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<p>Dis was a floating golden ball, looking like a
schoolroom globe in space. No clouds obscured its
surface, and from this distance it seemed warm and
attractive set against the cold darkness. Brion almost
wished he were back there now, as he sat shivering
inside the heavy coat. He wondered how long it
would be before his confused body-temperature controls
decided to turn off the summer adjustment. He
hoped it wouldn't be as sudden or as drastic as
turning it on had been.</p>
<p>Delicate as a dream, Lea's reflection swam in space
next to the planet. She had come up quietly behind
him in the spaceship's corridor, only her gentle
breath and mirrored face telling him she was there.
He turned quickly and took her hands in his.</p>
<p>"You're looking infinitely better," he said.</p>
<p>"Well, I should," she said, pushing back her hair in
an unconscious gesture with her hand. "I've been
doing nothing but lying in the ship's hospital, while
you were having such a fine time this last week. Rushing
around down there shooting all the magter."</p>
<p>"Just gassing them," he told her. "The Nyjorders
can't bring themselves to kill any more, even if it
does raise their own casualty rate. In fact, they are
having difficulty restraining the Disans led by Ulv,
who are happily killing any magter they see as being
pure <i>umedvirk</i>."</p>
<p>"What will they do when they have all those frothing
magter madmen?"</p>
<p>"They don't know yet," he said. "They won't really
know until they see what an adult magter is like with
his brain-parasite dead and gone. They're having better
luck with the children. If they catch them early
enough, the parasite can be destroyed before it has
done too much damage."<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_170" id="Page_170"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>Lea shuddered delicately and let herself lean
against him. "I'm not that sturdy yet; let's sit down
while we talk." There was a couch opposite the viewport
where they could sit and still see Dis.</p>
<p>"I hate to think of a magter deprived of his symbiote,"
she said. "If his system can stand the shock, I
imagine there will be nothing left except a brainless
hulk. This is one series of experiments I don't care to
witness. I rest secure in the knowledge that the Nyjorders
will find the most humane solution."</p>
<p>"I'm sure they will," Brion said.</p>
<p>"Now what about us?" she said disconcertingly,
leaning back in his arms. "I must say you have the
highest body temperature of any one I have ever
touched. It's positively exciting."</p>
<p>This jarred Brion even more. He didn't have her
ability to put past horrors out of the mind by substituting
present pleasures. "Well, just what about us?"
he said with masterful inappropriateness.</p>
<p>She smiled as she leaned against him. "You weren't
as vague as that, the night in the hospital room. I
seem to remember a few other things you said. And
did. You can't claim you're completely indifferent to
me, Brion Brandd. So I'm only asking you what any
outspoken Anvharian girl would. Where do we go
from here? Get married?"</p>
<p>There was a definite pleasure in holding her slight
body in his arms and feeling her hair against his
cheek. They both sensed it, and this awareness made
his words sound that much more ugly.</p>
<p>"Lea—darling! You know how important you are to
me—but you certainly realize that we could never
get married."</p>
<p>Her body stiffened and she tore herself away from
him.</p>
<p>"Why, you great, fat, egotistical slab of meat!
What do you mean by that? I like you, Lea, we have
plenty of fun and games together, but surely you
realize that you aren't the kind of girl one takes home
to mother!"</p>
<p>"Lea, hold on," he said. "You know better than to
say a thing like that. What I said has nothing to do<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_171" id="Page_171"></SPAN></span>
with how I feel towards you. But marriage means
children, and you are biologist enough to know about
Earth's genes—"</p>
<p>"Intolerant yokel!" she cried, slapping his face. He
didn't move or attempt to stop her. "I expected better
from you, with all your pretensions of understanding.
But all you can think of are the horror stories
about the worn-out genes of Earth. You're the same
as every other big, strapping bigot from the frontier
planets. I know how you look down on our small size,
our allergies and haemophilia and all the other weaknesses
that have been bred back and preserved by
the race. You hate—"</p>
<p>"But that's not what I meant at all," he interrupted,
shocked, his voice drowning hers out. "Yours
are the strong genes, the viable strains—<i>mine</i> are the
deadly ones. A child of mine would kill itself and you
in a natural birth, if it managed to live to term.
You're forgetting that you are the original homo sapiens.
I'm a recent mutation."</p>
<p>Lea was frozen by his words. They revealed a
truth she had known, but would never permit herself
to consider.</p>
<p>"Earth is home, the planet where mankind developed,"
he said. "The last few thousand years you
may have been breeding weaknesses back into the
genetic pool. But that's nothing compared to the
hundred millions of years that it took to develop
man. How many newborn babies live to be a year of
age on Earth?"</p>
<p>"Why ... almost all of them. A fraction of one per
cent die each year—I can't recall exactly how many."</p>
<p>"Earth is home," he said again gently. "When men
leave home they can adapt to different planets, but a
price must be paid. A terrible price is in dead infants.
The successful mutations live, the failures die. Natural
selection is a brutally simple affair. When you look
at me, you see a success. I have a sister—a success
too. Yet my mother had six other children who died
when they were still babies. And several others that
never came to term. You know about these things,
don't you, Lea?"<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_172" id="Page_172"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"I know, I know ..." she said sobbing into her
hands. He held her now and she didn't pull away. "I
know it all as a biologist—but I am so awfully tired
of being a biologist, and top of my class and a mental
match for any man. When I think about you, I do it
as a woman, and can't admit any of this. I need
someone, Brion, and I needed you so much because I
loved you." She paused and wiped her eyes. "You're
going home, aren't you? Back to Anvhar. When?"</p>
<p>"I can't wait too long," he said, unhappily. "Aside
from my personal wants, I find myself remembering
that I'm a part of Anvhar. When you think of the
number of people who suffered and died—or
adapted—so that I could be sitting here now ... well,
it's a little frightening. I suppose it doesn't make
sense logically that I should feel indebted to them.
But I do. Anything I do now, or in the next few
years, won't be as important as getting back to
Anvhar."</p>
<p>"And I won't be going back with you." It was a flat
statement the way she said it, not a question.</p>
<p>"No, you won't be," he said. "There is nothing on
Anvhar for you."</p>
<p>Lea was looking out of the port at Dis and her eyes
were dry now. "Way back in my deeply buried
unconscious I think I knew it would end this way,"
she said. "If you think your little lecture on the
Origins of Man was a novelty, it wasn't. It just reminded
me of a number of things my glands had
convinced me to forget. In a way, I envy you your
weightlifter wife-to-be, and your happy kiddies. But
not very much. Very early in life I resigned myself to
the fact that there was no one on Earth I would care
to marry. I always had these teen-age dreams of a
hero from space who would carry me off, and I guess
I slipped you into the pattern without realizing it.
I'm old enough now to face the fact that I like my
work more than a banal marriage, and I'll probably
end up a frigid and virtuous old maid, with more
degrees and titles than you have shot-putting records."</p>
<p>As they looked through the port Dis began slowly<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_173" id="Page_173"></SPAN></span>
to contract. Their ship drew away from it, heading
towards Nyjord. They sat apart, without touching
now. Leaving Dis meant leaving behind something
they had shared. They had been strangers together
there, on a strange world. For a brief time their
lifelines had touched. That time was over now.</p>
<p>"Don't we look happy!" Hys said, shambling
towards them.</p>
<p>"Fall dead and make me even happier then," Lea
snapped bitterly.</p>
<p>Hys ignored the acid tone of her words and sat
down on the couch next to them. Since leaving command
of his rebel Nyjord army he seemed much
mellower. "Going to keep on working for the Cultural
Relationships Foundation, Brion?" he asked. "You're
the kind of man we need."</p>
<p>Brion's eyes widened as the meaning of the last
words penetrated. "Are you in the C.R.F.?"</p>
<p>"Field agent for Nyjord," he said. "I hope you don't
think those helpless office types like Faussel or
Mervv really represented us there? They just took
notes and acted as a front and cover for the organization.
Nyjord is a fine planet, but a gentle guiding
hand behind the scenes is needed, to help them find
their place in the galaxy before they are pulverized."</p>
<p>"What's your dirty game, Hys?" Lea asked, scowling.
"I've had enough hints to suspect for a long time
that there was more to the C.R.F. than the sweetness-and-light
part I have seen. Are you people egomaniacs,
power hungry or what?"</p>
<p>"That's the first charge that would be leveled at us
if our activities were publicly known," Hys told her.
"That's why we do most of our work under cover.
The best fact I can give you to counter the charge is
<i>money</i>. Just where do you think we get the funds for
an operation this size?" He smiled at their blank
looks. "You'll see the records later so there won't be
any doubt. The truth is that all our funds are donated
by planets we have helped. Even a tiny percentage
of a planetary income is large—add enough of them
together and you have enough money to help other
planets. And voluntary gratitude is a perfect test, if<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_174" id="Page_174"></SPAN></span>
you stop to think about it. You can't talk people into
liking what you have done. They have to be convinced.
There have always been people on C.R.F.
worlds who knew about our work, and agreed with it
enough to see that we are kept in funds."</p>
<p>"Why are you telling me all this super-secret stuff,"
Lea asked.</p>
<p>"Isn't that obvious? We want you to keep on working
for us. You can name whatever salary you like—as
I've said, there is no shortage of ready cash."</p>
<p>Hys glanced quickly at them both and delivered
the clinching argument. "I hope Brion will go on
working with us too. He is the kind of field agent we
desperately need, and it is almost impossible to find."</p>
<p>"Just show me where to sign," Lea said, and there
was life in her voice once again.</p>
<p>"I wouldn't exactly call it blackmail," Brion smiled,
"but I suppose if you people can juggle planetary
psychologies, you must find that individuals can be
pushed around like chessmen. Though you should
realize that very little pushing is required this time."</p>
<p>"Will you sign on?" Hys asked.</p>
<p>"I must go back to Anvhar," Brion said, "but there
really is no pressing hurry."</p>
<p>"Earth," said Lea, "is overpopulated enough as it
is."<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_175" id="Page_175"></SPAN></span></p>
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<p style="text-align:center;"><b><big style="font-size:400%;">
72<br/>
HOURS<br/>
IN HELL</big></b><br/>
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<p style="text-align:center;">
Dis was a harsh, inhospitable,<br/>
dangerous place and the Magter made it worse.<br/>
They might have been human<br/>
once—but they were something else now.<br/>
The Magter had only one desire—Kill!<br/>
Kill everything, themselves, their planet,<br/>
the universe if they could—<br/>
Brion Brandd was sent in at the<br/>
eleventh hour. His mission was to save Dis, but<br/>
it looked as though he was going to<br/>
preside over its annihilation.<br/><br/><br/></p>
<p style="text-align:center; margin-bottom: 0em;"><big style="font-size:200%;"><b>
PLANET OF THE DAMNED</b></big></p>
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<p style="text-align:center; margin-top: 0em;"><big style="font-size:200%;"><b>
HARRY HARRISON</b></big></p>
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