<h2><SPAN class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id20">CHAPTER XIX</SPAN></h2>
<p class="pfirst">Jennie's chief hesitation was as to cashing
the checks, not because the teller at the
Pemberton National Bank didn't know her,
but because he did. To present a demand
for money made out to Jane Scarborough
Follett, and signed, "R. B. Collingham, Jr.,"
was embarrassing.</p>
<p>But she had grown since the previous afternoon,
and embarrassment sat on her more
lightly. Like Teddy marooned on the marshes,
she seemed to have moved on, leaving her old
self behind. Now she had things to do rather
than things to think about. One fact was a
relief to her; she was no longer under the necessity
of betraying Bob.</p>
<p>So she cashed her checks, and counted her
money, finding that she had two hundred and
forty-five dollars. She didn't know how much
Teddy had taken from the bank; possibly more
than this, possibly not so much; but whatever
the sum, this would go at least part of the way
toward meeting it. If she could meet it altogether,
then, she argued, the law couldn't touch
him.</p>
<p>On arriving at the bank her first sensation
was one of confusion. There seemed to be no
one in particular to whom to state her errand.
Men were busy in variously labeled cages, and
more men beyond them sat at desks within pens.
Two or three girls moved about with documents
in their hands, and there was a distant click of
typewriters. People passed in and out of the
bank, occupied with their own affairs, and everyone,
clerk and client alike, had apparently a
definite end in view. It was like coming up
against a blank wall of business, leaving no
opening through which to slip in.</p>
<p>The weakest point seemed to be at a counter
beneath the illuminated sign, "Statements,"
where two ladies waited for custom, conversing
in the interim. Jennie stood unnoticed while
the speaker for the moment finished her narration,
bringing it to its conclusion plaintively.</p>
<p>"So when mother called in the doctor, it turned
out to be a very bad case of ty-<em class="italics">phoid</em>. Statement?"</p>
<p>The question at the end being directed toward
Jennie, the latter asked if she could see Mr.
Collingham. The reply was sharp; the tone
quite different from that of the domestic anecdote
of which she had just heard a portion.</p>
<p>"Next floor. Take the elevator. Ask for Miss
Ruddick." The voice resumed its plaintiveness.
"So we had him moved into the corner bedroom,
and sent for a trained nurse—"</p>
<p>On getting out of the lift, Jennie found herself
in a sort of lobby where applicants for interviews
sat with the hangdog look which such postulants
generally wear. A brisk little Jewess seated at
a desk murmured the name of each newcomer
into a telephone, after which there was nothing
to do but take a chair and wait upon events.
Now and then some one came out from his conference,
whereupon a messenger girl, generally
of Slavic or Hebraic type, would summon his
successor.</p>
<p>It was nearly an hour before Jennie was called
to the office of Miss Ruddick, who, with her practiced
method of dealing with the importunate,
prepared to put her rapidly through her paces
and land her again at the lift. This Miss Ruddick
did, not so much with the minimum of
courtesy as with the maximum of conscientiousness.
Her aim was to save Jennie's time as well
as her own, in the altruistic spirit of Mr. Bickley's
principles.</p>
<p>"How do you do? Are you the daughter of
the Mr. Follett who used to be with us here?
So sorry for your loss, though it may be a release
for him, poor man. We never know, do we?
Now what is it I can do for you?"</p>
<p>Jennie said again that she hoped to see Mr.
Collingham.</p>
<p>"I think you'd better tell your errand to me."</p>
<p>"I couldn't. I can only tell it to him."</p>
<p>In saying this she supposed Miss Ruddick
would understand the reference to be to Teddy,
whose story must by this time be ringing through
the bank. In spite of what Jackman had said
on the previous afternoon, they couldn't keep so
serious a crime secret for more than a matter of
hours. But Miss Ruddick only seemed displeased
by Jennie's insistence, answering coldly,</p>
<p>"If it's a job you're looking for, the best person
to see would be—"</p>
<p>And just then the communicating door opened
and Collingham himself came out. He was
about to give some order to Miss Ruddick and
pass on when Jennie rose in such a way that his
eye fell upon her. When a man's eye fell upon
Jennie his attention was generally arrested. In
this case, it was the more definitely arrested, for
the reason that Jennie, timidly and tremblingly,
gave signs of having a request to make.</p>
<p>"You wish to speak to me?"</p>
<p>At this condescension Miss Ruddick was
amazed, but, the responsibility being taken off
her hands, she was already capturing the minutes
by being "back on her job," according to her
favorite expression. Jennie could hardly speak
for awe. She recalled what Mrs. Collingham had
said—a hard, stern, ruthless man, who kept her,
her son, and her daughter as puppets on his
string. If he so treated his own flesh and blood,
how would he treat her?</p>
<p>Following him into the private office, she reminded
herself that she must keep her head.
She had come on a specific business, and to that
business she must confine herself. Her other
relations with this terrible man she must leave
to his son to deal with.</p>
<p>"Your name is—"</p>
<p>His tone was courteous. They were both
seated now—he at his desk, she in a small chair
at a respectful distance. The question surprised
her, for the reason that in her confusion she supposed
that her identity was known to him.</p>
<p>"I'm Jennie Follett." His visible start did
not make her situation easier. She remembered
that Mrs. Collingham had said that if he knew
of the tie between herself and Bob he would disinherit
him on the spot. Just what was implied
by that she didn't understand, but it suggested
all that was most dramatic in the movies. To
disarm his suspicions in this direction, she hurried
on to add, "I came about my brother."</p>
<p>He relaxed slightly, leaning on the desk and
examining her closely.</p>
<p>"Oh, your brother!"</p>
<p>"Yes, sir. I don't know how much money
he's been taking from the bank—"</p>
<p>Collingham's brows contracted.</p>
<p>"Wait a minute. Has your brother been
taking money from the bank?"</p>
<p>At the thought that she might be making a
false step, Jennie was appalled.</p>
<p>"Oh, don't you know that yet, sir?"</p>
<p>"Don't I know it yet? I don't know what
you're talking about at all."</p>
<p>So the whole thing had to be explained. Two
men had appeared on the previous afternoon in
Indiana Avenue, accusing Teddy of systematic
robbery. Teddy had so far corroborated the
charge that he had absented himself from home
and work. He had called up once, nominally
from Paterson, but the two detectives didn't
believe that it was. In any case, she had a little
money of her own—her very own—two hundred
and forty-five dollars it was—and as far as it
would go she had come to make restitution. If
it wasn't enough, they would sell the house as
soon as they could get it on the market and pay
up the balance, if he would only give the order
that Teddy shouldn't be sent to jail.</p>
<p>Emboldened by his concentration on her story
and herself, she took out the roll of bills from her
bag, enlarging on her plea.</p>
<p>"You see, sir, it was this way. After my
father had to leave the bank last fall, Teddy had
to be our chief support, just on his eighteen a
week. My two little sisters left school and went
to work; but that didn't bring in much. Then
there were the taxes, and the mortgages, and the
expenses of my father's funeral, besides six of
us having to eat—"</p>
<p>"You were working, too, weren't you?"</p>
<p>"Yes, sir; I was posing. But I only earned
six a week."</p>
<p>"Only?"</p>
<p>Based on a memory of his own of something
Junia had said—"a mousey little thing with a
veneer of modesty, but mercenary isn't the word
for her"—there was an implication in this
"Only?" which escaped Jennie's simplicity.</p>
<p>"Yes, sir; that was all. Somehow I couldn't
get the work. Nobody seemed to want me."</p>
<p>He pointed at her roll of bills.</p>
<p>"Then where did you get the money you're
holding in your hand?"</p>
<p>The question was unexpected and confounding.
She must either answer it truly or not answer it
at all. If she answered it truly, she not only
exposed Bob, but she exposed herself to the utmost
rigor of his wrath. She didn't care about
herself; she didn't care much about Bob; she
cared only about Teddy. The utmost rigor of
this man's wrath would send him to jail as easily
as she could brush a fly through an open window.
She could say nothing. She could only look at
him helplessly, with lips parted, eyes shimmering,
and the hot color flooding her face pitiably.</p>
<p>It was the kind of situation in which no man
with the heart of a man could be hard on any
little girl; besides which, Collingham looked on
this silent confession as providential. It would
enable him to reason with Bob, if it ever came to
that, and tell him what he, the father, knew at
first hand and from his own experience. Otherwise
he brought no moral judgment to bear on
poor Jennie, and condemned her not at all.</p>
<p>"Just wait a minute," he said, in a kindly tone,
getting up as he spoke. "I'll go and straighten
the thing out."</p>
<p>Left alone, Jennie had these concluding words
to strengthen her. He would straighten the thing
out. That meant probably that Teddy wouldn't
have to go to jail, and beyond this relief she
didn't look. It would be everything. Nothing
else would matter. He might be dismissed from
the bank; they might starve; but the great
thing would be accomplished.</p>
<p>It was a half hour or more before he returned,
and when he did he looked worried.
"Troubled" would perhaps be a better word,
since even Jennie could see that his thoughts
were farther away and deeper down than the
incidents on the surface. He spoke almost
absent-mindedly.</p>
<p>"I find there's been a leakage for some little
time past, and they've had difficulty in fixing
where the trouble was. Now I'm sorry to say
it looks as if it was your brother. There's hardly
any doubt about that—"</p>
<p>"You see, sir," she pleaded, "it was so hard
for him not to be able to do anything when my
father was so ill and my mother worried and the
bills piling up—they stopped our credit nearly
everywhere—and the tax people—they were the
worst of all."</p>
<p>"Yes, yes; I quite understand. And I've told
them not to press the matter further. Flynn and
Jackman, the two men you saw yesterday, are
out for the minute; but when they come in they
are to report to me. I don't suppose we can take
your brother back; but I'll see what I can do for
him elsewhere." He rose to end the interview,
so that Jennie rose, too. "You can keep that
money," he added, nodding toward her roll of
bills. "You were not responsible, and there's
no reason at all why you should pay."</p>
<p>When Jennie protested, he merely escorted
her to the door, which he held open.</p>
<p>"No, don't thank me," he insisted. "Please!
Just make your mind easy as to your brother.
The matter shall not go any farther. I don't
know what I can do for him as yet—the circumstances
make it difficult; but I shall find something."</p>
<p>So, blinded with tears, Jennie made her way
toward the lift, calling down on Bob's father as
well as on his mother all the blessings she was
able to invoke.</p>
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<p class="pfirst">Late that afternoon, Teddy, on the floor of his
hut, woke with a start from a doze. He hadn't
meant to doze, but he had slept little on the preceding
night, and was lulled, moreover, by a sense
of his security. The day had not been as exciting
as the day before. Nothing having happened
during all those hours, he was growing
convinced that nothing would. In its way,
safety was becoming irksome. He began to
ask himself whether the spirit of adventure
didn't summon him to go forth as a tramp that
night.</p>
<p>So he dozed—and so he waked, with a start.
The start was possibly due to a consciousness
even in his sleep that there were people in the
road. He was frightened before he could put his
eye again to the peephole. Luckily the pistol
was at hand, and <em class="italics">the other thing</em> might now have
to be done.</p>
<p>As a matter of fact it seemed likely. Two burly
figures had already left the highway, Flynn
tramping along the flicker of path, and Jackman
picking his steps through the oozy mud a little
to Flynn's right and a little behind him. There
was no secrecy about their approach, and apparently
no fear.</p>
<p>"They don't suspect that I've got a gun,"
Teddy commented to himself. "Lobley can't
have told them."</p>
<p>They were talking to each other, and, though
Teddy could not make out their words, he heard
Flynn's gurgle of a laugh. To his fevered
imagination, it was a diabolic laugh, suggestive
of handcuffs and torture.</p>
<p>The thought of handcuffs frenzied him. Of
the sacrilegious touch on his person, the links
set the final mark. Rather than submit to them
he would shoot anyone, preferably himself. For
shooting himself the minute had come, and he
decided to do it through the temple. The aim
through the heart might miscarry; there was no
chance of miscarriage through the brain. All
that remained for him now was to know the
moment when.</p>
<p>"Don't shoot till you see the whites of their
eyes."</p>
<p>Some trick of memory brought the tag back
to him. He knew that it applied to the shooting
of an enemy, but in this case it suited himself.
He couldn't see the whites of their eyes as yet,
for through the grasses and over the slimy
ground they advanced but slowly. That gave him
the longer to live. He might live for three minutes,
possibly for five. Even a minute was
something.</p>
<p>But he was ready. He couldn't say that he
had no fear, because he was all fear; but for the
very reason that he was all fear, he was frozen,
numb. Only, the hand that held the pistol shook.
He couldn't control it. All the more, then, must
he do it through the brain, since he found by
experiment that he could steady the muzzle
against his temple. He didn't dare so to hold it
long, lest that impulse of acting before he thought
might deprive him of these last precious seconds
of life. So he let the thing rest on the peephole,
pointing outward, like a gun on board ship.
He found, too, that this steadied his eye. He
could squint along the barrel right at the two
big figures lumbering through the morass.</p>
<p>"Don't shoot till you see the whites of their
eyes."</p>
<p>Flynn looked up, a laugh on his lips at this
absurd adventure. The boy saw the whites of
his eyes, and, as far as he himself knew, his mind
went blank. He always declared that he heard
no sound. He only saw Flynn throw up his
arms with a kind of stifled shout—stagger—try
to regain his lost balance—and go tumbling, face
downward, into the long grass. Jackman fell,
too, though not so prone but that he could
partially raise himself, half supported by his
left arm, while, without being able to face toward
the road, he waved his right to the motors flashing
by.</p>
<p>For Teddy mind-action ceased. He was
nothing but mad instinct. He knew he must
have fired—must have fired twice—that the
hand that was to shoot into his temple had
betrayed him. He knew, too, that he couldn't
shoot into his temple—that great as was his
terror of the handcuffs, his terror of this thing
was worse. Flinging the pistol across the floor,
his one impulse was to save himself.</p>
<p>As he had foreseen, his mind, once it began to
work, worked quickly. He saw that the grass
growing up to the door of the shack was tall, and
hardly beaten down by his footsteps. Lying
flat like a lizard, he wriggled his way into it.
The very yielding of the swampy bottom beneath
his weight was in his favor. By a sense, such as
that which had waked him up, he knew that
motors were stopping in the road, that people
were leaping out, that Flynn and Jackman were
the objects of everyone's concern, and that, in
the mystery as to what had happened to them,
no one's attention was as yet directed to himself.
He made for the back of the shack, writhing his
way round the two corners, and heading out
toward the center of the marsh. It was needful
to do this, since the shanty and its neighborhood
would soon be explored, and he must, if possible,
be lost in the swampy tracklessness.</p>
<p>Though progress of necessity was slow, he
was amazed at the distance he was putting
between himself and danger. Oh, if it was only
night! If a thundercloud would only come up
and darken the sky! But it was the brilliant,
pitiless sunshine of an August afternoon, with
not a shred of atmosphere to help him. Still
he writhed and writhed and writhed his way
onward, making the pace of a snake when half
of its body is dead. He was no longer Teddy
Follett; he was no longer so much as an animal.
He was one big agony of mind, which becomes
an agony of body; and yet he was eager to live.</p>
<p>He began to think that he might live. He
seemed as far away from the peril behind him
as the woods thing that gives its hunter the slip
in the green depths of the covert. Dogs might
be able to track him, but not men alone; and
while they were bringing up the bloodhounds
he might....</p>
<p>And then he heard a shout that struck through
him like paralysis.</p>
<p>"There he is! I see him!"</p>
<p>"Where? Where?"</p>
<p>"That line behind the shack—don't you see?—a
little streak right through the grass."</p>
<p>"No; I don't see anything."</p>
<p>"Come along and I'll show you. Come
along, boys. We'll get him. He's only going on
his belly."</p>
<p>"Yes, and be croaked, like this poor guy!
Don't forget that the bird over there can give
you a dose of lead."</p>
<p>So Flynn was dead! That was the meaning
of that. Teddy had killed a man. Perhaps he
had killed two men. He hadn't taken time to
think of it before; but now that he did, he lay
stricken in every muscle of his frame, his face
in the mud, and his fingers dug into the queachy
roots of the sedges.</p>
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