before we could get a ship, and then it was only a sailing vessel,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_420" id="Page_420">[420]</SPAN></span>
and oh how slowly she seemed to go! Then about a month
ago, we had a very heavy storm, which drove us I don’t know
how far out of our course, and I thought that I never should
see Kit again. But now it seems all like a horrible dream.
Father will be home, in November, I hope. I intend to work
hard to help Uncle Corny; and Kit will soon be well again,
with me to mind him.”</p>
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<h2>CHAPTER LXV.<br/> <small>HER OWN WAY.</small></h2>
<p class="unindent">“<span class="smcap">You</span> must not let it drop, Kit; you can’t let it drop,” said
Aunt Parslow, as she sat in our parlour, the next day, having
ordered Parker’s fly, as soon as she received my letter; “for
the sake of your sweet wife, you are absolutely bound to expose
this horrid miscreant. I doubt if there ever was such a
case before, though nothing ever surprises me. It was very
nasty of you to steal that dog—why, you might have come and
stolen <i>Jupiter</i>, on the very same principle of a pretty girl—and
you have been punished, even more than you deserved.
You deserved a month in the stocks perhaps, with all the dogs
in the village sniffing at you; but you did not deserve to lose
your own wife, just when you had time to get fond of her. I
am not for revenge; I am too old to fancy that we can do much
to right ourselves, even if the feeling was Christian; but I
belong to an honourable family, in which the fair fame of a
lady was never neglected.”</p>
<p>“I declare I never thought once of that; it never occurred
to me in that light,” I answered with perfect truth; for my
Kitty’s fair fame seemed to me so entirely above all question,
that it could not need any assertion; “but since it is capable
of being looked at so, there is no doubt what my duty is.”</p>
<p>“No husband of proper spirit could doubt for a moment
what his duty is.” Miss Parslow spoke very severely; but
my wife looked at her reproachfully, and ran up to me.</p>
<p>“No, Kit, no. You shall not go near him. There is
nothing too bad for him to do. I have lost you quite long
enough already. What do I care what anybody says? Miss
Parslow, you have been wonderfully kind, and it is impossible<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_421" id="Page_421">[421]</SPAN></span>
to thank you. Don’t spoil it all, by putting this into his
head.”</p>
<p>“My dear, we shall send the two policemen with him,” my
aunt replied rather sarcastically; “we know how precious he
is, and we won’t have him hurt. Or perhaps your Uncle
Cornelius might go. He has no wife, to make a to-do about
him. Look, here he comes with somebody, to tell us something!
He walks like a man of thirty-five, and how polite he
always is!”</p>
<p>Uncle Corny had brought Mrs. Wilcox from his house, and
that good lady was in great excitement. She fell upon Kitty,
and kissed and hugged her, until I thought really there had
been enough of that; and then she turned round, and addressed
us at large, casting forth her words with vehemence, and throwing
out her hands, as if to catch them.</p>
<p>“Ladies, and gents, oh ladies and gents, such a thing have
just come to my knowledge through Ted, which is the most
intellectuous boy, though my own child, and was never such
myself. I set off straightway, when I heard it, and beg to
excoose of my present disapparel, to catch the three ten ’bus,
or else wait another hour. And if there is a good horse on the
place, which by the look of it there must be many, I do beg of
Master Kit to put him in at once, if not too late to prevent bloody
murder. Them police is so slow, so slow; though I never join
in a single word against them, for all morshal men is fallible.”</p>
<p>“I can’t make out what it is,” said Uncle Corny, when we
all looked at him, for an explanation; “this good lady must be
allowed her own time; I am afraid that I have hurried
her.”</p>
<p>“Not at all, Mr. Orchardson, not at all. Nothing could be
more gentlemanly, and I will say the same of all Sunbury. But
the wedding was to be to-morrow, gents, regardless of expense,
at eleven o’clock, at the church of Saint Nicholas, the Virgin.
It was not for me to forbid the banns, though knowing of holy
impediments. Very handsome it was to be with six bridesmaids,
Miss Frizzy and Miss Jerry for two of them. Cook,
who is a very self-respected young woman, though Ted says she
have turned forty-two, and no concern of his if she is even
two and forty, she dropped in promiscuous and told me all about
it, and all was as merry as a marriage-bell. But just as I was
having my bit of dinner, in she comes with her cap-ribbons
flying off, and her apron-strings burst, being rather stout with
running.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_422" id="Page_422">[422]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>“‘For God’s sake, come up, Mrs. Wilcox,’ she says ‘or
there’ll be murder done, murder done, and nobody to see it.’</p>
<p>“I was there in two minutes, as you may suppose; and
there was madam, tearing up and down the front walk, with
her black silk cloak on that makes her look so tall, and her face—oh,
you should have seen the colour of it, and the flashing of
her eyes, and the waving of her arms. ‘I insist upon knowing.
I insist upon going in. Am I going to be locked out of my own
house? To-morrow, indeed! Don’t talk to me of to-morrow.
How dare you prevent me from entering my own door? I’ll
find out your disgraceful tricks, and expose you. You are not
fit to marry a respectable girl. I’ll send for a policeman, and
have the door forced.’</p>
<p>“‘You won’t do anything of the kind,’ her son Mr. Downy
made answer quietly, although I could see that he was awful
pale, and he sat on a kitchen chair in front of the door, with
his broad shoulders set against it. ‘I tell you it is for your
sake that I will not allow it. You may walk about all night,
but you won’t walk in here.’</p>
<p>“Ladies, and gents, she kept pacing up and down, like a
Beelzebub more than a mortal woman, raving and ranting to
such a degree, that a crowd of people came and looked over the
gate, and they began to cry, ‘Bravo, Rous!’ ‘Go it, old lady!’
‘Hit him hard, he ain’t got no friends’—and all that stuff; you
know how free and easy a London crowd is. Then she marched
up to the gate, and looked at them, and they fell away ashamed,
and she walked into the house. But have her way she will,
before the sun goes down. She has sworn it, and she never
breaks her oath.”</p>
<p>“It is no concern of ours,” said my uncle very sensibly;
“what have we to do with such family quarrels? What made
you come to us, Mrs. Wilcox?”</p>
<p>“Two things, sir; in the first place, you know more of the
law than any gentleman I know. You remember how you told
me that last winter, and every word you said came true as
gospel. And what is more than that, poor Miss Jerry, and Miss
Frizzy backed her up in that same, she says to me—‘Oh, Mrs.
Wilcox, do try to get that nice young man from Sunbury, that
married poor Kitty Fairthorn. He has more power over mother
than any one on earth. She is afraid of him, that’s the truth,
though she’d box my ears if she heard me say so. ‘There might
be time enough,’ she says, ‘if you’d set off directly, and I’ll pay
all expenses.’ Well, I thought it must come from Heaven that<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_423" id="Page_423">[423]</SPAN></span>
I should be thinking of the uncle, and she of the nephew; and
so come, both gents, I beg of you; there’ll be murder between
them, if you don’t; for the police can’t interfere, you know.”</p>
<p>“Kit, let us go,” said my Uncle Corny, as some new idea
struck him; “we cannot interfere of course, but we can see
the end of it.”</p>
<p>Kitty was very much against my going, and I would not
have left her, unless Miss Parslow had promised to stay with
her, until our return, although it would compel her to send
back the fly, and beg a bed for the night from her old friend
Sally.</p>
<p>My uncle took a big stick, and so did I; and in a quarter
of an hour we started in the tax-cart, with Mrs. Wilcox on the
cushion. I was the driver, and my uncle sat behind, for there
was no room for three of us, all rather broad, in front. And
certainly I was the calmest of the three, for the good lady was
in a dreadful fright and fret; and my uncle sat heavily, with
his chin upon his stick, taking no notice of the roads or streets,
but dwelling on the distance of bygone sorrow. The wrong he
had suffered was greater than mine in one way, and less in
another; greater, because it was incurable; lighter, because
less cold-blooded and crafty, and not inflicted on him through
his own wife. But I, with my Kitty recovered, and still in
the new delight of that recovery, had triumphed already in the
more important part, and was occupied rather with contempt
than hatred. And it seemed to me too an extraordinary thing,
and the last I should ever have predicted, that I should be
entreated by the daughters of that most naughty and headstrong
woman, to come and exert for her own good my imaginary
power over her.</p>
<p>We put up our cart at the <i>Bricklayer’s Arms</i>, where Ted
had been pot-boy—or potman he called himself—and then we
all hurried towards Bulwrag Park. The midsummer sun had
just gone down; and as the red light glanced along the broad
stately roads, I thought of the words of that violent lady—“before
the sun goes down, I will have my way.”</p>
<p>We passed between some posts into the open space, coveted
vainly by builders, where the old Scotch firs (which had been
my Kitty’s landmark) still waved their black pillows against
the western sky. Then a number of people came rushing by
us, driven by that electric impulse, which flashes through the
human heart that human life is passing. With the contagion
of haste we began to run.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_424" id="Page_424">[424]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>“Can’t come in. Nobody allowed past this rope.”</p>
<p>A posse of policemen had drawn a cord across the road,
outside the old gate, because that was a very poor obstacle; and
now I dare say there were a hundred people pushing; and in
five minutes there would be a thousand.</p>
<p>I said, “I am Professor Fairthorn’s son-in-law, and the two
young ladies have sent for me. And Mrs. Wilcox is an
old servant of the family, who was sent in haste to fetch me.”</p>
<p>They dropped the rope at this, and let us in; being reasonable,
as the police are generally, unless you rub their coats up
the wrong way of the cloth.</p>
<p>But what a sight we had, when once we turned the corner!
Having never been brought up in battle-fields, but only where
apples and pears grow, I found myself all abroad, and felt my
legs desirous to go away from one another. But my uncle laid
hold of me, and said—“This is what it comes to. The man,
who has been a man, may look on at the Devil.”</p>
<p>Mrs. Wilcox turned back; for her nerves were rheumatic;
but they would not let her pass the rope again. I was looking
round, and saw it, with a desire to do the same; but my uncle
had me by the collar, and I knew that he was right, though I
would rather not have known it.</p>
<p>“Stop, and see the works of God,” he said. And I
answered—“No, I would rather not, if this is a sample of
them.”</p>
<p>For before the front door there were things going on,
which made it impossible to let that house after it came into
our possession, even to a most enlightened widow from
America—or at any rate she took it, and then threw it up
again. There were as good as three corpses laid out upon the
lawn, with a doctor attending upon each and two policemen;
and one of them also had a magistrate.</p>
<p>Uncle Corny drew me forward, as I shrank behind the
bay-tree, where Kitty had been with me, when the great snow
began. “You are only fit for a turtle-dove. Where is your
gall?” he whispered.</p>
<p>It may have been a very low default on my part. But
when my worst enemy lies on the ground, I would rather lift
him up, than walk over him. My uncle was of sterner stuff,
or less live softness—for his injury had been more deadly.
He tried to drag me forward; but I would not budge, though
I might make a beggar of myself by that refusal.</p>
<p>“Are you afraid to look at death, you white-livered young<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_425" id="Page_425">[425]</SPAN></span>
fool?” he whispered, and his face was black with the pitch of
fury.</p>
<p>“I have been through ten times worse than death,” I answered,
looking at him steadfastly; “and the lesson I have
learned is mercy.”</p>
<p>Before he could answer, with the bitterness of justice, which
to him was greater, two young women ran across the grass,
and they both caught hold of me and shrieked. I could not
make out what they said, because it was mixed up with sobs,
and they cried both together; but I left myself to them, and
they drew me on to the place where their mother lay stretched
upon the walk, with a medical man bending over her.</p>
<p>“Dr. Wiggins?” he asked; and I answered, “No, not a
doctor at all.” And he said, “Clear out; I shall take the four
ounces on my own responsibility.”</p>
<p>“A friend of the family. A true friend of the family,”
Miss Jerry exclaimed, to my great surprise; but he answered—“Then
let him get out of the way; and the sooner you go
away too, the better.”</p>
<p>The sour-faced woman, a faithful retainer, was supporting
the poor lady’s head on a cushion; and I scarcely allowed
myself a glance at the proud face, now so deathly. But that
one glance told me for ever what all human pride must come
to.</p>
<p>“Oh, come and see Downy! He can’t be dead too. Oh,
come, and forgive him before he is dead.”</p>
<p>Which of the girls said this I know not. But I took up
my hat, which I had thrown on the grass, and followed them
to their brother.</p>
<p>There lay the man who had robbed me of my wife, the
cold-blooded, godless miscreant, robbed by his own hand for
ever of all hope of due repentance. Within a few yards of him
lay his poor father, dead as a stone, and cold as ice, slain by
the wickedness he had begotten, shot through the heart by his
heartless son.</p>
<p>Donovan Bulwrag looked at me. He was sensible still;
though before the waning light upon his ghastly face should
vanish, light and darkness would be one to him. He knew
me, and I am grieved to say, for his own poor sake, that he
hated me still. He had not heard of Kitty’s return, I suppose,
having been so absorbed in his own affairs, and he muttered
through the red foam that streaked his lying lips—for he had
fired the ball through the roof of his mouth—</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_426" id="Page_426">[426]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>“How like—darling Kitty—run away—with officer?”</p>
<p>“She is with me. Her father found out your tricks, and
sent her home. She is well and very happy. She ran away
with no officer.”</p>
<p>“Let him alone, sir; don’t excite him,” said the surgeon
who was stooping over him. “I must have you removed if
you come near him.” Then with another turn of thought he
said,—“If there has been ill-will between you, make it up;
he cannot last half an hour. Will you take his hand if he
wishes it?”</p>
<p>“With pleasure; but I know that he does not wish it. Do
you wish me to take your hand, Mr. Bulwrag? If you do, look
at me, and nod your head.”</p>
<p>To my amazement, the dying man turned his eyes on me,
and nodded his head. His eyes were clouded with the approach
of death, and I saw very little expression in them. Then he
moved his left hand feebly towards me, while the other dropped,
as if through exhaustion, to the ground. My right hand lay
in his clammy palm, and bending forward, I watched his face
for some token of good will and penitence.</p>
<p>Suddenly a red glare as of lightning filled his eyes, his
features worked horribly, and his great teeth clashed as he
tried to jerk me towards him. Luckily for me I was poised
upon both feet. At the flash of his eyes I sprang aside, a
redder flash blinded me, and a roar rang in my ears, and upon
the bosom of the dying man lay the short thick curl, the love-lock
Kitty was so fond of playing with. The ball had passed
within an inch of my temple, and my forehead was black with
the pistol-smoke.</p>
<p>“Narrow shave,” said the doctor, “that will be his last
act. I hope he will have life enough to know that it has
failed. I had not the least idea he had got that revolver
under his coat-flap. What are the police about? It’s not my
place to see to a thing of that sort. And he might have shot
me while he was about it! There he goes! I thought so.
Serve him right.”</p>
<p>The great head fell back, and the square chin dropped, a
dull glaze spread upon the upturned eyes, a wan gray haze as
of icy vapour crept across the relaxing face, and Donovan
Bulwrag was gone to render an account of his doings in the flesh.</p>
<p>Mrs. Wilcox ran up with a sob, and fetched the heavy eyelids
downward. “Poor young man! He have run his course.
I hope he has gone to heaven,” she said.</p>
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