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<h3> CHAPTER XXX </h3>
<p>The wedding was to be a very quiet one. Lashmar would have preferred
the civil ceremony, at the table of the registrar, with musty casuals
for witnesses; but Iris shrank from this. It must be at a church, and
with a few friends looking on, or surely people would gossip. Had he
been marrying an heiress, Dyce would have called for pomp and
circumstance, with portraits in the fashion papers, and every form of
advertisement which society has contrived. As it was, he desired to
slink through the inevitable. He was ashamed; he was confounded; and
only did not declare it. To the very eve of the wedding-day, his mind
ferreted elusive hopes. Had men and gods utterly forsaken him? In
solitude, he groaned and gnashed his teeth. And no deliverance came.</p>
<p>Reaction made him at times the fervent lover, and these interludes
supported Iris's courage. "Let it once be over!" she kept saying to
herself. She trusted in her love and in her womanhood.</p>
<p>"At all events," cried the bridegroom, "we needn't go through the
foolery of running away to hide ourselves. It's only waste of money."</p>
<p>But Iris pleaded for the honeymoon. People would think it so strange if
they went straight from church to their home at West Hampstead. And
would not a few autumn weeks of Devon be delightful? Again he yielded.</p>
<p>The vicar of Alverholme and his wife, when satisfied that Dyce's
betrothed was a respectable person, consented to be present at the
marriage. Not easily did Mrs. Lashmar digest her bitter disappointment,
which came so close upon that of Dyce's defeat at Hollingford; but she
was a practical woman, and, in the state of things at Alverholme, six
hundred a year seemed to her not altogether to be despised.</p>
<p>"My fear was," she remarked one day to her husband, "that Dyce would be
tempted to marry money. I respect him for the choice he has made; it
shows character."</p>
<p>The vicar just gave a glance of surprise, but said nothing. Every day
made him an older man in look and bearing. His head was turning white.
He had begun to mutter to himself as he walked about the parish. Not a
man in England who worried more about his own affairs and those of the
world.</p>
<p>In an obscure lodging, Dyce awaited the day of destiny. One evening he
went to dine at West Hampstead; though he was rather late, Iris had not
yet come home, and she had left no message to explain her absence. He
waited a quarter of an hour. When at length his betrothed came hurrying
into the room, she wore so strange a countenance that Dyce could not
but ask what had happened. Nothing, nothing—she declared. It was only
that she had been obliged to hurry so, and was out of breath,
and—and—. Whereupon she tottered to a chair, death-pale, all but
fainting.</p>
<p>"What the <i>devil</i> is the matter with you?" cried Lashmar, whose
over-strong nerves could not endure this kind of thing.</p>
<p>His violence had an excellent effect. Iris recovered herself, and came
towards him with hands extended.</p>
<p>"It's nothing at all, dearest. I couldn't bear to keep you waiting, and
fretted myself into a fever when I saw what time it was. Don't be angry
with me, will you?"</p>
<p>Dyce was satisfied. It seemed to him a very natural explanation; a
caress put him into his gracious mood.</p>
<p>"After all, you know," he said, "you're a very womanly woman. I think
we shall have to give up pretending that you're not."</p>
<p>"But I've given it up long since!" Iris exclaimed, with large eyes.
"Didn't you know that?"</p>
<p>"I'm not sure—" he laughed—"that I'm not glad of it."</p>
<p>And they passed a much more tranquil evening than usual. Iris seemed
tired; she sat with her head on Dyce's shoulder, thrilling when his
lips touched her hair. He had assured her that her hair was
beautiful—that he had always admired its hue of the autumn elm-leaf.
Her face, too, he was beginning to find pretty, and seldom did he
trouble to reflect that she was seven years older than he.</p>
<p>Already he regarded this house as his own. His books had been
transferred hither, and many of his other possessions. Very carefully
had Iris put out of sight or got rid of, everything which could remind
him of her former marriage. Certain things (portraits and the like)
which must be preserved for Leonard's sake were locked away in the
boy's room. Of course Lashmar had given her no presents; she, on the
other hand, had been very busy in furnishing a study which should
please him, buying the pictures and ornaments he liked, and many
expensive books of which he said that he had need. Into this room Dyce
was not allowed to peep; it waited as a surprise for him on the return
from the honeymoon. Drawing-room and dining-room he trod as master, and
often felt that, after all, a man could be very comfortable here for a
year or two. A box of good cigars invited him after dinner. A womanly
woman, the little mistress of the house; and, all things considered, he
couldn't be sure that he wasn't glad of it.</p>
<p>One more day only before that of the wedding. Dyce had been on the
point of asking whether all the business with Wrybolt was
satisfactorily settled; but delicacy withheld him. Really, there was
nothing to do; Iris's money simply passed into her own hands on the
event of her marriage. It would be time enough to talk of such things
presently.</p>
<p>They spent nearly all the last day together. Iris was in the extremity
of nervousness; she looked as if she had not slept for two or three
nights; often she hid her face against Dyce's shoulder, and shook as if
sobbing, but no tears followed.</p>
<p>"Do you love me?" she asked, again and again. "Do you really, really
love me?"</p>
<p>"But you know I do," Dyce answered, at length irritably. "How many
times must I tell you? It's all very well to be womanly, but don't be
womanish."</p>
<p>"You're not sorry you're going to marry me?"</p>
<p>"You're getting hysterical, and I can't stand that."</p>
<p>Hysterical she became as soon as Lashmar had left her. One of the two
servants, looking into the dressing-room before going to bed, saw her
lying, half on the floor, half against the sofa, in a lamentable state.
She wailed incoherent phrases.</p>
<p>"I can't help it—too late—I can't, <i>can't</i> help it oh! oh!"</p>
<p>Unobserved, the domestic drew back, and went to gossip with her
fellow-servant of this strange incident.</p>
<p>The hours drove on. Lashmar found himself at the church, accompanied by
his father, his mother, his old friend the Home Office clerk. They
waited the bride's coming; she was five minutes late, ten minutes late;
but came at last. With her were two ladies, kinsfolk of hers. Had Iris
risen from a sick bed to go through this ceremony, she could not have
shown a more disconcerting visage. But she held herself up before the
altar. The book was opened; the words of fate were uttered; the golden
circlet slipped onto her trembling hand; and Mrs. Dyce Lashmar passed
forth upon her husband's arm to the carriage that awaited them.</p>
<p>A week went by. They were staying at Dawlish, and Lashmar, who had
quite come round to his wife's opinion on the subject of the honeymoon,
cared not how long these days of contented indolence lulled his
ambitious soul; at times he was even touched by the devotion which
repaid his sacrifice. A certain timidity which clung to Iris, a
tremulous solicitude which marked her behaviour to him, became her, he
thought, very well indeed. Constance Bride was right; he could not have
been thus at his ease with a woman capable of reading his thoughts, and
of criticising them. He talked at large of his prospects, which took a
hue from the halcyon sea and sky.</p>
<p>One morning they had strolled along the cliffs, and in a sunny hollow
they sat down to rest. Dyce took from his pocket a newspaper he had
bought on coming forth.</p>
<p>"Let us see what fools are doing," he said genially.</p>
<p>Iris watched him with uneasy eye. The sight of a newspaper was dreadful
to her: yet she always eagerly scanned those that came under her
notice. Lying now on the dry turf, she was able to read one page whilst
Dyce occupied himself with another. Of a sudden she began to shake;
then a half-stifled cry escaped her.</p>
<p>"What is it?" asked her husband, startled.</p>
<p>"Oh, look, Dyce! Look at this!"</p>
<p>She pointed him to a paragraph headed: "Disappearance of a City Man."
When Lashmar had read it, he met his wife's anguished look with
surprise and misgiving.</p>
<p>"You've had a precious narrow escape. Of course this is nothing to
<i>you</i>, now?"</p>
<p>"Oh but I'm afraid it is—I'm afraid it is, Dyce—"</p>
<p>"What do you mean? Didn't you get everything out of his hands?"</p>
<p>"I thought it was safe—I left it till we were back at home—"</p>
<p>Lashmar started to his feet, pale as death.</p>
<p>"What? Then all your money is lost?"</p>
<p>"Oh, surely not? How can it be? We must make inquiries at once—"</p>
<p>"Inquiries? Inquiries enough have been made, you may depend upon it,
before this got into the papers. Why, read! The fellow has bolted; the
police are after him; he has robbed and swindled right and left. Do you
imagine <i>your</i> money has escaped his clutches?"</p>
<p>They stood face to face.</p>
<p>"Dear, don't be angry with me!" sounded from Iris in a choking voice.
"I am not to blame—I couldn't help it—oh don't look at me like that,
dear husband!"</p>
<p>"But you have been outrageously careless! What right had you to expose
us to this danger? Ass that I was ass, <i>ass</i> that I was! I wanted to
speak of it, and my cursed delicacy prevented me. What right had you to
behave so idiotically?"</p>
<p>He set off at a great speed towards Dawlish. Iris ran after him, caught
his arm, clung to him.</p>
<p>"Where are you going? You won't leave me?"</p>
<p>"I'm going to London, of course," was his only reply, as he strode on.</p>
<p>Running by his side, Iris told with broken breath of the offer of
marriage she had received from Wrybolt not long ago. She understood now
why he wished to marry her; no doubt he already found himself in grave
difficulties, and saw this as a chance either of obtaining money, or of
concealing a fraud he had already practised at her expense.</p>
<p>"Why didn't you tell me that before?" cried Lashmar, savagely. "What
right had you to keep it from me?"</p>
<p>"I ought to have told you. Oh, do forgive me! Don't walk so quickly,
Dyce! I haven't the strength to keep up with you.—You know that he
hadn't everything—most fortunately not everything—"</p>
<p>With an exclamation of wrathful contempt, the man pursued his way. Iris
fell back; she tottered; she sank to her knee upon the grass, moaning,
sobbing. Only when he was fifty yards ahead did Dyce pause and look
back. Already she was running after him again. He turned, and walked
less quickly. At length there was a touch upon his arm.</p>
<p>"Dear—dear—don't you love me?" panted a scarce audible voice.</p>
<p>"Don't be a greater idiot than you have been already," was his fierce
reply. "I have to get to London, and look after your business; that's
enough to think about just now."</p>
<p>In less than an hour they had taken train. By early evening they
reached Paddington Station, whence they set forth to call upon the
person whom Iris mentioned as most likely to be able to inform them
concerning Wrybolt. It was the athletic Mr. Barker, who dwelt with his
parents at Highgate. An interview with this gentleman, who was caught
at dinner, put an end to the faint hopes Lashmar had tried to
entertain. Wrybolt, said Barker, was not a very interesting criminal;
the frauds he had perpetrated were not great enough to make his case
sensational; but there could be no shadow of doubt that he had turned
his trusteeship to the best account.</p>
<p>"He has nothing but his skin to pay with," added the young City man,
"and I wouldn't give much for that. Don't distress yourself, Mrs.
Lashmar; I know a lady who is let in worse than you—considerably
worse."</p>
<p>The newly-married couple made their way to West Hampstead. The servant
who had been left in charge of the house did not conceal her surprise
as she admitted them. It was nearly ten o'clock in the evening.</p>
<p>"I suppose we must have something to eat," said Dyce, sullenly.</p>
<p>"You must be very hungry," Iris answered, regarding him like a
frightened but affectionate dog that eyes its master. "Jane shall get
something at once."</p>
<p>They sat down to such a supper as could be prepared at a moment's
notice. By good fortune, a bottle of claret had been found, and,
excepting one glass, which his wife thankfully swallowed, Lashmar drank
it all. At an ordinary time, this excess would have laid him prostrate;
in the present state of his nerves, it did him nothing but good; a
healthier hue mantled on his cheeks, and he began to look furtively at
Iris with eyes which had lost their evil expression. She, so exhausted
that she could scarce support herself on the chair, timidly met these
glances, but as yet no word was spoken.</p>
<p>"Why haven't you eaten anything?" asked Dyce at length, breaking the
silence with a voice which was almost natural.</p>
<p>"I have, dear."</p>
<p>"Yes, a bit of bread. Come, eat! You'll be ill if you don't."</p>
<p>She tried to obey. Tears began to trickle down her face.</p>
<p>"What's the use of going on like that?" Lashmar exclaimed, petulantly
rather than in anger. "You're tired to death. If you really can't eat
anything, better go to bed. We shall see how things look in the
morning."</p>
<p>Iris rose and came towards him.</p>
<p>"Thank you, dear, for speaking so kindly. I don't deserve it."</p>
<p>"Oh, we won't say anything about that," he replied, with an air of
generosity. Then, laughing, "Aren't you going to show me the study?"</p>
<p>"Dyce! I haven't the heart."</p>
<p>She began to weep in earnest.</p>
<p>"Nonsense! Let us go and look at it. I'll carry the lamp."</p>
<p>They left the room, and Iris, struggling with her tears, led the way to
the study door. As he entered Dyce gave an exclamation of pleasure. The
little room was furnished and adorned very tastefully; hook-shelves,
with all Lashmar's own books carefully arranged, and many new volumes
added, made a pleasant show; a handsome writing-table and chair seemed
to invite to penwork.</p>
<p>"I could have done something here," Dyce remarked, with a nodding of
the head.</p>
<p>Iris came nearer. Timidly she laid a hand upon his shoulder;
appealingly she gazed into his face.</p>
<p>"Dear"—it was a just audible whisper—"you are so clever—you are so
far above ordinary men—"</p>
<p>Lashmar smiled. His arm fell lightly about her waist. "We have still
nearly two hundred pounds a year," the whisper continued. "There's
Len—but I must take him from school—"</p>
<p>"Pooh! We'll talk about that."</p>
<p>A cry of gratitude escaped her.</p>
<p>"Dyce! How good you are! How bravely you hear it, my own dear husband.
I'll do anything, anything! We needn't have a servant. I'll work—I
don't care anything if you still love me. Say you still love me!"</p>
<p>He kissed her hair.</p>
<p>"It's certain I don't hate you.—Well, we'll see how things look
to-morrow. Who knows? It may be the real beginning of my career!"</p>
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