<h2 class="nobreak">V</h2></div>
<p>When the light again dawned upon Pierrot’s
distressed brain he was conscious, first,
of an intense sensation of pain and weakness.
Then gradually he became aware of a weight
upon his chest and a severe throbbing in his
right hind leg. He lifted his head but found
himself unable to move or to reach his wounded
leg with his tongue. Across his body rested
the heavy thigh of a dead soldier.</p>
<p>Pierrot sank back and waited till the dizziness
passed and his head cleared a little.
Then the universal instinct for self-preservation
and the need to struggle for his life
awoke within him. Little by little, with long,
painful waits between his efforts, he managed
to drag himself free from the weight upon him.</p>
<p>He stood for a moment, trembling with
weakness, as though to reassure himself that<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</SPAN></span>
he was alive. All was quiet about him,
though the sounds of battle still raged not
far away. He hardly noticed the forms of
fallen men in the trench or heard their occasional
moans. Then he dropped to his
side again and made a feeble attempt to lick
his aching leg. The foot was quite numb
and the hair was matted and caked, but the
bleeding had stopped.</p>
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<p>As his small store of strength returned he
discovered that he was cold as well as weak,
and the need came upon him—the instinct of
the hurt animal—to crawl away to some
sheltered spot where he might either recuperate
or die. It seemed to him that first of all
he must get away from the horrible trench.
Very slowly and painfully, with one leg
dragging, he toiled up the bank and over the
escarpment, and lay panting on the snowy
ground. Then, after a little rest, he started
on again unsteadily toward a little thicket of
shrubbery that had been trampled nearly flat
by the feet of the grenadiers.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</SPAN></span>It seemed a long way off, and he was
obliged to stop often to rest. When at last
he approached the thicket he was startled for
a moment by a brown hare which scuttled
out from beneath the tangled bushes and
went bounding off across the snow. Pierrot
felt no impulse to give chase nor any wonder
that the hare should have escaped destruction.
He burrowed under the broken
branches and sniffed his way to where the
hare had made a nest in the dry grass beneath.
The spot was still warm, and Pierrot curled
himself up in it gratefully and fell to nursing
his wound.</p>
<p>For three days and two nights Pierrot lay
in his hiding-place, sleeping much of the time.
At noon the warm sun struck through the
twigs which by night shielded him from the
bitter winds. The Red Cross motors came
and there were sounds of human activity in
the trench. Soldiers marched by, but there
was no rushing attack and no heavily shod
phalanx came crashing through his cover.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</SPAN></span>
In his dense retreat he lay undiscovered, waiting
patiently for life or death.</p>
<p>During the third day he became restless
and slept but little. He was feeling somewhat
stronger and his mind had become
more active. His wounded leg throbbed less
severely. Toward nightfall an imperative
call came to him to go forth.</p>
<p>Thus far, strangely enough, he had not
felt keen pangs of hunger, for it is natural
for sick dogs to fast. But now he was painfully
aware of a consuming thirst. He had
occasionally reached out and lapped at the
cool snow outside his covert, but while that
had felt good to his fevered nose and mouth,
it had not sufficed. Now his throat was
parched, his tongue was thick and dry, and
his head ached. If you do not believe that
dogs have headaches, notice how your terrier
thrusts his head against your knee next time
he is ailing, and begs for the pressure of your
hand.</p>
<p>So Pierrot crawled out of his nest in the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</SPAN></span>
gathering dusk and looked about him,
stretching his stiffened limbs and lifting his
nose to the keen wind. He walked once
around his thicket and then started off
across the frozen ground toward the dunes,
making laborious progress, keeping to the
shadows, sniffing for water.</p>
<p>Twice he heard voices, and once footsteps
approached and passed by, while he lay still
and waited, cowering. At last he came to a
hollow where melting snow had formed a
little pool. He broke the thin sheet of ice
with one forepaw, and then, thrusting his
nose into the freezing water, he drank long
and gratefully.</p>
<p>With the quenching of his thirst a new life
seemed to flow through his veins and courage
returned to his stout heart. But he was still
weak, and after a moment’s indecision he crept
back to his shelter.</p>
<p>On the morning of the fourth day he
awoke refreshed. But now a new need had
come to torment him. He was hungry.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</SPAN></span>
Sharp pangs gnawed at his vitals and all his
being cried aloud for food. He thrust his
head out of his hiding-place and looked about,
sniffing the air. Over the edge of the trench
he saw the movements of men and the sun
glistening on rifle barrels and German helmets.
He drew back stealthily. Experience had
taught him caution. He had had enough of
soldiers and of war. He must wait.</p>
<p>All day he suffered the agonies of hunger
and fought against the impulse to dash out
blindly in search of food. And as the day
advanced he was conscious of an ever-increasing
desire to go home. A great longing
filled him for his cozy bed in Medard’s
stable, for the home where there was always
plenty to eat, for the kind hands that knew
how to cure a dog’s hurts, for the human love
that had drifted so far into the past that it was
like a dream of heaven. The homing instinct
became his ruling motive; it obsessed him
and drew him as with chains.</p>
<p>Repeatedly he started impulsively out from<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</SPAN></span>
the thicket, and as often the sight of soldiers
drove him fearfully back.</p>
<p>When at last nightfall came and the
trenches glowed with little campfires, Pierrot
sallied forth, deliberately and cautiously.
First, he sought again his drinking-pool and
slaked his burning thirst. Then he passed
on into an unknown country in the dark.
He skirted the dunes, followed a little watercourse
for half a mile, and then struck into
a shallow ditch beside a rutty road. He
trusted little to his eyes, but ears and
nostrils were constantly alert to detect
danger, and he gave a wide berth to everything
that suggested man to his senses. His
sore feet had healed, but he was obliged to
travel on three legs by reason of his wound,
and he was still stiff and far from strong.
Always his nose was searching earth and air
for the scent of food.</p>
<p>Suddenly he stopped and lifted his head.
From a shallow ravine a few rods from the
road came a smell that at once attracted and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</SPAN></span>
repelled him. There was the scent of men
and of wood smoke. There was also the
scent of food. The thought of soldiers terrified
him, but his unwonted exercise had made
him ravenous with hunger.</p>
<p>Irresistibly the smell of food drew him, and
he crept stealthily toward the low bushes that
grew along the edge of the ravine. Peering
through, he saw with fearful eyes the glow of
dying campfires stretching off in a long line,
and the shadowy forms of prone men wrapped
in blankets. On the opposite bank a lone
guard paced slowly up and down.</p>
<p>Pierrot skulked silently along behind the
bushes till he came to a spot where the food
smell was very strong. Directly below him
was one of the smouldering fires, and a few
feet down the bank he discerned strewn about
half-visible objects from which the smell
came.</p>
<p>Grown reckless with famine, Pierrot
crawled eagerly out from the bushes and fell
upon the refuse of the camp. A hard crust<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</SPAN></span>
of bread, the bones and offal of a fowl, the
beans clinging to the inside of a tin—he devoured
them all impartially.</p>
<p>One of the tin cans, dislodged by Pierrot’s
eager nose, rolled noisily down the bank, and
the sentry opposite halted and raised his rifle
quickly to his shoulder. Pierrot crouched
back, watching him. The soldier evidently
thought better of arousing his comrades with
a rifle shot, and suspecting that some animal
was prowling about, picked up a stone and
threw it at Pierrot. It struck with a thud
beside him and bounded up into the bushes.
Pierrot, thoroughly alarmed but still hungry,
seized a large bone in his teeth and dashed
back through the bushes. Not waiting to
ascertain whether he was pursued, he ran
for a mile across the frozen fields on his three
weary legs before he came to a stop. Then,
making sure that he had fully escaped the
danger that threatened, he fell upon his
stomach on the hard ground with the bone
between his paws, and spent a contented half-hour<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</SPAN></span>
crunching it until the last vestige had
disappeared.</p>
<p>When dawn began to show faintly in the
eastern sky Pierrot sought a new hiding-place.
At last he came upon the scattered
remains of a haycock in a marshy meadow.
The hay was damp and stiff with frost, but
Pierrot dug his way beneath the largest heap
of it and slept the deep sleep of exhaustion
until the evening fell.</p>
<p>When he awoke he was lame and sore, but
he dragged himself forth, yawned mightily,
and set his face toward home.</p>
<p>He felt not the slightest doubt as to the
general direction, but he had no idea of the
distance. There was but one thing to do—plod
doggedly along, with his right hind foot
held clear of the ground. Now and then he
made a detour to avoid suspicious forms, and
again to follow up a scent of food. Twice
that night he stumbled upon bits of refuse.
It was scanty foraging, but it served to appease
the pangs within him.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</SPAN></span>The next morning, having seen no soldiers,
and finding the country apparently peaceful,
he was emboldened to continue his journey
by daylight, for the longing for home was
strong within him. But the attempt was
too much for his weakened body, and he was
forced to give up before noon and crawl under
a hedge to rest.</p>
<p>At some time during the afternoon a
sound caused Pierrot to awake suddenly and
to leap to his feet. A human form and footstep
brought him to a quick posture of defence,
with bared teeth and bristling neck.</p>
<p>Before him stood a young woman in a
coarse gray dress, torn shawl, and wooden
shoes. She was not happy looking and pretty
like the newsgirls in Brussels, nor neat and
fresh-faced like Mère Marie. She was a squat,
dumpy sort of person, with a pale face and
dull eyes and her mouth was drawn down at
the corners.</p>
<p>At first she was as much startled as Pierrot,
and a look of fear overspread her coarse<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</SPAN></span>
features that was not pretty to see. But
when she saw it was only a dog, the dull
look came back to her eyes and she stood
stolidly waiting.</p>
<p>Pierrot had never suffered ill at the hands
of a woman, and the snarl died in his throat.
The bristles on his neck lay down again and
his tail began to move tentatively. He took
an inquiring step toward the woman.</p>
<p>The ghost of a smile flitted across the
peasant’s face and she slowly approached
Pierrot with her thick palms outspread.
The dog advanced a little nearer, with a
cocking of the ears and a look of pleased
inquiry in his eyes. Then the woman perceived
that he was lame. Her slow sympathies
quickened and she approached and laid
her hand on his head. Then she stooped and
felt of his leg, not too gently. It hurt Pierrot,
but he only gave her ear a little caress with
his moist nose.</p>
<p>“Poor fellow!” said the woman in Flemish.
“Come, and we will wash it.”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</SPAN></span>Pierrot followed her as she walked toward
a little grove of trees back from the road and
entered the low doorway of a small hut.
There was no one inside except an old gray
cat, which at once retired to the rafters. At
this the woman gave a low, short laugh.</p>
<p>The hut was a poor little place, indeed,
and apparently the woman lived all alone in
it, though there was a man’s smock hanging
from a peg on the wall. She moved about
with a sort of hopeless indifference, hanging
a kettle of water in the chimney and building
a little fire of faggots beneath it. Pierrot lay
down before it and fell asleep again, for he
was still very weary.</p>
<p>When the water was warm the woman took
an old rag and washed Pierrot’s wound. He
awoke and thumped his tail on the hard
earthen floor, for the warm water felt very
good. Then the woman tied the rag about
his leg and bade him lie quiet.</p>
<p>Going to a cupboard, she brought out a
half loaf of coarse black bread and cut off<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</SPAN></span>
two slices. Then she got a bowl and a little
meal and made a sort of broth or gruel.
These she placed on the rude table and drew
up a stool.</p>
<p>Pierrot did not move toward the table, but
lay watching the woman with interest as she
folded her hands and bowed her head.</p>
<p>Presently she began eating her broth with
a pewter spoon, but she did not finish it.
She placed the bowl on the floor and Pierrot,
not understanding how hungry she still was,
cleaned it in a twinkling. Then the woman
gave Pierrot one of the slices of bread and ate
the other herself. The gray cat, it appeared,
was expected to forage for his own dinner.</p>
<p>Pierrot stretched out before the fire again,
with a feeling of peace and contentment such
as he had not known for a long time, and
slept soundly for many hours.</p>
<p>In the morning the peasant woman gave
Pierrot half of her scanty breakfast. Then
she drew her worn shawl over her head and
opened the door of the hut.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</SPAN></span>“Come with me,” she said.</p>
<p>Pierrot arose regretfully and went out into
the crisp morning. The woman turned off
toward the little wood, but Pierrot hesitated.
She had been very kind, but she was not
going in the direction of home. Not hearing
his footsteps, she turned and spoke again,
pleadingly.</p>
<p>“Come with me,” she said.</p>
<p>But still Pierrot hesitated. He was grateful
to the woman, and his first impulse was to
obey her, but from where he stood he could
see the long road stretching toward the east,
and he knew that off there somewhere were
home and the faces of those he loved. The
need to go on awoke again within him, and
with one little bark of farewell he turned and
hobbled rapidly off on his three legs. The
woman stood gazing after him for a few
moments, a pathetic object in the keen morning
wind. Then she brushed the back of her
hand across her eyes and turned slowly away
among the trees.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</SPAN></span>
It was no three days’ journey that Pierrot
had undertaken this time, for though he had
no load dragging at his heels, he found that
he could not travel fast nor very far at a
time. He had only his instinct and a vague
memory to guide him, and often the winding
road led him astray, so that he covered many
needless miles.</p>
<p>But he had ceased to fear the soldiers, and
dared now to travel by daylight and thus
made better progress, though he still made
wide detours to avoid suspicious looking
people. The clumsy bandage became loose
and Pierrot tore it off with his teeth, but his
wounded leg did not hurt him now save when
he attempted to use it.</p>
<p>It was weary work, travelling on three
legs and on scanty rations. Sometimes he
was obliged to sink down exhausted in a sheltered
spot and wait till his strength returned.
Sometimes, when the pangs of hunger seized
him, he was forced to waste valuable hours
hunting for food.</p>
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<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</SPAN></span>People in houses and peasants in the fields
he learned not to fear, and twice he was invited
into cottages and fed. But always he
managed to get away after he was rested and
never knew that he was guilty of ingratitude.
Sometimes men on the road or in the fields
called to him, but he would not stop. Once
a boy gave chase, but Pierrot put all the
speed he could muster into his three legs and
contrived to escape, though he was obliged to
lie panting for a long time after this race
before he could recover. It was hard for him
to understand this loss of his old-time power.</p>
<p>He kept no account of the days and only
knew that the way seemed endless. But one
afternoon the conviction seized him that he
was nearing his journey’s end. There was
nothing familiar in the objects in the landscape;
he had never been there before. But
something inside him told him it was so. He
pressed on eagerly, whining a little to himself
as a terrier whines when he scents a mole.
Surely, over the next hill, or around the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</SPAN></span>
next bend, he would come upon the old, familiar
scenes—cottage and byre and the blessed
fields of home. Over there, just beyond, were
the well-remembered faces, the happy voices
of the children, the capable, kind hands of
Mère Marie.</p>
<p>In his zestful haste he overtaxed his
strength again, and, trembling with excitement
and fatigue, he was obliged to seek rest
before sunset.</p>
<p>He slept fitfully that night. Frequently
his dreams awoke him and he stood peering
into the darkness, listening for he knew not
what, before he remembered and lay down
again. But though he rested ill, he was abroad
before daybreak, padding laboriously on.</p>
<p>All that day he travelled without food or
rest, stopping only for an occasional drink
when opportunity offered. There was never
a doubt in his mind that to-day he would be
home again. No sound or scent or unaccustomed
sight lured him from his straight
course. Then at length he came out upon<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</SPAN></span>
the road he knew, with its rows of poplar
trees, and his heart began to hammer at his
ribs. Heedless of pain and weariness, he
dashed blindly on, around the bend in the
road, up the little lane, to the place where
home had been.</p>
<p>Pierrot stopped in a panic of bewilderment.
The tile-roofed house was gone and
only blackened timbers remained. He
sniffed about among the ruins for a time,
greatly troubled, and then circled around
toward the outbuildings. They, too, were
gone, but nearby was a little shack that he
did not remember.</p>
<p>Night was coming on again, and Pierrot
was feeling very weary and forlorn and hopeless.
Was this, then, the empty end of his
long, painful quest? Where was the pretty
little home and the comfortable cow barn
and the people he used to love? Had all
vanished into thin air?</p>
<p>Pierrot dragged himself disconsolately over
to the strange little shack and sniffed at<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</SPAN></span>
the crack under the door. Something in the
scent drove him into a sudden frenzy of excitement.
He began to scratch vigorously
and gave voice to one short, sharp bark.</p>
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