<h2><SPAN name="chap22"></SPAN>Chapter IX.<br/> The Sensualists</h2>
<p>Grigory and Smerdyakov ran into the room after Dmitri. They had been struggling
with him in the passage, refusing to admit him, acting on instructions given
them by Fyodor Pavlovitch some days before. Taking advantage of the fact that
Dmitri stopped a moment on entering the room to look about him, Grigory ran
round the table, closed the double doors on the opposite side of the room
leading to the inner apartments, and stood before the closed doors, stretching
wide his arms, prepared to defend the entrance, so to speak, with the last drop
of his blood. Seeing this, Dmitri uttered a scream rather than a shout and
rushed at Grigory.</p>
<p>“Then she’s there! She’s hidden there! Out of the way,
scoundrel!”</p>
<p>He tried to pull Grigory away, but the old servant pushed him back. Beside
himself with fury, Dmitri struck out, and hit Grigory with all his might. The
old man fell like a log, and Dmitri, leaping over him, broke in the door.
Smerdyakov remained pale and trembling at the other end of the room, huddling
close to Fyodor Pavlovitch.</p>
<p>“She’s here!” shouted Dmitri. “I saw her turn towards
the house just now, but I couldn’t catch her. Where is she? Where is
she?”</p>
<p>That shout, “She’s here!” produced an indescribable effect on
Fyodor Pavlovitch. All his terror left him.</p>
<p>“Hold him! Hold him!” he cried, and dashed after Dmitri. Meanwhile
Grigory had got up from the floor, but still seemed stunned. Ivan and Alyosha
ran after their father. In the third room something was heard to fall on the
floor with a ringing crash: it was a large glass vase—not an expensive
one—on a marble pedestal which Dmitri had upset as he ran past it.</p>
<p>“At him!” shouted the old man. “Help!”</p>
<p>Ivan and Alyosha caught the old man and were forcibly bringing him back.</p>
<p>“Why do you run after him? He’ll murder you outright,” Ivan
cried wrathfully at his father.</p>
<p>“Ivan! Alyosha! She must be here. Grushenka’s here. He said he saw
her himself, running.”</p>
<p>He was choking. He was not expecting Grushenka at the time, and the sudden news
that she was here made him beside himself. He was trembling all over. He seemed
frantic.</p>
<p>“But you’ve seen for yourself that she hasn’t come,”
cried Ivan.</p>
<p>“But she may have come by that other entrance.”</p>
<p>“You know that entrance is locked, and you have the key.”</p>
<p>Dmitri suddenly reappeared in the drawing‐room. He had, of course, found the
other entrance locked, and the key actually was in Fyodor Pavlovitch’s
pocket. The windows of all the rooms were also closed, so Grushenka could not
have come in anywhere nor have run out anywhere.</p>
<p>“Hold him!” shrieked Fyodor Pavlovitch, as soon as he saw him
again. “He’s been stealing money in my bedroom.” And tearing
himself from Ivan he rushed again at Dmitri. But Dmitri threw up both hands and
suddenly clutched the old man by the two tufts of hair that remained on his
temples, tugged at them, and flung him with a crash on the floor. He kicked him
two or three times with his heel in the face. The old man moaned shrilly. Ivan,
though not so strong as Dmitri, threw his arms round him, and with all his
might pulled him away. Alyosha helped him with his slender strength, holding
Dmitri in front.</p>
<p>“Madman! You’ve killed him!” cried Ivan.</p>
<p>“Serve him right!” shouted Dmitri breathlessly. “If I
haven’t killed him, I’ll come again and kill him. You can’t
protect him!”</p>
<p>“Dmitri! Go away at once!” cried Alyosha commandingly.</p>
<p>“Alexey! You tell me. It’s only you I can believe; was she here
just now, or not? I saw her myself creeping this way by the fence from the
lane. I shouted, she ran away.”</p>
<p>“I swear she’s not been here, and no one expected her.”</p>
<p>“But I saw her.... So she must ... I’ll find out at once where she
is.... Good‐by, Alexey! Not a word to Æsop about the money now. But go to
Katerina Ivanovna at once and be sure to say, ‘He sends his compliments
to you!’ Compliments, his compliments! Just compliments and farewell!
Describe the scene to her.”</p>
<p>Meanwhile Ivan and Grigory had raised the old man and seated him in an
arm‐chair. His face was covered with blood, but he was conscious and listened
greedily to Dmitri’s cries. He was still fancying that Grushenka really
was somewhere in the house. Dmitri looked at him with hatred as he went out.</p>
<p>“I don’t repent shedding your blood!” he cried.
“Beware, old man, beware of your dream, for I have my dream, too. I curse
you, and disown you altogether.”</p>
<p>He ran out of the room.</p>
<p>“She’s here. She must be here. Smerdyakov! Smerdyakov!” the
old man wheezed, scarcely audibly, beckoning to him with his finger.</p>
<p>“No, she’s not here, you old lunatic!” Ivan shouted at him
angrily. “Here, he’s fainting! Water! A towel! Make haste,
Smerdyakov!”</p>
<p>Smerdyakov ran for water. At last they got the old man undressed, and put him
to bed. They wrapped a wet towel round his head. Exhausted by the brandy, by
his violent emotion, and the blows he had received, he shut his eyes and fell
asleep as soon as his head touched the pillow. Ivan and Alyosha went back to
the drawing‐room. Smerdyakov removed the fragments of the broken vase, while
Grigory stood by the table looking gloomily at the floor.</p>
<p>“Shouldn’t you put a wet bandage on your head and go to bed,
too?” Alyosha said to him. “We’ll look after him. My brother
gave you a terrible blow—on the head.”</p>
<p>“He’s insulted me!” Grigory articulated gloomily and
distinctly.</p>
<p>“He’s ‘insulted’ his father, not only you,”
observed Ivan with a forced smile.</p>
<p>“I used to wash him in his tub. He’s insulted me,” repeated
Grigory.</p>
<p>“Damn it all, if I hadn’t pulled him away perhaps he’d have
murdered him. It wouldn’t take much to do for Æsop, would it?”
whispered Ivan to Alyosha.</p>
<p>“God forbid!” cried Alyosha.</p>
<p>“Why should He forbid?” Ivan went on in the same whisper, with a
malignant grimace. “One reptile will devour the other. And serve them
both right, too.”</p>
<p>Alyosha shuddered.</p>
<p>“Of course I won’t let him be murdered as I didn’t just now.
Stay here, Alyosha, I’ll go for a turn in the yard. My head’s begun
to ache.”</p>
<p>Alyosha went to his father’s bedroom and sat by his bedside behind the
screen for about an hour. The old man suddenly opened his eyes and gazed for a
long while at Alyosha, evidently remembering and meditating. All at once his
face betrayed extraordinary excitement.</p>
<p>“Alyosha,” he whispered apprehensively, “where’s
Ivan?”</p>
<p>“In the yard. He’s got a headache. He’s on the watch.”</p>
<p>“Give me that looking‐glass. It stands over there. Give it me.”</p>
<p>Alyosha gave him a little round folding looking‐glass which stood on the chest
of drawers. The old man looked at himself in it; his nose was considerably
swollen, and on the left side of his forehead there was a rather large crimson
bruise.</p>
<p>“What does Ivan say? Alyosha, my dear, my only son, I’m afraid of
Ivan. I’m more afraid of Ivan than the other. You’re the only one
I’m not afraid of....”</p>
<p>“Don’t be afraid of Ivan either. He is angry, but he’ll
defend you.”</p>
<p>“Alyosha, and what of the other? He’s run to Grushenka. My angel,
tell me the truth, was she here just now or not?”</p>
<p>“No one has seen her. It was a mistake. She has not been here.”</p>
<p>“You know Mitya wants to marry her, to marry her.”</p>
<p>“She won’t marry him.”</p>
<p>“She won’t. She won’t. She won’t. She won’t on
any account!”</p>
<p>The old man fairly fluttered with joy, as though nothing more comforting could
have been said to him. In his delight he seized Alyosha’s hand and
pressed it warmly to his heart. Tears positively glittered in his eyes.</p>
<p>“That image of the Mother of God of which I was telling you just
now,” he said. “Take it home and keep it for yourself. And
I’ll let you go back to the monastery.... I was joking this morning,
don’t be angry with me. My head aches, Alyosha.... Alyosha, comfort my
heart. Be an angel and tell me the truth!”</p>
<p>“You’re still asking whether she has been here or not?”
Alyosha said sorrowfully.</p>
<p>“No, no, no. I believe you. I’ll tell you what it is: you go to
Grushenka yourself, or see her somehow; make haste and ask her; see for
yourself, which she means to choose, him or me. Eh? What? Can you?”</p>
<p>“If I see her I’ll ask her,” Alyosha muttered, embarrassed.</p>
<p>“No, she won’t tell you,” the old man interrupted,
“she’s a rogue. She’ll begin kissing you and say that
it’s you she wants. She’s a deceitful, shameless hussy. You
mustn’t go to her, you mustn’t!”</p>
<p>“No, father, and it wouldn’t be suitable, it wouldn’t be
right at all.”</p>
<p>“Where was he sending you just now? He shouted ‘Go’ as he ran
away.”</p>
<p>“To Katerina Ivanovna.”</p>
<p>“For money? To ask her for money?”</p>
<p>“No. Not for money.”</p>
<p>“He’s no money; not a farthing. I’ll settle down for the
night, and think things over, and you can go. Perhaps you’ll meet her....
Only be sure to come to me to‐morrow in the morning. Be sure to. I have a word
to say to you to‐morrow. Will you come?”</p>
<p>“Yes.”</p>
<p>“When you come, pretend you’ve come of your own accord to ask after
me. Don’t tell any one I told you to. Don’t say a word to
Ivan.”</p>
<p>“Very well.”</p>
<p>“Good‐by, my angel. You stood up for me, just now. I shall never forget
it. I’ve a word to say to you to‐morrow—but I must think about
it.”</p>
<p>“And how do you feel now?”</p>
<p>“I shall get up to‐morrow and go out, perfectly well, perfectly
well!”</p>
<p>Crossing the yard Alyosha found Ivan sitting on the bench at the gateway. He
was sitting writing something in pencil in his note‐book. Alyosha told Ivan
that their father had waked up, was conscious, and had let him go back to sleep
at the monastery.</p>
<p>“Alyosha, I should be very glad to meet you to‐morrow morning,”
said Ivan cordially, standing up. His cordiality was a complete surprise to
Alyosha.</p>
<p>“I shall be at the Hohlakovs’ to‐morrow,” answered Alyosha,
“I may be at Katerina Ivanovna’s, too, if I don’t find her
now.”</p>
<p>“But you’re going to her now, anyway? For that ‘compliments
and farewell,’ ” said Ivan smiling. Alyosha was disconcerted.</p>
<p>“I think I quite understand his exclamations just now, and part of what
went before. Dmitri has asked you to go to her and say that he—well, in
fact—takes his leave of her?”</p>
<p>“Brother, how will all this horror end between father and Dmitri?”
exclaimed Alyosha.</p>
<p>“One can’t tell for certain. Perhaps in nothing: it may all fizzle
out. That woman is a beast. In any case we must keep the old man indoors and
not let Dmitri in the house.”</p>
<p>“Brother, let me ask one thing more: has any man a right to look at other
men and decide which is worthy to live?”</p>
<p>“Why bring in the question of worth? The matter is most often decided in
men’s hearts on other grounds much more natural. And as for
rights—who has not the right to wish?”</p>
<p>“Not for another man’s death?”</p>
<p>“What even if for another man’s death? Why lie to oneself since all
men live so and perhaps cannot help living so. Are you referring to what I said
just now—that one reptile will devour the other? In that case let me ask
you, do you think me like Dmitri capable of shedding Æsop’s blood,
murdering him, eh?”</p>
<p>“What are you saying, Ivan? Such an idea never crossed my mind. I
don’t think Dmitri is capable of it, either.”</p>
<p>“Thanks, if only for that,” smiled Ivan. “Be sure, I should
always defend him. But in my wishes I reserve myself full latitude in this
case. Good‐by till to‐morrow. Don’t condemn me, and don’t look on
me as a villain,” he added with a smile.</p>
<p>They shook hands warmly as they had never done before. Alyosha felt that his
brother had taken the first step towards him, and that he had certainly done
this with some definite motive.</p>
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