<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXX" id="CHAPTER_XXX"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXX.</h2>
<h3>SUSPENSE.</h3>
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<span class="i12">"Down thou climbing sorrow!<br/></span>
<span class="i12"> Thy element's below."<br/></span>
<span class="i22"><i>King Lear.</i><br/></span></div>
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<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
<span class="i12">"Till now thy soul has been<br/></span>
<span class="i14">All glad and gay:<br/></span>
<span class="i12"> Bid it awake, and look<br/></span>
<span class="i14">At grief to-day."<br/></span>
<span class="i22"><span class="smcap">Adelaide Anne Procter.</span><br/></span></div>
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<p>As Althea walked into the library, she was aware that Waveney was
following her closely. Doreen had made some excuse and had gone off to
her own room, probably to write letters.</p>
<p>"Do you want me to read to you to-night?" asked Waveney. She looked
wonderfully bright and animated this evening. As she spoke she slipped
her hand into Althea's arm, in a coaxing, girlish way. "Dear Miss
Harford, I am not a bit tired. I feel as springy as possible"—this
being a favourite word in the Ward vocabulary to express latent and
superfluous energy.</p>
<p>"No, my child, not to-night," returned Althea, gravely. "Waveney, dear,
I am afraid I have rather bad news for you. You were out when the
message came, so I went over to Cleveland Terrace to inquire."</p>
<p>Then a troubled, almost a scared look, came into the girl's eyes.</p>
<p>"A message!" she gasped. "Did they send for me? Is any one ill—father?
or——" But she did not finish the sentence, as Althea quietly handed
her the telegram.</p>
<p>"What does it mean?" she asked in a bewildered tone; but her lips were
trembling. "Mollie ill! But she is never ill. Except when we had the
measles, she has never been in bed a single day for years. What is it?
Why do you not tell me?" and Waveney spoke in a tone of intense
irritation.</p>
<p>"I am waiting, dear, until you can listen to me," returned her friend,
soothingly. "My cousin Moritz was with me when the telegram came"—here
Waveney started—"and I thought—we both thought—that the best thing
would be for me to go over to Cleveland Terrace. Moritz went with me. We
saw your father, and I went up to Mollie. It is diphtheria—no one knows
how she has caught it. She is ill, and her throat is very painful, but
she could speak to me. She sent her love, and said that you must not
think of coming to her."</p>
<p>Then an incredulous smile crossed Waveney's face.</p>
<p>"Mollie said that, but of course she did not mean it; the idea is too
absurd. If I were not so miserable I could laugh at it. Not go to my
Mollie when she is ill and in pain! Has father sent for Dr. Duncan, and
have they given her a fire?—the room is so cold!" Then, interrupting
herself with sudden impatience, "Why do I stop to ask these questions
when it is getting late? Oh, Miss Harford, you ought to have told me
before dinner! What does that matter? But I will get ready now. And if
you will be kind enough to send for a cab, I shall not be five minutes
changing my frock"—for even at the supreme moment some instinct told
the girl that sapphire blue velveteen was not quite suitable for a sick
room.</p>
<p>Althea was quite shaken by Waveney's impetuosity. It was evident that
her young companion had entirely forgotten her <i>rôle</i>; her sole idea was
that Mollie was ill, and that nothing else mattered. She was actually
half-way to the door when Althea called her back in a tone that arrested
even her attention.</p>
<p>"Waveney, my poor child, what are you doing? Did you not understand the
telegram? Your father will not allow you to go home—he told me so
himself; and here is a note he has sent you." Then Waveney, without a
word, took the letter.</p>
<blockquote><p>"<span class="smcap">My precious Child</span>," wrote Everard, "we are in sad trouble. Our
dear Mollie is very ill, but Dr. Duncan tells me that it will not
be safe for you to be with her, and that he must have a properly
trained nurse—one is coming in directly—and then she will have
every care and attention. Do not come unless I send for you; it is
enough to have one child ill, and I will not have you here, my
little Waveney. I know I can trust you. Since you were a baby you
have never given me a moment's uneasiness—you have been my dear,
good child, who has always obeyed my least wishes. If you love me,
my darling, you will be brave and calm. Miss Harford will tell you
everything. She is a good, kind creature, and I feel you will be
safe with her. You shall know everything: nothing shall be kept
from you—I promise you that faithfully.</p>
<p class="right">"Your loving <br/>
"<span class="smcap">Father</span>."</p>
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<p>When Waveney had finished the letter, there was despair in her eyes.</p>
<p>"He is cruel. Every one is cruel," she said, in a choked, unnatural
voice. And then, with a dry sob, "Oh, why am I not lying there in her
place!"</p>
<p>"Do not say that, dear child," returned Althea, gently; "for then Mollie
would have to suffer." And at this Waveney winced.</p>
<p>"Where are you going?" Althea spoke rather nervously, for again the girl
seemed about to leave her. "Oh, Waveney, surely you will not go against
your father's wishes." But she need not have asked the question. The
loyal little soul would have died sooner than grieve that beloved
parent.</p>
<p>"No, I cannot disobey father," she said, in a dull voice; and her poor
little face looked so white and rigid. "I am going to my own room now."</p>
<p>"Will you not stay and let me talk to you a little?" asked Althea,
anxiously. "You are taking things too hardly, dear. Mollie may be better
to-morrow."</p>
<p>But she spoke to deaf ears.</p>
<p>"No, no. Please do not keep me. I must be alone. There is no use in
talking. How do you know, how does any one know about things?" and
Waveney abruptly turned away.</p>
<p>Althea's eyes looked very sad as the door closed behind her. "I knew
it," she said to herself. "I knew how she would suffer. Her nature is
intense. Those who love much, suffer much. Mollie and she seem to have
only one heart between them. It is not so with all twins." But the next
moment her dreary moralising was interrupted; for Waveney came hastily
back and stood by her.</p>
<p>"I did not bid you good-night," she said, huskily. "I am afraid I was
rude and abrupt; but I did not mean it. And you are so kind, so kind."</p>
<p>Then Althea put her arms round the girl and kissed her tenderly. "My
dear, do not trouble about that. I quite understand. May I come to you
presently? I may be able to think of something to comfort you." But
Waveney shook her head.</p>
<p>"No; please do not come. There is no comfort for me while my Mollie is
ill and suffering;" and Waveney drew her cold hands out of Althea's
detaining grasp. It was sad to see how her step had suddenly lost its
springiness. To be alone—that was her one thought now, as it is the
instinct of all sorely wounded creatures in God's free world.</p>
<p>Waveney never recalled that night of misery without a shudder. The
sudden shock quite prostrated her. That Mollie should be ill, perhaps
dangerously ill!—for every one knew that people died of diphtheria:
Princess Alice had, and the butcher's little daughter, and one or two
others that she and Mollie knew—that Mollie should be ill, and that her
only sister should not be allowed to nurse her!—this was almost
inconceivable to Waveney.</p>
<p>It was this separation that seemed so unnatural, and Waveney chafed
bitterly against her father's restrictions. After those first unguarded
expressions she did not blame him in words, but again and again in her
heart she accused him of cruelty.</p>
<p>"Oh, father, how could you, how could you!" she said over and over again
that night. "It is not right, it is not fair, that you should torture me
like this. If I were only there I should not be so unnerved and
frightened, but everything is worse when one is kept away."</p>
<p>Waveney was right from her own point of view. She would have been her
brave, resolute little self at Cleveland Terrace, and Mollie would have
had the tenderest and most cheery of nurses.</p>
<p>"I should not have taken it. I should have been careful and left the
nurse to do things," she said later on. "It was just father's
nervousness."</p>
<p>Dr. Duncan's opinion she treated with contempt. It was part of a
doctor's duty to say these things.</p>
<p>More than once Althea crept to the girl's door; but she could hear
nothing. Once she turned the handle, but the door was locked. Waveney,
who was still sitting huddled up in the easy-chair, heard the soft,
retreating footsteps go down the passage again. Her fire had burnt out,
and she felt strangely chilled. "I may as well go to bed," she thought,
drearily; but it was long before the deadly cold left her limbs. Even
when she slept, her dreams troubled her, and she woke the next morning
to see Althea standing beside her bed with a cup of hot coffee in one
hand, and in her other a yellow envelope.</p>
<p>"Will you drink this, my dear? Doreen and I have had our breakfast, but
there is no need for you to hurry. If you lie still Nurse Marks will
bring you yours."</p>
<p>"Oh, no, I could not think of such a thing," returned Waveney, quite
shocked. "I am not ill. I would rather get up, please. I am so sorry I
have overslept myself; but I was late, and——" Then she looked at the
telegram wistfully. "Is that for me, Miss Harford?"</p>
<p>"No, my dear, it is for me. Moritz sent over to Cleveland Terrace quite
early this morning. You will see what he says.</p>
<p>"'Miss Ward not so well. A bad night. Shall wire for Richmond.'"</p>
<p>"What does it mean?" returned Waveney, faintly, and her head sank back
on the pillow. "I don't understand it."</p>
<p>"It means that you and Mollie have a good friend," returned Althea,
sitting down beside her, "a very kind and generous friend. Moritz wants
to help you all. Sir Hindley Richmond is the great throat doctor. He is
wonderfully clever, and some of his cures are marvellous; but his fees
are immense, and of course Moritz knows that Mr. Ward could not afford
to have him, so he is arranging it with Dr. Duncan."</p>
<p>"But we have no right—we have no claim on Mr. Ingram," stammered
Waveney. "But he is doing it for Mollie's sake."</p>
<p>She said it quite simply. In her own mind it had long been an assured
fact that Mr. Ingram was her sister's lover. How could any one mistake
such devotion?</p>
<p>"Yes, he is doing it for Mollie's sake," returned Althea, with equal
frankness. "Poor fellow! he is very unhappy about her, and his only
comfort is to do her service."</p>
<p>And Althea smiled a little as she thought of that tender and fantastic
chivalry with which Moritz was wooing his beautiful Mollie.</p>
<p>"I will get up now," Waveney observed, restlessly. Mollie was not so
well. It would drive her frantic to lie still and think of that. She
would dress and go out. Miss Althea was too kind to think of asking her
to write and read. She could not sit still. She must have air and
movement. But though she said no word of this, Althea understood her
perfectly.</p>
<p>"We must leave her alone," she said, rather sadly, to Doreen. "Her
nerves are unhinged by the suspense, and she is not used to trouble.</p>
<p>"I shall drive down to Cleveland Terrace," she continued, "on my way to
Aunt Sara. There may be some little thing Mollie requires, and Waveney
will be glad of news." She spoke rather hurriedly, as though she feared
Doreen might raise some objection. But Doreen, who could read her sister
like a book, merely nodded assent.</p>
<p>So all the morning Waveney wandered about the common like a little lost
spirit, until her limbs ached with weariness; and after luncheon Noel
arrived.</p>
<p>Mr. Ingram had sent him, he said, bringing out the words rather
sheepishly. They had been shopping all the morning, tearing up and down
Regent's Street and Bond Street in a hansom, and they had had luncheon
at the Army and Navy Stores. Then they had called at the door of Number
Ten, and Noel had seen his father. Things were much the same, and he
sent his love, and so on.</p>
<p>Althea had already started when Noel made his appearance, so it was too
late to prevent her fruitless journey to Chelsea.</p>
<p>There was nothing Mollie wanted, Noel declared, bluntly, and he chuckled
as he thought of all the things Ingram had ordered. "My word, there's
no mistake about his being a viscount," he thought. "If he turned out to
be a duke I should hardly be surprised."</p>
<p>Waveney was very fond of her young brother, but his society failed to
give her comfort; and Noel, on his side, was so awed and depressed by
her sad face and unusual silence, that he could find little to say. It
was quite a relief when his visit was over, and he had to return to
Eaton Square.</p>
<p>But one word he did say as Waveney followed him into the hall.</p>
<p>"I say, Wave, I suppose you will send your compliments or kind regards
to Mr. Ingram"—and here Noel cleared his throat. "He is awfully cut up,
you know, and all that."</p>
<p>"Oh, yes, you may give him my kind regards," returned Waveney, in a
listless tone. Then her conscience accused her of ingratitude. "Yes,
certainly, Noel, my kindest regards. I know how good he has been; he is
actually going to have that great throat doctor down to see dear
Mollie."</p>
<p>"I know that," replied Noel, mysteriously. "I know a thing or two that
would make you stare. He is a good old sort; he is as good as they make
them, and he deserves to turn up trumps." And with this peculiar form of
blessing—which was nevertheless genuine in its way—Noel adjusted his
<i>pince-nez</i>, and marched off with his head in the air as usual.</p>
<p>When Althea returned, she had very little to add to this. Mollie was no
better, certainly, and Dr. Duncan was undoubtedly anxious about her; but
she had excellent nurses, and Sir Hindley Richmond was to come the next
day.</p>
<p>There had been some hitch or difficulty, and Moritz had been much put
out. Althea was in the dark about it, for Mr. Ward had volunteered no
explanation.</p>
<p>"Sir Hindley Richmond is coming to-morrow," was all he said. "Mr. Ingram
insists on it. He wired for him to-day, but there was some difficulty,
and Ingram fussed awfully about it. I am not allowed to put in a word,"
he continued, with a feeble attempt at a smile. "The doctor and nurses
manage everything; all sorts of things come to the house. Of course
Ingram sends them, and if I remonstrate, I am told that the doctor
ordered them, or that Nurse Helena wished for it."</p>
<p>Althea was the bearer of another sad little missive from Everard.
Waveney carried it off to her own room. She was still reading it with
dry, tearless eyes when the gong sounded.</p>
<p>"Do not lose heart, my darling," it finished. "It is always darkest
before day. We will pray to our Heavenly Father that our sweet Mollie
may be spared." Waveney was repeating this sentence over and over again,
as she sat at the dinner-table. And Althea, seeing that she ate nothing,
told Mitchell to fill her glass with Burgundy.</p>
<p>"You must take that, my dear, and some of this nice light roll. If you
make yourself ill, it will only give additional trouble."</p>
<p>Althea spoke with such quiet decision that Waveney was compelled to
obey. As she sipped the wine a tinge of colour came into her lips. But
the bread was sadly crumbled on her plate. As she rose from the table
her knees trembled under her, and she almost tottered as she followed
Althea.</p>
<p>Last night about this time she had told her. What a nightmare of horror
these four-and-twenty hours had been!</p>
<p>No wonder she felt giddy—no wonder—but here Althea took possession of
her with gentle force.</p>
<p>"Sit down, Waveney. Why, you foolish child, you have over-walked
yourself, and eaten nothing, and of course you feel bad." And before
Waveney could summon up sufficient energy to contradict this, she found
herself lying on the library couch, with the softest of pillows under
her head and a warm quilt over her.</p>
<p>"Doreen and I are going across to the Porch House," observed Althea,
kissing her. "It is Thursday evening. But dear old Nursie will look
after you."</p>
<p>"Thank you. But she need not trouble," returned Waveney, drowsily. "I am
quite well, only tired."</p>
<p>Every one was very kind, she thought. And Miss Althea, how dear and good
she was! After all, it was very comfortable to lie still. The silence,
the firelight, the soft warmth, were so soothing. Why were the bees
humming so? Beehives and libraries were surely incongruous. And there
were white lilies, too, nid-nodding at each other. And the writing-table
had gone, and there was a bed of pansies. "Pansies, that's for
thoughts," she said to herself. For, little as she knew it, Waveney was
fast asleep.</p>
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