADVICE</h3></div>
<p>All of Miss Winthrop that occupied a desk
in the office of Carter, Rand & Seagraves on
the next day was that for which Farnsworth
was paying a weekly wage of twelve dollars.
From the moment she entered that morning
until she left that afternoon she made this perfectly
clear to every one, including Don. But
he also was busy. He had determined to make
himself letter perfect on several bond issues.
To this end he worked as hard as ever he had
the day before a final examination. Besides
this, Farnsworth found three or four errands
for him to do, which he accomplished with dispatch.
All that week Farnsworth had used
him more and more––a distinctly encouraging
sign. Don knew offhand now the location
of some ten or fifteen offices, and was received
in them as the recognized representative of
Carter, Rand & Seagraves. In some places he
was even known by name and addressed as
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Mr. Pendleton––which filled him with considerable
pride.</p>
<p>Don went direct to his house from the office,
dressed, and went to the club.</p>
<p>“If any one rings me up, get the name,”
he ordered the doorman.</p>
<p>He avoided the crowd before the bar, and
went upstairs to the library. He had brought
his circulars with him, and now went over
them once again in order to refresh his memory
on some of the details. He was as anxious
about getting this right as if Miss Winthrop
were a prospective customer. Perhaps
she might be. Women invested money, and if
he was persuasive enough he might sell her a
thousand-dollar bond. If he did not sell one
to her, he might sell a few to Barton. Barton
was always investing money––investing the
Pendleton money, in fact. He might suggest
Barton to Farnsworth, and drop around and
see him to-morrow. Then Barton might suggest
some one else. Before night he might in
this way sell a couple of dozen of these bonds.
He grew excited at the idea. He felt a new instinct
stirring within him.</p>
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<p>Don had never sold anything in his life except
a few old clothes to second-hand clothes
men in Cambridge. Strictly speaking, that
was more in the nature of a gift than a sale:
for a hundred dollars’ worth of clothes, he received
perhaps ten dollars, which he felt
obliged to spend on his friends at the first
opportunity.</p>
<p>Don had always been a buyer––a talent
that required neither preparation nor development.
Money had always passed from him
to some one else. This was pleasant enough,
but undramatic. There was no clash; it called
for no effort on his part. To reverse all this
and watch the money pass in the other direction––from
some one else to him––impressed
him as a pleasant variation.</p>
<p>At seven o’clock Don replaced his circulars
in his pocket and went downstairs. Wadsworth
passed him, and for a moment Don was
tempted to stop him and try out his knowledge
of bonds on him. The club, however, was
hardly the place for that. But if ever he met
Wadsworth on the street he would see what
he could do. Wadsworth had never been more
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than an acquaintance of his, but now he saw
in him a prospective customer.</p>
<p>Don stepped into a taxi at the door and gave
the driver the address supplied by Miss Winthrop.
The cab after a little came to a stop
before one of several entrances in a long brick
block. Before Don had time to reach the door
Miss Winthrop stepped out. He had rather
hoped for an opportunity to meet some of her
family.</p>
<p>“Am I late?” he inquired anxiously.</p>
<p>He could not account in any other way for
the fact that she had hurried out before he had
a chance to send in his card.</p>
<p>“No,” she answered. “Did you come in
that?”</p>
<p>She was looking at the taxi.</p>
<p>He nodded, and stood at the door, ready to
assist her in.</p>
<p>“Well, you may send it away now,” she informed
him.</p>
<p>“But––”</p>
<p>“I won’t go in it,” she insisted firmly.</p>
<p>“Afraid it will break down?”</p>
<p>“Are you going to send it away?”</p>
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<p>Without further argument he paid the driver
and sent him off.</p>
<p>“It isn’t right to waste money like that,”
she told him.</p>
<p>“Oh, that was the trouble? But it wouldn’t
have cost more than a couple of dollars to have
gone back with him.”</p>
<p>“Two dollars! That’s carfare for three
weeks.”</p>
<p>“Of course, if you look at it that way. But
here we are away uptown, and––hanged if I
know how to get out.”</p>
<p>He looked around, as bewildered as a lost
child. She could not help laughing.</p>
<p>“If you’re as helpless as that I don’t see how
you ever get home at night,” she said.</p>
<p>He looked in every direction, but he did not
see a car line. He turned to her.</p>
<p>“I won’t help you,” she said, shaking her
head.</p>
<p>“Then we’ll have to walk until we come to
the Elevated,” he determined.</p>
<p>“All right,” she nodded. “Only, if you don’t
go in the right direction you will walk all night
before you come to the Elevated.”</p>
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<p>“I can ask some one, can’t I?”</p>
<p>“I certainly would before I walked very far.”</p>
<p>“Then I’m going to ask you.”</p>
<p>He raised his hat.</p>
<p>“I beg pardon, madame, but would you be
so good––”</p>
<p>“Oh, turn to the right,” she laughed. “And
do put on your hat.”</p>
<p>It was a quiet little French restaurant of
the better kind to which he took her––a place
he had stumbled on one evening, and to which
he occasionally went when the club menu did
not appeal to him. Jacques had reserved a
table in a corner, and had arranged there the
violets that Monsieur Pendleton had sent for
this purpose. On the whole, it was just as well
Miss Winthrop did not know this, or of the tip
that was to lead to a certain kind of salad and
to an extravagant dish with mushrooms to
come later. It is certain that Monsieur Pendleton
knew how to arrange a dinner from every
other but the economical end.</p>
<p>Don was very much himself to-night, and in
an exceedingly good humor. In no time he
made her also feel very much herself and put
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her into an equally good humor. Her cares, her
responsibilities, her fears, vanished as quickly
as if the last three or four years had taught her
nothing. She had started with set lips, and
here she was with smiling ones. In the half-hour
that she waited in her room for him, she
had rehearsed a half-dozen set speeches; now
she did not recall one of them.</p>
<p>Don suggested wine, but she shook her head.
She had no need of wine. It was wine enough
just to be out of her room at night; wine enough
just to get away from the routine of her own
meals; wine enough just not to be alone; wine
enough just to get away from her own sex for
a little.</p>
<p>Don chatted on aimlessly through the anchovies,
the soup, and fish, and she enjoyed
listening to him. He was the embodiment of
youth, and he made even her feel like a care-free
girl of sixteen again. This showed in her
face, in the relaxed muscles about her mouth,
and in her brightened eyes.</p>
<p>Then, during the long wait for the steak and
mushrooms, his face became serious, and he
leaned across the table.</p>
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<p>“By the way,” he began, “the house has received
a new allotment of bonds; I want to tell
you about them.”</p>
<p>He had his facts well in hand, and he spoke
with conviction and an unconventionality of
expression that made her listen. She knew a
good salesman when she heard one, whether
she was familiar with the particular subject-matter
or not. The quality of salesmanship
really had nothing to do with the subject-matter.
A good salesman can sell anything.
It has rather to do with that unknown gift
which distinguishes an actor able to pack a
house from an actor with every other quality
able only to half fill a house. It has nothing to
do with general intelligence; it has nothing to
do with conscientious preparation; it has nothing
to do with anything but itself. It corresponds
to what in a woman is called charm, and
which may go with a pug nose or freckles or a
large mouth. But it cannot be cultivated. It
either is or is not.</p>
<p>It was the mushrooms and steak that interrupted
him. Jacques was trying to draw his
attention to the sizzling hot platter which he
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was holding for his inspection––a work of art
in brown and green. Ordinarily Monsieur
Pendleton took some time to appreciate his
efforts. Now he merely nodded:––</p>
<p>“Good.”</p>
<p>Jacques was somewhat disappointed.</p>
<p>“Madame sees it?” he ventured.</p>
<p>Madame, who was sitting with her chin
in her hands, staring across the table at Monsieur,
started.</p>
<p>“Yes,” she smiled. “It is beautiful.”</p>
<p>But, when Jacques turned away to carve,
she continued to stare again at Mr. Pendleton.</p>
<p>“It’s in you,” she exclaimed. “Oh, what a
chance you have!”</p>
<p>“You think I’ll do?”</p>
<p>“I think that in two years you’ll be outselling
any one in the office,” she answered.</p>
<p>His face flushed at the praise.</p>
<p>“That’s straight?”</p>
<p>“That’s straight,” she nodded. “And within
another year Farnsworth will pay you anything
you demand.”</p>
<p>“Ten thousand?”</p>
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<p>“A gift like yours is worth that to the house––if
you don’t spoil it.”</p>
<p>“What do you mean by that?”</p>
<p>“Oh, I mean you must keep it fresh and
clean and free, and not mix it up with money,”
she ran on eagerly. “You must keep right on
selling for the fun of the game and not for the
gain. The gain will come fast enough. Don’t
worry about that. But if you make it the end, it
may make an end of your gift. And you mustn’t
get foolish with success. And you mustn’t––oh,
there are a hundred ways of spoiling it all.”</p>
<p>It was her apparent sure knowledge of these
things that constantly surprised him.</p>
<p>“How do you know?” he demanded.</p>
<p>“Because I’ve seen and heard. All I can do
is to stop, look, and listen, isn’t it?”</p>
<p>“And warn the speeders?” he laughed.</p>
<p>“If I could do that much it would be something,”
she answered wistfully.</p>
<p>“Will you warn me?”</p>
<p>“I’m warning you now.”</p>
<p>She met his eyes with a puzzled frown.</p>
<p>“I’ve seen a lot of men start right, but they
don’t stay right. Why don’t they?”</p>
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<p>“But a lot of them do,” he answered.</p>
<p>“And they are the kind that just stay. I
hate that kind. I hate people who just stay.
That’s why I hate myself sometimes.”</p>
<p>He looked up at her quickly. It was the first
indication he had that she was not continually
in an unbroken state of calm content. He
caught her brown eyes grown suddenly full,
as if they themselves had been startled by the
unexpected exclamation.</p>
<p>“What’s that you said?” he demanded.</p>
<p>She tried to laugh, but she was still too
disconcerted to make it a successful effort.
She was not often goaded into as intimate a
confession as this.</p>
<p>“It isn’t worth repeating,” she answered
uneasily.</p>
<p>“You said you hated yourself sometimes.”</p>
<p>“The steak is very, very good,” she answered,
smiling.</p>
<p>“Then you aren’t hating yourself now?”</p>
<p>“No, no,” she replied quickly. “It’s only
when I get serious and––please don’t let’s be
serious.”</p>
<p>The rest of the dinner was very satisfactory,
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for he left her nothing to do but sit back and
enjoy herself. And he made her laugh, sharing
with him his laughter. It was half-past ten
when they arose and went out upon the street.
There she kept right on forgetting. It was
not until she stood in her room, half-undressed,
that she remembered she had not told Pendleton
that to-night was positively to bring
to an end this impossible friendship.</p>
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