<h2> <SPAN name="chap_1" id="chap_1"></SPAN> <a>CHAPTER I</SPAN><br/><span>HOW I TUMBLED DOWNHILL</span></h2>
<p><span class="smcap">It</span> is not easy for one to believe that he ever was
a cub. Of course, I know that I was, and as it was
only nine years ago I ought to remember it fairly
clearly. None the less, hundreds and hundreds of
times I have looked at my own cubs, and said
to myself: ‘Surely, I can never have been like
that!’</p>
<p>It is not so much a mere matter of size, although
it is doubtful if any young bear realizes how small
he is. My father and mother seemed enormous to
me, but, on the other hand, my sister was smaller
than I, and perhaps the fact that I could always
box her ears when I wanted to, gave me an exaggerated
idea of my own importance. Not that
I did it very often, except when she used to bite
my hind-toes. Every bear, of course, likes to
chew his own feet, for it is one of the most soothing
and comforting things in the world; but it is
horrid to have anyone else come up behind you,
when you are asleep, and begin to chew your feet
for you. And that was what Kahwa—that was
my sister, my name being Wahka—was always
doing, and I simply <em>had to</em> slap her well whenever
she did. It was the only way to stop her.</p>
<p>But, as I said, cubhood is not a matter of size
only. As I look down at this glossy black coat of
mine, it is hard to believe that it was ever a dirty
light brown in colour, and all ridiculous wool and
fluff, as young cubs’ coats are. But I must have
been fluffy, because I remember how my mother,
after she had been licking me for any length of
time, used to be obliged to stop and wipe the fur
out of her mouth with the back of her paw, just as
my wife did later on when she licked our cubs.
Every time my mother had to wipe her mouth she
used to try to box my ears, so that when she
stopped licking me, I, knowing what was coming
next, would tuck my head down as far as it would
go between my legs, and keep it there till she
began licking again.</p>
<p>Yes, when I stop to think, I know, from many
things, that I must have been just an ordinary cub.
For instance, my very earliest recollection is of
tumbling downhill.</p>
<p>Like all bears, I was born and lived on the
hillside. In the Rocky Mountains, where my
home was, there is nothing but hills, or mountains,
for miles and miles, so that you can wander on for
day after day, always going up one side of a hill
and down the other, and up and down again; and
at the bottom of almost every valley there is a
stream or river, which for most of the year swirls
along noisily and full of water. Towards the end
of summer, however, the streams nearly dry up,
just trickling along in places over their rocky
beds, and you can splash about in them almost
anywhere. The mountains are covered with trees—gorgeous
trees, such as I have never seen anywhere
else—with great straight trunks, splendid
for practising climbing, shooting away up into the
sky before the branches begin. Towards the summits
of the bigger mountains the trees become
smaller and grow wider apart, and if you go up
to one of these and look around you, you can see
nothing but a sea of dark-green tree-tops, rolling
down into the valley and up the opposite slopes on
all sides of you, with here and there the peaks
of the highest mountains standing against the sky
bare and rocky, with streaks and patches of snow
clinging to them all through the summer. Oh, it
was beautiful!</p>
<p>In the winter the whole country is covered with
snow many feet deep, which, as it falls, slides off
the hillsides, and is drifted by the wind into the
valleys and hollows till the smaller ones are filled
up nearly to the tops of the trees. But bears do
not see much of that, for when the first snow
comes we get into our dens and go half asleep,
and stay hibernating till springtime. And you
have no idea how delightful hibernating is, nor
how excruciatingly stiff we are when we wake up,
and how hungry!</p>
<p>The snow lies over everything for months, until
in the early spring the warm west winds begin to
blow, melting the snow from one side of the mountains.
Then the sun grows hotter and hotter day
by day, and helps to melt it until most of the
mountain slopes are clear; but in sheltered places
and in the bottoms of the little hollows the snow
stays in patches till far into the summer. We
bears come out from our winter sleep when the
snow is not quite gone, when the whole earth
everywhere is still wet with it, and the streams,
swollen with floods, are bubbling and boiling along
so that the air is filled with the noise of them by
night and day.</p>
<p>Our home was well up one of the hillsides,
where two huge cedar-trees shot up side by side
close by a jutting mass of rock. In between the
roots of the trees and under the rock was as good
a house as a family of bears could want—roomy
enough for all four of us, perfectly sheltered, and
hidden and dry. Can you imagine how warm and
comfy it was when we were all snuggled in there,
with our arms round each other, and our faces
buried in each other’s fur? Anyone looking in
would have seen nothing but a huge ball of black
and brown fluff.</p>
<p>It was from just outside the door that I tumbled
downhill.</p>
<p>It must have been early in the year, because the
ground was still very wet and soft, and the gully
at the bottom full of snow. Of course, if I had
not been a cub I should never have fallen, for big
bears do not tumble downhill. If by any chance
anything did start one, and he found he could not
stop himself, he would know enough to tuck in his
head and paws out of harm’s way; but I only
knew that somehow, in romping with Kahwa, I
had lost my balance, and was going—goodness
knew where! I went all spread out like a squirrel,
first on my head, then on my back, then on
my tummy, clutching at everything that I passed,
slapping the ground with my outstretched paws,
and squealing for help. Bump! bang! slap!
bump! I went, hitting trees and thumping all the
wind out of me against the earth, and at last—souse
into the snow!</p>
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How cold and wet it was! And
it was deep—so deep, indeed, that I was buried
completely out of sight; and I doubt if I should
ever have got out alive had not my mother come
down and dug me out with her nose and paws.
Then she half pushed and half smacked me uphill
again, and when I got home I was the wettest,
coldest, sorest, wretchedest bear-cub in the Rocky
Mountains.</p>
<p>Then, while I lay and whimpered, my mother
spent the rest of the day licking me into the semblance
of a respectable bearkin again. But I was
bruised and nervous for days afterwards.</p>
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<p>That tumble of mine gave us the idea of the
game which Kahwa and I used to play almost
every day after that. Kahwa would take her
stand with her back against the rock by our door,
just at the point where the hill went off most
steeply, and it was my business to come charging
up the hill at her and try to pull her down. What
fun it was! Sometimes I was the one to stand
against the rock, and Kahwa tried to pull me
down. She could not do it; but she was plucky,
and used to come at me so ferociously that I often
wondered for a minute whether it was only play or
whether she was really angry.</p>
<p>Best of all was when mother used to play with
us. Then she put her back to the rock, and we
both attacked her at once from opposite sides, each
trying to get hold of a hind-leg just above the
foot. If she put her head down to pretend to bite
either of us, the other jumped for her ear. Sometimes
we would each get hold of an ear, and hang
on as hard as we could, while she pretended we
were hurting her dreadfully, growling and shaking
her head, and making as much fuss as she could;
but if in our excitement either of us did chance to
bite a little too hard, we always knew it. With a
couple of cuffs, hard enough to make us yelp, she
would throw us to one side and the other, and
there was no more play for that day. And mother
could hit hard when she liked. I have seen her
smack father in a way that would have broken all
the bones in a cub’s body, and killed any human
being outright.</p>
<p>Father did not romp with us as much as mother.
He was more serious, but, on the other hand, he
did not lose his temper nearly so quickly. She
used to get angry with him over nothing, and I
think he was afraid of her. And it was just the
same later on with me and my wife. I always knew
that I could have eaten her up had I wanted to,
but, somehow, a bear cannot settle down in earnest
to fight his own wife. If she loses her temper, he
can pretend to be angry too, but in the end he surely
gets the worst of it. I do not know why it is, but
a she-bear does not seem to mind how hard she hits
her husband, but he always stops just short of hurting
her. Perhaps it is the same with human beings.</p>
<p>But to Kahwa and me both father and mother
were very gentle and kind in those first helpless
days, and I suppose they never punished us unless
we deserved it. Later on my father and I had
differences, as you will hear. But in that first
summer our lives, if uneventful, were very happy.</p>
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