<h2>CHAPTER XXXVIII.</h2>
<div class="blockquot"><p>Going to sleep.—How John Wesley missed his brother.—A good
man's tears.—Getting old.—Mr. Wesley's text for the children.—Last
words in Manchester.—In Colchester.—A dinner-hour meeting.—The
old ash tree.</p>
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<div class='unindent'><br/>OW I must come to what seems to the
young a very sad time. When we are
strong and healthy, and can enjoy all
the things God has given us to enjoy
in this beautiful world, death does seem very sad
and sorrowful. But think, dear young readers,
how you feel when you have been playing hard all
day, or working at school, and perhaps gone to a
party in the evening and have not got to bed until
10 o'clock. Is it not very nice and very comforting
to lay your head on your soft pillow and go to sleep?
Now this is just how God's people feel when they
are tired of life's work, they just close their eyes and
fall asleep, "asleep in Jesus." This is how Mr. Charles
Wesley passed away when he was eighty years old.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[160]</SPAN></span>
Though four years younger than Mr. John, he seemed
the older man, for he had been weak and infirm for
a long time. The two brothers had loved each other
dearly, and Mr. Wesley felt very lonely when
"Charlie" died.</div>
<p>Three weeks afterwards, Mr. Wesley, preaching at
Bolton, gave out for his second hymn No. 140, a hymn
composed by Mr. Charles. He tried to read the
first verse, but when he came to the words</p>
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"My company before is gone,<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 0.5em;">And I am left alone with Thee,"</span><br/></div>
<div class='unident'>he could get no further, but just burst into tears,
and sat down in the pulpit, burying his face in his
hands. The singing ceased, and numbers of the congregation
wept in sympathy at sight of their dear
leader's sorrow. At last Mr. Wesley recovered himself,
and went on with the service, which was never forgotten
by any of those who were present.</div>
<p>Very soon after this, Mr. Wesley began to feel weak
and feeble. Again his birthday month came round,
the sunny month of June, and on the 17th he wrote:
"I am eighty-six to-day, and I find I grow old. My
eyes are so dim that no spectacles will help me, and
I cannot read small print except in a very strong
light. My strength fails me so that I walk much
slower than I used to do." He was now, for the
first time for forty years, obliged to give up his
five o'clock morning sermons, and was only able to
preach twice a day. As the months went by, he<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[161]</SPAN></span>
grew weaker and more infirm. Once, as the old man
tottered up the pulpit stairs, the whole congregation
burst into tears.</p>
<p>On Valentine's Day, in 1790, he preached one of
his last sermons to his <i>little</i> followers. He chose for
his text: "Come, ye children, hearken unto Me: I will
teach you the fear of the Lord." The boys and girls
flocked from everywhere to hear him, and many who
had never loved Jesus before, heard Him speaking to
them through His dear servant; and answering the
loving call, came, and from that day became Christ's
faithful little soldiers.</p>
<p>In the same year, when he was eighty-seven years
old, he spent a week-end in Manchester, and spoke
his last words to his followers there. He preached
in the old chapel in Oldham Street on the Saturday
night, and the next day, which was Easter Sunday
(April 4th), he assisted in giving the Sacrament to
sixteen hundred members, and preached both night
and morning without feeling tired.</p>
<p>A few months later he preached at Colchester; but
he was so infirm that a minister had to stand on each
side of him, and hold him up. His voice was feeble
and low, and many of the congregation could not
hear him; but his calm, beautiful face, and long
white hair formed a picture that the children and
grown-up people in Colchester never forgot.</p>
<p>It was in this same year, 1790, that he preached
for the last time in the open air. It was in<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[162]</SPAN></span>
Winchelsea, and the time was October, the month
when nuts and apples are asking to be gathered, and
when the leaves put on their loveliest dress.</p>
<p>As Mr. Wesley felt his time on earth was drawing
to a close, he was all the more eager to "tell to all
around, what a dear Saviour he had found," and how
they might find Him too. So he preached at twelve
o'clock noon, the dinner hour of the workmen, in
order that they too might have a chance of hearing
the good news. A large oak dining-table was brought
into the churchyard, and there, under the shade of an
old ash tree, John Wesley gave his last message to
those working men. "<i>The kingdom of Heaven is at
hand; repent ye, and believe the Gospel</i>," was his text,
and as he preached, the tears of the people flowed
down their cheeks.</p>
<p>Long, long afterwards the old ash tree was known
as "Wesley's Tree," and the vicar of Winchelsea had
hard work to keep it from being cut to pieces; for
Methodists use to come from all parts to cut a twig
in remembrance of that last scene in the life of the
venerable field-preacher.</p>
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