<h2><SPAN name="VII" id="VII"></SPAN>VII</h2>
<p>With the cool air and firmly packed sand under
foot, walking should have been easy. Lea spoiled
that. The concussion seemed to have temporarily cut
off the reasoning part of her brain, leaving a direct
connection to her vocal cords. As she stumbled along,
only half conscious, she mumbled all of her darkest
fears that were better left unvoiced. Occasionally
there was relevancy in her complaints. They would
lose their way, never find the city, die of thirst,
freezing, heat or hunger. Interspersed and entwined
with these were fears from her past that still floated,
submerged in the timeless ocean of her subconscious.
Some Brion could understand, though he tried not to
listen. Fears of losing credits, not getting the highest
grade, falling behind, a woman alone in a world of
men, leaving school, being lost, trampled among the
nameless hordes that struggled for survival in the
crowded city-states of Earth.</p>
<p>There were other things she was afraid of that
made no sense to a man of Anvhar. Who were the
alkians that seemed to trouble her? Or what was
canceri? Daydle and haydle? Who was Manstan,
whose name kept coming up, over and over, each
time accompanied by a little moan?</p>
<p>Brion stopped and picked her up in both arms.
With a sigh she settled against the hard width of his
chest and was instantly asleep. Even with the additional
weight he made better time now, and he
stretched to his fastest, kilometre-consuming stride to
make good use of these best hours.</p>
<p>Somewhere on a stretch of gravel and shelving
rock he lost the track of the sand car. He wasted no
time looking for it. By carefully watching the glistening
stars rise and set he had made a good estimate of
the geographic north. Dis didn't seem to have a pole<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_50" id="Page_50"></SPAN></span>
star; however, a boxlike constellation turned slowly
around the invisible point of the pole. Keeping this
positioned in line with his right shoulder guided him
on the westerly course he needed.</p>
<p>When his arms began to grow tired he lowered
Lea gently to the ground; she didn't wake. Stretching
for an instant, before taking up his burden again,
Brion was struck by the terrible loneliness of the
desert. His breath made a vanishing mist against the
stars; all else was darkness and silence. How distant
he was from his home, his people, his planet! Even
the constellations of the night sky were different. He
was used to solitude, but this was a loneliness that
touched some deep-buried instinct. A shiver that
wasn't from the desert cold touched lightly along his
spine, prickling at the hairs on his neck.</p>
<p>It was time to go on. He shrugged the disquieting
sensations off and carefully tied Lea into the jacket
he had been wearing. Slung like a pack on his back,
it made the walking easier. The gravel gave way to
sliding dunes of sand that seemed to continue to
infinity. It was a painful, slipping climb to the top of
each one, then an equally difficult descent to the
black-pooled hollow at the foot of the next.</p>
<p>With the first lightening of the sky in the east he
stopped, breath rasping in his chest, to mark his
direction before the stars faded. One line scratched
in the sand pointed due north, a second pointed out
the course they should follow. When they were
aligned to his satisfaction he washed his mouth out
with a single swallow of water and sat on the sand
next to the still form of the girl.</p>
<p>Gold fingers of fire searched across the sky, wiping
out the stars. It was magnificent; Brion forgot his
fatigue in appreciation. There should be some way of
preserving it. A quatrain would be best. Short
enough to be remembered, yet requiring attention
and skill to compact everything into it. He had scored
high with his quatrains in the Twenties. This would
be a special one. Taind, his poetry mentor, would
have to get a copy.</p>
<p>"What are you mumbling about?" Lea asked, look<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_51" id="Page_51"></SPAN></span>ing
up at the craggy blackness of his profile against
the reddening sky.</p>
<p>"Poem," he said. "Shhh. Just a minute."</p>
<p>It was too much for Lea, coming after the tension
and dangers of the night. She began to laugh, laughing
even harder when he scowled at her. Only when
she heard the tinge of growing hysteria did she make
an attempt to break off the laughter. The sun cleared
the horizon, washing a sudden warmth over them.
Lea gasped.</p>
<p>"Your throat's been cut! You're bleeding to death!"</p>
<p>"Not really," he said, touching his fingertips lightly
against the blood-clotted wound that circled his
neck. "Just superficial."</p>
<p>Depression sat on him as he suddenly remembered
the battle and death of the previous night. Lea didn't
notice his face; she was busy digging in the pack he
had thrown down. He had to use his fingers to massage
and force away the grimace of pain that twisted
his mouth. Memory was more painful than the
wound. How easily he had killed! Three men. How
close to the surface of the civilized man the animal
dwelled! In countless matches he had used those
holds, always drawing back from the exertion of the
full killing power. They were part of a game, part of
the Twenties. Yet when his friend had been killed he
had become a killer himself. He believed in nonviolence
and the sanctity of life—until the first test,
when he had killed without hesitation. More ironic
was the fact he really felt no guilt, even now. Shock
at the change, yes. But no more than that.</p>
<p>"Lift your chin," Lea said, brandishing the antiseptic
applicator she had found in the medicine kit. He
lifted his chin obligingly and the liquid drew a cool,
burning line across his neck. Antibio pills would do a
lot more good, since the wound was completely
clotted by now, but he didn't speak his thoughts
aloud. For the moment Lea had forgotten herself in
taking care of him. He put some of the antiseptic on
her scalp bruise and she squeaked, pulling back.
They both swallowed the pills.</p>
<p>"That sun is hot already," Lea said, peeling off her<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_52" id="Page_52"></SPAN></span>
heavy clothing. "Let's find a nice cool cave or an
air-cooled saloon to crawl into for the day."</p>
<p>"I don't think there are any here. Just sand. We
have to walk—"</p>
<p>"I know we have to walk," she interrupted.
"There's no need for a lecture about it. You're as
seriously cubical as the Bank of Terra. Relax. Count
ten and start again." Lea was making empty talk
while she listened to the memory of hysteria tittering
at the fringes of her brain.</p>
<p>"No time for that. We have to keep going." Brion
climbed slowly to his feet after stowing everything in
the pack. When he sighted along his marker at the
western horizon he saw nothing to mark their course,
only the marching dunes. He helped Lea to her feet
and began walking slowly towards them.</p>
<p>"Just hold on a second," Lea called after him.
"Where do you think you're going?"</p>
<p>"In that direction," he said, pointing. "I hoped
there would be some landmarks, but there aren't.
We'll have to keep on by dead reckoning. The sun
will keep us pretty well on course. If we aren't there
by night the stars will be a better guide."</p>
<p>"All this on an empty stomach? How about breakfast?
I'm hungry—and thirsty."</p>
<p>"No food." He shook the canteen that gurgled emptily.
It had been only partly filled when he found it.
"The water's low and we'll need it later."</p>
<p>"I need it now," she said shortly. "My mouth tastes
like an unemptied ashtray and I'm dry as paper."</p>
<p>"Just a single swallow," he said after the briefest
hesitation. "This is all we have."</p>
<p>Lea sipped at it with her eyes closed in appreciation.
Then he sealed the top and returned it to the
pack without taking any himself. They were sweating
as they started up the first dune.</p>
<p>The desert was barren of life; they were the only
things moving under that merciless sun. Their shadows
pointed the way ahead of them, and as the
shadows shortened the heat rose. It had an intensity
Lea had never experienced before, a physical weight
that pushed at her with a searing hand. Her clothing<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_53" id="Page_53"></SPAN></span>
was sodden with perspiration, and it trickled burning
into her eyes. The light and heat made it hard to see,
and she leaned on the immovable strength of Brion's
arm. He walked on steadily, apparently ignoring the
heat and discomfort.</p>
<p>"I wonder if those things are edible—or store
water?" Brion's voice was a harsh rasp. Lea blinked
and squinted at the leathery shape on the summit of
the dune. Plant or animal, it was hard to tell. It was
the size of a man's head, wrinkled and grey as dried-out
leather, knobbed with thick spikes. Brion pushed
it up with his toe and they had a brief glimpse of a
white roundness, like a shiny taproot, going down
into the dune. Then the thing contracted, pulling
itself lower into the sand. At the same instant something
thin and sharp lashed out through a fold in the
skin, striking at Brion's boot and withdrawing. There
was a scratch on the hard plastic, beaded with drops
of green liquid.</p>
<p>"Probably poison," he said, digging his toe into the
sand. "This thing is too mean to fool with—without a
good reason. Let's keep going."</p>
<p>It was before noon when Lea fell down. She really
wanted to go on, but her body wouldn't obey. The
thin soles of her shoes were no protection against the
burning sand and her feet were lumps of raw pain.
Heat hammered down, poured up from the sand and
swirled her in an oven of pain. The air she gasped in
was molten metal that dried and cracked her mouth.
Each pulse of her heart throbbed blood to the wound
in her scalp until it seemed her skull would burst
with the agony. She had stripped down to the short
tunic—in spite of Brion's insistence that she keep her
body protected from the sun—and that clung to her,
soaked with sweat. She tore at it in a desperate effort
to breathe. There was no escape from the unending
heat.</p>
<p>Though the baked sand burned torture into her
knees and hands, she couldn't rise. It took all her
strength not to fall further. Her eyes closed and everything
swirled in immense circles.</p>
<p>Brion, blinking through slitted eyes, saw her go<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_54" id="Page_54"></SPAN></span>
down. He lifted her, and carried her again as he had
the night before. The hot touch of her body shocked
his bare arms. Her skin was flushed pink. The tunic
was torn open and one pointed breast rose and fell
unevenly with the irregularity of her breathing.
Wiping his palm free of sweat and sand, he touched
her skin and felt the ominous hot dryness.</p>
<p>Heat-shock, all the symptoms. Dry, flushed skin, the
ragged breathing. Her temperature rising quickly as
her body stopped fighting the heat and succumbed.</p>
<p>There was nothing he could do here to protect her
from the heat. He measured a tiny portion of the
remaining water into her mouth and she swallowed
convulsively. Her thin clothing was little protection
from the sun. He could only take her in his arms and
keep on towards the horizon. An outcropping of rock
threw a tiny patch of shade and he walked towards
it.</p>
<p>The ground here, shielded from the direct rays of
the sun, felt almost cool by contrast. Lea opened her
eyes when he put her down, peering up at him
through a haze of pain. She wanted to apologize to
him for her weakness, but no words came from the
dried membrane of her throat. His body above her
seemed to swim back and forth in the heat waves,
swaying like a tree in a high wind.</p>
<p>Shock drove her eyes open, cleared her mind for an
instant. He really was swaying. Suddenly she realized
how much she had come to depend on the unending
solidity of his strength—and now it was failing. All
over his body the corded muscles contracted in
ridges, striving to keep him erect. She saw his mouth
pulled open by the taut cords of his neck, and the
gaping, silent scream was more terrible than any
sound. Then she herself screamed as his eyes rolled
back, leaving only the empty white of the eyeballs
staring terribly at her. He went over, back, down, like
a felled tree, thudding heavily on the sand. Unconscious
or dead, she couldn't tell. She pulled limply at
his leg, but couldn't drag his immense weight into the
shade.</p>
<p>Brion lay on his back in the sun, sweating. Lea saw<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_55" id="Page_55"></SPAN></span>
this and knew that he was still alive. Yet what was
happening? She groped for memory in the red haze
of her mind, but could remember nothing from her
medical studies that would explain this. On every
square inch of his body the sweat glands seethed
with sudden activity. From every pore oozed great
globules of oily liquid, far thicker than normal perspiration.
Brion's arms rippled with motion and Lea
gaped, horrified as the hairs there writhed and
stirred as though endowed with separate life. His
chest rose and fell rapidly, deep, gasping breaths
racking his body. Lea could only stare through the
dim redness of unreality and wonder if she was going
mad before she died.</p>
<p>A coughing fit broke the rhythm of his rasping
breath, and when it was over his breathing was easier.
The perspiration still covered his body, the individual
beads touching and forming tiny streams that
trickled down his body and vanished in the sand. He
stirred and rolled onto his side, facing her. His eyes
were open and normal now as he smiled.</p>
<p>"Didn't mean to frighten you. It caught me suddenly
coming at the wrong season and everything. It
was a bit of a jar to my system. I'll get you some
water now—there's still a bit left."</p>
<p>"What happened? When you looked like that, when
you fell...."</p>
<p>"Take two swallows, no more," he said, holding the
open canteen to her mouth. "Just summer change,
that's all. It happens to us every year on Anvhar—only
not that violently, of course. In the winter our
bodies store a layer of fat under the skin for insulation,
and sweating almost ceases completely. There
are a lot of internal changes too. When the weather
warms up the process is reversed. The fat is metabolized
and the sweat glands enlarge and begin working
overtime as the body prepares for two months of
hard work, heat and little sleep. I guess the heat here
triggered off the summer change early."</p>
<p>"You mean—you've adapted to this terrible
planet?"</p>
<p>"Just about. Though it does feel a little warm. I'll<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_56" id="Page_56"></SPAN></span>
need a lot more water soon, so we can't remain here.
Do you think you can stand the sun if I carry you?"</p>
<p>"No, but I won't feel any better staying here." She
was light-headed, scarcely aware of what she said.
"Keep going, I guess. Keep going."</p>
<p>As soon as she was out of the shadow of the rock
the sunlight burst over her again in a wave of hot
pain. She fell unconscious at once. Brion picked her
up and staggered forward. After a few yards, he
began to feel the pull of the sand. He knew he was
reaching the end of his strength. He went more slowly
and each dune seemed a bit higher than the one
before. Giant, sand-scoured rocks pushed through the
dunes here and he had to stumble around them. At
the base of the largest of these monoliths was a
straggling clump of knotted vegetation. He passed it
by—then stopped as something tried to penetrate his
heat-crazed mind. What was it? A difference. Something
about these plants that he hadn't noticed in
any of the others he had passed during the day.</p>
<p>It was almost like defeat to turn and push his
clumsy feet backwards in his own footprints; to stand
blinking helplessly at the plants. Yet they were important.
Some of them had been cut off close to the
sand. Not broken by any natural cause, but cut
sharply and squarely by a knife or blade of some
sort. The cut plants were long dried and dead, but a
tiny hope flared up in him. This was the first sign
that other people were actually alive on this heat-blasted
planet. And whatever the plants had been
cut for, they might be of aid to him. Food—perhaps
drink. His hands trembled at the thought as he
dropped Lea heavily into the shade of the rock. She
didn't stir.</p>
<p>His knife was sharp, but most of the strength was
gone from his hands. Breath rasping in his dried
throat, he sawed at the tough stem, finally cutting it
through. Raising up the shrub, he saw a thick liquid
dripping from the severed end. He braced his hand
against his leg, so it wouldn't shake and spill, until his
cupped palm was full of sap.</p>
<p>It was wet, even a little cool as it evaporated.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_57" id="Page_57"></SPAN></span>
Surely it was mostly life-giving water. He had a
moment's misgiving as he raised it to his lips, and
instead of drinking it merely touched it with the tip
of his tongue.</p>
<p>At first nothing—then a searing pain. It stabbed deep
into his throat and choked him. His stomach heaved
and he vomited bitter bile. On his knees, fighting the
waves of pain, he lost body fluid he vitally needed.</p>
<p>Despair was worse than the pain. The plant juice
must have some use; there must be a way of purifying
it or neutralizing it. But Brion, a stranger on this
planet, would be dead long before he found out how
to do this.</p>
<p>Weakened by the cramps that still tore at him, he
tried not to realize how close to the end he was.
Getting the girl on his back seemed an impossible
task, and for an instant he was tempted to leave her
there. Yet even as he considered this he shouldered
her leaden weight and once more went on. Each
footstep an effort, he followed his own track up the
dune. Painfully he forced his way to the top, and
looked at the Disan standing a few feet away.</p>
<p>They were both too surprised by the sudden encounter
to react at once. For a breath of time they
stared at each other, unmoving. When they reacted it
was the same defense of fear. Brion dropped the girl,
bringing the gun up from the holster in the return of
the same motion. The Disan jerked a belled tube
from his waistband and raised it to his mouth.</p>
<p>Brion didn't fire. A dead man had taught him how
to train his empathetic sense, and to trust it. In spite
of the fear that wanted him to jerk the trigger, a
different sense read the unvoiced emotions of the
native Disan. There was fear there, and hatred. Welling
up around these was a strong desire not to commit
violence, this time, to communicate instead.
Brion felt and recognized all this in a fraction of a
second. He had to act instantly to avoid a tragic
happening. A jerk of his wrist threw the gun to one
side.</p>
<p>As soon as it was gone he regretted its loss. He was
gambling their lives on an ability he still was not sure<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_58" id="Page_58"></SPAN></span>
of. The Disan had the tube to his mouth when the
gun hit the ground. He held the pose, unmoving,
thinking. Then he accepted Brion's action and thrust
the tube back into his waistband.</p>
<p>"Do you have any water?" Brion asked, the guttural
Disan words hurting his throat.</p>
<p>"I have water," the man said. He still didn't move.
"Who are you? What are you doing here?"</p>
<p>"We're from offplanet. We had ... an accident. We
want to go to the city. The water."</p>
<p>The Disan looked at the unconscious girl and made
his decision. Over one shoulder he wore one of the
green objects that Brion remembered from the solido.
He pulled it off and the thing writhed slowly in his
hands. It was alive—a green length a metre long, like
a noduled section of a thick vine. One end flared out
into a petal-like formation. The Disan took a hook-shaped
object from his waist and thrust it into the
petaled orifice. When he turned the hook in a quick
motion the length of green writhed and curled
around his arm. He pulled something small and dark
out and threw it to the ground, extending the twisting
green shape towards Brion. "Put your mouth to the end
and drink," he said.</p>
<p>Lea needed the water more, but he drank first,
suspicious of the living water source. A hollow below
the writhing petals was filling with straw-colored
water from the fibrous, reedy interior. He raised it to
his mouth and drank. The water was hot and tasted
swampy. Sudden sharp pains around his mouth made
him jerk the thing away. Tiny glistening white barbs
projected from the petals pink-tipped now with his
blood. Brion swung towards the Disan angrily—and
stopped when he looked at the other man's face. His
mouth was surrounded by many small white scars.</p>
<p>"The <i>vaede</i> does not like to give up its water, but
it always does," the man said.</p>
<p>Brion drank again, then put the vaede to Lea's
mouth. She moaned without regaining consciousness,
her lips seeking reflexively for the life-saving liquid.
When she was satisfied Brion gently drew the barbs
from her flesh and drank again. The Disan hunkered<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_59" id="Page_59"></SPAN></span>
down on his heels and watched them expressionlessly.
Brion handed back the vaede, then held some of
the clothes so that Lea was in their shade. He settled
to the same position as the native and looked closely
at him.</p>
<p>Squatting immobile on his heels, the Disan appeared
perfectly comfortable under the flaming sun.
There was no trace of perspiration on his naked,
browned skin. Long hair fell to his shoulders, and
startlingly blue eyes stared back at Brion from deepset
sockets. The heavy kilt around his loins was the
only garment he wore. Once more the vaede rested
over his shoulder, still stirring unhappily. Around his
waist was the same collection of leather, stone and
brass objects that had been in the solido. Two of them
now had meaning to Brion: the tube-and-mouthpiece,
a blowgun of some kind; and the specially shaped
hook for opening the vaede. He wondered if the other
strangely formed things had equally practical functions.
If you accepted them as artifacts with a purpose—not
barbaric decorations—you had to accept
their owner as something more than the crude savage
he resembled.</p>
<p>"My name is Brion. And you—"</p>
<p>"You may not have my name. Why are you here?
To kill my people?"</p>
<p>Brion forced away the memory of last night. Killing
was just what he had done. Some expectancy in
the man's manner, some sensed feeling of hope
prompted Brion to speak the truth.</p>
<p>"I'm here to stop your people from being killed. I
believe in the end of the war."</p>
<p>"Prove it."</p>
<p>"Take me to the Cultural Relationships Foundations
in the city and I'll prove it. I can do nothing
here in the desert. Except die."</p>
<p>For the first time there was emotion on the Disan's
face. He frowned and muttered something to himself.
There was a fine beading of sweat above his eyebrows
now as he fought an internal battle. Coming to
a decision, he rose, and Brion stood too.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_60" id="Page_60"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Come with me. I'll take you to Hovedstad. But first
you will tell me—are you from Nyjord?"</p>
<p>"No."</p>
<p>The nameless Disan merely grunted and turned
away. Brion shouldered Lea's unconscious body and
followed him. They walked for two hours, the Disan
setting a cruel pace, before they reached a wasteland
of jumbled rock. The native pointed to the highest
tower of sand-eroded stone. "Wait near this," he said.
"Someone will come for you." He watched while
Brion placed the girl's still body in the shade, and
passed over the vaede for the last time. Just before
leaving he turned back, hesitating.</p>
<p>"My name is ... Ulv," he said. Then he was gone.</p>
<p>Brion did what he could to make Lea comfortable,
but it was very little. If she didn't get medical attention
soon she would be dead. Dehydration and shock
were uniting to destroy her.</p>
<p>Just before sunset he heard clanking, and the
throbbing whine of a sand car's engine coming from
the west.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_61" id="Page_61"></SPAN></span></p>
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