curtained pew, although she had said that she would not come.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[219]</SPAN></span>
And after the service she kissed my Kitty, and said that she
would give her something by-and-by.</p>
<p>What my darling wore I have not the least idea, or at least
I had not on that day, though I came to know too well afterwards.
But all the men said, and nearly all the women too,
that she was the fairest, and sweetest, and most lovely of all the
brides ever seen in Sunbury, which was no little thing to say;
for our village is celebrated in that way. And she behaved
with such grace and goodness, that it seemed as if those
blessings must be multiplied upon her.</p>
<p>Several women cried to think that she should look so
Christian after all the treatment that she had received—for
Mrs. Rowles declared that she had been in a wire cage—and if
I were to try to straighten half the crooked tales they told, I
never should find any time for a separate word with Kitty.</p>
<p>Only I remember that when she came and kissed me in her
simple, and loving, and bewitching way, I saw the gleam of
tears in her deep blue eyes; and when I asked (without
words) what it was, she answered,—</p>
<p>“I should have liked to have one kiss from father.”</p>
<p>This proof of her tenderness increased my adoration; for
an affectionate daughter must become a loving wife. Then I
took away my treasure to be mine alone; and Kit and Kitty,
for the time, are one.</p>
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<h2>CHAPTER XXXV.<br/> <small>UNDER THE GARDEN WALL.</small></h2>
<p class="unindent"><span class="smcap">Not</span> much time could we have together in the land of Goshen,
where the boils and blains of the ungodly world are not yet
sprinkled in the radiant air. Uncle Corny gave us for our
honeymoon one week—which has often proved much longer
than the silver cord would stretch—but we, intending all our
lives to be of sparkling sweetness, cared very little where we
spent the hours, if only with each other. And perhaps we
scarcely deserved to be in a place so calmly beautiful, not so
far away as to take a cliff of money to get there, and yet having
fine brave crags of its own. Perhaps it may be found in ancient
charts as Baycliff, although it is such a quiet, homely
place, without any railway to advertise it, and I have seen<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[220]</SPAN></span>
some maps which were too good to give the name. But they
could not annihilate it by such petty silence; and a pleasant
seaside village is like a pleasing woman; the less it is talked
about the more it keeps its charms.</p>
<p>For my part, I could not see the need of going back in
such hot haste to Sunbury, dearly as I loved that desirable
village. For here were many things that we could never have
there, the level space and leisure of the many-coloured sea,
the majesty of cliffs white-browed with centuries of tempest,
the gliding of white sails across the gleaming ruffle of the cove,
and the crisp, elastic sands that kept the fairy trace of Kitty’s
feet close to my great clumsy prints.</p>
<p>“Let us steal another week,” I said; “it is but a fleeting
holiday, and we shall never know such a time again.”</p>
<p>But my beloved, growing dearer every day, if that could be,
gave good advice, against her own delight, that we should not
begin our married life with selfishness. We had been so
kindly treated that we must not slur our gratitude, and forget
our duties in our joys.</p>
<p>“And I want to see our little home,” she said, to make the
best of it; “the house that is to be all our own; where I shall
keep you in order, Kit, and make you as happy as the day is
long.”</p>
<p>So with many a backward glance, we left that bower of
bliss, and returned to the world of work and action. And
when we found what had been done, to welcome and to please
us, we could not help confessing that our virtue was well
rewarded. For Honeysuckle Cottage looked as bright and
fresh as sunrise, and the first half of May is not the time to
find much fault with nature. The earth was damp and clammy
yet, in places where the wind and sun could not get fairly into
it; and the spring was late and shivered still among the gaps
it had to stop. For one might look through a big tree yet, and
see a lamp in the road beyond it; and many of those that were
being scarfed wore spangles rather than patins. And people,
who pay little heed, might stop in doubt—if they stopped at
all—and wonder if what they saw coming might prove in the
end to be a blossom or a leaf.</p>
<p>In our little house I had the bud, the blossom, and the
fruit combined. The bud of youth scarce come to prime, the
blossom of fair womanhood, and the fruit of sweet and golden
peace, not sleepy, but sprightly flavoured. It was a fair view
from the window, but inside ten times as fair, without the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[221]</SPAN></span>
chance of adverse weather nipping hope and bright content.</p>
<p>An ancient writer (whom I had just been scholar enough
to understand, when he is easy, in his native tongue) assures
us that this perfect state is never long allowed by Heaven.
According to him, and others whom he considers wiser than
himself, all the powers that govern man are stung with envy
when they see him happier than he ought to be. Generally
they take good care to have no occasion for this grudge; but
when, by any slip of theirs, a mortal has attained such pitch of
comfort and prosperity, there is no peace in Olympus, till this
robber of delight is crushed. And the more he has flourished
and rejoiced, the deeper shall his misery be.</p>
<p>Having only thirty shillings a week, without counting our
presents which had been put by, and paying five and sixpence
out of that for the rent and rates of our small Paradise, we
scarcely can have affronted Heaven by any gorgeous insolence.
And without daring to impugn the wisdom of true philosophers,
I venture still to hold by that which we find in larger and
nobler Writ, that when the Heavenly Power stoops to cut off
our brief happiness, it is to make it more abiding, where there
is no brevity.</p>
<p>But we did not think of such things then; and who would
be sad enough to say that we were bound to do so? Care
would come quite soon enough, we did not care to beckon him.
He must have been a doleful wight, and born with black crape
round his eyes, who could have looked at my merry Kitty,
without catching her bright smile. In the morning, when I
went to work, I carried it with me like a charm, and whenever
I came back at night, it put my memory to the blush.</p>
<p>For we had settled with one accord, that until I had overtaken
the large arrears of work which had lapsed behind
through my long illness and absence, there should be no time
lost by any return for early dinner. And this was better for
my wife too, inasmuch as she had only Polly Tompkins to
assist her, the eldest daughter of Selsey Bill, a very clean and
tidy girl, but of small experience in cookery. I was busy at a
long peach-wall, not the red-brick one, but further down, and
the trees being large and sadly out of order, patient as well as
skilful hands were required urgently. There was a very fine
crop yet unthinned, feeble wood to be removed, robber shoots
to be docked or tamed, green-fly to be dipped or dusted, and all
the other crying needs of neglected trees to be made good. And<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[222]</SPAN></span>
Kitty used to appear exactly as the old church clock struck
one, with a basket of bread and meat, a pint of ale, and a pipe
filled by her own fair hands, which she used to light for me,
and then trip home, singing merrily among the trees, to see to
the business of the afternoon.</p>
<p>Dare anybody tell me that a wife like this would leave her
dear husband of her own accord, without a word, without a
letter, leave him to wonder, and mourn, and rage, and despair
of his own life and hers? Yet this is what all the world
believed, and impressed upon me, till my spirit failed.</p>
<p>“Now this is all very fine,” exclaimed my uncle, as he came
round the corner of the wall one day, and caught me in the
very act of hugging Kitty, as she was preparing to light my
pipe. She was looking up and laughing, and pretending to
pull my hair, when the deepening of her blush showed that an
enemy was nigh. “This is all very fine; but how long will it
last? How many quarrels have you had already? I suppose
you are making up one of them now.”</p>
<p>“Uncle Corny, you are a disgrace,” cried Kitty, “a disgrace
to the name of humanity. Mayn’t I even whisper in my husband’s
ear, without being accused of quarrelling? We have
never had a single word. Have we, Kit?”</p>
<p>“Then perhaps you will now. Here’s a telegram for you.
I was going to send Kit home with it. But as you are so
uncommonly close together, why, it saves the trouble. Hope
some of your enemies are dead, my dear.”</p>
<p>“Hush! Don’t be so wicked,” she said, as she handed it
to me, and I opened it with my pruning-knife, and held it for
her to read first. But this required our united efforts, for it
was badly written, as so often happens, and some of the words
were run together. At last we made it out as follows:—</p>
<p>“Spoke <i>All Kites</i> off Scilly May 7th. Captain Fairshort
desires love and best wishes to his daughter. Will be away
two years perhaps. From Jenkins, s.s. <i>Hibernia</i>, Falmouth.”</p>
<p>“<i>All Kites!</i>” said my uncle, who had read some of the
Georgics, as rendered by Dryden with lofty looseness, but
never a line of Horace; “what a name for a ship, if it is a
ship! Kitty, my dear, is that the proper word?”</p>
<p>“No, Uncle Corny, it should be <i>Archytas</i>. I am not sure
who he was, but rather think that he must have been a king of
Sparta.”</p>
<p>“I know who he was,” I said, to show how much I had
learned at Hampton, though I never was much of a hand at<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[223]</SPAN></span>
Horace, and had only found this out in the dictionary; “a
great man of science, who measured the seas, and the sand, and
all that, but could not get to heaven, because nobody would
throw a pinch of dust upon his body. And he lay upon the
shore, imploring somebody to do it.”</p>
<p>“If he could call out, he could have done it for himself,”
replied my uncle, who was not poetical. “Serve him right, at
any rate, for having such a name. But I hope that your father
won’t do that, my dear.”</p>
<p>“I think it was very kind of him, when he could not help
going, and was far away at sea, to get this kind captain of a ship
they met, if we understand it properly, to send me this farewell
message from the deep. And it makes my mind ever so much
more comfortable, because I shall have another message by-and-by,
I dare say. If he meets one ship he must meet others:
and I shall always have a good idea where he is, and have my
mind relieved, when there has been a stormy night. Thank
you, Uncle Corny, you have brought me pleasant news. Kit,
it is high time for you to go on with your wall.”</p>
<p>In this sort of way, by making the best of everything, and
thanking everybody, even if they did not mean to do her any
good, she established in a week a sweet dominion, not over us,
but within us. My uncle, though he liked to have his little
cut at her—for old men treat young ladies as chicks to be carved—got
into the habit of coming up every night of his life to
have his pipe at Honeysuckle Cottage. It may seem very ungrateful
of me, and I now feel ashamed when I think of it, but
after being hard at work all day, and having a bit of cold duck
under the wall, I thought that I might have been allowed when
I came home to tell my dear wife all my thoughts about her,
and how many times I had hammered my thumb-nail through
that. But there Uncle Corny sat, carrying on, as if I had cut
off my tongue with my pruning-knife!</p>
<p>Kitty used to laugh, and ask me who was jealous now.
But I answered, with good reason, that the case was widely
different. Miss Sally Chalker never crossed her legs, and sat
with a long pipe blowing over a supper-table, neither did she
go on talking, as if I were nobody; but rather put me foremost,
even when Kitty herself was present, and asked what my opinion
was, before she gave her own almost.</p>
<p>However, I made the best of my uncle’s conduct at our
cottage; for it was not only my duty, but my important
interest to do so. What was to become of us if Uncle Corny<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[224]</SPAN></span>
(who might be called a huffy man, and stuck to a huff, whenever
he contracted it) should take it into his head that I was
not what he used to take me for? I know that he was full of
truth and justice, according to his own view of them; but if
anything went against his liking, so did truth and justice. So
I had to sink my opinions often, even when they agreed with
his, for he never liked to have them put into any other language
than his own. Kitty was clever enough to see this, and she
always praised me afterwards; but it went against one’s sense
of right, that she might say exactly what I had said, and from
her lips it became true wisdom, when it had been simple silliness
from mine. But Kitty smiled at him, and laughed at me,
and went into his heart more deeply every time she filled his
pipe.</p>
<p>Then a new anxiety arose, and Uncle Corny had more
than he could do to lay down the law for his own affairs. The
wind went into the east, with a hard blue sky, and not a cloud
in it. We had passed the date of the “icy Saints,” as they
are called in Germany, when a cold wave of air is said to flow
over hundreds of leagues of smiling land, and smite it all into
one dark frown. If I can remember, without an almanac, that
date is about the seventh of May; but I have never found it
quite so punctual here; and according to my observation, the
bloom of England hovers in nightly peril, from the middle of
April to the very end of May. It is one of the many sad things
we meet, but can only fold our hands and watch, that for nearly
six weeks of the year, and in early seasons even more, through
all our level southern lands, the fruit-crop trembles on the
hazard of a single night’s caprice. The bright sun and the
lovely day delude the folk who know no better; these are the
very things that lead to the starry night, and the quiet cold,
and the white sheet over the grass at five a.m., and the black
death following. The barren grower walks between his rows of
wounded blossom; there is little harm to be seen at first, some
of the petals are as fair as ever, others are just tipped with
brown; and perhaps his wife runs up and says—“Oh, you
need not be in a fright, my dear; why, they all look as well as
ever.”</p>
<p>But he, with deeper wisdom, and the smile of prophetic
silence, pulls out his budding-knife, and nips the fairest truss
he can find of bloom. Then he lays it in his palm, and haply
with keen edge bisects the pips. A keener edge has been there
before him; a little black line passes up from the baby stalk to<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[225]</SPAN></span>
the pistil. The ovary is dead and shrunken, though the anthers
still may be tipped with pink. Never shall a fruit grow there,
to swell and stripe itself with sun, to flood a plate with sprightly
juice, and in its dissolution hear some sweet voice say—“Oh,
I never did taste such a lovely pear!”</p>
<p>All these horrors threatened now, in spite of the lateness of
the spring. In a forward spring, they more than threaten,
they come down and smash everything. But being now so
late, we began to have some confidence, misplaced as it might
be, in the meaning of the sky. And now for the wind to go
back to the east (after living there so many months, that it
ought to be downright sick of it), and the sun to go down red
and clear, like a well-grown turnip-radish, and the stars to
come out small and sharp like a lot of glaziers’ diamonds, and
the mercury in the thermometer to drop, as if the bulb had been
tapped about six o’clock, and scarcely a breath of wind to stir
the fans of radiation—it was more than enough to make any
grower fetch a groan at the day when himself was
grown.</p>
<p>But my uncle was not of the groaning order, neither did he
even hang himself; as one of our very best neighbours did,
when he saw his thermometer at twenty-two degrees, one
radiant May morning; but his wife, who could enter into his
feelings, cut him down with a gooseberry-knife, and enabled
him to grow out of it. My uncle used to read the gardening
papers; which always bloom with fine advice; and one of them
had lately been telling largely how, in Continental vineyards,
these cold freaks of heaven are met by the sacrificial smoke
of earth. To wit, a hundred pyres are raised of the rakings and
refuse of the long vine-alleys, and ready for kindling on the
frosty verge. Then a wisp of lighted straw is applied to each,
when the sparkling shafts of frost impend, and a genial smoke
is wafted through, and Sagittarius has his eyes obscured. I
told my uncle that this was rubbish, at least as regarded our
level lands; though it might be of service upon a hillside.
That if there were wind enough to spread the smoke, there
must also be enough to prevent the hoar-frost, which alone need
be feared at this season. But he told me to stick to what I
understood; for these scientific things were beyond me, and my
business was to tend the fires.</p>
<p>But in spite of all this brave talk, he was afraid of casting
a slur upon his old experience by a new experiment. For the
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