<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></SPAN>CHAPTER XVII</h2>
<p>For two or three days things fell into such commonplace routine that the
excitement of the big operation and the disturbing dream of the night
lost their sharp, clear lines; became blurred and part of the web and
woof of the hospital régime. There was little time for introspection or
romancing and even the chance meeting with Jerry-Jo was relegated to the
non-essentials. Of course he was in the city, but so were the Hornby boys
and others from the In-Place. The whirlpool was a big and rushing thing,
and if they who had once been neighbours caught a glimpse of each other
from dizzy eddies, what did it matter? The possibility of second meetings
was rare.</p>
<p>John Boswell had been sympathetic, to a certain degree, with Priscilla
concerning the operation and her very evident pride in the part she had
been permitted to take in it. With the instinctive horror that many have
concerning sickness and suffering, he always made an effort to appear
sympathetic when Priscilla grew graphic. Often this caused her to laugh,
but she never doubted Boswell's sincere interest in her, personally. That
she had overcome and achieved was a thing of real gratification to the
lonely man; that she came to him naturally and eagerly, during her hours
of freedom, was the only unalloyed joy of his present existence. Even
Toky hailed her appearances now with frank pleasure, for she, and she
alone, brought the rare, sweet smile to the master's face and gave a
meaning to the artistic meals that were planned.</p>
<p>"I think, my Butterfly," Boswell often said to her, "that you have soared
to glory through suffering and gore! But it is the soaring and the glory
that matter, after all. Do not lay it up against your poor Beetle if he
makes a wry face now and then. You are desperately dramatic, you know,
but even in my shudders I do not lose sight of the fact that you are a
very triumphant Butterfly."</p>
<p>Priscilla beamed upon him; the new light of well-poised serenity did not
escape him.</p>
<p>"If I could only explain!" she once said to him as they sat facing each
other across the table that Toky had laid so artistically. "When I feel
the deepest my words seem shut in a cage; only a few get through the
bars. I really believe people all feel the same about their little
victories. It isn't the kind of victory; it is the sure realization that
you are doing <i>your</i> work—the work you can do best. Why, sometimes I
feel as if I were the big All Mother, and the sad, helpless, suffering
folk were <i>my</i> dear children just looking to me—to me! And then I try
to take the pain and fear from their faces by all the arts my profession
has taught me and all the—the <i>something</i> that is in me, and—I tell
you——"</p>
<p>Priscilla paused, while the shining light in her big eyes was brightened,
rather than lessened, by the tears that gathered, then retreated.</p>
<p>"And for all this," Boswell broke in, "you are to get twenty-five per, or
for a particular case, thirty-five per?"</p>
<p>They smiled broadly at each other, for their one huge, compelling joke
loomed close.</p>
<p>"Well, sir, when one considers what two intelligent people, like you and
me, did with Master Farwell's one hundred dollars, the future looks
wonderfully rich! I shall soon be able to repay the loan with interest."</p>
<p>And then they talked a bit of Master Farwell and the In-Place, always
skirting the depths gracefully, for Boswell never permitted certain
subjects to escape his control. It was the half-playful, but wholly
kind dignity that had won for him Priscilla's faith and dependence.</p>
<p>For a week or two after Gordon Moffatt's operation things went calmly and
prosaically at the hospital. The rich man recovered so rapidly and
satisfactorily that even the outside world took things for granted, and
any items of news concerning him were to be found on the inside pages of
the newspapers. During his convalescence Priscilla met Doctor Ledyard and
Doctor Travers many times. Once, by some mysterious arrangement, she was
assigned charge, in the rich man's room, while his own nurse was absent.
For three days and nights she obeyed his impatient commands and reasoned
with him when he confused his dependent condition with his usual
domineering position.</p>
<p>"Damn me!" he once complained to Travers when he thought Priscilla was
out of hearing; "that young woman you've given charge over me ought to
have a bigger field for her accomplishments. She's a natural-born tyrant.
I tried to escape her this morning; had got as far as one foot out of bed
when she bore down upon me, calmly, devilishly calmly, pointed to my
offending foot, and said: "Back, sir!" Then we argued a bit—I'm afraid I
was a trifle testy—and finally she laid hands upon my ankle in the most
scientific manner and had me on my back before I could think of the
proper adjectives to apply to her impudence."</p>
<p>Travers laughed and looked beyond the sick man's bed to the bowed head of
Priscilla as she bent over some preparation she was compounding in an
anteroom. From a high window the sunlight was streaming down on the
wonderful rusty-coloured hair. The girl's attitude of detachment and
concentration held the physician's approving glance, but the wave of
hair under the white cap and against the smooth, clear skin lingered in
the memory of the <i>man</i> long after he forgot Moffatt's amusing anecdote.</p>
<p>And then, because things were closing in upon Priscilla Glenn's little
stage, something happened so commonplace in its character that its effect
upon the girl was out of all proportion.</p>
<p>After a rather strenuous day she was sleeping heavily in her little white
room when a sharp knock on her door brought her well-trained senses into
action at once.</p>
<p>"There's been an accident, Miss Glynn." It was the superintendent who
spoke. "Please report on Ward Five as soon as possible."</p>
<p>It was an insignificant accident; such a one as occurs shockingly often
in our big cities. A large touring car, with seven passengers, rushing up
a broad avenue with a conscientious man at the wheel, had overhauled a
poor derelict with apparently no fixed purpose in his befuddled brain. In
order to spare the fellow, the chauffeur had wheeled his car madly to one
side, and, by so doing, had hit an electric-light pole, with the result
that every one was more or less injured, the forlorn creature who had
caused the excitement, most of all, for the over-turned machine had
included him in its crushing destruction.</p>
<p>Four men and three women were carried to St. Albans and now occupied
private rooms, while the torn and broken body of the unknown stranger lay
in Ward Five, quite unconscious. He was breathing faintly, and, since
they had made him clean and decent, he looked very young and wan as he
rested upon the narrow, white bed.</p>
<p>Priscilla stood at the foot of the cot and read the chart which a former
nurse had hurriedly made out; then she came around to the side and looked
down upon—Jerry-Jo McAlpin!</p>
<p>She knew him at once. The deathlike repose had wiped away much that
recent years had engraven on his face. He looked as Priscilla remembered
him, standing in his father's boat, proudly playing the man.</p>
<p>For a moment the quiet girl grew rigid with superstitious fear. That
deathlike creature before her filled her with unreasoning alarm. She
almost expected him to open his black eyes and laughingly announce that
he had found her at last! She longed to flee from the room before he had
a chance to gain control of her. She breathed fast and hard, as she had
that morning when his ringing jeer had stayed her feet as she ran from
the Far Hill Place after the night of terror. Then sanity came to her
relief and she knew, with a pitying certainty born of her training, that
Jerry-Jo McAlpin could never harm her again. That he was a link between
the past and the future she realized with strange sureness. He had always
been that. He had made things happen; been the factor in bringing
experiences to her. She, in self-preservation, would not claim any
knowledge of him now; she would care for him and wait—wait until she
understood just what part he was to play in her present experience.
He might threaten all that she had gained for herself—her peace and
security. Her only safeguard now was to ignore the personality before
her and respond to the appeal of the "case."</p>
<p>Jerry-Jo was destined to become interesting before he slipped away. Known
only as a number, since he had not been identified or claimed, he rapidly
rose to importance. After three days of unconsciousness he still
persisted, and while his soul wandered on the horizon, his body responded
to the care given it and grew in strength. One doctor after another
watched and commented on his chances, and in due time Doctor Travers,
hearing of the case, stopped to examine it, and, in the interest of
science, suggested an operation that might possibly return the poor
fellow to a world that had evidently no place for him.</p>
<p>"It's worth trying," Travers said as he and Priscilla stood beside the
bed. "We haven't found out anything concerning him, have we?"</p>
<p>Priscilla shook her head.</p>
<p>"Suppose he—well, suppose he had any claim upon you, would you take the
chance of the operation for him?"</p>
<p>The deep, friendly eyes were fixed upon the girl. She coloured sharply,
then went quite pale. There was a most unaccountable struggle, and
Travers smiled as he thought how conscientious she was to feel any deep
responsibility in a question he had asked, more in idle desire to make
talk than for any other reason.</p>
<p>"Yes," she replied suddenly, as her head was lifted; "yes, I'd give him
every chance."</p>
<p>Just then, in one of those marvellous flashes of regained consciousness,
the man upon the bed opened his eyes and looked, first at Travers, then
at Priscilla. Again his gaze shifted, gaining strength and meaning. From
the far place where he had fared for days his mind, lighted by reason,
was abnormally clear and almost painfully reinforced by memory. Then he
laughed—laughed a long, shuddering laugh that drew the thin lips back
from the white, fang-like teeth. Before the sound was finished the light
faded from the black eyes and the grim silence shut in close upon the
last quivering note.</p>
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<p>"We'll take the chance," said Travers. And late that very afternoon they
took it.</p>
<p>A week later Priscilla sat beside the man's bed, her right hand upon his
pulse, her watch in her left. So intent was she upon the weak movement
under her slim fingers that she had forgotten all else until a voice from
a far, far distance seemingly, whispered hoarsely:</p>
<p>"So—so this is—you? I'm not dreaming? I wasn't dreaming before
when—when he and you came?"</p>
<p>They had all been expecting this. The operation had been very successful,
though it was not to give the patient back to life. They all knew that,
too.</p>
<p>"Yes, Jerry-Jo, it's I."</p>
<p>There was no tremor in the low voice, only a determination to keep the
world from knowing. Jerry-Jo was past hurting any one.</p>
<p>"The—lure got you, too?"</p>
<p>"Yes, the lure got me."</p>
<p>"I knew you that night in the dark—that night in the park—you ran from
me. I was lost and—and starving!"</p>
<p>"I came back, Jerry-Jo. I did indeed."</p>
<p>"Have I been here—long?"</p>
<p>"Not very. Do not talk any more. You must rest. There is to-morrow, you
know."</p>
<p>The poor fellow was too weak to laugh, but the long teeth showed for a
moment.</p>
<p>"I must talk. Listen! Do they know here—about me? know my name?"</p>
<p>"No."</p>
<p>"Don't tell them. Don't tell any one. I have done something for you!
They think, back there in Kenmore, that you are with me. I've written
that—and schoolmaster hasn't let on. I haven't gone to the Hornbys here,
because I stood by you. No one must know. See?"</p>
<p>"Yes, Jerry-Jo, I see. Please lie still now. It shall be as you wish. You
have been—very good—for my sake!"</p>
<p>"I've starved and slept in dark holes—for you, and now you and him—have
got to take care of me—or—I'll tell! I'll tell, as sure as God hears
me!"</p>
<p>"We will take care of you, Jerry-Jo. There! there! I promise; and you
know we of the In-Place stand by each other."</p>
<p>He was comforted at last, and fell into the deep sleep of exhaustion.
Occasionally, in the days following, he opened his tired eyes and gave
evidence of consciousness. He was drifting out calmly and painlessly,
and all the coarseness and degeneracy of the half-breed seemed dropping
by the way. Sometimes his glance rested on Doctor Travers's face, for
the young physician was deeply interested in the case and was touched by
the lonely, unclaimed fellow who had served science, but could derive no
benefit in return. Often Jerry-Jo's dark eyes fell upon the pitying face
of Priscilla Glenn with ever-growing understanding and kindliness.
Sometimes in the long nights he clung to her like a child, for she was
very good to him; very, very devoted.</p>
<p>One night, when all the world seemed sleeping, he whispered to her:</p>
<p>"You—you don't know, really?"</p>
<p>Priscilla thought he was wandering, and said gently:</p>
<p>"No, Jerry-Jo, really I do not know."</p>
<p>"What will you give me—if I tell you the biggest secret in the world?"</p>
<p>She had his head in the hollow of her arm; he was resting more calmly so.
He had been feverish all day.</p>
<p>"What—can I give you, Jerry-Jo?"</p>
<p>The old, pleading look was in the dark eyes, but low passion had vanished
forever.</p>
<p>"Could you—would you give me a kiss for the secret?"</p>
<p>"Yes, Jerry-Jo," and the kiss fell upon the white brow.</p>
<p>Could John Boswell have been there then he would have understood.</p>
<p>"You—you are crying! I feel a tear with the kiss!"</p>
<p>The quivering, broken smile smote Priscilla to the heart. The ward
was deathly quiet; only the deep breathing of men closer to life than
Jerry-Jo McAlpin broke the stillness.</p>
<p>"Why—do you cry?"</p>
<p>"You know, it's a bad habit of mine, Jerry-Jo."</p>
<p>"Yes. You—you cried on his book, you remember?"</p>
<p>"I remember."</p>
<p>"Do—you know where he is—now?"</p>
<p>"No. Do you?"</p>
<p>The head upon the strong, young arm moved restlessly.</p>
<p>"Yes—I know—and I'm—going to tell you! It's the biggest joke I ever
knew. Just to think—that you don't know, and he doesn't know, and—and
I do!"</p>
<p>A rattling, husky laugh shook the thin form dangerously. Every instinct
of the nurse rose in alarm and defence.</p>
<p>"You must not talk any more, Jerry-Jo. Lie still. Come, let us think of
the In-Place."</p>
<p>Priscilla slipped her arm from under the dark head, and took the
wandering hands in hers. Her random words had power to hold and chain
the weak mind.</p>
<p>"I'm going to tell you—where he is—but we'll go back to the In-Place. I
want to tell you there, and—he'll come and find you. I'd like to do you
both a good turn—for what you've done for me."</p>
<p>Then, after a pause and a gasping breath:</p>
<p>"It's growing dark, but there's Dreamer's Rock and Bleak Head!"</p>
<p>"And, Jerry-Jo," whispered Priscilla, "there's Lone Tree Island,
don't you see? Your boat is coming around into the Channel. Please tell
me—where he is, Jerry-Jo——"</p>
<p>Priscilla realized he was going fast, and the secret suddenly gripped her
with strange power. She must have it; she must know!</p>
<p>"Please, Jerry-Jo, tell me where he is. I have wanted so to know! Listen!
Can you not hear—the dear old sounds, the pattering of the soft little
waves that the ice has let go free? There's the farm, the woods——" But
Jerry-Jo was struggling to rise; his black eyes wide and straining, his
thin arms outstretched.</p>
<p>"No!" he moaned hoarsely, and already he seemed far away. "I can't make
the Channel. I'm headed for the Secret Portage and the Big Bay."</p>
<p>"Jerry-Jo! oh! tell me, where is he? Where is he?"</p>
<p>But Priscilla knew it was too late. She bent and listened at the still
breast that was holding the secret close from her. Then, with a sense of
having been baffled, defeated, and cruelly cheated, she dropped her wet
face in her hands for a moment before she went to do her last duty for
Jerry-Jo.</p>
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