<h2><SPAN name="XXVII" id="XXVII"></SPAN>XXVII</h2>
<p>When he had finished breakfast, Matthias lighted a pipe, and setting his
feet anew in the groove they had worn diagonally from door to window,
began his matutinal tramp toward inspiration.</p>
<p>But this morning found his brain singularly sluggish: thoughts would not
come; or if they showed themselves at all, it was only to peer
mischievously at him round some distant corner which, when turned,
discovered only an empty impasse.</p>
<p>Distressed, he tamped down his pipe, ran long fingers through his hair,
and wrapped himself in clouds of smoke. Then a breath of cool, sweet air
fanned his cheek, and he looked round in sharp annoyance. It was like
that fool maid to leave the windows open and freeze him to death! And
truly enough, they were both wide open from top to bottom; though, for
all that, he wasn't freezing. And outside there was a bright crimson
border of potted geraniums on the iron-railed balcony. He hadn't noticed
them before; Madame Duprat must have set them out before he was up.
Curious whim of hers! Curious weather!</p>
<p>Disliking inconsistencies, he stopped in one of the windows to
investigate these unseasonable phenomena.</p>
<p>In one corner of the back-yard a dilapidated bundle of fur and bones,
conforming in general with a sardonic Post-Impressionist's candid
opinion of a tom-cat, lay blinking lazily in a patch of warm yellow
sunlight.</p>
<p>In the next back-yard a ridiculous young person in bare-legs, blue denim
overalls and a small red sweater, was industriously turning up the
earth with a six-inch trowel, and chanting cheerfully to himself an
improvisation in honour of his garden that was to be.</p>
<p>At an open window across the way a public-spirited and extremely pretty
young woman appeared with a towel pinned round her shoulders and let
down her hair, a shimmering cascade of gold for the sun's rays to wanton
with and, incidentally, to dry.</p>
<p>Somewhere at a distance a cracked old piano-organ was romping and
giggling rapturously through the syncopated measures of Tin Pan Alley's
latest "rag."</p>
<p>A vision drifted before Matthias' eyes, of the green slopes of
Tanglewood, the white château on its windy headland, the ineffable blue
of the Sound beyond....</p>
<p>Incredulous, he turned to consult his calendar: the day was Wednesday,
the seventeenth of April.</p>
<p>It was true, then: almost without his knowledge the bleak and barren
Winter had worn away and Spring had stolen upon Town, flaunting,
extravagant, shy and seductive, irresistible Spring....</p>
<p>For a little Matthias held back in doubt, with reluctant thoughts of his
work. Then—all in a breath—he caught up hat and stick, slammed the
door behind him, and blundered forth to fulfill his destiny....</p>
<p>She was seated on a bench, in a retired spot sheltered from the breeze,
open to the sun, when Matthias, having swung round the upper reservoir,
came at full stride down the West Drive, his blood romping, his eyes
aglow, warm colour in his face: for the first time in half a year
feeling himself again, Matthias the lover of the open skies divorced
from Matthias of the midnight lamp and the scored and intricate
manuscripts—that Matthias whom the world rejected.</p>
<p>At a word, her companion rose and moved to intercept him; and at the
sound of his name, Matthias paused, wondering who she could be, this
strange, sweet-faced woman, plainly dressed.</p>
<p>"Yes?" he said, lifting his hat. "I am Mr. Matthias—yes—"</p>
<p>"Mrs. Marbridge would like to speak to you."</p>
<p>His gaze veered quickly in the direction indicated by her brief nod. He
saw Venetia waiting, and immediately went to her, in his surprise
forgetful of the woman who had accosted him. This last moved slowly in
the other direction and sat down out of earshot.</p>
<p>"This is awfully good of you, Venetia," he said, bending over her hand.
"I didn't see you, of course—was thinking of something else—"</p>
<p>"But I was thinking of you," she said. "I've been wanting to see you for
a long time, Jack."</p>
<p>"Surely Helena could have told you where to find me...."</p>
<p>"I knew we'd run across one another, somehow, somewhere, sometime—today
or tomorrow, without fail. So I was content to do without the offices of
Helena. Do sit down. I want so much to talk to you."</p>
<p>"Most completely yours to command," he said lightly, and took the place
beside her.</p>
<p>But his heart was on his lips and in his eyes, and Venetia was far from
blind.</p>
<p>"Then tell me about yourself," she asked. "It's been so long since I've
had any news!"</p>
<p>"Is it possible? I should have imagined my doting aunt—"</p>
<p>She interrupted with a slight, negative smile and shake of her head:
"Helena doesn't approve of me, you know, and of late there has been a
decided coolness between the families. I'm afraid George fell out with
Vincent for some reason—not too hard to guess, perhaps."</p>
<p>He looked away, colouring with embarrassment.</p>
<p>"So," she pursued evenly—"about yourself: are you married yet?"</p>
<p>Matthias started, laughed frankly. "You didn't know about that,
either?... Well, it's true even Helena couldn't have told you much, for
I told her nothing.... No, I'm neither married, nor like to be."</p>
<p>"She was so very sweet and pretty—"</p>
<p>"Joan was wholly charming," he agreed gravely, "but—well, I fancy it
was inevitable. We were lucky enough to be obliged to endure a
separation of some weeks before, instead of after, marriage; and so we
had time to think. At least, she must have foreseen the mistake we were
on the point of making, for the break was her own doing—not mine."</p>
<p>"You think it would have been a mistake?"</p>
<p>"Oh, unquestionably. I confess I'd not have known it, probably, until
too late, if she hadn't made me think when she threw me over. I hope it
doesn't sound caddish—but I was conscious of a distinct sense of relief
when I got back from California and found she'd cleared out without
leaving me a line."</p>
<p>"I think I understand. And did you never hear from her?"</p>
<p>"Not from—by accident, <i>of</i> her. She was predestined for the stage—I
can see that clearly now, though I objected then. She was offered a
chance during my absence, jumped at it, and made a sort of a half-way
hit in a very successful sketch which, oddly enough, I happened to have
written—under a pseudonym. It had been kicking round my agent's office
for a year; he didn't believe in it any more than I did; and I
disbelieved in it hard enough to be ashamed to put my own name to it.
That's often the way with a fellow's work; one always believes in the
cripples, you know.... Well, some actor chanced to get hold of the
'script one day, fell in love with it and put it on with Joan as his
leading woman. If it had been anybody else's sketch, I'd never have
known what became of her, probably. As it was, I knew nothing until I
got back from the Coast.... I believe they got married very shortly
after it was produced; and now they're playing it all over the country.
Odd, isn't it?"</p>
<p>"Very," Venetia smiled. "And so your heart wasn't broken?"</p>
<p>He shook his head and laughed: "No!"</p>
<p>But a spasm of pain shot through his eyes and deceived the woman a
little longer.</p>
<p>"And what have you been doing?" she pursued, meaning to distract him. "I
mean, your work?"</p>
<p>He shrugged. "Oh, I've had an average luckless year. To begin with,
Rideout fell down on his production of 'The Jade God'—the only time it
ever had a chance to get over—and a man named Algerson bought his
contract and put it on at his stock theatre in Los Angeles. That's why I
went out there—to see it butchered."</p>
<p>"It failed?"</p>
<p>"Extravagantly!"</p>
<p>"But didn't you once have a great deal of confidence in it?"</p>
<p>"Every play is a valuable property until it's produced," he answered,
smiling. "This one was killed by its production. Nothing was right: it
needed scenery, and what they gave it had served a decade in stock; it
needed actors, and what actors were accidentally permitted to get into
the cast got the wrong rôles; finally, it needed intelligent stage
direction, and that was supplied by the star, whose idea of a good play
is one in which he speaks everybody's lines <i>and</i> his own. Then they
rewrote most of the best scenes and botched them horribly."</p>
<p>"You couldn't stop them?"</p>
<p>"When I attempted to interfere, I was told civilly to go to the devil.
Under my contract, I could have stopped them: but that meant suing out
an injunction, which in turn meant putting up a bond, and—I didn't have
the money."</p>
<p>"I'm so sorry, Jack!"</p>
<p>"Oh, it's all in the game. I learned something, at least. But the
greatest harm it did me was to sap the faith of managers here. One
man—Wylie—who was under contract to produce my 'Tomorrow's People,'
paid me on January first a forfeit of five hundred dollars rather than
run the risk after 'The Jade God.'"</p>
<p>"And so you lost both plays?"</p>
<p>"Oh, no; I still have 'Tomorrow's People,' and only a short time ago
signed up with a manager who isn't afraid of his shadow. We'll put it on
next Autumn."</p>
<p>"And you believe in that, too?"</p>
<p>"I know it will go," Matthias asserted with level confidence. "It's only
a question of intelligence at the producing end—and I've arranged to
get that."</p>
<p>"And meanwhile—you've been working?"</p>
<p>"Oh"—he spread out his hands—"one doesn't stop, you know. It's too
interesting!"</p>
<p>And then he laughed again. "But, you see, you flatter a fellow into
talking his head off about himself! Forgive me, and let me do a little
cross-examining. How are you? And what have you been doing? You—you
know, Venetia—you're looking more exquisitely pretty than ever!"</p>
<p>And so she was—more strangely lovely than ever in all the long span of
their friendship: with a deeper radiance in her face, a clearer, more
translucent pallor, in her eyes a splendour that lent new dignity to
their violet-shadowed mystery.</p>
<p>"I'm glad of that," she said quietly. She folded listless hands in her
lap, her eyes seeking distances. "I'm going to be very happy ... I
think...."</p>
<p>He looked up sharply.</p>
<p>That she wasn't happy now, he could well understand: that Marbridge was
behaving badly was something rather too broadly published by the very
publicity of his methods. Marriage had not been permitted to
interfere—at least, not after his return from Europe—with the ordinary
tenor of his bachelor ways. Matthias himself had seen him not
infrequently in theatres and restaurants, but only once in company with
Venetia—most often he had been dancing attendance upon a Mrs. Cardrow:
she who had given her lips to Matthias, thinking him Marbridge, that
long-ago night at Tanglewood. She was said to be stage-struck; and
Marbridge was rumoured to be deeply, though quietly, involved in the
financing of certain theatrical enterprises.</p>
<p>Surely, then, Venetia must know what everybody knew, and be unhappy in
that knowledge.</p>
<p>But now she was so calmly confident that she was "going to be happy"!</p>
<p>He wondered if she were contemplating divorce....</p>
<p>And then in a flash he understood. That woman who had stopped him was
not of Venetia's caste; if he guessed not wildly, she was a nurse. And
Venetia afoot instead of in her limousine....</p>
<p>She turned her eyes to his, smiling with a certain diffident, sweet
sedateness. "You didn't know, Jack?"</p>
<p>He shook his head, looking quickly away.</p>
<p>"But you've guessed?"</p>
<p>"Yes," he replied in a low voice.</p>
<p>Her hand fell lightly over his for a single instant. "Then be glad for
me, Jack," she begged gently. "It's—it's compensation."</p>
<p>"I understand," he said, "and I'm truly very glad. It's kind of you
to—to tell me, Venetia."</p>
<p>"It changes everything," she said pensively: "all my world is changed,
and I am a new strange woman, seeing it with new eyes. I have learned so
much—and in so short a time—I can hardly believe it. To think, it's
not a year since that time at Tanglewood—!"</p>
<p>"Please!" he begged.</p>
<p>"Oh, I didn't mean to hurt you, Jack. But it's that I wanted to talk to
you about. You won't mind, when you understand, as I have learned to
understand.... I tell you, I'm altogether another woman. Marriage is
like learning to live in a foreign land, but motherhood is another
world. I find it difficult to realize Venetia of a year ago: she's like
some strange creature I once knew but never quite understood. And yet,
little as I understood her, I can make excuses for her: I know her
impulses were not bad. I know, better than she knew ... she loved you,
Jack."</p>
<p>"You must not say that, Venetia!"</p>
<p>"But it's true, my dear, most true," she insisted in her voice of gentle
magic. "The rest ... was just madness, the sort of madness that some men
have the power to—to kindle in women. It's a deadly power, very
terrible, and they—who have it—use it as carelessly as children
playing with matches and gunpowder—"</p>
<p>"Oh, I understand, Venetia, I understand! Don't—"</p>
<p>"No—let me tell you. I've got to, Jack. I've had this so long in my
heart to tell you!... You must be patient with me, this once, and
listen.... You must know that I loved you then when I—ran to you—threw
myself into your arms—made you ask me to marry you and promised I would
and—and thought that I was safe from <i>him</i> because of my promise. But I
didn't know myself—nor him. He seemed able to make his will my law so
easily—so strangely!... Even when I ran away with him, I knew that
happiness could never come of it.... It was just the madness ... I
couldn't help myself ... I just could not <i>help</i> myself.... And
then—ah, but I have paid for my madness—many times over!..."</p>
<p>For the moment he couldn't trust himself to speak. The woman bent
forward to gain a glimpse of his half-averted face, and searched it
anxiously with her haunted eyes.</p>
<p>"You do understand, Jack?... You forgive?..."</p>
<p>"There isn't any question of forgiveness," he said. "And I always
understood—half-way. You know that—you must have known it, or you
couldn't have said—what you have—to me."</p>
<p>The woman laughed a little, tender, broken laugh.</p>
<p>"I am so glad!" she said softly. "Perhaps it's wrong.... But you've made
me a little happier. I have needed so desperately someone to confess
to—someone on whose sympathy I could count. And—Jack—the only one in
the world was you.... You—you've helped."</p>
<p>She rose, holding out both hands to him, and as he took them and held
them tight he saw that her lovely eyes were wide and dim with tears.</p>
<p>"You've proved my faith in you," she said—"my gentle man—my knight
sans peur et sans reproche!"</p>
<p>He bent his head to her hands, but before his lips could touch them,
very gently she drew them away, and turned and left him.</p>
<p>Bareheaded and wondering, for a long time he stood staring at the spot
where, in company with the nurse, she had disappeared.</p>
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