<h2>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2>
<p>The interim between youth and manhood was passed by young
William and young Henry in studious application to literature;
some casual mistakes in our customs and manners on the part of
Henry; some too close adherences to them on the side of
William.</p>
<p>Their different characters, when boys, were preserved when
they became men: Henry still retained that natural simplicity
which his early destiny had given him; he wondered still at many
things he saw and heard, and at times would venture to give his
opinion, contradict, and even act in opposition to persons whom
long experience and the approbation of the world had placed in
situations which claimed his implicit reverence and
submission.</p>
<p>Unchanged in all his boyish graces, young William, now a man,
was never known to infringe upon the statutes of good-breeding;
even though sincerity, his own free will, duty to his neighbour,
with many other plebeian virtues and privileges, were the
sacrifice.</p>
<p>William inherited all the pride and ambition of the
dean—Henry, all his father’s humility. And yet,
so various and extensive is the acceptation of the word pride,
that, on some occasions, Henry was proud even beyond his
cousin. He thought it far beneath his dignity ever to
honour, or contemplate with awe, any human being in whom he saw
numerous failings. Nor would he, to ingratiate himself into
the favour of a man above him, stoop to one servility, such as
the haughty William daily practised.</p>
<p>“I know I am called proud,” one day said William
to Henry.</p>
<p>“Dear cousin,” replied Henry, “it must be
only, then, by those who do not know you; for to me you appear
the humblest creature in the world.”</p>
<p>“Do you really think so?”</p>
<p>“I am certain of it; or would you always give up your
opinion to that of persons in a superior state, however inferior
in their understanding? Would else their weak judgment
immediately change yours, though, before, you had been decided on
the opposite side? Now, indeed, cousin, I have more pride
than you; for I never will stoop to act or to speak contrary to
my feelings.”</p>
<p>“Then you will never be a great man.”</p>
<p>“Nor ever desire it, if I must first be a mean
one.”</p>
<p>There was in the reputation of these two young men another
mistake, which the common retailers of character committed.
Henry was said to be wholly negligent, while William was reputed
to be extremely attentive to the other sex. William,
indeed, was gallant, was amorous, and indulged his inclination to
the libertine society of women; but Henry it was who <i>loved</i>
them. He admired them at a reverential distance, and felt
so tender an affection for the virtuous female, that it shocked
him to behold, much more to associate with, the depraved and
vicious.</p>
<p>In the advantages of person Henry was still superior to
William; and yet the latter had no common share of those
attractions which captivate weak, thoughtless, or unskilful
minds.</p>
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