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<h3> CHAPTER 41 </h3>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">K</span>it made his way through the crowded streets, dividing the stream of
people, dashing across the busy road-ways, diving into lanes and alleys,
and stopping or turning aside for nothing, until he came in front of the
Old Curiosity Shop, when he came to a stand; partly from habit and partly
from being out of breath.</p>
<p>It was a gloomy autumn evening, and he thought the old place had never
looked so dismal as in its dreary twilight. The windows broken, the rusty
sashes rattling in their frames, the deserted house a dull barrier
dividing the glaring lights and bustle of the street into two long lines,
and standing in the midst, cold, dark, and empty—presented a
cheerless spectacle which mingled harshly with the bright prospects the
boy had been building up for its late inmates, and came like a
disappointment or misfortune. Kit would have had a good fire roaring up
the empty chimneys, lights sparkling and shining through the windows,
people moving briskly to and fro, voices in cheerful conversation,
something in unison with the new hopes that were astir. He had not
expected that the house would wear any different aspect—had known
indeed that it could not—but coming upon it in the midst of eager
thoughts and expectations, it checked the current in its flow, and
darkened it with a mournful shadow.</p>
<p>Kit, however, fortunately for himself, was not learned enough or
contemplative enough to be troubled with presages of evil afar off, and,
having no mental spectacles to assist his vision in this respect, saw
nothing but the dull house, which jarred uncomfortably upon his previous
thoughts. So, almost wishing that he had not passed it, though hardly
knowing why, he hurried on again, making up by his increased speed for the
few moments he had lost.</p>
<p>‘Now, if she should be out,’ thought Kit, as he approached the poor
dwelling of his mother, ‘and I not able to find her, this impatient
gentleman would be in a pretty taking. And sure enough there’s no light,
and the door’s fast. Now, God forgive me for saying so, but if this is
Little Bethel’s doing, I wish Little Bethel was—was farther off,’
said Kit checking himself, and knocking at the door.</p>
<p>A second knock brought no reply from within the house; but caused a woman
over the way to look out and inquire who that was, awanting Mrs Nubbles.</p>
<p>‘Me,’ said Kit. ‘She’s at—at Little Bethel, I suppose?’—getting
out the name of the obnoxious conventicle with some reluctance, and laying
a spiteful emphasis upon the words.</p>
<p>The neighbour nodded assent.</p>
<p>‘Then pray tell me where it is,’ said Kit, ‘for I have come on a pressing
matter, and must fetch her out, even if she was in the pulpit.’</p>
<p>It was not very easy to procure a direction to the fold in question, as
none of the neighbours were of the flock that resorted thither, and few
knew anything more of it than the name. At last, a gossip of Mrs
Nubbles’s, who had accompanied her to chapel on one or two occasions when
a comfortable cup of tea had preceded her devotions, furnished the needful
information, which Kit had no sooner obtained than he started off again.</p>
<p>Little Bethel might have been nearer, and might have been in a straighter
road, though in that case the reverend gentleman who presided over its
congregation would have lost his favourite allusion to the crooked ways by
which it was approached, and which enabled him to liken it to Paradise
itself, in contradistinction to the parish church and the broad
thoroughfare leading thereunto. Kit found it, at last, after some trouble,
and pausing at the door to take breath that he might enter with becoming
decency, passed into the chapel.</p>
<p>It was not badly named in one respect, being in truth a particularly
little Bethel—a Bethel of the smallest dimensions—with a small
number of small pews, and a small pulpit, in which a small gentleman (by
trade a Shoemaker, and by calling a Divine) was delivering in a by no
means small voice, a by no means small sermon, judging of its dimensions
by the condition of his audience, which, if their gross amount were but
small, comprised a still smaller number of hearers, as the majority were
slumbering.</p>
<p>Among these was Kit’s mother, who, finding it matter of extreme difficulty
to keep her eyes open after the fatigues of last night, and feeling their
inclination to close strongly backed and seconded by the arguments of the
preacher, had yielded to the drowsiness that overpowered her, and fallen
asleep; though not so soundly but that she could, from time to time, utter
a slight and almost inaudible groan, as if in recognition of the orator’s
doctrines. The baby in her arms was as fast asleep as she; and little
Jacob, whose youth prevented him from recognising in this prolonged
spiritual nourishment anything half as interesting as oysters, was
alternately very fast asleep and very wide awake, as his inclination to
slumber, or his terror of being personally alluded to in the discourse,
gained the mastery over him.</p>
<p>‘And now I’m here,’ thought Kit, gliding into the nearest empty pew which
was opposite his mother’s, and on the other side of the little aisle, ‘how
am I ever to get at her, or persuade her to come out! I might as well be
twenty miles off. She’ll never wake till it’s all over, and there goes the
clock again! If he would but leave off for a minute, or if they’d only
sing!’</p>
<p>But there was little encouragement to believe that either event would
happen for a couple of hours to come. The preacher went on telling them
what he meant to convince them of before he had done, and it was clear
that if he only kept to one-half of his promises and forgot the other, he
was good for that time at least.</p>
<p>In his desperation and restlessness Kit cast his eyes about the chapel,
and happening to let them fall upon a little seat in front of the clerk’s
desk, could scarcely believe them when they showed him—Quilp!</p>
<p>He rubbed them twice or thrice, but still they insisted that Quilp was
there, and there indeed he was, sitting with his hands upon his knees, and
his hat between them on a little wooden bracket, with the accustomed grin
on his dirty face, and his eyes fixed upon the ceiling. He certainly did
not glance at Kit or at his mother, and appeared utterly unconscious of
their presence; still Kit could not help feeling, directly, that the
attention of the sly little fiend was fastened upon them, and upon nothing
else.</p>
<p>But, astounded as he was by the apparition of the dwarf among the Little
Bethelites, and not free from a misgiving that it was the forerunner of
some trouble or annoyance, he was compelled to subdue his wonder and to
take active measures for the withdrawal of his parent, as the evening was
now creeping on, and the matter grew serious. Therefore, the next time
little Jacob woke, Kit set himself to attract his wandering attention, and
this not being a very difficult task (one sneeze effected it), he signed
to him to rouse his mother.</p>
<p>Ill-luck would have it, however, that, just then, the preacher, in a
forcible exposition of one head of his discourse, leaned over upon the
pulpit-desk so that very little more of him than his legs remained inside;
and, while he made vehement gestures with his right hand, and held on with
his left, stared, or seemed to stare, straight into little Jacob’s eyes,
threatening him by his strained look and attitude—so it appeared to
the child—that if he so much as moved a muscle, he, the preacher,
would be literally, and not figuratively, ‘down upon him’ that instant. In
this fearful state of things, distracted by the sudden appearance of Kit,
and fascinated by the eyes of the preacher, the miserable Jacob sat bolt
upright, wholly incapable of motion, strongly disposed to cry but afraid
to do so, and returning his pastor’s gaze until his infant eyes seemed
starting from their sockets.</p>
<p>‘If I must do it openly, I must,’ thought Kit. With that he walked softly
out of his pew and into his mother’s, and as Mr Swiveller would have
observed if he had been present, ‘collared’ the baby without speaking a
word.</p>
<p>‘Hush, mother!’ whispered Kit. ‘Come along with me, I’ve got something to
tell you.’</p>
<p>‘Where am I?’ said Mrs Nubbles.</p>
<p>‘In this blessed Little Bethel,’ returned her son, peevishly.</p>
<p>‘Blessed indeed!’ cried Mrs Nubbles, catching at the word. ‘Oh,
Christopher, how have I been edified this night!’</p>
<p>‘Yes, yes, I know,’ said Kit hastily; ‘but come along, mother, everybody’s
looking at us. Don’t make a noise—bring Jacob—that’s right!’</p>
<p>‘Stay, Satan, stay!’ cried the preacher, as Kit was moving off.</p>
<p><br/></p>
<p>‘This gentleman says you’re to stay, Christopher,’ whispered his mother.</p>
<p>‘Stay, Satan, stay!’ roared the preacher again. ‘Tempt not the woman that
doth incline her ear to thee, but harken to the voice of him that calleth.
He hath a lamb from the fold!’ cried the preacher, raising his voice still
higher and pointing to the baby. ‘He beareth off a lamb, a precious lamb!
He goeth about, like a wolf in the night season, and inveigleth the tender
lambs!’</p>
<p>Kit was the best-tempered fellow in the world, but considering this strong
language, and being somewhat excited by the circumstances in which he was
placed, he faced round to the pulpit with the baby in his arms, and
replied aloud, ‘No, I don’t. He’s my brother.’</p>
<p>‘He’s <i>my</i> brother!’ cried the preacher.</p>
<p>‘He isn’t,’ said Kit indignantly. ‘How can you say such a thing? And don’t
call me names if you please; what harm have I done? I shouldn’t have come
to take ‘em away, unless I was obliged, you may depend upon that. I wanted
to do it very quiet, but you wouldn’t let me. Now, you have the goodness
to abuse Satan and them, as much as you like, Sir, and to let me alone if
you please.’</p>
<p>So saying, Kit marched out of the chapel, followed by his mother and
little Jacob, and found himself in the open air, with an indistinct
recollection of having seen the people wake up and look surprised, and of
Quilp having remained, throughout the interruption, in his old attitude,
without moving his eyes from the ceiling, or appearing to take the
smallest notice of anything that passed.</p>
<p>‘Oh Kit!’ said his mother, with her handkerchief to her eyes, ‘what have
you done! I never can go there again—never!’</p>
<p>‘I’m glad of it, mother. What was there in the little bit of pleasure you
took last night that made it necessary for you to be low-spirited and
sorrowful tonight? That’s the way you do. If you’re happy or merry ever,
you come here to say, along with that chap, that you’re sorry for it. More
shame for you, mother, I was going to say.’</p>
<p>‘Hush, dear!’ said Mrs Nubbles; ‘you don’t mean what you say I know, but
you’re talking sinfulness.’</p>
<p>‘Don’t mean it? But I do mean it!’ retorted Kit. ‘I don’t believe, mother,
that harmless cheerfulness and good humour are thought greater sins in
Heaven than shirt-collars are, and I do believe that those chaps are just
about as right and sensible in putting down the one as in leaving off the
other—that’s my belief. But I won’t say anything more about it, if
you’ll promise not to cry, that’s all; and you take the baby that’s a
lighter weight, and give me little Jacob; and as we go along (which we
must do pretty quick) I’ll give you the news I bring, which will surprise
you a little, I can tell you. There—that’s right. Now you look as if
you’d never seen Little Bethel in all your life, as I hope you never will
again; and here’s the baby; and little Jacob, you get atop of my back and
catch hold of me tight round the neck, and whenever a Little Bethel parson
calls you a precious lamb or says your brother’s one, you tell him it’s
the truest things he’s said for a twelvemonth, and that if he’d got a
little more of the lamb himself, and less of the mint-sauce—not
being quite so sharp and sour over it—I should like him all the
better. That’s what you’ve got to say to him, Jacob.’</p>
<p>Talking on in this way, half in jest and half in earnest, and cheering up
his mother, the children, and himself, by the one simple process of
determining to be in a good humour, Kit led them briskly forward; and on
the road home, he related what had passed at the Notary’s house, and the
purpose with which he had intruded on the solemnities of Little Bethel.</p>
<p>His mother was not a little startled on learning what service was required
of her, and presently fell into a confusion of ideas, of which the most
prominent were that it was a great honour and dignity to ride in a
post-chaise, and that it was a moral impossibility to leave the children
behind. But this objection, and a great many others, founded on certain
articles of dress being at the wash, and certain other articles having no
existence in the wardrobe of Mrs Nubbles, were overcome by Kit, who
opposed to each and every of them, the pleasure of recovering Nell, and
the delight it would be to bring her back in triumph.</p>
<p>‘There’s only ten minutes now, mother,’ said Kit when they reached home.
‘There’s a bandbox. Throw in what you want, and we’ll be off directly.’</p>
<p>To tell how Kit then hustled into the box all sorts of things which could,
by no remote contingency, be wanted, and how he left out everything likely
to be of the smallest use; how a neighbour was persuaded to come and stop
with the children, and how the children at first cried dismally, and then
laughed heartily on being promised all kinds of impossible and unheard-of
toys; how Kit’s mother wouldn’t leave off kissing them, and how Kit
couldn’t make up his mind to be vexed with her for doing it; would take
more time and room than you and I can spare. So, passing over all such
matters, it is sufficient to say that within a few minutes after the two
hours had expired, Kit and his mother arrived at the Notary’s door, where
a post-chaise was already waiting.</p>
<p>‘With four horses I declare!’ said Kit, quite aghast at the preparations.
‘Well you <i>are </i>going to do it, mother! Here she is, Sir. Here’s my mother.
She’s quite ready, sir.’</p>
<p>‘That’s well,’ returned the gentleman. ‘Now, don’t be in a flutter, ma’am;
you’ll be taken great care of. Where’s the box with the new clothing and
necessaries for them?’</p>
<p>‘Here it is,’ said the Notary. ‘In with it, Christopher.’</p>
<p>‘All right, Sir,’ replied Kit. ‘Quite ready now, sir.’</p>
<p>‘Then come along,’ said the single gentleman. And thereupon he gave his
arm to Kit’s mother, handed her into the carriage as politely as you
please, and took his seat beside her.</p>
<p>Up went the steps, bang went the door, round whirled the wheels, and off
they rattled, with Kit’s mother hanging out at one window waving a damp
pocket-handkerchief and screaming out a great many messages to little
Jacob and the baby, of which nobody heard a word.</p>
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<p>Kit stood in the middle of the road, and looked after them with tears in
his eyes—not brought there by the departure he witnessed, but by the
return to which he looked forward. ‘They went away,’ he thought, ‘on foot
with nobody to speak to them or say a kind word at parting, and they’ll
come back, drawn by four horses, with this rich gentleman for their
friend, and all their troubles over! She’ll forget that she taught me to
write—’</p>
<p>Whatever Kit thought about after this, took some time to think of, for he
stood gazing up the lines of shining lamps, long after the chaise had
disappeared, and did not return into the house until the Notary and Mr
Abel, who had themselves lingered outside till the sound of the wheels was
no longer distinguishable, had several times wondered what could possibly
detain him.</p>
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