<p class="indent"><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="page280" id="page280"></SPAN>[pg 280]</span></p>
<p class="h2">CHAPTER XXI<br/>
RESTING</p>
<div class="poem">
<div class="stanza">
<span class="i0">The night breeze sweeps La Bassée Road, the night dews wet the hay,</span><br/>
<span class="i0">The boys are coming back again; a straggling crowd are they;</span><br/>
<span class="i0">The column lines are broken, there are gaps in the platoon,</span><br/>
<span class="i0">They'll not need many billets now for soldiers in Bethune,</span><br/>
<span class="i0">For lusty lads, good, hearty lads, who marched away so fine,</span><br/>
<span class="i0">Have now got little homes of clay, beside the firing line.</span><br/>
<span class="i0">Good luck to them, God-speed to them, the boys who march away,</span><br/>
<span class="i0">A-swinging up La Bassée Road each sunny, Summer day.</span><br/></div>
<div class="stanza">
<span class="i0">(<i>From "Soldier Songs."</i>)</span><br/></div>
</div>
<p class="indent">"Gorblimey! This ain't arf a blurry
march," said Bubb, changing his rifle
from one shoulder to the other and
straightening himself up. "I'm feelin' my feet,
my 'eels are rubbin' against sandpaper."</p>
<p class="indent">"We'll soon be there now," said Bowdy
Benners. "Another half hour. I remember the
place well. We haven't been here for—how
long? Almost a year and a half. Then there
were some good fellows with us. Old Fitz
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="page281" id="page281"></SPAN>[pg 281]</span>
and Snogger and Flanagan and Captain Thorley
and Billy Hurd. Gone west, the poor
devils."</p>
<p class="indent">"I wish I 'ad gone west," said Bubb, whose
head was sinking forward. "This ain't worth
living for, this damned march. If I did go west
I wouldn't mind; there's a lot of good men waitin'
to welcome us there. We'll never drink beer
with better blokes again."</p>
<p class="indent">"True for you, Bubb," said Bowdy. "Brave
boys, the whole lot of them. Here, Spudhole,
I'll carry your rifle for you. You look done
up."</p>
<p class="indent">Bubb straightened himself.</p>
<p class="indent">"Thanks, Bowdy, but I'd rather carry me
'ipe myself. Wot would these draft men think
if they see me gettin' 'elped along? I'm not a
rooky, Bowdy."</p>
<p class="indent">"Righto," said Bowdy, with a laugh. "Your
independence will be the death of you one
day."</p>
<p class="indent">A halt was called at this juncture and the men
threw themselves down by the roadside. The
dusk of an October evening was settling on the
poplar-lined roadway. The spinneys on either
side were wrapped in shadow and a cold wind
swept across the fields. In a farm somewhere
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="page282" id="page282"></SPAN>[pg 282]</span>
near a dog barked and a cart rumbled along a
lane. The chiming of a church bell could be heard
calling the faithful to prayer.</p>
<p class="indent">Bowdy took off his pack, lit a cigarette, and
sat on a milestone which bore the inscription:
"A Cassel 5 kilo." The milestone, which indicated
the wrong direction, had been reversed
by the peasantry when war broke out in hopes of
turning the German Army in a wrong direction.
Bubb lay flat on his back, his feet cocked up,
his tunic open.</p>
<p class="indent">"Wunner if Fifi is kickin' about now," he
said. "She wasn't 'arf a bird. Ole Snogger
was fair gone on 'er, so was pore Fitz. Bet yer,
she'll be lookin' for a new Tommy this time.
Why don't ye go in an' say things to 'er, Bowdy?
Ye're a devil for fightin', a devil for drinkin',
and ye're no damned good at all when a wench
is about. If I 'adn't me own bird back off Walworth
Road wiv 'er barrer, I'd lead Fifi a
dance."</p>
<p class="indent">"Wot about the girl at Gorre," said Bowdy
Benners. "You forgot all about Walworth
Road when you went to see her on a stretcher
with a ground-sheet for a uniform."</p>
<p class="indent">Bubb never wanted to be reminded of this incident,
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="page283" id="page283"></SPAN>[pg 283]</span>
but at the present time he was too tired to
pay any heed to Bowdy's remarks.</p>
<p class="indent">At seven o'clock the platoon arrived at Y——
Farm and the men were conducted to the old
barn in which a few of them had billeted before.
Bowdy and Bubb sat down on the straw and took
off their puttees, lit their cigarettes and fumbled
in their pockets for money. Fifi, of course,
would give them soup and coffee free; but they
felt it becoming to them to offer money, even
though it was not accepted.</p>
<p class="indent">"Come along," said Bowdy, lighting a fresh
cigarette. "Fifi will be waiting for us."</p>
<p class="indent">They went down the crazy stairs and across
the farmyard towards the house. Everything
about the place was the same as of old, the midden,
the sloughy pools, the up-ended waggons,
the grunting of the pigs in the stye, the restless
movement of cattle in the byre and the noisy
growling of the dog. Bubb recalled the night
of his return from the café of Jean Lacroix.</p>
<p class="indent">"The same blurry dawg," he said to Bowdy.</p>
<p class="indent">"The same."</p>
<p class="indent">"Look!" whispered Bubb, as the two got near
the door. "There's Fifi. Gawd! She 'asn't
'arf changed.... Stout.... She must be
married."</p>
<p class="indent"><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="page284" id="page284"></SPAN>[pg 284]</span>
They entered. Fifi rushed forward to meet
them, and clasping Bubb with both arms she
kissed him on the lips. Then she kissed Bowdy,
who blushed as red as a beetroot.</p>
<p class="indent">"Well, I'm damned," said Bubb. "Ye're not
'arf a giddy one, Fifi."</p>
<p class="indent">She must have been working hard during the
day, for her hair was all untidy, her linen
soiled and stained, her skirts in the same condition.</p>
<p class="indent">"Back from the trenches?" she asked.</p>
<p class="indent">"Back again," said Bubb who could follow
the remark, though spoken in French.
"Trenches no bong," he said. "Ploosier mon
camerads mort, more blissée. Guerre never
fini."</p>
<p class="indent">"The sergen, is zee dead?" asked Fifi, speaking
in English. "The bon sergen."</p>
<p class="indent">"'E's dead," said Bubb. "Also Flanagan; also
Captain Thorley...."</p>
<p class="indent">"Mon père mort," said the girl, and her eyes
filled with tears. "Mort à Verdun."</p>
<p class="indent">There was a long silence. The two soldiers
sat down near the stove. Fifi put a basin of
soup over the fire. Madame Babette came in
from the byre, her heavy shoes covered with
cow-dung, and placed a pail of milk on the
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="page285" id="page285"></SPAN>[pg 285]</span>
dresser. She shook hands with Bubb and
Bowdy.</p>
<p class="indent">"Back from the trenches?" she enquired.</p>
<p class="indent">"Back for a month's rest," Bowdy replied.</p>
<p class="indent">"I s'pose you're married now, Fifi?" Bubb
remarked, fixing his eyes on the girl. She did
indeed look like a married woman; the old
sprightly manner was gone; her face was pale
and quiet now, and a tinge of sadness had crept
into her voice. The old Fifi, the full-throated
coquette of eighteen months ago, had given place
to a prudent housewife whose interests did not
extend beyond the marches of the farm.</p>
<p class="indent">"I am married," she replied.</p>
<p class="indent">"A good husband?" asked Bubb.</p>
<p class="indent">"Très bon," said Fifi. "He will be in from
his work directly."</p>
<p class="indent">"Ye've forgotten Fitzgerald, the Irishman,"
said Bubb. "'E was a good man. 'E's dead
now; killed by an oboo grand."</p>
<p class="indent">Fifi chuckled. Bubb looked at Bowdy and
could not resist giving expression to the thoughts
which came into his mind.</p>
<p class="indent">"It's just like these 'ere French birds," he
muttered. "They'll 'ave their bit of fun wiv
a bloke an' then when 'e goes away it's 'Goodbye
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="page286" id="page286"></SPAN>[pg 286]</span>
and be damned t'yer, and we don't care wot
'appens t'yer.'"</p>
<p class="indent">Fifi, who seemed to have made great progress
in her knowledge of English, laughly loudly at
Bubb's remarks. Then she raised a warning
finger. Somebody had come to the door and
this somebody was rubbing heavy boots on the
cobbles in an endeavour to get the dirt from the
soles.</p>
<p class="indent">"My husband," said Fifi.</p>
<p class="indent">He came in, stood for a moment, and gazed
awkwardly at the two soldiers. Bubb stared
open-mouthed at the man, Bowdy contracted his
eyebrows and rubbed one eye with a miry finger,
then the other.</p>
<p class="indent">"Bon soir, m'soo," said Bubb. "Ye're damned
like a mate as we 'ad, old Fitz."</p>
<p class="indent">"I'm not surprised at that, Spudhole," said
the man, coming forward and gripping both the
men's hands and shaking them as if they were
pump handles. "Not a bit surprised, for I am
ole Fitz."</p>
<p class="indent">"But ye're dead," said Bubb.</p>
<p class="indent">"Almost had been ... but luck was with
me," said Fitzgerald, still pump-handling.
"And you. I heard you two were killed,
Bowdy and Bubb ... I never expected....
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="page287" id="page287"></SPAN>[pg 287]</span>
It's damned strange what does happen....
We've no end of things to talk about.... Fifi,
get a meal ready, the best bottle of wine ...
we have much to say.... It's all gushing
out.... God! it's good to see you two here."</p>
<p class="indent">Fitzgerald sat down, crossed his legs, felt in
his pockets and brought out a packet of English
cigarettes.</p>
<p class="indent">"Have a fag, Bubb—Bowdy," he said, laughing
boyishly. "I've left England, but I can't
resist these.... Oh! damn it!... Isn't it
good to see you two here.... Old Snogger....
I know, I saw it in the press. Thorley,
too, and Flanagan.... We'll go into the
corner and have a talk.... We won't be disturbed
and rations will be ready in no time. I'm
excited, Bowdy. Bubb, I'm off my head. I'm
so glad, so damned glad that I could give you
a punch right on the tip of your nose.... But
you'll not understand the feelings which give
rise to a manifestation of gladness such as that,
Spudhole."</p>
<p class="indent">Bubb laughed.</p>
<p class="indent">"Blimey! Ye're just the same ole Fitz, same
as ever," he said.</p>
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