<h3> CHAPTER XII </h3>
<p>It was early in the year of grace 1572, that Frank
Drake came back from the second voyage which he
made to discover the Spanish Indies. He came to see
us soon after he landed, in most excellent heart. For
not only was he the bearer of a modest return for our
venture with him, but he also brought news that his
discovery of those seas was now complete, and as happy
in its omens as it was complete.</p>
<p>'Heark ye, my lads,' said he, setting a hand on our
knees as he sat between us, and speaking in a low
excited voice. 'I have found the treasure-house of the
world! I have found the well whence the Spaniards
draw the life-blood that gives them all their strength
to trouble Europe and champion Antichrist! Closer,
my lads, while I whisper its name. Nombre de Dios it
is called, "the Name of God," and in the name of God
I will so rifle it and breed such terror in the place
that thenceforth they shall rather call it Nombre de
Diablo.'</p>
<p>'But how, Frank, bow?' we cried.</p>
<p>'Why, easily enough,' he answered. 'They sleep
there in fatness and security, they grow soft and
womanish with riches; and who can wonder? Since
thither flow all the wealth of Peru, the gold of El
Dorado, and the pearls of the Southern sea. Yet they
protect it not, but lie secure in ease and wantonness,
because they deem the land is theirs, since the vile
Italian has given it to them; they deem it is theirs,
because they think no man can sail thither save with
their pilots: but we can and will by God's help. I know
a safe place for rendezvous hard by, whence we may
strike, as we will, swift and sudden before they are 'ware
of us. Then we will show them whether the world is
the Pope's to part and grant. They shall see the New
World is for those that can occupy with a strong arm.
Hey! 'twill be merry to think how the fat lazy hens will
cluck and flutter when the hawk has struck and we are
rolling home again, with golden wedges for ballast, and
pearls to fill the cracks.'</p>
<p>'But, Frank,' said I, almost breathless at his gigantic
project, 'how will you get money to furnish ships for
so great a venture?'</p>
<p>'And how many ships do you think I want?' exclaimed
Drake. 'Do you think I am going to sail away
with a whole fleet, like Jack Hawkins, with the Spanish
Ambassador looking on and sending word before me?
No, my lads, I know better than that now. I know
the thing can be done, and I know how to do it. Just
two ships is all I take.'</p>
<p>'What!' cried Harry, 'attack the Indies, attack the
choicest possession of the greatest empire in the world
with two ships? You must be mad.'</p>
<p>'Maybe, maybe, my lad,' laughed Drake. 'We shall
see who is mad and who is sane before long; but now I
mean to sail with just two ships and a pinnace or two
for shore work. I have already bespoke in Plymouth
the <i>Pasha</i>, of seventy tons, for my admiral, and then I
will take again my little <i>Swan</i>, of twenty-five, for my
vice-admiral. She is still staunch, and now knows her
way to the Indies better than any ship that floats in
English waters. Brother Jack is to be captain in her.'</p>
<p>'But, for God's sake, Frank,' said I, 'be not so hastily
resolved. Think again what you do. It is not hens
you fly at. It is a mighty eagle with claws of iron,
whose wings stretch over the four quarters of the
world.'</p>
<p>'You may say that too,' answered he. 'Yet remember
that though the eagle lays her eggs in Jupiter's
lap, still she escapes not requital for her wrong done to
the emmet. The Spaniard has foully wronged me, and
foully wronged one beside whom I am indeed but an
emmet. It is the Lord's work to do what I say. It can
be done, and I am going to do it.'</p>
<p>This he said quietly, without boasting, and with so
determined an air of cheerful resolution that I knew no
words of ours would turn him from his audacious
purpose. So we listened, wondering more and more at
the fire of his dauntless spirit, while he unfolded to us
every detail of his plan.</p>
<p>'Would God I could sail with you!' burst out Harry
at last, with kindling eyes.</p>
<p>'Why not, lad, why not?' cried Frank, smiting him
on the back in his cheery sea fashion. 'Such lads as
you I want. Not a man over thirty years old will I have.
It is youth and fire we need. The oldest are too wary,
and will not believe I know best. Say now, will you
sail and take command of the land-soldiers?'</p>
<p>'Would God I could!' answered Harry mournfully.
'It will be a tale to be told beside the story of Æneas,
and sung with the song of the Argonauts. But tempt
me not, Frank; I am married now, and must stay to
watch over my sweet Nan. My fighting days are over,
save at England's need.'</p>
<p>'Well, as you will,' said Drake, very disappointed.
'But you miss a glorious venture; and you will not go
either, Jasper?'</p>
<p>'Gladly I would,' said I, 'but each must to the work
his hand finds to do, and mine, as you know, is here.
My money, as far as my capacity goes, shall be with
you, though for profit I would rather have seen it risked
in a plain voyage to Guinea after negroes. Yet, since this
is the Lord's work which you are on, you shall have
what help my purse can yield. But for my body, the
Lord has need of that here.'</p>
<p>This was indeed so, as I thought, though had it been
otherwise I doubt if then I should have had stomach for
Frank's wild enterprise. Mr. Cartwright had already
sounded his note against prelatical Church government
and all its brood of evils, and had been deprived both of
his professorship and his fellowship. Since that time
he had been busy with his <i>Admonition to Parliament</i>.
That clarion-blast, which was to wake a war in England
which seems each day to grow in fierceness, was about
to be blown, and seeing how much he looked to me to
help him in his great work, and how stormy a controversy
he foresaw it would raise, I felt I should not leave
his side.</p>
<p>Such was the reason I gave to myself, yet I think my
resolve was dictated rather by distaste for the danger of
so rash an expedition, and by the closer ties which
bound me to England.</p>
<p>Would God I had had strength to give Frank another
answer! What sin and misery I might then have been
spared, and of how much sorrow brought on those I loved
best should I have been guiltless! Yet it was fated
that I should have another tale to tell, so let me hasten
in shame to the end, which now came quickly.</p>
<p>When Frank left us our lives rolled on in the old ruts
again, but deeper than before. Out of his great love for
his wife, and his knightly devotion to her, Harry had
made a sacrifice greater than we and he guessed in
refusing Drake's offer; and seeking to forget it in an
unceasing round of work and pleasure, he devoted his
time more and more to his sheep and tenants and estate,
and sought more, eagerly the assemblies of gentlemen
where sport was to be had.</p>
<p>As for his wife, she seemed to think now of nothing
but good works amongst the poor and reading theology
with me. Hour after hour she would pore over Genevan
Latin, still her Puritanism grew sterner and sterner.
Harry's hunting and bull-baiting and card-playing
became more and more distasteful in her eyes, till at
last I think it was all they could see of him; so that
when he came home at nights it was little return he got
for the love he was ready to lavish upon her.</p>
<p>Perhaps he was to blame, though I can never see in
his most noble life anything that is not praiseworthy.
Perhaps if he could have given her a little more and his
work a little less, she would have been readier to forgive
the manly pleasures he loved in common with every
other gentleman of spirit. Yet I think not. I doubt
the poison which I, in my self-willed ignorance,
administered for a wholesome physic was too strong and deadly
for her high-wrought nature.</p>
<p>Soon she would bid none but the poor and preachers
to Ashtead, where once she had loved so well to
entertain very gallant parties of gentry from the country
round, ay, and from London too. Nor would she go
abroad to other houses, as she used, with Harry, since
she had grown to hate the sports and ungodly conversation
and gallantry that went forward at such times.</p>
<p>Above all, there was one house which she hated. It
belonged to a Popish gentleman, and was well known to
me as a place where there was a great coming and going
of strangers, who rode on North Country cobbles, and
often spoke with a strong North Country burr. We had
not yet forgotten the Catholic risings in the North.
The Duke of Norfolk's treasonable practices with Rome
for her Majesty's destruction had been but recently
brought to light, and he was yet lying a convicted traitor
in the Tower, but still unexecuted. Rumours were leaking
out or being invented of other great Popish plots for the
subversion of the realm and the making away with the
Queen and her ministers. It was no wonder, then, that
Harry's constant visits to the house of which I speak
caused us no little anxiety, although now I know he
went there bent only on pleasure.</p>
<p>It was one of these visits that brought about the end.
I had ridden over to Ashtead one afternoon towards the
end of April. The morning had been showery—a mirror
of England's state at that time, as I thought to myself,
a mixture of sunshine and tears.</p>
<p>To my great surprise, instead of finding Mrs. Waldyve
bent over some Latin book as usual, she was sitting
miserably crouched upon the window seat, wild-eyed
and weary, as one that grieved sorely and could not
weep. As soon as she heard my step she sprang up
with a strange little laugh, and pressed my hand very
hard as she spoke.</p>
<p>'Oh, Jasper,' she said, 'I am so glad you are come.
I had need of you. Let us come to the orchard, where
we can talk alone.'</p>
<p>We went out together and seated ourselves side by
side, as we had done many times before, on the bowed
limb of an ancient apple-tree which, as though overcome
with years, rested, all gnarled and twisted, upon
the flowery turf. It was one of the first warm days of
spring. The grass was spangled over with primroses,
the trees were laden with flowery frost, the choir of the
birds was warbling its fullest love-notes, and all was
bathed in the soft sunshine of the waning afternoon.</p>
<p>Yet there was nothing for me so beautiful as the
woman who sat by my side, gazing far away over the
mellow prospect of field and woodland and river, or so
tuneful as the soft murmur that came in rhythmical
whisper from her heaving breast.</p>
<p>For a time we sat in silence, and while she gathered
strength and calmness to speak, I watched the sunlight
playing in her hair and, wondering, tried to read the
thoughts that chased each other across her wistful face.</p>
<p>'Jasper!' she said at last, turning suddenly on me,
'whatever comes of it you will not think ill of me?
Say you will not.'</p>
<p>I tried to calm and comfort her, and begged her to tell
me what her trouble was; but I was afraid to speak
much, for a strange fear of her seemed to come over
me, and I could not think quietly.</p>
<p>'When he was going over there, you know where,
Jasper,' she said, 'the voice of the Lord whispered to
me that I must stay him. So I arose and begged him not
to go. He patted my cheek, as though I were a child,
and laughing, asked me of what I was afraid. Then
I told him how we feared for his body, lest he should be
drawn into some Popish plot, and, more than that, for
his soul, lest he should be tempted to backsliding and so
to utter perdition. And what think you he said,
Jasper? I shudder to speak it. He patted my cheek,
smiling again, and said, "Ah, Nan,' 'tis a pity you are
grown such a prim little Puritan. But fear not; a
Waldyve heart is loyal enough, and as for my soul, why,
lass, God—if there is a God that marks these little
coils—must be made of better stuff than to damn my soul for
a frolic with a jolly papist or two." Then I knew what
he was. I was stricken dumb, and he rode away.
Jasper!' she went on, seizing my arm and leaning
eagerly towards me, 'he is an atheist! I am married
to an atheist! My son is an atheist's son! Oh, my
God, what shall I do? He will grow up to mock God,
like his father. He will learn to mock at my faith, like
Hal. I know it. He will not care for me. Hal wins
all to him. What shall I do? Counsel me, brother, for
God's sake, or my heart will break. I have no friend
but you. Thank God He sent you to me!'</p>
<p>I know not what I said. I could not think of my
words, only of her, as she leaned her lithe young
figure on my arm and sobbed and sobbed again. A
devil came into me with the sunshine, and the warbling
of the birds, and the faint scent of the flowers, and at
last I dared not speak for dread of what words the fiend
had put on my tongue.</p>
<p>So we continued for a space, till suddenly her sobs
ceased and she sprang up to her feet before me. I
rose too, stepping a little back from her. I dared not
go near, for her eyes were glittering, her cheeks flushed,
and all in the reddening sun she was a vision too fair
for my strength.</p>
<p>'Jasper,' she said quietly, but much excited and
trembling, and looking at me very fixedly, 'there is
but one way, and the Lord has shown it me. I must
go away from here, from him, and take little Fulke
away, or he and I and all will be lost for ever. Jasper,
you must take us away.'</p>
<p>I started, horror-stricken, to hear from her sweet
mouth the very words which the devil had set on my
own lips and which I had striven so hard to keep back.
I knew then I could not resist much longer. It seemed
to me that I must be speaking to a fiend who had
taken her angel shape, and my courage for so hopeless
a battle began to fail me.</p>
<p>'Brother,' it said, coming towards me, 'you will
not fail me. Save me and my boy, your own godson,
from perdition. Take me to where he is fostering, and
thence whither you will. I care not, so long as I am
away from this great trial.'</p>
<p>Her form was close to me; what seemed her little
white hands were upon me; two wistful brown eyes
like hers were looking up in my face in an agony of
pleading. What could I do, what could I do? I had
taken the soft form in my arms before I knew and
passionately kissed the sweet upturned face. God
forgive me for it, when His will is! I was tempted more
than I could bear.</p>
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