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<h3> CHAPTER XIV </h3>
<p>Having an imperious Will and an intelligence merely practical, it was
natural for Lady Ogram to imagine that, even as she imposed her
authority on others in outward things, so had she sway over their
minds; what she willed that others should think, that, she took for
granted, they thought. Seeing herself as an entirely beneficent
potentate; unable to distinguish for a moment between her arbitrary
impulses and the well-meaning motives which often directed her; she
assumed as perfectly natural that all within her sphere of action must
regard her with grateful submissiveness. So, for example, having
decided that a marriage between Dyce Lashmar and Constance Bride would
be a very good thing for both, and purposing large generosity towards
them when it should have come about, she found it very difficult to
conceive that either of her young friends could take any other view of
the matter. When observation obliged her to doubt the correctness of
her first impressions, she grew only the more determined that things
should be as she wished. Since the coming of May Tomalin, a new
reason—or rather, emotion—fortified her resolve; seeing a
possibility, even a likelihood, that May and Lashmar might attract each
other, and having very definite views with regard to her niece, she was
impatient for a declared betrothal of Constance and the aspiring
politician. Their mutual aloofness irritated her more than she allowed
to be seen, and the moment approached when she could no longer endure
such playing with her serious purposes.</p>
<p>She knew that she had committed an imprudence in coming to London and
entering, however moderately, into the excitements of the season. A day
or two sufficed to prove the danger she was incurring; but she refused
to take count of symptoms. With a weakness which did not lack its
pathos, she had, for the first time in her life, put what she called "a
touch of colour" onto her cheeks, and the result so pleased her that
she all but forgot the artificiality of this late bloom; each morning,
when her maid had performed the office, she viewed herself with
satisfaction, and was even heard to remark that London evidently did
her good. Lady Ogram tried to believe that even age and disease were
amenable to her control.</p>
<p>She consulted doctors—for the form; behaving with cold civility during
their visit, and scornfully satirising them when they were gone. None
the less did she entertain friends at luncheon or dinner, and often
talked to them as if years of activity and enjoyment lay before her.
"Wonderful old lady!" was the remark of most who left her presence; but
some exchanged glances and let fall ominous words.</p>
<p>On the evening when May and Constance were at the crush in Pont Street,
she would not go to bed, but lay on a couch in her chamber,
occasionally dozing, more often wide awake and quivering with the
agitation of her mind. It was one o'clock when the girls returned, but
she had given orders that Miss Tomalin should at once come to see her,
and May, flushed, resplendent, entered the dimly-lighted room.</p>
<p>"Well, have you enjoyed yourself?"</p>
<p>The voice was a shock to May's ears. After those to which she had been
listening, it sounded sepulchral.</p>
<p>"Very much indeed. A delightful time!"</p>
<p>No token of affection had a place in their greeting. The old autocrat
could not bring herself to offer, or ask for, tenderness; but in her
eyes, always expressive of admiration when she looked at May, might
have been read something like hunger of the heart.</p>
<p>"Sit down, my dear." Even this form of address was exceptional. "Tell
me all about it. Who was there?"</p>
<p>"Hundreds of people! I can't remember half of those I was introduced
to. Lord Dymchurch—"</p>
<p>"Ha! Lord Dymchurch came? And you had a talk with him?"</p>
<p>"Oh, yes. I find he takes a great interest in Old English, and we
talked about Chaucer and so on for a long time. He isn't quite so well
up in it as I am; I put him right on one or two points, and he seemed
quite grateful. He's very nice, isn't he? There's something so quiet
and good-natured about him. I thought perhaps he would have offered to
take me down to supper, but he didn't. Perhaps he didn't think of it; I
fancy he's rather absentminded."</p>
<p>Lady Ogram knitted her brows.</p>
<p>"Who did go down with you?" she asked.</p>
<p>"Oh, Mr. Lashmar. He was very amusing. Then I talked with—"</p>
<p>"Wait a minute. Did you only have one talk with Lord Dymchurch?"</p>
<p>"Only one. He doesn't care for 'At Homes.' Mrs. Toplady says he hardly
ever goes anywhere, and she fancies"—May laughed lightly—"that he
came to-night only because <i>I</i> was going to be there. Do you think it
likely, aunt?"</p>
<p>"Why, I don't think it impossible," replied Lady Ogram, in a tone of
relief. "I have known more unlikely things. And suppose it were true?"</p>
<p>"Oh, it's very complimentary, of course."</p>
<p>The old eyes dwelt upon the young face, and with a puzzled expression.
Notwithstanding her own character, it was difficult for Lady Ogram to
imagine that the girl seriously regarded herself as superior to Lord
Dymchurch.</p>
<p>"Perhaps it's more than a compliment," she said, in rather a mumbling
voice; and she added, with an effort to speak distinctly, "I suppose
you didn't tire him with that talk about Old English?"</p>
<p>"Tire him?" May exclaimed. "Way, he was delighted!"</p>
<p>"But he seems to have been satisfied with the one talk."</p>
<p>"Oh, he went away because Mr. Lashmar came up, that was all. He's very
modest; perhaps he thought he oughtn't to prevent me from talking to
other people."</p>
<p>Lady Ogram looked annoyed and worried.</p>
<p>"If I were you, May, I shouldn't talk about Old English next time you
see Lord Dymchurch. Men don't care to find themselves at school in a
drawing-room."</p>
<p>"I assure you, aunt, that is not my only subject of conversation,"
replied May, amused and dignified. "And I'm perfectly certain that it
was just the thing for Lord Dymchurch. He has a serious mind, and I
like him to know that mine is the same."</p>
<p>"That's all right, of course. I dare say you know best what pleases
him. And I think it very probable indeed, May, that he went to Pont
Street just in the hope of meeting you."</p>
<p>"Perhaps so."</p>
<p>May smiled, and seemed to take the thing as very natural; whereupon
Lady Ogram again looked puzzled.</p>
<p>"Well, go to bed, May. I'm very glad Lord Dymchurch was there; very
glad. Go to bed, and sleep as late as you like. I'm glad you've enjoyed
yourself, and I'm very glad Lord Dymchurch was there—very."</p>
<p>The voice had become so senile, so indistinct, that May could hardly
catch what it said. She lightly kissed her aunt's cheek—a ceremony
that passed between them only when decorum seemed to demand it—and
left the room.</p>
<p>On the following morning, Dyce Lashmar received a telegram, couched
thus:</p>
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<p class="letter">
"Please call at Bunting's Hotel at 3 this afternoon."</p>
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<p>In order to respond to this summons, he had to break an engagement; but
he did it willingly. Around the hotel in Albemarle Street circled all
his thoughts, and he desired nothing more than to direct his steps
thither. Arriving with perfect punctuality, he was shown into Lady
Ogram's drawing-room, and found Lady Ogram alone. Artificial complexion
notwithstanding, the stern old visage wore to-day a look as of nature
all but spent. At Lashmar's entrance, his hostess did not move; sunk
together in her chair, head drooping forward, she viewed him from under
her eyebrows: even to give her hand when he stood before her seemed
almost too great an effort, and the shrivelled lips scarce made audible
her bidding that he should be seated.</p>
<p>"You are well, I hope?" said Dyce, feeling uncomfortable, but affecting
to see nothing unusual in the face before him.</p>
<p>Lady Ogram nodded, impatiently. There was a moment's silence; then,
turning her gaze upon him, she said abruptly, in a harsh croak:</p>
<p>"What are you waiting for?"</p>
<p>Lashmar felt a cold touch along his spine. He thought the ghastly old
woman had lost her senses, that she was either mad or delirious. Yet
her gaze had nothing wild; on the contrary, it searched him with all
the wonted keenness.</p>
<p>"Waiting—? I'm afraid I don't understand—"</p>
<p>"Why haven't you done what you know I wish?" pursued the untuneful
voice, now better controlled. "I'm speaking of Constance Bride."</p>
<p>Relieved on one side, Dyce fell into trouble on the other.</p>
<p>"To tell you the truth, Lady Ogram," he answered, with his air of
utmost candour, "I have found no encouragement to take the step of
which you are thinking. I'm afraid I know only too well what the result
would be."</p>
<p>"You know nothing about it."</p>
<p>Lady Ogram moved. As always, a hint of opposition increased her force.
She was suffering acute physical pain, which appeared in every line of
her face, and in the rigid muscles of her arms as she supported herself
on the arms of the chair.</p>
<p>"Answer me this," she went on—and her utterance had something which
told of those far-off days before education and refined society had
softened her tongue. "Will you see Miss Bride this afternoon, and make
her an offer of marriage? Are you willing? Just answer me yes or no."</p>
<p>Dyce replied mechanically and smiled as he replied.</p>
<p>"I am quite willing, Lady Ogram. I only wish I could feel assured that
Miss Bride—"</p>
<p>He was rudely interrupted.</p>
<p>"Don't talk, but listen to me." For a moment the lips went on moving,
yet gave no sound; then words came again. "I've told you once already
about Constance, what I think of her, and what I intend for her. I
needn't go over all that again. As for you, I think I've given proof
that I wish you well. I was led to it at first because I saw that
Constance liked you; now I wish you well for your own sake, and you may
trust me to do what I can to help you on. But till a man a married, no
one can say what he'll make of his life. You've plenty of brains, more
than most men, but I don't think you've got too much of what I call
backbone. If you make a fool of yourself—as most men do—in marriage,
it's all up with you. I want to see you safe. Go where you will, you'll
find no better wife, better in every way for <i>you</i>, than Constance
Bride. You want a woman with plenty of common sense as well as uncommon
ability; the kind of woman that'll keep you going steadily—up—up! Do
you understand me?"</p>
<p>The effort with which she spoke was terrible. Her face began to shine
with moisture, and her mouth seemed to be parched. Lashmar must have
been of much sterner stuff for these vehement and rough-cut sentences
to make no impression upon him; he was held by the dark, fierce eye,
and felt in his heart that he had heard truths.</p>
<p>"And mind this," continued Lady Ogram, leaning towards him.
"Constance's marriage alters nothing in what I had planned for her
before I knew you. She'll have her duties quite apart from your
interests and all you aim at. I know her; I'm not afraid to trust her,
even when she's married. She's honest—and that's what can be said of
few women. This morning I had a talk with her. She knows, now, the
responsibility I want her to undertake, and she isn't afraid of it. I
said nothing to her about <i>you</i>; not a word: but, when you speak to
her, she'll understand what was in my mind. So let us get things
settled, and have no more bother about it. On Saturday"—it was three
days hence—"I go back to Rivenoak; I've enough of London; I want to be
quiet. You are to come down with us. You've business at Hollingford on
the 20th, and you ought to see more of the Hollingford people."</p>
<p>Whatever Lady Ogram had proposed (or rather dictated) Dyce would have
agreed to. He was under the authority of her eye and voice. The
prospect of being down at Rivenoak, and there, of necessity, living in
daily communication with May Tomalin, helped him to disregard the other
features of his position. He gave a cheerful assent.</p>
<p>"Now go away for half an hour," said Lady Ogram. "Then come back, and
ask for Miss Bride, and you'll find her here."</p>
<p>She was at the end of her strength, and could barely make the last
words audible. Dyce pressed her hand silently, and withdrew.</p>
<p>After the imposed interval, he returned from a ramble in Piccadilly,
where he had seen nothing, and was conducted again to the drawing-room.
There Constance sat reading. She was perfectly calm, entirely herself,
and, as Lashmar entered, she looked up with the usual smile.</p>
<p>"Have you been out this afternoon?" he began by asking.</p>
<p>"Yes. Why?"</p>
<p>"You went on business of Lady Ogram's?"</p>
<p>"Yes. Why?"</p>
<p>Dyce gave no answer. He laid aside his hat and stick, sat down not far
from Constance, and looked at her steadily.</p>
<p>"I have something rather odd to say to you. As we are both rational
persons, I shall talk quite freely, and explain to you exactly the
position in which I find myself. It's a queer position, to say the
least. When I was at Rivenoak, on the last day of my visit, Lady Ogram
had a confidential talk with me; your name came prominently into it,
and I went away with certain vague impressions which have kept me, ever
since, in a good deal of uneasiness. This afternoon, I have had another
private conversation with Lady Ogram. Again your name had a prominent
part in it, and this time there was no vagueness whatever in the
communication made to me. I was bidden, in plain terms, to make you an
offer of marriage."</p>
<p>Constance drooped her eyes, but gave no other sign of disturbance.</p>
<p>"Now," resumed Dyce, leaning forward with hands clasped between his
knees, "before I say anything more about this matter as it concerns
you, I had better tell you what I think about our friend. I feel pretty
sure that she has a very short time to live; it wouldn't surprise me if
it were a question of days, but in any case I am convinced she won't
live for a month. What is your opinion?"</p>
<p>"I fancy you are right," answered the other, gravely.</p>
<p>"If so, this
rather grotesque situation becomes more manageable. It is fortunate
that you and I know each other so well, and have the habit of
straightforward speech. I may assume, no doubt, that, from the very
first, our friendship was misinterpreted by Lady Ogram; reasonable
relations between man and woman are so very rare, and, in this case,
the observer was no very acute psychologist. I feel sure she is
actuated by the kindest motives; but what seems to her my inexplicable
delay has been too much for her temper, and at last there was nothing
for it but to deal roundly with me. One may suspect, too, that she
feels she has not much time to spare. Having made up her mind that we
are to marry, she wants to see the thing settled. Looking at it
philosophically, I suppose one may admit that her views and her
behaviour are intelligible. Meanwhile, you and I find ourselves in a
very awkward position. We must talk it over—don't you think?—quite
simply, and decide what is best to do."</p>
<p>Constance listened, her eyes conning the carpet. There was silence for
a minute, then she spoke.</p>
<p>"What did Lady Ogram tell you about me?"</p>
<p>"She repeated in vague terms something she had already said at
Rivenoak. It seems that you are to undertake some great
responsibility—to receive some proof of her confidence which will
affect all the rest of your life. More than that I don't know, but I
understand that there has been a conversation between you, in which
everything was fully explained."</p>
<p>Constance nodded. After a moment's reflection she raised her eyes to
Lashmar's, and intently regarded him; her expression was one of anxiety
severely controlled.</p>
<p>"You shall know what that responsibility is," she said, with a just
perceptible tremor in her voice. "Lady Ogram, like a good many other
people nowadays, has more money than she knows what to do with. For
many years, I think, she has been troubled by a feeling that a woman
rich as she ought to make some extraordinary use of her riches—ought
to set an example, in short, to the wealthy world. But she never could
discover the best way of doing this. She has an independent mind, and
likes to strike out ways for herself. Ordinary Charities didn't satisfy
her; to tell the truth, she wanted not only to do substantial good, but
to do it in a way which should perpetuate her name—cause her to be
more talked about after her death than she has been in her lifetime.
Time went on, and she still could hit upon nothing brilliant; all she
had decided was to build and endow a great hospital at Hollingford, to
be called by her name, and this, for several reasons, she kept
postponing. Then came her acquaintance with me—you know the story. She
was troubling about the decay of the village, and trying to hit on
remedies. Well, I had the good luck to suggest the paper-mill, and it
was a success, and Lady Ogram at once had a great opinion of me. From
that day—she tells me—the thought grew in her mind that, instead of
devoting all her wealth, by will, to definite purposes, she would leave
a certain portion of it to <i>me</i>, to be used by me for purposes of
public good. I, in short"—Constance smiled nervously—"was to be sole
and uncontrolled trustee of a great fund, which would be used, after
her death, just as it might have been had she gone on living. The idea
is rather fine, it seems to me; it could only have originated in a mind
capable of very generous thought, generous in every sense of the word.
It implied remarkable confidence, such as few people, especially few
women, are capable of. It strikes me as rather pathetic, too—the
feeling that she would continue to live in another being, not a mere
inheritor of her money, but a true representative of her mind, thinking
and acting as she would do, always consulting her memory, desiring her
approval. Do you see what I mean?"</p>
<p>"Of course I do," answered Dyce, meditatively. "Yes, it's fine. It
increases my respect for our friend."</p>
<p>"I have always respected her," said Constance, "and I am sorry now that
I did not respect her more. Often she has irritated me, and in bad
temper I have spoken thoughtlessly. I remember that letter I wrote you,
before you first came to Rivenoak; it was silly, and, I'm afraid,
rather vulgar."</p>
<p>"Nothing of the kind," interposed Lashmar. "It was very clever. You
couldn't be vulgar if you tried."</p>
<p>"Have you the letter still?"</p>
<p>"Of course I have."</p>
<p>"Then do me the kindness to destroy it—will you?"</p>
<p>"If you wish."</p>
<p>"I do, seriously. Burn the thing, as soon as you get home."</p>
<p>"Very well."</p>
<p>They avoided each other's look, and there was a rather long pause.</p>
<p>"I'll go on with my story," said Constance, in a voice still under
studious control. "All this happened when Lady Ogram thought she had no
living relative. One fine day, Mr. Kerchever came down with news of
Miss Tomalin, and straightway the world was altered. Lady Ogram had a
natural heiress, and one in whom she delighted. Everything had to be
reconsidered. The great hospital became a dream. She wanted May Tomalin
to be rich, very rich, to marry brilliantly. I have always suspected
that Lady Ogram looked upon her life as a sort of revenge on the
aristocratic class for the poverty and ignorance of her own people; did
anything of the kind ever occur to you?"</p>
<p>"Was her family really mean?"</p>
<p>"Everyone says so. Mrs. Gallantry tells me that our illustrious M. P.
has made laborious searches, hoping to prove something scandalous. Of
course she tells it as a proof of Mr. Robb's unscrupulous hatred of
Lady Ogram. I daresay the truth is that she came of a low class. At all
events, Miss Tomalin, who represents the family in a progressive stage,
is to establish its glory for ever. One understands. It's very human."</p>
<p>Lashmar wore the Toplady smile.</p>
<p>"It never occurred to our friend," he said, "that her niece might
undertake the great trust instead of you?"</p>
<p>"She has spoken to me quite frankly about that. The trust cannot be so
great as it would have been, but it remains with me. Miss Tomalin, it
may be hoped, will play not quite an ordinary part in the fashionable
world; she has ideas of her own, and"—the voice was modulated—"some
faith in herself. But my position is different, and perhaps my mind.
Lady Ogram assures me that her faith in me, and her hopes, have
suffered no change. For one thing, the mill is to become my property.
Then—"</p>
<p>She hesitated, and her eyes passed over the listener's face. Lashmar
was very attentive.</p>
<p>"There's no need to go into details," she added quickly. "Lady Ogram
told me everything, saying she felt that the time had come for doing
so. And I accepted the trust."</p>
<p>"Without knowing, however," said Dyce, "the not unimportant condition
which her mind attached to it."</p>
<p>"There was no condition, expressed or reserved."</p>
<p>Constance's tone had become hard again. Her eyes were averted, her lips
set in their firmest lines.</p>
<p>"Are you quite sure of that?"</p>
<p>"Quite," was the decisive reply.</p>
<p>"How do you reconcile that with what has passed today between Lady
Ogram and me?"</p>
<p>"It was between Lady Ogram and <i>you</i>," said Constance, subduing her
voice.</p>
<p>"I see. You mean that I alone am concerned; that your position will in
no case be affected?"</p>
<p>"Yes, I mean that," answered Constance, quietly.</p>
<p>Lashmar thought for a moment, then moved on his chair, and spoke in a
low tone, which seemed addressed to his hearer's sympathy.</p>
<p>"Perhaps you are right. Probably you are. But there is one thing of
which <i>I</i> feel every assurance. If it becomes plain that her project
must come to nothing, Lady Ogram's interest in me is at an end. I may
say good-bye to Hollingford."</p>
<p>"You are mistaken," replied Constance, in a voice almost of
indifference.</p>
<p>"Well, the question will soon be decided." Lashmar seemed to submit
himself to the inevitable. "I shall write to Lady Ogram, telling her
the result of our conversation. We shall see how she takes it."</p>
<p>He moved as if about to rise, but only turned his chair slightly aside.
Constance was regarding him from under her brows. She spoke in her most
businesslike tone.</p>
<p>"It was this that you came to tell me?"</p>
<p>"Why, no. It wasn't that at all."</p>
<p>"What had you in mind, then?"</p>
<p>"I was going to ask if you would marry me—or rather, if you would
promise to—or rather, if you would make believe to marry me. I thought
that, under the circumstances, it was a justifiable thing to do, for I
fancied your future, as well as mine, was at stake. Seeing our friend's
condition, it appeared to me that a formal engagement between us would
be a kindness to her, and involve no serious consequences for us. But
the case is altered. You being secure against Lady Ogram's displeasure,
I have, of course, no right to ask you to take a part in such a
proceeding—which naturally you would feel to be unworthy of you. All I
have to do is to thank you for your efforts on my behalf. Who knows? I
<i>may</i> hold my own at Hollingford. But at Rivenoak it's all over with
me."</p>
<p>He stood up, and assumed an attitude of resigned dignity, smiling to
himself. But Constance kept her seat, her eyes on the ground.</p>
<p>"I believe you were going down on Saturday?" she said.</p>
<p>"So it was arranged. Well, I mustn't stay—"</p>
<p>Constance rose, and he offered his hand.</p>
<p>"Between us, it makes no difference, I hope?" said Dyce, with an
emphasised effort of cheeriness. "Unless you think me a paltry fellow,
ready to do anything to get on?"</p>
<p>"I don't think that," replied Constance, quietly.</p>
<p>"But you feel that what I was going to ask would have been rather a
severe test of friendship?"</p>
<p>"Under the circumstances, I could have pardoned you."</p>
<p>"But you wouldn't have got beyond forgiveness?"</p>
<p>Constance smiled coldly, her look wandering.</p>
<p>"How can I tell?"</p>
<p>"But—oh, never mind! Good-bye, for the present."</p>
<p>He pressed her hand again, and turned away. Before he had reached the
door, Constance's voice arrested him.</p>
<p>"Mr. Lashmar—"</p>
<p>He looked at her as if with disinterested inquiry.</p>
<p>"Think well before you take any irreparable step. It would be a pity."</p>
<p>Dyce moved towards her again.</p>
<p>"Why, what choice have I? The position is impossible. If you hadn't
said those unlucky words about being so sure—"</p>
<p>"I don't see that they make the slightest difference," answered
Constance, her eyebrows raised. "If you had intended a genuine offer of
marriage—yes, perhaps. But as all you meant was to ask me to save the
situation, with no harm to anybody, and the certainty of giving great
pleasure to our friend—"</p>
<p>"You see it in that light?" cried Lashmar, flinging away his hat. "You
really think I should be justified? You are not offended?"</p>
<p>"I credit myself with a certain measure of common sense," answered
Constance.</p>
<p>"Then you will allow me to tell Lady Ogram that there is an engagement?"</p>
<p>"You may tell her so, if you like."</p>
<p>He seized her hand, and pressed his lips upon it. But, scarce had he
done so, when Constance drew it brusquely away.</p>
<p>"There is no need to play our comedy in private," she said, with cold
reproof. "And I hope that at all times you will use the discretion that
is owing to me."</p>
<p>"If I don't, I shall deserve to fall into worse difficulties than
ever," cried Lashmar.</p>
<p>"As, for instance, to find yourself under the necessity of making your
mock contract a real one—which would be sufficiently tragic."</p>
<p>Constance spoke with a laugh, and thereupon, before Dyce could make any
rejoinder, walked from the room.</p>
<p>The philosopher stood embarrassed. "What did she mean by that?" he
asked himself. He had never felt on very solid ground in his dealings
with Constance; had never felt sure in his reading of her character,
his interpretation of her ways and looks and speeches. An odd thing
that he should have been betrayed by his sense of triumphant diplomacy
into that foolish excess. And he remembered that it was the second such
indiscretion, though this time, happily, not so compromising as his
youthful extravagance at Alverholme.</p>
<p>What if Lady Ogram, feeling that her end drew near, called for their
speedy marriage? Was it the thought of such possibility that had
supplied Constance with her sharp-edged jest? If she could laugh, the
risk did not seem to her very dreadful. And to him?</p>
<p>He could not make up his mind on the point.</p>
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