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<h2> III. PETER LODGES OUT </h2>
<p><span>A</span>S Peter crossed the icy plank that led from his boat to the railway
embankment he tried to whistle, but the wind was too strong and sharp, and
he drew his head between his shoulders and closed his mouth tightly. He
had understated the distance to Widow Potter's when he had said it was
“just across.” In fair weather and daylight he often cut across the
corn-field, but on such a night as this the trip meant a long plod up the
railway track until he came to the crossing, and then a longer tramp back
the slushy road, a good half mile in all. When he turned in at Widow
Potter's open gate a great yellow dog came rushing at him, barking, but a
word from Peter silenced him and the dog fell behind obediently but
watchfully, and followed Peter to where the light shone through the
widow's kitchen window. Peter rapped on the door.</p>
<p>“Who's out there?” Mrs. Potter called sharply. “I got a gun in here, and I
ain't afraid to use it If you 're a tramp, you'd better git!”</p>
<p>“It's Peter Lane,” Peter called, loud enough to be heard above the wind.
“I want to buy a couple of eggs off you, Mrs. Potter.”</p>
<p>The door opened the merest crack and Mrs. Potter peered out. She did not
have a gun, but she held a stove poker. When she saw Peter she opened the
door wide. It was a brusk welcome.</p>
<p>“Of all the shiftlessness I ever heard of, Peter Lane,” she said angrily,
“you beat all! Cormin' for eggs this time of night when your boat's been
in the cove nobody knows how long. I suppose it never come into your head
to get eggs until you got hungry for them, did it?”</p>
<p>Peter closed the door and stood with his back to it. At all times he
feared Mrs. Potter, but especially when he gave her some cause for
reproof.</p>
<p>“I had some company drop in on me unexpected, Mrs. Potter,” he said
apologetically. “If I hadn't, I wouldn't have bothered you. I hate it
worse'n you do.”</p>
<p>“Tramps, I dare say,” said the widow. “You 're that shiftless you'd give
the shoes off your feet and the food out of your mouth to feed any
good-for-nothing that come camping on you. You don't get my good eggs to
feed such trash, Peter Lane! Winter eggs are worth money.”</p>
<p>“I thought to pay for them,” said Peter meekly. “I wouldn't ask them of
you any other way, Mrs. Potter.”</p>
<p>“Well, if you 've got the money I suppose I've got to let you have them,”
said the widow grudgingly. “Eggs is worth three cents apiece, and I hate
to have 'em fed to tramps. How many do you want to buy?” Peter shifted
from one foot to another uncomfortably. “Well, now, I'm what you might
call a little short of ready money tonight,” he said. “I thought maybe I
might come over and saw some wood for you tomorrow—”</p>
<p>“And so you can,” said Mrs. Potter promptly, “and when the wood is sawed
they will be paid for, in eggs or money, and not until it is sawed. I'm
not going to encourage you to run into debt. You 're shiftless enough now,
goodness knows.”</p>
<p>Peter tried to smile and ignored the accusation.</p>
<p>“There couldn't be anything fairer than that,” he said. “Nobody ought to
object to that sort of arrangement at all. That's real business-like.
Only, there's a small boy amongst the company that dropped in on me and
he's only about so high—” Peter showed a height that would have been
small for an infant dwarf. “He's a real nice little fellow, and if you was
ever a boy that high, and crying because you wanted something to eat—”</p>
<p>“I don't believe a word of it!” snapped Mrs. Potter. “If there is a child
down there he ought to be in bed long ago.”</p>
<p>“Yes'm,” agreed Peter meekly. “That's so. You wouldn't put even a dog that
size to bed hungry. So, if you could let me have about half-a-dozen eggs,
I'll go right back.”</p>
<p>“Six eggs at three cents is eighteen cents,” said Mrs. Potter firmly,
looking Peter directly in the eye. She was not bad looking. Her cheek
bones were rather high and prominent and her cheeks hollow, and she had a
strong chin for a woman, but the downward twist of discouragement that had
marked her mouth during her later married years had already disappeared,
giving place to a firmness that told she was well able to manage her own
affairs. Peter drew his alarm-clock from beneath his coat and stood it on
the kitchen table.</p>
<p>“I brought along this alarm-clock,” he said, “so you'd know I'd come back
like I say I will. She's a real good clock. I paid eighty cents for her
when she was new, and I just fixed her up fresh to-day. She's running
quite—quite a little, since I fixed her.”</p>
<p>Mrs. Potter did not look at the clock. She looked at Peter.</p>
<p>“So!” she exclaimed. “So that's what you've come to, Peter Lane! Pawnin'
your goods and chattels! That's what shiftless folks always come to in the
end.”</p>
<p>“And so, if you'll let me have half-a-dozen eggs, and maybe some pieces of
bread and butter and a handful of coffee,” said Peter, “I'll leave the
clock right here as security that I'll come up first thing in the morning
and saw wood 'til you tell me I've sawed enough.”</p>
<p>Mrs. Potter took the clock in her hand and looked at Peter.</p>
<p>“How old did you say that boy is?” she asked.</p>
<p>“Goin' on three, I should judge. He's a real nice little feller,” said
Peter eagerly.</p>
<p>Mrs. Potter put the clock on her kitchen table.</p>
<p>“Fiddlesticks! I don't believe a word of it. Who else have you got down
there?”</p>
<p>“Just his—his parent,” said Peter, blushing. “I wisht you could see
that little feller. Maybe I'll bring him up here to-morrow and let you see
him.”</p>
<p>“Maybe you won't!” said the widow. “If you 're hungry you can set down and
I'll fry you as many eggs as you want to eat, but you can't come over me
with no story about visitors bringin' you children on a night like this!
No, sir! You don't get none of my eggs for your worthless tramps. Shall I
fry you some?”</p>
<p>Peter looked down and frowned. Then he raised his head and looked full in
the widow's eyes and smiled. Nothing but the direct need could have
induced him to smile thus at the widow for he knew and feared the result.
When, once or twice before, he had looked into her eyes and smiled in this
way—unthinkingly—she had fluttered and trembled like a bird in
the presence of an overmastering fascination, and Peter did not like that.
Such power frightened him. The widow, scolding and condemning, he could
escape, but the widow fluttering and trembling, was a thing to be afraid
of. It made him flutter and tremble, too.</p>
<p>When Peter smiled the widow drew in her breath sharply.</p>
<p>“Six—six eggs—will six eggs be all you want?” she asked
hurriedly.</p>
<p>“Yes'm,” said Peter, still smiling, “unless you could spare some bread <i>and</i>
butter. He 'specially asked for butter,” and then he looked down. The
widow drew another long breath.</p>
<p>“I don't believe you've got a boy down there, and I don't believe you've
got a visitor that deserves nothing,” she said crossly. She was herself
again. “I know you from hair to sole-leather, Peter Lane, and if any
worthless scamp came and camped on you, you'd lie your head off to get
food for him, and that's what I think you 're doing now, but there ain't
no way of telling. If so be you have got a boy down there I don't want him
to go hungry, but if it's just some worthless tramp, I hope these eggs
choke him. You ain't got a mite of common sense in you. You 're too soft,
and that's why you don't get on. You'd come up here to-morrow and do a
dollar's worth of wood sawing for eighteen cents' worth of eggs, and then
give the eggs to the first tramp that asked you. What you ought to have is
a wife. You ought to have a wife with a mind like a hatchet and a tongue
like a black-snake whip, and you might be worth shucks, anyway. You just
provoke me beyond patience.”</p>
<p>“Yes'm,” said Peter nervously.</p>
<p>Mrs. Potter was cutting thick, enticing slices from a big loaf and
spreading them with golden butter.</p>
<p>“I reckon you want jam on this bread?” she asked suddenly.</p>
<p>“Yes, thank you!” said Peter.</p>
<p>“Well, maybe you <i>have</i> got a boy down there,” said Mrs. Potter
reluctantly. “You'd be ashamed to ask for jam if you hadn't. If you had a
wife and she was any account you'd have bread and jam when boys come to
see you. But I do pity the woman that gets you, Peter Lane! No woman on
this earth but a widow that has had experience with men-folks could ever
make anything out of you.”</p>
<p>Peter put his hand on the door-knob, ready for instant flight. When he
smiled on Mrs. Potter something like this usually resulted and that was
why he tried it so seldom. It was he, now, who trembled and fluttered.</p>
<p>“I'm not thinking of getting married at all,” he said. “I couldn't afford
to, anyway.”</p>
<p>“You needn't think, just because you are no-account, some fool woman
wouldn't take you,” snapped Mrs. Potter. “Look at what my first husband
was. Women marry all sorts of trash.”</p>
<p>Peter watched the progress of the bread and jam, trusting its preparation
would not be delayed long.</p>
<p>“If they're asked,” said Mrs. Potter. She seemed very cross about
something. She wrapped the slices of bread in a clean sheet of paper from
her table drawer, folding in the ends of the paper angrily. “But they
don't do the asking,” she added.</p>
<p>Peter took the parcel, and slipped the six clean white eggs into his
pocket. He wanted to get away, but Mrs. Potter stopped him.</p>
<p>“I suppose, if there is a boy down there, I've got to give you what's left
of my roast chicken,” she grumbled, “or you'll be coming up here about the
time I get into bed, routing me out for more victuals. If I had a husband,
and he was like you, and he had a mind to feed all the tramps in the
county, he wouldn't have to rout me out of bed to do it. He could go to
the cupboard himself, and feed them.”</p>
<p>“Now, that clock,” said Peter hastily, “if I was you I wouldn't depend too
much on her alarm to get you up. I can't say she's regulated just the way
I'd like to have her yet. And I'm much obliged to you.”</p>
<p>“I don't want your clock!” said Mrs. Potter, but Peter had slipped out of
the door, closing it behind him. The widow held the clock in her hand for
a full minute, and then set it gently beside her own opulent Seth Thomas.</p>
<p>“I dare say you 're about as well regulated as he is,” she said, “and that
ain't saying much for either of you. He ain't got the eyes to see through
a grindstone!”</p>
<p>When Peter returned to the boat, the boy was busily trying to work one of
the trot-line hooks out of the sleeve of his jacket, but the woman had
dropped back on the bunk and her eyes were closed. She opened them when
the rush of cold air from the door struck her face, and looked at Peter
listlessly.</p>
<p>“I guess you don't feel like cooking a couple of eggs,” said Peter, “so if
you'll excuse me remaining here awhile, I'll do it for you. I'm a fair to
middling fried-egg cook. Son, you let me get that hook out of you, and
then see if you can eat five or six of these pieces of bread and jam. I
could when I was a boy, and then I could wind up with a piece of chicken
like this.”</p>
<p>“I hooked myself,” the boy explained.</p>
<p>“I should say you did,” said Peter. “You want to look out for these hooks,
they bite a boy like a cat-fish stinger, and that ain't much fun. I'm
right glad you dropped in,” he said to the woman, “because I've got such
good neighbors. It's almost impossible to keep them from forcing more eggs
and butter and such things on me than I'd know what to do with. 'Just come
on up when you want anything,' they are always saying, 'and help
yourself.' So it's quite nice to have somebody drop in and give me a
chance to show my neighbors I ain't too proud to take a few eggs and such.
It would surprise you to see how eager they are that way.”</p>
<p>He scraped the butter from one of the pieces of bread, needing it to fry
the eggs in, and he worked as he talked, breaking the eggs into the
frying-pan and watching that they were cooked to a turn.</p>
<p>“I certainly am blessed with nice neighbors,” he said. “There's a widow
lady lives a step or two beyond the railroad, and seems as if she couldn't
do enough for me. She just lays herself out to see that I'm overfed. Do
you feel like you could eat a small part of chicken?”</p>
<p>The woman let her eyes rest on Peter some time before she spoke.</p>
<p>“I ought to feel hungry, but I don't,” she said.</p>
<p>“Well, maybe a soft-boiled egg <i>would</i> be better. I ought to have
thought of that,” said Peter as if he had been reproved. “You'll have to
excuse me for boiling it in the coffee-pot, I've been so busy planning a
trip I'm going to take I haven't had time to lay in much tinware yet.”</p>
<p>“<i>Where</i> did you take the clock?” asked the boy suddenly.</p>
<p>Peter reddened under his tan.</p>
<p>“That clock?” he said hesitatingly. “Where did I take that clock? Well,
the fact is—the fact is that clock is a nuisance. That's it, she's a
nuisance.' I been meaning to throw that clock into the river for I don't
know how long. Unless you are used to that clock you just can't sleep
where she is. 'Rattelty bang!' she goes just whenever she takes a notion,
like a dish-pan falling downstairs, all times of the night. So I just
thought, as long as I was going out anyway, 'Now's a good time to get rid
of the old nuisance!'”</p>
<p>“Mama <i>would</i> steal the clock,” said the boy.</p>
<p>“Oh, you mustn't say that!” said Peter. “You come here and eat these two
nice eggs. I hope, ma'am, you don't think I had any such notion as that.
When I have visitors they can steal everything in the boat, and welcome. I
mean—”</p>
<p>“I know what you mean,” said the woman. “You 're the white kind.”</p>
<p>“I'm glad you look at it that way,” said</p>
<p>Peter. “The boy, he don't understand such things, he's so young yet. Maybe
you'd feel better if I propped you up with the pillow a little better.
I'll lay this extry blanket on the foot of the bunk here in case it should
get cold during the night. You look nice and warm now.”</p>
<p>“I'm burning up,” said the woman.</p>
<p>“I judge you've got a slight fever,” said Peter. “I often get them when I
get overtook by the rain when I'm out for a stroll.”</p>
<p>“I'll be all right if I can lie here for an hour or so,” said the woman
listlessly. “Then Buddy and me will get on. Is it far to town?”</p>
<p>“Now, you and that boy ain't going another step to-night,” said Peter
firmly. “You 're going to stay right here. You won't discommode me a bit
for I've made arrangements to sleep elsewhere, like I often do.”</p>
<p>He gave the woman the egg in his tin cup, and while she ate he put his
trot-lines outside on the small forward deck so the boy might get in no
more trouble with the hooks. Then he removed the shells from his shotgun,
put the remaining eggs and bread and butter and chicken in his tin box,
and pinned his coat collar.</p>
<p>“I'm going up to the place I arranged to sleep at, now,” he said, “and I
hope you'll find everything comfortable and nice. There's more wood there
by the stove, and before I come in in the morning I'll knock on the door,
so I guess maybe you'd better take off as many of them wet clothes as you
wish to. You'll take a worse cold if you don't.”</p>
<p>“I'm afraid I'm too weak,” said the woman. “If you will just give me some
help with my dress—”</p>
<p>But Peter fled. He was a strange mixture, was Peter, and he fled as a
blushing boy would have fled, not to stop running until he was far up the
railway track. Then he realized, by the chill of the sleety rain against
his head where the hair was thinnest, that he had forgotten his hat, and
he laughed at himself.</p>
<p>“Pshaw, I guess that woman scared me,” he said.</p>
<p>He did not follow the path to Mrs. Potter's kitchen door this time, but
skirted the orchard and climbed a rail fence into the cow pasture. He made
a wide circle through the pasture and climbed another fence into the yard
behind the barn, where a haystack stood. He was trembling with cold by
this time, and wet through, and the water froze stiff in his coat cuffs,
but he dug deep into the base of the haystack and crawled into its
shelter, drawing the sweet hay close around him. For awhile he lay with
chattering teeth, his knees close under his chin, and then he felt warmer,
and straightened his knees. The next moment he was asleep.</p>
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