wherever I have once been I can always go again. So when<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_332" id="Page_332">[332]</SPAN></span>
Bulwrag turned back towards the door, I made ready to slip
round the corner.</p>
<p>“But before I could do so, I heard the door creak, and the
fellow with the broken hat came out again. I heard him say—‘Now,
you’ll believe me, Captain. I’d be glad of the price
of a new hat, afore you go.’ What it was he gave to Downy,
I could hardly see, but it looked like a packet of papers, or
letters, or something done up in paper. Downy gave him
something, and he said—‘That all? Ain’t much for such
news;’ and then Downy gave him more. ‘Daren’t come to
your place. You come here,’ he says, ‘if you want any more—say
next Saturday night; ask for Migwell Bengoose, and
say <i>Cluck</i>.’ That was the name so far as I could catch it.
But I was bound to be off, for Bulwrag was coming. And you
may depend upon it that I did not stop to chat with him.”</p>
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<h2>CHAPTER LI.<br/> <small>NOT IN A HURRY.</small></h2>
<p class="unindent"><span class="smcap">We</span> were all pretty sure that this discovery of Tony’s concerned
us deeply, and might lead to something, if followed up at once
with luck and skill. But we thought it more important that
he should go first to Woking Road, and inquire further into
the story of Joe Clipson’s cab, which he was sure to do much
better than myself; for he could make himself look like a
brother cabman, without any trouble.</p>
<p>He had little more to tell us about the Coke Yard yet, for
he had to feel his way very tenderly there, and must wait for
opportunities. And Bulwrag (who was never very sweet of
temper, though, unlike his mother, he could curb himself) had
been more like a bear than a cultivated Christian, since he
got that cut across his knuckles. As our sympathies were not
with the sufferer, Tony made us laugh by his description of the
want of resignation in a case so trifling.</p>
<p>“Here it is,” cried Bulwrag, after hopping round the room,
as soon as his poultice began to draw; “look at this scurvy
Saint! He is made of copper. Why the devil couldn’t he
have a Saint made of gold?”</p>
<p>Tonks replied that perhaps the individual with the hat
could not afford a golden Saint to sit upon the brim; and the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_333" id="Page_333">[333]</SPAN></span>
copper perhaps had done him a much better turn than gold,
both in saving his head from the crushing blow, and avenging
it on the smiter. For the wound looked very angry, and it
might be even dangerous. But what made him wear such a
Saint at all?</p>
<p>“How the deuce can I tell why they wear such rubbish?”
Bulwrag had answered crustily. “Those foreign sailors are
such fools. You know more about him than I do.”</p>
<p>This was by no means true as yet, though Tonks hoped to
make it so, if allowed his own time about it. And he told us
quite earnestly, and as I believe sincerely, that he never had
felt, not his mind alone, but his heart, more deeply engaged in
solving the merits of the darkest horse in the leariest stable, than
they both were now in getting to the very bottom of this affair
about my Kitty. And though I did not altogether like his
way of putting it, when the meaning is good we must not
quarrel with the manner in which other people look at things.</p>
<p>So we treated him well and put him up for the night; and
the following morning I drove him by way of Weybridge to
Woking Road Station, or as near thereto as we could get
without any one observing us. Then I went back to Weybridge,
so as to meet him at that station, and hear all he had to
say, before he took another train for London.</p>
<p>Nothing could have been better managed. I borrowed a
badge from Sims the flyman, and a spotted yellow neckerchief,
and a broken whip, and Tony lounged into the inn-yard, as if
he had left his cab down at the blacksmith’s by the bridge.
As I saw him in the distance I said to myself that nature must
have meant him for the driver of a cab, for he put his knee out
and turned his heels in, and carried his elbows, as if he had
been born so. Any brotherhood of good will and lofty feeling,
such as that of cabmen essentially is, must welcome him at
once, and make him free of any knowledge it possessed that
would bring in nothing.</p>
<p>And so it proved, when he rejoined me by the two o’clock
train at Weybridge. “What have you ordered?” he asked; and
I replied,—</p>
<p>“Chump chops, new potatoes, and pickled onions.”</p>
<p>“Couldn’t be better,” he was good enough to say; “but
have in the pewter first. Blest if I believe there’s anything to
parch the throat like a jolly good lie, and if I’ve told one, I’ve
told fifty. Dinner first, business afterwards.”</p>
<p>That I should consent to this will show how thoroughly I<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_334" id="Page_334">[334]</SPAN></span>
had been drilled by long endurance and fretful discipline.
Perpetual disappointment too, and the habit which hope had
now acquired of falling without a blow—just like an over-matched
prize-fighter—as well as a sense of evil fortune, drove
me sometimes almost into the apathy of a fatalist. And so I
let Tony Tonks munch on, and even joined him in that
process.</p>
<p>“I wish I had got that to do again,” he said, as at last he
laid down knife and fork; “I don’t often do so well as that.
The air of these commons is uncommon sharp, sharper even
than the Heath is. But you have been very patient, and I
won’t keep you any longer. I found out all they knew back
there, and it only cost a shilling. I don’t know that it is
worth much more; for it carries us very little further. But so
far as it goes, it is plain enough. I had it from Joe Clipson,
the man who drove them; and no secret was made of the affair
to him.”</p>
<p>Now the story, as he had it, comes to this. Some one got
out at Woking Road Station, on the afternoon of May 15th,
it might have been an up or it might have been a down train,
Clipson could not say, for two trains came in together, and the
man had no luggage of any sort. The date could be fixed by
several things, and there could not be any doubt about it.
And the time when two trains meet there in the afternoon is
4.15; which comes pretty close to our figures.</p>
<p>This man carried nothing but a little bag, a little black
leather bag, such as nine people out of ten have. There were
three cabs, or flies as they called them there, waiting in the
station yard; for it is their busiest time of the day, and he
chose Clipson’s, because the horse looked freshest, and told
him to drive to Shepperton, without saying a word about the
fare.</p>
<p>Clipson had not been in that part long, and he had
scarcely heard of Shepperton, which is severed from all those
Surrey places by the unbridged river. But it seemed to him
a pleasant thing to start without any fettering as to money, and
the man who engaged him seemed very free of that, in a style
that said—“Never stand out for a shilling.” And he seems
to have acted up to this; although it is scarcely ever done,
except with a true friend’s money. But Clipson did not care
whose it was, if he might be allowed to go home with it.</p>
<p>The day was very bright and pleasant—exactly as I remembered
it—with plenty of light in the air, but no heat, and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_335" id="Page_335">[335]</SPAN></span>
no flies to make horses grieve that they cannot swear. Clipson
remembered how cold it grew, even before the sun went down,
and he tucked a sack under his calves as he came home, because
he had promised Mrs. Clipson so, and his word was more
tender in absence.</p>
<p>He said that his fare seemed to know a good bit about the
principles of the road—that was the word he used for it—as if
he had learned it from a map, or description which somebody
had rubbed into him. But he was not in any way up to the
corners, which show—as Joe said, and with some reason too—whether
a man understands what he is at properly. But he
knew where he was at Chertsey Bridge, and he waved his
hand at the first turn to the right.</p>
<p>Being a Surrey man, from some outlandish part in that
straggling country, Clipson was not at all comfortable upon
our side of the river. To a certain extent, and with much better
reason, I feel the same thing as regards them; though I admit
(without thinking twice about it) that there are plenty of good
people there, and especially my Aunt Parslow. But Clipson,
although he depended for his livelihood upon a railway
station, did not like going into unknown places, especially with
a horse who might come down and stop there; for there was
only one sound knee out of sixteen that were washed in the
yard every Saturday; but that one belonged to Clipson.</p>
<p>His horse was a clipper, by his own account; and nobody
could tell how good he was, because he never had been called
upon to do his best. Still it was a toughish journey for him;
and Mr. Clipson could not see, taking the state of the roads
into account, and the distance, and the waiting, how he could
charge less than five and twenty shillings; and if asked to go
again he would not do it for the money. For he waited four
hours, as he vowed, and I daresay it may have been three, at
the public-house, which is a sharp pull from the house of Phil
Moggs at the waterside.</p>
<p>For these details I did not care so much (although they were
full of interest) as I cared to know who the man was that
employed him, and how he behaved, and whether he looked
good, and above all how my darling Kitty seemed to take
things, and what she said, and whether she was weeping all
the way about myself. The cabman had paid no attention at
all to this part of the question, and could give no more
account of Kitty, than if she had been a portmanteau, or
inside one. Tony Tonks had never asked (as a man of kind<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_336" id="Page_336">[336]</SPAN></span>
nature would have done) whether my dear had a handkerchief
in her hand, or whether she seemed to gulp down a sob, or
how she looked up at the evening-star, or even what the
condition of her eyes was! For him it was quite enough to
learn, that the “young ’ooman looked down in the mouth
like.” Well, that is the way the world goes on.</p>
<p>About that I cared to make no fuss; for it even seemed
a pleasure to me that none but myself should know these
things; remembering as I did, that no one ever could cry as
my Kitty could. For I never could understand how it was,
that having so very little practice as she had (in spite of
many opportunities), she could yet make anybody feel as if
all the world was woe, the moment there appeared a gleam of
trouble in her soft eyes. I am tolerably hard, and Uncle Corny
harder still—from having lived so much longer—but either of
us would rather have had a 64lb. box of strawberries drop from
the tail of the van upon the tender places of both feet, than
let a single word fall from us, even in the hottest moment, to
bring a cloud into those tender eyes. However, all people are
not like us; and perhaps she never let that cabman see
what was the matter with her; for she was proud, as well as
gentle.</p>
<p>Moreover the man was hungry, and that makes a world
of difference. The kindest man that was ever born cannot be
expected fairly to feel for his fellow-creatures, when he is
yearning after animals. The heart being full of beef and
mutton, because there are none in the stomach, how can any
room be left for creatures of less relish? This explanation may
be unsound; but at any rate the cabman did not melt at
Kitty’s weeping.</p>
<p>And now two questions of prime importance rose in following
out this tale. It was evident from two accounts, both that
of Moggs the boatman and of Clipson the cab-driver, that no
kind of compulsion had been used to make Kitty go with them.
It was plain that she went of her own accord, deeply grieved—as
the boatman’s story showed—but resigned and patient. In
the first place, then, who was the man that had done all this to
fetch her? And again, when they got to Woking Station,
whither did they journey thence?</p>
<p>As to the first point Tony Tonks had found out little
more than I did. The cabman said that he believed he would
know the gent again if he saw him, but there was nothing
very particular about him to notice. He seemed to be elderly,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_337" id="Page_337">[337]</SPAN></span>
and rather short, but very sharp and active. His clothes were
dark, and he wore a short cloak, not much longer than a
policeman’s cape. He did not sit at the young lady’s side, but
on the front seat opposite to her, and he did not seem to be talking
to her much. It was quite dark when they left Shepperton,
and it must have been ten o’clock when they arrived, or later;
for the horse was a little lame from standing still so long.
They did not seem to be in any hurry, and as they had no
luggage, except a couple of light bags, he did not follow them
on to the platform, and could not pretend to say which way
they went, for there were three more down-trains after that,
and four or it might be five to London.</p>
<p>As to that, Tonks had made vain inquiries of the station-porters,
and booking clerks. It was so long ago by this time,
that even those who might have noticed them had forgotten.
They had passed into the station, that was very well established;
but after that nothing at all could be discovered, and there the
clue broke hopelessly.</p>
<p>After hearing all these things, I became sadly downcast.
They reminded me of that dreadful night when the snowdrifts
overwhelmed me. I seemed to be walking in the same sort of
maze, continually struggling to get forward, and perpetually
driven back, seeming to walk with all my might, yet by a stronger
power to stand still. And losing all confidence in myself, I
asked Tony Tonks what he thought of it, just as if he had been
the great oracle that smelled the turtle soup of Crœsus, without
even longing for a taste of it.</p>
<p>“It all turns out just according to my views,” replied Tonks,
as if he saw his views running like the gravy, which he had been
saving up to drink out of the spoon; “the same as I have expressed
all along, and find them confirmed more by all I discover.
Any one who puts two and two together could swear
that Downy Bulwrag is at the bottom of the mischief, though
he has taken uncommonly good care not to show his nose in it.
I am rather inclined to think that the lady is on the Continent.
They are more likely to have gone down the line than up. If
they had meant to go to town, what should have taken them to
Woking? Supposing they were shy of the Windsor line,
Surbiton would have been their place, or Weybridge. Though
of course they might have thought Woking road safer, so that
we must not reason too much by that. By the way, can the
lady speak French at all? That might make a difference to
her.”</p>
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