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<h2> CHAPTER XV. JACK THAYER'S OWN STORY OF THE WRECK </h2>
<p>SEVENTEEN-YEAR-OLD SON OF PENNSYLVANIA RAILROAD OFFICIAL TELLS MOVING
STORY OF HIS RESCUE—TOLD MOTHER TO BE BRAVE—SEPARATED FROM
PARENTS—JUMPED WHEN VESSEL SANK—DRIFTED ON OVERTURNED BOAT
PICKED UP BY CARPATHIA</p>
<p>ONE of the calmest of the passengers was: young Jack Thayer, the
seventeen-year-old son of Mr. and Mrs. John B. Thayer. When his mother was
put into the life-boat he kissed her and told her to be brave, saying that
he and his father would be all right. He and Mr. Thayer stood on the deck
as the small boat in which Mrs. Thayer was a passenger made off from the
side of the Titanic over the smooth sea.</p>
<p>The boy's own account of his experience as told to one of his rescuers is
one of the most remarkable of all the wonderful ones that have come from
the tremendous catastrophe:</p>
<p>"Father was in bed, and mother and myself were about to get into bed.
There was no great shock, I was on my feet at the time and I do not think
it was enough to throw anyone down. I put on an overcoat and rushed up on
A deck on the port side. I saw nothing there. I then went forward to the
bow to see if I could see any signs of ice. The only ice I saw was on the
well deck. I could not see very far ahead, having just come out of a
brightly lighted room.</p>
<p>"I then went down to our room and my father and mother came on deck with
me, to the starboard side of A deck. We could not see anything there.
Father thought he saw small pieces of ice floating around, but I could not
see any myself. There was no big berg. We walked around to the port side,
and the ship had then a fair list to port. We stayed there looking over
the side for about five minutes. The list seemed very slowly to be
increasing.</p>
<p>"We then went down to our rooms on C deck, all of us dressing quickly,
putting on all our clothes. We all put on life-preservers, and over these
we put our overcoats. Then we hurried up on deck and walked around,
looking out at different places until the women were all ordered to
collect on the port side.</p>
<p>SEPARATED FROM PARENTS</p>
<p>"Father and I said good-bye to mother at the top of the stairs on A deck.
She and the maid went right out on A deck on the port side and we went to
the starboard side. As at this time we had no idea the boat would sink we
walked around A deck and then went to B deck. Then we thought we would go
back to see if mother had gotten off safely, and went to the port side of
A deck. We met the chief steward of the main dining saloon and he told us
that mother had not yet taken a boat, and he took us to her.</p>
<p>"Father and mother went ahead and I followed. They went down to B deck and
a crowd got in front of me and I was not able to catch them, and lost
sight of them. As soon as I could get through the crowd I tried to find
them on B deck, but without success. That is the last time I saw my
father. This was about one half an hour before she sank. I then went to
the starboard side, thinking that father and mother must have gotten off
in a boat. All of this time I was with a fellow named Milton C. Long, of
New York, whom I had just met that evening.</p>
<p>"On the starboard side the boats were getting away quickly. Some boats
were already off in a distance. We thought of getting into one of the
boats, the last boat to go on the forward part of the starboard side, but
there seemed to be such a crowd around I thought it unwise to make any
attempt to get into it. He and I stood by the davits of one of the boats
that had left. I did not notice anybody that I knew except Mr. Lindley,
whom I had also just met that evening. I lost sight of him in a few
minutes. Long and I then stood by the rail just a little aft of the
captain's bridge.</p>
<p>THOUGHT SHIP WOULD FLOAT</p>
<p>"The list to the port had been growing greater all the time. About this
time the people began jumping from the stern. I thought of jumping myself,
but was afraid of being stunned on hitting the water. Three times I made
up my mind to jump out and slide down the davit ropes and try to make the
boats that were lying off from the ship, but each time Long got hold of me
and told me to wait a while. He then sat down and I stood up waiting to
see what would happen. Even then we thought she might possibly stay
afloat.</p>
<p>"I got a sight on a rope between the davits and a star and noticed that
she was gradually sinking. About this time she straightened up on an even
keel and started to go down fairly fast at an angle of about 30 degrees.
As she started to sink we left the davits and went back and stood by the
rail about even with the second funnel.</p>
<p>"Long and myself said good-bye to each other and jumped up on the rail. He
put his legs over and held on a minute and asked me if I was coming. I
told him I would be with him in a minute. He did not jump clear, but slid
down the side of the ship. I never saw him again.</p>
<p>"About five seconds after he jumped I jumped out, feet first. I was clear
of the ship; went down, and as I came up I was pushed away from the ship
by some force. I came up facing the ship, and one of the funnels seemed to
be lifted off and fell towards me about 15 yards away, with a mass of
sparks and steam coming out of it. I saw the ship in a sort of a red
glare, and it seemed to me that she broke in two just in front of the
third funnel.</p>
<p>"This time I was sucked down, and as I came up I was pushed out again and
twisted around by a large wave, coming up in the midst of a great deal of
small wreckage. As I pushed my hand from my head it touched the cork
fender of an over-</p>
<p>{illust. caption = READING ROOM OF THE TITANIC}</p>
<p>{illust. caption = Copyright, 1912. International News Service. THE
SENATORIAL INVESTIGATION—ISMAY ON THE GRILL</p>
<p>J. Bruce Ismay, Managing Director of the........}</p>
<p>turned life-boat. I looked up and saw some men on the top and asked them
to give me a hand. One of them, who was a stoker, helped me up. In a short
time the bottom was covered with about twenty-five or thirty men. When I
got on this I was facing the ship.</p>
<p>{illust. caption = SKETCHES OF THE TITANIC BY "JACK" THAYER</p>
<p>These sketches were outlined by John B. Thayer, Jr., on the day of the
disaster, and afterwards filled in by L. D. Skidmon, of Brooklyn.}</p>
<p>"The stern then seemed to rise in the air and stopped at about an angle of
60 degrees. It seemed to hold there for a time and then with a hissing
sound it shot right down out of sight with people jumping from the stern.
The stern either pivoted around towards our boat, or we were sucked
towards it, and as we only had one oar we could not keep away. There did
not seem to be very much suction and most of us managed to stay on the
bottom of our boat.</p>
<p>"We were then right in the midst of fairly large wreckage, with people
swimming all around us. The sea was very calm and we kept the boat pretty
steady, but every now and then a wave would wash over it.</p>
<p>SAID THE LORD'S PRAYER</p>
<p>"The assistant wireless operator was right next to me, holding on to me
and kneeling in the water. We all sang a hymn and said the Lord's Prayer,
and then waited for dawn to come. As often as we saw the other boats in a
distance we would yell, 'Ship ahoy!' But they could not distinguish our
cries from any of the others, so we all gave it up, thinking it useless.
It was very cold and none of us were able to move around to keep warm, the
water washing over her almost all the time.</p>
<p>"Toward dawn the wind sprang up, roughening up the water and making it
difficult to keep the boat balanced. The wireless man raised our hopes a
great deal by telling us that the Carpathia would be up in about three
hours. About 3.30 or 4 o'clock some men on our boat on the bow sighted her
mast lights. I could not see them, as I was sitting down with a man
kneeling on my leg. He finally got up and I stood up. We had the second
officer, Mr. Lightoller, on board. We had an officer's whistle and
whistled for the boats in the distance to come up and take us off.</p>
<p>"It took about an hour and a half for the boats to draw near. Two boats
came up. The first took half and the other took the balance, including
myself. We had great difficulty about this time in balancing the boat, as
the men would lean too far, but we were all taken aboard the already
crowded boat, and in about a half or three-quarters of an hour later we
were picked up by the Carpathia.</p>
<p>"I have noticed Second Officer Lightoller's statement that 'J. B. Thayer
was on our overturned boat,' which would give the impression that it was
father, when he really meant it was I, as he only learned my name in a
subsequent conversation on the Carpathia, and did not know I was
'junior'."</p>
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<h2> CHAPTER XVI. INCIDENTS RELATED BY JAMES McGOUGH </h2>
<p>WOMEN FORCED INTO THE LIFE-BOATS—WHY SOME MEN WERE SAVED BEFORE
WOMEN—ASKED TO MAN LIFE-BOATS</p>
<p>SURROUNDED by his wife and members of his family, James McGough, of
Philadelphia, a buyer for the Gimbel Brothers, whose fate had been in
doubt, recited a most thrilling and graphic picture of the disaster.</p>
<p>As the Carpathia docked, Mrs. McGough, a brother and several friends of
the buyer, met him, and after the touching reunion had taken place the
party proceeded to Philadelphia.</p>
<p>Vivid in detail, Mr. McGough's story differs essentially from one the
imagination would paint. He declared that the boat was driving at a high
rate of speed at the time of the accident, and seemed impressed by the
calmness and apathy displayed by the survivors as they tossed on the
frozen seas in the little life-boats until the Carpathia picked them up.</p>
<p>The Titanic did not plunge into the water suddenly, he declared, but
settled slowly into the deep with its hundreds of passengers.</p>
<p>"The collision occurred at 20 minutes of 12," said Mr. McGough. "I was
sleeping in my cabin when I felt a wrench, not severe or terrifying.</p>
<p>"It seemed to me to be nothing more serious than the racing of the screw,
which often occurs when a ship plunges her bow deep into a heavy swell,
raising the stern out of water. We dressed hurriedly and ran to the upper
deck. There was little noise or tumult at the time.</p>
<p>"The promenade decks being higher from the base of the ship and thus more
insecure, strained and creaked; so we went to the lower decks. By this
time the engines had been reversed, and I could feel the ship backing off.
Officers and stewards ran through the corridors, shouting for all to be
calm, that there was no danger. We were warned, however, to dress and put
life-preservers on us. I had on what clothing I could find and had stuffed
some money in my pocket.</p>
<p>PARTING OF ASTOR AND BRIDE</p>
<p>"As I passed the gymnasium I saw Colonel Astor and his young wife
together. She was clinging to him, piteously pleading that he go into the
life-boat with her. He refused almost gruffly and was attempting to calm
her by saying that all her fears were groundless, that the accident she
feared would prove a farce. It proved different, however.</p>
<p>"None, I believe, knew that the ship was about to sink. I did not realize
it just then. When I reached the upper deck and saw tons of ice piled upon
our crushed bow the full realization came to me.</p>
<p>"Officers stood with drawn guns ordering the women into the boats. All
feared to leave the comparative safety of a broad and firm deck for the
precarious smaller boats. Women clung to their husbands, crying that they
would never leave without them, and had to be torn away.</p>
<p>"On one point all the women were firm. They would not enter a Life-boat
until men were in it first. They feared to trust themselves to the seas in
them. It required courage to step into the frail crafts as they swung from
the creaking davits. Few men were willing to take the chance. An officer
rushed behind me and shouted:</p>
<p>"'You're big enough to pull an oar. Jump into this boat or we'll never be
able to get the women off.' I was forced to do so, though I admit that the
ship looked a great deal safer to me than any small boat.</p>
<p>"Our boat was the second off. Forty or more persons were crowded into it,
and with myself and members of the crew at the oars, were pulled slowly
away. Huge icebergs, larger than the Pennsylvania depot at New York,
surrounded us. As we pulled away we could see boat after boat filled and
lowered to the waves. Despite the fact that they were new and supposedly
in excellent working order, the blocks jammed in many instances, tilting
the boats, loaded with people, at varying angles before they reached the
water.</p>
<p>BAND CONTINUED PLAYING</p>
<p>"As the life-boats pulled away the officers ordered the bands to play, and
their music did much to quell panic. It was a heart-breaking sight to us
tossing in an eggshell three-fourths of a mile away, to see the great ship
go down. First she listed to the starboard, on which side the collision
had occurred, then she settled slowly but steadily, without hope of
remaining afloat.</p>
<p>"The Titanic was all aglow with lights as if for a function. First we saw
the lights of the lower deck snuffed out. A while later and the second
deck illumination was extinguished in a similar manner. Then the third and
upper decks were darkened, and without plunging or rocking the great ship
disappeared slowly from the surface of the sea.</p>
<p>"People were crowded on each deck as it lowered into the water, hoping in
vain that aid would come in time. Some of the life-boats caught in the
merciless suction were swallowed with her.</p>
<p>"The sea was calm—calm as the water in a tumbler. But it was
freezing cold. None had dressed heavily, and all, therefore, suffered
intensely. The women did not shriek or grow hysterical while we waited
through the awful night for help. We men stood at the oars, stood because
there was no room for us to sit, and kept the boat headed into the swell
to prevent her capsizing. Another boat was at our side, but all the others
were scattered around the water.</p>
<p>"Finally, shortly before 6 o'clock, we saw the lights of the Carpathia
approaching. Gradually she picked up the survivors in the other boats and
then approached us. When we were lifted to the deck the women fell
helpless. They were carried to whatever quarters offered themselves, while
the men were assigned to the smoking room.</p>
<p>"Of the misery and suffering which was witnessed on the rescue ship I know
nothing. With the other men survivors I was glad to remain in the smoking
room until New York was reached, trying to forget the awful experience.</p>
<p>"To us aboard the Carpathia came rumors of misstatements which were being
made to the public. The details of the wreck were wofully misunderstood.</p>
<p>"Let me emphasize that the night was not foggy or cloudy. There was just
the beginning of the new moon, but every star in the sky was shining
brightly, unmarred by clouds. The boats were lowered from both sides of
the Titanic in time to escape, but there was not enough for all.</p>
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<h2> CHAPTER XVII. WIRELESS OPERATOR PRAISES HEROIC WORK </h2>
<p>STORY OF HAROLD BRIDE, THE SURVIVING WIRELESS OPERATOR OF THE TITANIC, WHO
WAS WASHED OVERBOARD AND RESCUED BY LIFE-BOAT—BAND PLAYED RAG-TIME
AND "AUTUMN"</p>
<p>ONE of the most connected and detailed accounts of the horrible disaster
was that told by Harold Bride, the wireless operator. Mr. Bride said:</p>
<p>"I was standing by Phillips, the chief operator, telling him to go to bed,
when the captain put his head in the cabin.</p>
<p>"'We've struck an iceberg,' the captain said, 'and I'm having an
inspection made to tell what it has done for us. You better get ready to
send out a call for assistance. But don't send it until I tell you.'</p>
<p>"The captain went away and in ten minutes, I should estimate the time, he
came back. We could hear a terrific confusion outside, but there was not
the least thing to indicate that there was any trouble. The wireless was
working perfectly.</p>
<p>"'Send the call for assistance,' ordered the captain, barely putting his
head in the door.</p>
<p>"'What call shall I send?' Phillips asked.</p>
<p>"'The regulation international call for help. Just that.'</p>
<p>"Then the captain was gone Phillips began to send 'C. Q. D.' He flashed
away at it and we joked while he did so. All of us made light of the
disaster.</p>
<p>"The Carpathia answered our signal. We told her our position and said we
were sinking by the head. The operator went to tell the captain, and in
five minutes returned and told us that the captain of the Carpathia, was
putting about and heading for us</p>
<p>GREAT SCRAMBLE ON DECK</p>
<p>"Our captain had left us at this time and Phillips told me to run and tell
him what the Carpathia had answered. I did so, and I went through an awful
mass of people to his cabin. The decks were full of scrambling men and
women. I saw no fighting, but I heard tell of it.</p>
<p>"I came back and heard Phillips giving the Carpathia fuller directions.
Phillips told me to put on my clothes. Until that moment I forgot that I
was not dressed.</p>
<p>"I went to my cabin and dressed. I brought an overcoat to Phillips. It was
very cold. I slipped the overcoat upon him while he worked.</p>
<p>"Every few minutes Phillips would send me to the captain with little
messages. They were merely telling how the Carpathia was coming our way
and gave her speed.</p>
<p>"I noticed as I came back from one trip that they were putting off women
and children in life-boats. I noticed that the list forward was
increasing.</p>
<p>"Phillips told me the wireless was growing weaker. The captain came and
told us our engine rooms were taking water and that the dynamos might not
last much longer. We sent that word to the Carpathia.</p>
<p>"I went out on deck and looked around. The water was pretty close up to
the boat deck. There was a great scramble aft, and how poor Phillips
worked through it right to the end I don't know.</p>
<p>"He was a brave man. I learned to love him that night and I suddenly felt
for him a great reverence to see him standing there sticking to his work
while everybody else was raging about. I will never live to forget the
work of Phillips for the last awful fifteen minutes.</p>
<p>"I thought it was about time to look about and see if there was anything
detached that would float. I remembered that every member of the crew had
a special life-belt and ought to know where it was. I remembered mine was
under my bunk. I went and got it. Then I thought how cold the water was.</p>
<p>"I remembered I had an extra jacket and a pair of boots, and I put them
on. I saw Phillips standing out there still sending away, giving the
Carpathia details of just how we were doing.</p>
<p>"We picked up the Olympic and told her we were sinking by the head and
were about all down. As Phillips was sending the message I strapped his
life-belt to his back. I had already put on his overcoat. Every minute was
precious, so I helped him all I could.</p>
<p>BAND PLAYS IN RAG-TIME</p>
<p>"From aft came the tunes of the band. It was a rag-time tune, I don't know
what. Then there was 'Autumn.' Phillips ran aft and that was the last I
ever saw of him.</p>
<p>"I went to the place where I had seen a collapsible boat on the boat deck,
and to my surprise I saw the boat and the men still trying to push it off.
I guess there wasn't a sailor in the crowd. They couldn't do it. I went up
to them and was just lending a hand when a large wave came awash of the
deck.</p>
<p>"The big wave carried the boat off. I had hold of a row-lock and I went
off with it. The next I knew I was in the boat.</p>
<p>"But that was not all. I was in the boat and the boat was upside down and
I was under it. And I remember realizing I was wet through, and that
whatever happened I must not breathe, for I was under water.</p>
<p>"I knew I had to fight for it and I did. How I got out from under the boat
I do not know, but I felt a breath of air at last.</p>
<p>"There were men all around me hundreds of them. The sea was dotted with
them, all depending on their life-belts. I felt I simply had to get away
from the ship. She was a beautiful sight then.</p>
<p>"Smoke and sparks were rushing out of her funnel, and there must have been
an explosion, but we had heard none. We only saw the big stream of sparks.
The ship was gradually turning on her nose just like a duck does that goes
down for a dive. I had one thing on my mind—to get away from the
suction. The band was still playing, and I guess they all went down.</p>
<p>"They were playing 'Autumn' then. I swam with all my might. I suppose I
was 150 feet away when the Titanic, on her nose, with her after-quarter
sticking straight up in the air, began to settle slowly.</p>
<p>"When at last the waves washed over her rudder there wasn't the least bit
of suction I could feel. She must have kept going just as slowly as she
had been.</p>
<p>"I forgot to mention that, besides the Olympic and Carpathia, we spoke
some German boat, I don't know which, and told them how we were. We also
spoke the Baltic. I remembered those things as I began to figure what
ships would be coming toward us.</p>
<p>"I felt, after a little while, like sinking. I was very cold. I saw a boat
of some kind near me and put all my strength into an effort to swim to it.
It was hard work. I was all done when a hand reached out from the boat and
pulled me aboard. It was our same collapsible.</p>
<p>"There was just room for me to roll on the edge. I lay there, not caring
what happened. Somebody sat on my legs; they were wedged in between slats
and were being wrenched. I had not the heart left to ask the man to move.
It was a terrible sight all around—men swimming and sinking.</p>
<p>"I lay where I was, letting the man wrench my feet out of shape. Others
came near. Nobody gave them a hand. The bottom-up boat already had more
men than it would hold and it was sinking.</p>
<p>"At first the larger waves splashed over my head and I had to breathe when
I could.</p>
<p>"Some splendid people saved us. They had a right-side-up boat, and it was
full to its capacity. Yet they came to us and loaded us all into it. I saw
some lights off in the distance and knew a steamship was coming to our
aid.</p>
<p>"I didn't care what happened. I just lay, and gasped when I could and felt
the pain in my feet. At last the Carpathia was alongside and the people
were being taken up a rope ladder. Our boat drew near, and one b{y} one
the men were taken off of it.</p>
<p>"The way the band kept playing was a noble thing. I heard it first while
we were working wireless, when there was a rag-time tune for us, and the
last I saw of the band, when I was floating out in the sea, with my
life-belt on, it was still on deck playing 'Autumn.' How they ever did it
I cannot imagine.</p>
<p>"That and the way Phillips kept sending after the captain told him his
life was his own, and to look out for himself, are two things that stand
out in my mind over all the rest."</p>
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