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<h3> CHAPTER XV </h3>
<p>Lord Dymchurch was at a critical moment of his life.</p>
<p>Discontent, the malady of the age, had taken hold upon him. No ignoble
form of the disease; for his mind, naturally in accord with generous
thoughts, repelled every suggestion which he recognised as of unworthy
origin, and no man saw more clearly how much there was of vanity and of
evil in the unrest which rules our time. He was possessed by that
turbid idealism which, in the tumult of a day without conscious
guidance, is the peril of gentle souls. Looking out upon the world, he
seemed to himself to be the one idle man in a toiling and aspiring
multitude; for, however astray the energy of most, activity was visible
on every side, and in activity—so he told himself—lay man's only
hope. He alone did nothing. Wearing his title like a fool's cap, he
mooned in by-paths which had become a maze. Was it not the foolish
title that bemused and disabled him? Without it, would he not long ago
have gone to work like other men, and had his part in the onward
struggle? Discontented with himself, ill at ease in his social
position, reproachfully minded towards the ancestors who had ruined
him, he fell into that most dangerous mood of the cultured and
conscientious man, a feverish inclination for practical experiment in
life.</p>
<p>His age was two and thirty. A decade ago he had dreamt of
distinguishing himself in the Chamber of Peers; why should poverty bar
the way of intellect and zeal? Experience taught him that, though money
might not be indispensable to such a career as he imagined, the lack of
it was only to be supplied by powers such as he certainly did not
possess. Abashed at the thought of his presumption he withdrew
altogether from the seat to which his birth entitled him, and at the
same time ceased to appear in Society. He had the temper of a student,
and among his books he soon found consolation for the first
disappointments of youth. Study, however, led him by degrees to all the
questions rife in the world about him; with the inevitable result that
his maturer thought turned back upon things he fancied himself to have
outgrown. His time had been wasted. At thirty-two all he had clearly
learnt was a regret for vanished years.</p>
<p>He resisted as a temptation the philosophic quietism which had been his
strength and his pride. From the pages of Marcus Aurelius, which he had
almost by heart, one passage only was allowed to dwell with him: "When
thou art hard to be stirred up and awaked out of thy sleep, admonish
thyself and call to mind that to perform actions tending to the common
good is that which thine own proper constitution, and that which the
nature of man, do require." Morning and night, the question with him
became, what could he do in the cause of civilisation? And about this
time it chanced that he made the acquaintance of Dyce Lashmar. He
listened, presently, to the bio-sociological theory of human life,
believing it to be Lashmar's own, and finding in it a great deal that
was not only intellectually fruitful, but strong in appeal to his
sympathies. Here he saw the reconciliation of his aristocratic
prejudices—which he had little hope of ever overcoming—with the
humanitarian emotion and conviction which were also a natural part of
his being. All this did but contribute to his disquiet. No longer
occupied with definite studies, he often felt time heavy on his hands,
and saw himself more obnoxious than ever to the charge of idleness.
Lashmar, though possibly his ambition had some alloy of self-seeking,
gave an example of intellect applied to the world's behoof; especially
did his views on education, developed in a recent talk at the club,
strike Dymchurch as commendable and likely to have influence. He asked
nothing better than an opportunity of devoting himself to a movement
for educational reform. The abstract now disgusted him well nigh as
much as the too grossly actual. Thus, chancing to open Shelley, he
found with surprise that the poet of his adolescence not merely left
him cold, but seemed verbose and tedious.</p>
<p>Some anxiety about his private affairs aided this mental tendency. Some
time ago, he had been appealed to by the tenant of his Kentish farm for
a reduction of rent, which, on consideration of the facts submitted to
him, he felt unable to refuse. The farmer was now dead, and it was not
without trouble that the land had been leased again on the same reduced
terms; moreover, the new tenant seemed to be a not very satisfactory
man, and Dymchurch had to consider the possibility that this part of
his small income might become uncertain, or fail him altogether. Now
and then he entertained the thought of studying agriculture, living
upon his farm, and earning bread in the sweat of his brow; but a little
talk with practical men showed him all the difficulties of such an
undertaking. So far as his own day-to-day life was concerned, he felt
small need of money; but it constantly worried him to think of his
sisters down in Somerset, their best years going by, not indeed in
actual want, but with so little of the brightness or hope natural to
ladies of their birth. They did not appear unhappy; like him, they had
a preference for the tranquil mode of life; none the less, he saw how
different everything would have been with them but for their narrow
means, and, after each visit to the silent meadow-circled house, he
came away reproaching himself for his inertness.</p>
<p>The invitation to Lashmar's restaurant-dinner annoyed him a little, for
casual company was by no means to his taste; when it was over, he felt
glad that he had come, and more than ever fretted in spirit about his
personal insignificance, his uselessness in the scheme of things. He
was growing to hate the meaningless symbol which distinguished him from
ordinary men; the sight of an envelope addressed to him stirred his
spleen, for it looked like deliberate mockery. How if he cast away this
empty lordship? Might it not be the breaking down of a barrier between
him and real life? In doing so, what duty would he renounce? Who cared
a snap of the fingers whether he signed himself "Dymchurch" or "Walter
Fallowfield?" It was long enough since the barony of Dymchurch had
justified its existence by any public service, and, as most people
knew, its private record had small dignity. The likelihood was that he
would never marry, and, unless either of his sisters did so, every day
a more improbable thing, the title might fall into happy oblivion.
What, in deed, did such titles mean nowadays? They were a silly
anachronism, absurdly in contradiction with that scientific teaching
which rules our lives. Lashmar, of course, was right in his demand for
a new aristocracy to oust the old, an aristocracy of nature, of the
born leaders of men. It might be that he had some claim to a humble
position in that spiritual hierarchy, and perhaps the one manifest way
to make proof of it was by flinging aside his tinsel privilege—an
example, a precedent, to the like-minded of his caste.</p>
<p>Mrs. Toplady had begged him to come and see her. Mrs. Toplady, vaguely
known to him by name, would, but a short time ago, have turned him to
flight; having talked with her at the restaurant, he inclined to think
her a very intelligent and bright-witted woman, the kind of woman who
did a service to Society by keeping it in touch with modern ideas.
After a little uneasy hesitation, he betook himself to Pont Street.
Next, he accepted an invitation to dine there, and found himself in the
company of an old Lady Ogram, of whom he had never heard, and a girl
with an odd name, her niece, who rather amused him. Calling presently
in Pont Street, to discharge his obligation of ceremony, he found Mrs.
Toplady alone, and heard from her, in easy, half-confidential chat, a
great deal about Lady Ogram and Miss Tomalin, information such as he
would never himself have sought, but which, set off by his hostess's
pleasant manner, entertained and somewhat interested him. For the young
lady and her aged relative shone in no common light as Mrs. Toplady
exhibited them. The baronet's widow became one of the most remarkable
women of her time, all the more remarkable because of lowly origin;
Miss Tomalin, heiress of a great fortune, had pure colonial blood in
her veins, yet pursued with delightful zeal the finest culture of an
old civilisation. As Mrs. Toplady talked thus, the door opened to
admit—Mr. Lashmar, and there was an end of confidences for that day.</p>
<p>So far, Dymchurch had yielded without much reflection to the friendly
pressure which brought him among strangers and disturbed his habits of
seclusion. These dinners and afternoon calls had no importance; very
soon he would be going down into Somerset, where it might be hoped that
he would think out the problems which worried him, and arrive at some
clear decision about the future. But when he found himself,
reluctantly, yet as it seemed inevitably, setting forth to Mrs.
Toplady's "At Home," the reasonable man in him grew restive. Why was he
guilty of this weakness? Years had passed since he did anything so
foolish as to leave home towards the middle of the night for the
purpose of hustling amid a crowd of unknown people in staircases and
drawing-rooms. He saw himself as the victim of sudden fatuity, own
brother to the longest-eared of fashion's worshippers. Assuredly this
should be the last of his concessions.</p>
<p>Inwardly pishing and pshawing, he drifted about the rooms till brought
up beside Miss Tomalin. Then his mood changed. This girl, with her
queer mixture of naivete and conceit and examination-room pedantry,
decidedly amused him. Was she a type of the young Canadian? He knew
nothing of her life at Northampton, and thought she had come over from
Canada only a year or two ago. Yes, she amused him. By contrast with
the drawing-room young lady, of whom he had always been afraid, she
seemed to have originality of character, spontaneity of talk. Of course
her learning was not exactly profound; the quality of her mind left
something to be desired; her breeding fell short of what is demanded by
the fastidious; but there was something healthy and genuine about her,
which made these deficiencies a matter for indulgence rather than for
censure. And then, she was by no means ill-looking. Once or twice he
caught an aspect of her features which had a certain impressiveness;
with nature cast in a more serious mould, she might have become a
really beautiful woman.</p>
<p>Just as he had found courage to turn the talk in a personal direction,
with an inquiry about Canadian life, he saw the approach of Dyce
Lashmar. A glance at Miss Tomalin showed him that she had perceived the
young politician, who was looking with manifest interest at her.
Abruptly he rose. He had thought of asking the girl to let him take her
to the supper-room, but at the sight of Lashmar he did not hesitate for
a moment about retreating. And at once he quitted the house.</p>
<p>Dymchurch had never inclined to tender experiences; his life so far was
without romance. Women more often amused than interested him; his
humorous disposition found play among their lighter characteristics,
and on the other hand—natural complement of humour—he felt a certain
awe of the mysterious in their being. Except his own sisters, whom,
naturally enough, he regarded as quite exceptional persons, he had
never been on terms of intimacy with any woman of the educated world.
Regarding marriage as impracticable—for he had always shrunk from the
thought of accepting money with a wife—he gave as little heed as
possible to the other sex, tried to leave it altogether out of account
in his musings and reasonings upon existence. Frankly he said to
himself that he knew nothing about women, and that he was just as
likely to be wrong as right in any theory he might form about their
place in the world, their dues, their possibilities. By temper, he
leaned to the old way of regarding them; women militant, women in the
public eye, were on the whole unpleasing to him. But he was satisfied
with an occasional laugh at these extravagances, and heard with
tolerable patience anyone who pleaded the cause of female emancipation.
In brief, women lay beyond the circle of his interests.</p>
<p>The explanation of his abrupt withdrawal on Lashmar's appearance was,
simply, that he all at once imagined a private understanding between
his political friend and Miss Tomalin. The possibility had not hitherto
occurred to him: he had given too little thought to Lady Ogram's niece.
Now, of a sudden, it flashed upon him that Lashmar was seeking the girl
in marriage, perhaps had already won her favour. The thought that
Lashmar might perchance regard him as a rival pricked his pride; not
for a moment could he rest under that misconstruction. He left the
field clear, and drew breath like a man who has shaken off an
embarrassment.</p>
<p>On the way home he saw how natural it was that such a man as Lashmar
should woo Miss Tomalin. He might be a little too good for her; yet
there was no knowing. That half grim, half grotesque Lady Ogram had
evidently taken Lashmar under her wing, and probably would make no
objection to the alliance; perhaps she had even projected it. Utterly
without idle self-consciousness, Dymchurch had perceived no special
significance in Mrs. Toplady's social advances to him. The sense of
poverty was so persistent in his mind that he had never seen himself as
a possible object of matrimonial intrigue; nor had he ever come in
contact with a social rank where such designs must have been forced on
his notice. Well, his "season" was over; he laughed as he looked back
upon it. When Lashmar and Miss Tomalin were married, he might or might
not see something of them. The man had ideas: it remained to be proved
whether his strength was equal to his ambitions.</p>
<p>A few days later, Dymchurch heard that one of his sisters was not very
well. She had caught a cold, and could not shake it off. This decided
him to plan a summer holiday. He wrote and asked whether the girls
would go with him to a certain quiet spot high in the Alps, and how
soon they could leave home. The answer came that they would prefer not
to go away until the middle of July, as a friend was about to visit
them, whom they hoped to keep for two or three weeks. Disappointed at
the delay, Dymchurch tried to settle down to his books; but books had
lost their savour. He was consumed by dreary indolence.</p>
<p>Then came a note from Mrs. Toplady. He knew the writing, and opened the
envelope with a petulant grimace, muttering "No, no, no!"</p>
<p>"Dear Lord Dymchurch," wrote his correspondent, "I wonder whether you
are going to the performance of 'As You Like It' at Lady Honeybourne's
on the 24th? It promises to be very good. If only they have fine
weather, the play will be a real delight in that exquisite Surrey
woodland. I do so hope we may meet you there. By we I mean Miss Tomalin
and myself. Lady Ogram has gone back into the country, her health being
unequal to London strain, and her niece stays with me for a little. You
have heard, no doubt, of the engagement of Mr. Lashmar and Miss Bride.
I knew it was coming. They are admirably suited to each other. To-day
Mr. Lashmar gives his address at Hollingford, and I hope for good news
tomorrow—"</p>
<p>The reader hung suspended at this point. Miss Bride? Who was Miss
Bride? Oh, the lady whom he had seen once or twice with Lady Ogram; her
secretary, had he not heard? Why, then he was altogether wrong in his
conjecture about Lashmar and Miss Tomalin. He smiled at the error,
characteristic of such an acute observer of social life!</p>
<p>He had received a card of invitation to Lady Honeybourne's, but had by
no means thought of going down into Surrey to see an amateur open-air
performance of "As You Like It." After all, was it not a way of passing
an afternoon? And would not Miss Tomalin's running comment have a
piquancy all its own? She would have "got up" the play, would be
prepared with various readings, with philological and archaeological
illustrations. Dymchurch smiled again as he thought of it, and already
was half decided to go.</p>
<p>A copy of the <i>Hollingford Express</i>, posted, no doubt, by Lashmar,
informed him that the private meeting of Liberals at the Saracen's Head
had resulted in acceptance of his friend's candidature. There was a
long report of Lashmar's speech, which he read critically, and not
without envy. Whether he came to be elected or not, Lashmar was doing
something; he knew the joy of activity, of putting out his strength, of
moving others by the energy of his mind. This morning, his Highgate
lodgings seemed to Dymchurch, a very cave in the wilderness. The
comforts and the graceful things amid which he lived had lost all
meaning; unless, indeed, they symbolised a dilettante decadence of
which he ought to be heartily ashamed. He ran over the contents of the
provincial newspaper, and in every column found something that rebuked
him. These municipal proceedings, what zeal and capability they
implied! Was it not better, a thousand times, to be excited about the
scheme for paving "Burgess Lane" than to sit here amid books and
pictures, and do nothing at all but smoke one's favourite mixture? The
world hummed about him with industry, with triumphant effort; and he
alone of all men could put his hand to nothing.</p>
<p>His thought somehow turned upon Miss Tomalin. What was it that he found
so piquant in that half-educated, indifferently-bred girl? Might it not
be that she represented an order of Society with which he had no
acquaintance, that vague multitude between the refined middle class and
the rude toilers, which, as he knew theoretically, played such an
important part in modern civilisation? Among these people, energy was
naked, motives were direct. There the strength and the desires of the
people became vocal; they must be studied, if one wished to know the
trend of things. Had he not seen it remarked somewhere that from this
class sprang nearly all the younger representatives of literature and
art, the poets, novelists, journalists of to-day; all the vigorous
young workers in science? Lashmar, he felt sure, was but one remove
from it. That busy and aspiring multitude would furnish, most likely,
by far the greater part of the spiritual aristocracy for which our
world was waiting.</p>
<p>From this point of view, the girl had a new interest. She was destined,
perhaps, to be the mother of some great man. He hoped she would not
marry foolishly; the wealth she must soon inherit hardly favoured her
chances in this respect; doubtless she would be surrounded by
unprincipled money-hunters. On the whole, it seemed rather a pity that
Lashmar had not chosen and won her; there would have been a fitness,
one felt, in that alliance. At the same time, Lashmar's selection of an
undowered mate spoke well for him. For it was to be presumed that Lady
Ogram's secretary had no very brilliant prospects. Certainly she did
not make much impression at the first glance; one would take her for a
sensible, thoughtful woman, nothing more.</p>
<p>After a lapse of twenty-four hours, he replied to Mrs. Toplady. Yes, if
the weather were not too discouraging, he hoped to be at Lady
Honeybourne's. He added that the fact of Lashmar's engagement had come
as news to him.</p>
<p>So, after all, his "season" was not yet over. But perhaps kind Jupiter
would send rain, and make the murdering of Shakespeare an
impossibility. Now and then he tapped his barometer, which for some
days had hovered about "change," the sky meanwhile being clouded. On
the eve of Midsummer Day there was every sign of unseasonable weather.
Dymchurch told himself, with a certain persistency, that he was glad.</p>
<p>Yet the morrow broke fair, and at mid-day was steadily bright.
Throughout the morning, Dymchurch held himself at remorseless study,
and was rewarded by the approval of his conscience; whence, perhaps,
the cheerfulness of resignation with which he made ready to keep his
engagement at the Surrey house. With a half smile on his meditative
face, he went out into the sunshine. He was thinking of Rosalind in
Arden.</p>
<p>Lord Honeybourne and he had been schoolfellows; they were together at
Oxford, but not in the same set, for Dymchurch read, and the other
ostentatiously idled. What was the use of exerting oneself in any
way—asked the Hon. L. F. T. Medwin-Burton—when a man had only an
income of four or five thousand in prospect, fruit of a wretchedly
encumbered estate which every year depreciated? Having left the
University without a degree—his only notable performance a very
amusing speech at the Union, proposing the abolition of the House of
Lords—he allied himself with young Sir Evan Hungerford in a
journalistic enterprise, and for a year or two the bi-monthly <i>Skylark</i>
supplied matter for public mirth, not without occasional scandal. Then
came his succession to the title, and Viscount Honeybourne, as the
papers made known, presently set forth on travel which was to cover all
British territory. He came back with an American wife, an incalculable
fortune, and much knowledge of Greater Britain; moreover he had gained
a serious spirit, and henceforth devoted himself to Colonial affairs.
His young wife—she was seventeen at the time of her
marriage—straightway took a conspicuous place in English Society, her
note being intellectual and social earnestness.</p>
<p>The play was to begin at three o'clock. Arriving half an hour before,
Dymchurch found his hostess in the open-air theatre, beset with
managerial cares, whilst her company, already dressed for their parts,
sat together under the greenwood tree, and a few guests strayed about
the grass. He had met Lady Honeybourne only once, and that a couple of
years ago; with difficulty they recognised each other. Lord
Honeybourne, she told him, had hoped to be here, but the missing of a
steamer (he had run over, just for a day or two, to Jamaica) would make
him too late.</p>
<p>"You know Miss Tomalin?" the lady added with a bright smile. "She has
been lunching with me, and we are great friends. I wish I had known her
sooner; she would have had a part. There she is, talking with Miss
Dolbey.—Yes, of course we have had to cut the play down. It's
shocking, but there was no choice."</p>
<p>Dymchurch got away from this chatter, and stood aside. Then Miss
Tomalin's radiant glance discovered him; she broke from the lady with
whom she was conversing, and stepped in his direction with a look of
frank pleasure.</p>
<p>"How do you do, Lord Dymchurch! I came early, to lunch with Lady
Honeybourne and some of her actors. We have been getting on together
splendidly. Let us settle our places. Mrs. Toplady may be a little
late; we must keep a chair for her. Which do you prefer?—Isn't it
admirably managed? This big tree will give shade all the time. Suppose
we take these chairs? Of course we needn't sit down at once. Put your
cane across two, and I'll tie my handkerchief on the third. There! Now
we're safe.—Did you ever see an open-air play before? Charming idea,
isn't it? You don't know Lady Honeybourne very well, I think? Oh, she's
very bright, and has lots of ideas. I think we shall be real friends.
She must come down to Rivenoak in August."</p>
<p>"I'm sorry," interposed Dymchurch, as soon as there came a pause, "that
Lady Ogram had to leave town so soon."</p>
<p>"Oh, it was too much for her. I advised her very seriously, as soon as
she began to feel exhausted, not to stay another day. Indeed, I
couldn't have allowed it; I'm convinced it was dangerous, in her state
of health. I hear from her that she is already much better. Rivenoak is
such a delightfully quiet place, and such excellent air. Did you see a
report of Mr. Lashmar's speech? Rather good, I thought. Perhaps just a
little too vague: the fault I hoped he would avoid. But of course it's
very difficult to adapt oneself all at once to electioneering
necessities. Mr. Lashmar is theoretical; of course that is his strong
point."</p>
<p>Dymchurch listened with an air of respectful, though smiling,
attention. The girl amused him more than ever. Really, she had such a
pleasant voice that her limitless flow of words might well be pardoned,
even enjoyed.</p>
<p>"Lady Honeybourne and I have been talking about the condition of the
poor. She has capital ideas, but not much experience. Of course I am
able to speak with some authority: I saw so much of the poor at
Northampton."</p>
<p>Once or twice Dymchurch had heard mention of Northampton in May's talk,
but his extreme discretion had withheld him from putting a question on
the subject. Catching his look, she saw inquiry in it.</p>
<p>"You know that I lived at Northampton, before I made my home at
Rivenoak? Oh, I thought that I had told you all about that."</p>
<p>Acting on her aunt's counsel, approved by Mrs. Toplady, May was careful
not to let it be perceived by casual acquaintances that, until a month
ago, she had been an absolute stranger to her titled relative. At the
same time, it was necessary to avoid any appearance of mystery, and
people were given to understand that she had passed some years with her
family in the midland town.</p>
<p>"And what work did you take part in?" asked her companion.</p>
<p>"It was a scheme of my own, mainly educational. I'll tell you all about
it, when we have time. What a lot of people all at once! Ah, it's the
2.40 train that brings them. You came by the one before? There's Mrs.
Toplady; so she isn't late, after all."</p>
<p>The audience began to seat itself. A string-band, under a marquee aside
from the plot of smooth turf which represented the stage, began to
discourse old English music; on this subject, as soon as they were
seated side by side, Dymchurch had the full benefit of May's recently
acquired learning. How quick the girl was in gathering any kind of
information! And how intelligently she gave it forth! Babble as she
might, one could never (thought the amused peer) detect a note of
vulgarity; at worst, there was excess of ingenuousness; a fault, after
all, in the right direction. She was very young, and had little
experience of Society; in a year or two these surface blemishes would
be polished away. The important thing was that she did sincerely care
for things of the mind, and had a mind to apply to them.</p>
<p>He sat on Miss Tomalin's right hand; on her left was Mrs. Toplady. The
humourist of Pont Street, as she listened to the talk beside her,
smiled very roguishly indeed. Seldom had anything so surprised and
entertained her as the progress of intimacy between May and Lord
Dymchurch But she was vexed, as well as puzzled, by Lashmar's recent
step, which seemed to deprive the comedy of an element on which she had
counted. Perhaps not, however; it might be that the real complication
was only just beginning.</p>
<p>"As You Like It," was timed for a couple of hours, intervals included.
Miss Tomalin did not fail to whisper her neighbours at every noteworthy
omission from the text, and once or twice she was moved to a pained
protest. Her criticism of the actors was indulgent; she felt the value
of her praise, but was equally aware of the weight of her censure. So
the sunny afternoon went by. Here and there a spectator nodded
drowsily; others conversed under their breath—not of the bard of Avon.
The air was full of that insect humming which is nature's music at high
summer-tide.</p>
<p>Upon the final applause followed welcome refreshment. A table laden
with dainties gleamed upon the sward. Dymchurch looked after his
ladies; but the elder of them soon wandered off amid the friendly
throng, and May, who ate and drank with enjoyment, was able to give her
companion the promised description of her activity at Northampton. The
listener smiled and smiled; had much ado, indeed, not to exhibit open
gaiety; but ever and again his eyes rested on the girl's countenance,
and its animation so pleased him that he saw even in her absurdities a
spirit of good.</p>
<p>"You never did any work of that sort?" inquired May, regarding him from
a good-natured height.</p>
<p>"Never, I'm sorry to say."</p>
<p>"But don't you sometimes feel as if it were a duty?"</p>
<p>"I often feel I ought to do <i>something</i>," answered Dymchurch, in a
graver voice. "But whether I could be of any use among the poor, is
doubtful."</p>
<p>"No, I hardly think you could," said May, reflectively. "Your social
position doesn't allow of that. Of course you help to make laws, which
is more important."</p>
<p>"If I really did so; but I don't. I have no more part in law-making
than you have."</p>
<p>"But, why not?" asked May, gazing at him in surprise. "Surely <i>that</i> is
a duty about which you can have no doubt."</p>
<p>"I neglect <i>all</i> duties," he answered.</p>
<p>"How strange! Is it your principle? You are not an Anarchist, Lord
Dymchurch?"</p>
<p>"Practically, I fancy that's just what I am. Theoretically, no.
Suppose," he added, with his pleasantest smile, "you advise me as to
what use I can make of my life."</p>
<p>The man was speaking without control of his tongue. He had sunk into a
limp passivity; in part, it might be, the result of the drowsily
humming air; in part, a sort of hypnotism due to May's talk and the
feminine perfume which breathed from her. He understood the idleness of
what fell from his lips, but it pleased him to be idle.
Therewithal—strange contradiction—he was trying to persuade himself
that, more likely than not, this chattering girl had it in her power to
make him an active, useful man, to draw him out of his mouldy hermitage
and set him in the world's broad daylight. The analogy of Lord
Honeybourne came into his mind; Lord Honeybourne, whose marriage had
been the turning-point of his career, and whose wife, in many respects,
bore a resemblance to May Tomalin.</p>
<p>"I shall have to think very seriously about it," May was replying. "But
nothing could interest me more. You don't feel at all inclined for
public life?"</p>
<p>Their dialogue was interrupted by the hostess, who came forward with a
gentleman she wished to present to Miss Tomalin. Hearing the name—Mr.
Langtoft—Dymchurch regarded him with curiosity, and, moving aside with
Lady Honeybourne as she withdrew, he inquired whether this was <i>the</i>
Mr. Langtoft.</p>
<p>"It is," the hostess answered. "Do you take an interest in his work?
Would you like to know him?"</p>
<p>Dymchurch declined the introduction for the present, but he was glad to
have seen the man, just now frequently spoken of in newspapers, much
lauded, and vehemently attacked. A wealthy manufacturer, practically
lord of a swarming township in Lancashire, Mr. Langtoft was trying to
get into his own hands the education of all the lower-class children
growing up around his mill chimneys. He disapproved of the
board-school; he looked with still less favour on the schools of the
clergy; and, regardless of expense, was establishing schools of his
own, where what he called "civic instruction" was gratuitously
imparted. The idea closely resembled that which Dyce Lashmar had
borrowed from his French sociologist, and Dyce had lately been in
correspondence with Mr. Langtoft. Lashmar's name, indeed, was now
passing between the reformer and Miss Tomalin.</p>
<p>"His work," said Dymchurch to himself. "Yes, everybody has his
work—except me."</p>
<p>And the impulse to experiment in life grew so strong with him, that he
had to go apart under the trees, and pace nervously about; idle talk
being no longer endurable.</p>
<p>The gathering began to thin. He had noted the train by which he would
return to London, and a glance at his watch told him that he must start
if he would reach the station in time. Moving towards the group of
people about the hostess, he encountered Mrs. Toplady.</p>
<p>"Have you a cab?" she asked. "If not, there's plenty of room in ours."</p>
<p>Dymchurch would have liked to refuse, but hesitation undid him. Face to
face with Mrs. Toplady and May, he drove to the station, and, as was
inevitable, performed the rest of the journey in their company. The
afternoon had tired him; alone, he would have closed his eyes, and
tried to shut out the kaleidoscopic sensation which resulted from
theatrical costumes, brilliant illustrations of the feminine mode, blue
sky and sunny glades; but May Tomalin was as fresh as if new-risen, and
still talked, talked. Enthusiastic in admiration of Lady Honeybourne,
she heard with much interest that Dymchurch's acquaintance with the
Viscount went back to Harrow days.</p>
<p>"That's what I envy you," she exclaimed, "your public school and
University education! They make us feel our inferiority, and it isn't
fair."</p>
<p>Admission of inferiority was so unexpected a thing on Miss Tomalin's
lips, that her interlocutor glanced at her. Mrs. Toplady, in her corner
of the railway carriage, seemed to be smiling over a newspaper article.</p>
<p>"The feeling must be very transitory," said Dymchurch, with humorous
arch of brows.</p>
<p>"Oh, it doesn't trouble me very often. I know I should have done just
as much as men do, if I had had the chance."</p>
<p>"Considerably more, no doubt, than either Honeybourne or I."</p>
<p>"You have never really put out your strength, I'm afraid, Lord
Dymchurch," said May, regarding him with her candid smile. "Never in
anything—have you?"</p>
<p>"No," he responded, in a like tone. "A trifler—always a trifler!"</p>
<p>"But if you <i>know</i> it—"</p>
<p>Something in his look made her pause. She looked out of the window,
before adding:</p>
<p>"Still, I don't think it's quite true. The first time I saw you, I felt
you were very serious, and that you had thought much. You rather
overawed me."</p>
<p>Dymchurch laughed. In her corner, Mrs. Toplady still found matter for
ironic smiling as she rustled over the evening journal; and the train
swept on towards London.</p>
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