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<h2> CHAPTER VI—NO-LONGER-YOUNG JOLYON AT HOME </h2>
<p>Trees take little account of time, and the old oak on the upper lawn at
Robin Hill looked no day older than when Bosinney sprawled under it and
said to Soames: "Forsyte, I've found the very place for your house." Since
then Swithin had dreamed, and old Jolyon died, beneath its branches. And
now, close to the swing, no-longer-young Jolyon often painted there. Of
all spots in the world it was perhaps the most sacred to him, for he had
loved his father.</p>
<p>Contemplating its great girth—crinkled and a little mossed, but not
yet hollow—he would speculate on the passage of time. That tree had
seen, perhaps, all real English history; it dated, he shouldn't wonder,
from the days of Elizabeth at least. His own fifty years were as nothing
to its wood. When the house behind it, which he now owned, was three
hundred years of age instead of twelve, that tree might still be standing
there, vast and hollow—for who would commit such sacrilege as to cut
it down? A Forsyte might perhaps still be living in that house, to guard
it jealously. And Jolyon would wonder what the house would look like
coated with such age. Wistaria was already about its walls—the new
look had gone. Would it hold its own and keep the dignity Bosinney had
bestowed on it, or would the giant London have lapped it round and made it
into an asylum in the midst of a jerry-built wilderness? Often, within and
without of it, he was persuaded that Bosinney had been moved by the spirit
when he built. He had put his heart into that house, indeed! It might even
become one of the 'homes of England'—a rare achievement for a house
in these degenerate days of building. And the aesthetic spirit, moving
hand in hand with his Forsyte sense of possessive continuity, dwelt with
pride and pleasure on his ownership thereof. There was the smack of
reverence and ancestor-worship (if only for one ancestor) in his desire to
hand this house down to his son and his son's son. His father had loved
the house, had loved the view, the grounds, that tree; his last years had
been happy there, and no one had lived there before him. These last eleven
years at Robin Hill had formed in Jolyon's life as a painter, the
important period of success. He was now in the very van of water-colour
art, hanging on the line everywhere. His drawings fetched high prices.
Specialising in that one medium with the tenacity of his breed, he had
'arrived'—rather late, but not too late for a member of the family
which made a point of living for ever. His art had really deepened and
improved. In conformity with his position he had grown a short fair beard,
which was just beginning to grizzle, and hid his Forsyte chin; his brown
face had lost the warped expression of his ostracised period—he
looked, if anything, younger. The loss of his wife in 1894 had been one of
those domestic tragedies which turn out in the end for the good of all. He
had, indeed, loved her to the last, for his was an affectionate spirit,
but she had become increasingly difficult: jealous of her step-daughter
June, jealous even of her own little daughter Holly, and making ceaseless
plaint that he could not love her, ill as she was, and 'useless to
everyone, and better dead.' He had mourned her sincerely, but his face had
looked younger since she died. If she could only have believed that she
made him happy, how much happier would the twenty years of their
companionship have been!</p>
<p>June had never really got on well with her who had reprehensibly taken her
own mother's place; and ever since old Jolyon died she had been
established in a sort of studio in London. But she had come back to Robin
Hill on her stepmother's death, and gathered the reins there into her
small decided hands. Jolly was then at Harrow; Holly still learning from
Mademoiselle Beauce. There had been nothing to keep Jolyon at home, and he
had removed his grief and his paint-box abroad. There he had wandered, for
the most part in Brittany, and at last had fetched up in Paris. He had
stayed there several months, and come back with the younger face and the
short fair beard. Essentially a man who merely lodged in any house, it had
suited him perfectly that June should reign at Robin Hill, so that he was
free to go off with his easel where and when he liked. She was inclined,
it is true, to regard the house rather as an asylum for her proteges! but
his own outcast days had filled Jolyon for ever with sympathy towards an
outcast, and June's 'lame ducks' about the place did not annoy him. By all
means let her have them down—and feed them up; and though his
slightly cynical humour perceived that they ministered to his daughter's
love of domination as well as moved her warm heart, he never ceased to
admire her for having so many ducks. He fell, indeed, year by year into a
more and more detached and brotherly attitude towards his own son and
daughters, treating them with a sort of whimsical equality. When he went
down to Harrow to see Jolly, he never quite knew which of them was the
elder, and would sit eating cherries with him out of one paper bag, with
an affectionate and ironical smile twisting up an eyebrow and curling his
lips a little. And he was always careful to have money in his pocket, and
to be modish in his dress, so that his son need not blush for him. They
were perfect friends, but never seemed to have occasion for verbal
confidences, both having the competitive self-consciousness of Forsytes.
They knew they would stand by each other in scrapes, but there was no need
to talk about it. Jolyon had a striking horror—partly original sin,
but partly the result of his early immorality—of the moral attitude.
The most he could ever have said to his son would have been:</p>
<p>"Look here, old man; don't forget you're a gentleman," and then have
wondered whimsically whether that was not a snobbish sentiment. The great
cricket match was perhaps the most searching and awkward time they
annually went through together, for Jolyon had been at Eton. They would be
particularly careful during that match, continually saying: "Hooray! Oh!
hard luck, old man!" or "Hooray! Oh! bad luck, Dad!" to each other, when
some disaster at which their hearts bounded happened to the opposing
school. And Jolyon would wear a grey top hat, instead of his usual soft
one, to save his son's feelings, for a black top hat he could not stomach.
When Jolly went up to Oxford, Jolyon went up with him, amused, humble, and
a little anxious not to discredit his boy amongst all these youths who
seemed so much more assured and old than himself. He often thought, 'Glad
I'm a painter' for he had long dropped under-writing at Lloyds—'it's
so innocuous. You can't look down on a painter—you can't take him
seriously enough.' For Jolly, who had a sort of natural lordliness, had
passed at once into a very small set, who secretly amused his father. The
boy had fair hair which curled a little, and his grandfather's deepset
iron-grey eyes. He was well-built and very upright, and always pleased
Jolyon's aesthetic sense, so that he was a tiny bit afraid of him, as
artists ever are of those of their own sex whom they admire physically. On
that occasion, however, he actually did screw up his courage to give his
son advice, and this was it:</p>
<p>"Look here, old man, you're bound to get into debt; mind you come to me at
once. Of course, I'll always pay them. But you might remember that one
respects oneself more afterwards if one pays one's own way. And don't ever
borrow, except from me, will you?"</p>
<p>And Jolly had said:</p>
<p>"All right, Dad, I won't," and he never had.</p>
<p>"And there's just one other thing. I don't know much about morality and
that, but there is this: It's always worth while before you do anything to
consider whether it's going to hurt another person more than is absolutely
necessary."</p>
<p>Jolly had looked thoughtful, and nodded, and presently had squeezed his
father's hand. And Jolyon had thought: 'I wonder if I had the right to say
that?' He always had a sort of dread of losing the dumb confidence they
had in each other; remembering how for long years he had lost his own
father's, so that there had been nothing between them but love at a great
distance. He under-estimated, no doubt, the change in the spirit of the
age since he himself went up to Cambridge in '65; and perhaps he
underestimated, too, his boy's power of understanding that he was tolerant
to the very bone. It was that tolerance of his, and possibly his
scepticism, which ever made his relations towards June so queerly
defensive. She was such a decided mortal; knew her own mind so terribly
well; wanted things so inexorably until she got them—and then,
indeed, often dropped them like a hot potato. Her mother had been like
that, whence had come all those tears. Not that his incompatibility with
his daughter was anything like what it had been with the first Mrs. Young
Jolyon. One could be amused where a daughter was concerned; in a wife's
case one could not be amused. To see June set her heart and jaw on a thing
until she got it was all right, because it was never anything which
interfered fundamentally with Jolyon's liberty—the one thing on
which his jaw was also absolutely rigid, a considerable jaw, under that
short grizzling beard. Nor was there ever any necessity for real
heart-to-heart encounters. One could break away into irony—as indeed
he often had to. But the real trouble with June was that she had never
appealed to his aesthetic sense, though she might well have, with her
red-gold hair and her viking-coloured eyes, and that touch of the
Berserker in her spirit. It was very different with Holly, soft and quiet,
shy and affectionate, with a playful imp in her somewhere. He watched this
younger daughter of his through the duckling stage with extraordinary
interest. Would she come out a swan? With her sallow oval face and her
grey wistful eyes and those long dark lashes, she might, or she might not.
Only this last year had he been able to guess. Yes, she would be a swan—rather
a dark one, always a shy one, but an authentic swan. She was eighteen now,
and Mademoiselle Beauce was gone—the excellent lady had removed,
after eleven years haunted by her continuous reminiscences of the
'well-brrred little Tayleurs,' to another family whose bosom would now be
agitated by her reminiscences of the 'well-brrred little Forsytes.' She
had taught Holly to speak French like herself.</p>
<p>Portraiture was not Jolyon's forte, but he had already drawn his younger
daughter three times, and was drawing her a fourth, on the afternoon of
October 4th, 1899, when a card was brought to him which caused his
eyebrows to go up:</p>
<p>Mr. SOAMES FORSYTE<br/></p>
<p>THE SHELTER, CONNOISSEURS CLUB, MAPLEDURHAM. ST. JAMES'S.</p>
<p>But here the Forsyte Saga must digress again....</p>
<p>To return from a long travel in Spain to a darkened house, to a little
daughter bewildered with tears, to the sight of a loved father lying
peaceful in his last sleep, had never been, was never likely to be,
forgotten by so impressionable and warm-hearted a man as Jolyon. A sense
as of mystery, too, clung to that sad day, and about the end of one whose
life had been so well-ordered, balanced, and above-board. It seemed
incredible that his father could thus have vanished without, as it were,
announcing his intention, without last words to his son, and due
farewells. And those incoherent allusions of little Holly to 'the lady in
grey,' of Mademoiselle Beauce to a Madame Errant (as it sounded) involved
all things in a mist, lifted a little when he read his father's will and
the codicil thereto. It had been his duty as executor of that will and
codicil to inform Irene, wife of his cousin Soames, of her life interest
in fifteen thousand pounds. He had called on her to explain that the
existing investment in India Stock, ear-marked to meet the charge, would
produce for her the interesting net sum of L430 odd a year, clear of
income tax. This was but the third time he had seen his cousin Soames'
wife—if indeed she was still his wife, of which he was not quite
sure. He remembered having seen her sitting in the Botanical Gardens
waiting for Bosinney—a passive, fascinating figure, reminding him of
Titian's 'Heavenly Love,' and again, when, charged by his father, he had
gone to Montpellier Square on the afternoon when Bosinney's death was
known. He still recalled vividly her sudden appearance in the drawing-room
doorway on that occasion—her beautiful face, passing from wild
eagerness of hope to stony despair; remembered the compassion he had felt,
Soames' snarling smile, his words, "We are not at home!" and the slam of
the front door.</p>
<p>This third time he saw a face and form more beautiful—freed from
that warp of wild hope and despair. Looking at her, he thought: 'Yes, you
are just what the Dad would have admired!' And the strange story of his
father's Indian summer became slowly clear to him. She spoke of old Jolyon
with reverence and tears in her eyes. "He was so wonderfully kind to me; I
don't know why. He looked so beautiful and peaceful sitting in that chair
under the tree; it was I who first came on him sitting there, you know.
Such a lovely day. I don't think an end could have been happier. We should
all like to go out like that."</p>
<p>'Quite right!' he had thought. 'We should all a like to go out in full
summer with beauty stepping towards us across a lawn.' And looking round
the little, almost empty drawing-room, he had asked her what she was going
to do now. "I am going to live again a little, Cousin Jolyon. It's
wonderful to have money of one's own. I've never had any. I shall keep
this flat, I think; I'm used to it; but I shall be able to go to Italy."</p>
<p>"Exactly!" Jolyon had murmured, looking at her faintly smiling lips; and
he had gone away thinking: 'A fascinating woman! What a waste! I'm glad
the Dad left her that money.' He had not seen her again, but every quarter
he had signed her cheque, forwarding it to her bank, with a note to the
Chelsea flat to say that he had done so; and always he had received a note
in acknowledgment, generally from the flat, but sometimes from Italy; so
that her personality had become embodied in slightly scented grey paper,
an upright fine handwriting, and the words, 'Dear Cousin Jolyon.' Man of
property that he now was, the slender cheque he signed often gave rise to
the thought: 'Well, I suppose she just manages'; sliding into a vague
wonder how she was faring otherwise in a world of men not wont to let
beauty go unpossessed. At first Holly had spoken of her sometimes, but
'ladies in grey' soon fade from children's memories; and the tightening of
June's lips in those first weeks after her grandfather's death whenever
her former friend's name was mentioned, had discouraged allusion. Only
once, indeed, had June spoken definitely: "I've forgiven her. I'm
frightfully glad she's independent now...."</p>
<p>On receiving Soames' card, Jolyon said to the maid—for he could not
abide butlers—"Show him into the study, please, and say I'll be
there in a minute"; and then he looked at Holly and asked:</p>
<p>"Do you remember 'the lady in grey,' who used to give you music-lessons?"</p>
<p>"Oh yes, why? Has she come?"</p>
<p>Jolyon shook his head, and, changing his holland blouse for a coat, was
silent, perceiving suddenly that such history was not for those young
ears. His face, in fact, became whimsical perplexity incarnate while he
journeyed towards the study.</p>
<p>Standing by the french-window, looking out across the terrace at the oak
tree, were two figures, middle-aged and young, and he thought: 'Who's that
boy? Surely they never had a child.'</p>
<p>The elder figure turned. The meeting of those two Forsytes of the second
generation, so much more sophisticated than the first, in the house built
for the one and owned and occupied by the other, was marked by subtle
defensiveness beneath distinct attempt at cordiality. 'Has he come about
his wife?' Jolyon was thinking; and Soames, 'How shall I begin?' while
Val, brought to break the ice, stood negligently scrutinising this
'bearded pard' from under his dark, thick eyelashes.</p>
<p>"This is Val Dartie," said Soames, "my sister's son. He's just going up to
Oxford. I thought I'd like him to know your boy."</p>
<p>"Ah! I'm sorry Jolly's away. What college?"</p>
<p>"B.N.C.," replied Val.</p>
<p>"Jolly's at the 'House,' but he'll be delighted to look you up."</p>
<p>"Thanks awfully."</p>
<p>"Holly's in—if you could put up with a female relation, she'd show
you round. You'll find her in the hall if you go through the curtains. I
was just painting her."</p>
<p>With another "Thanks, awfully!" Val vanished, leaving the two cousins with
the ice unbroken.</p>
<p>"I see you've some drawings at the 'Water Colours,'" said Soames.</p>
<p>Jolyon winced. He had been out of touch with the Forsyte family at large
for twenty-six years, but they were connected in his mind with Frith's
'Derby Day' and Landseer prints. He had heard from June that Soames was a
connoisseur, which made it worse. He had become aware, too, of a curious
sensation of repugnance.</p>
<p>"I haven't seen you for a long time," he said.</p>
<p>"No," answered Soames between close lips, "not since—as a matter of
fact, it's about that I've come. You're her trustee, I'm told."</p>
<p>Jolyon nodded.</p>
<p>"Twelve years is a long time," said Soames rapidly: "I—I'm tired of
it."</p>
<p>Jolyon found no more appropriate answer than:</p>
<p>"Won't you smoke?"</p>
<p>"No, thanks."</p>
<p>Jolyon himself lit a cigarette.</p>
<p>"I wish to be free," said Soames abruptly.</p>
<p>"I don't see her," murmured Jolyon through the fume of his cigarette.</p>
<p>"But you know where she lives, I suppose?"</p>
<p>Jolyon nodded. He did not mean to give her address without permission.
Soames seemed to divine his thought.</p>
<p>"I don't want her address," he said; "I know it."</p>
<p>"What exactly do you want?"</p>
<p>"She deserted me. I want a divorce."</p>
<p>"Rather late in the day, isn't it?"</p>
<p>"Yes," said Soames. And there was a silence.</p>
<p>"I don't know much about these things—at least, I've forgotten,"
said Jolyon with a wry smile. He himself had had to wait for death to
grant him a divorce from the first Mrs. Jolyon. "Do you wish me to see her
about it?"</p>
<p>Soames raised his eyes to his cousin's face. "I suppose there's someone,"
he said.</p>
<p>A shrug moved Jolyon's shoulders.</p>
<p>"I don't know at all. I imagine you may have both lived as if the other
were dead. It's usual in these cases."</p>
<p>Soames turned to the window. A few early fallen oak-leaves strewed the
terrace already, and were rolling round in the wind. Jolyon saw the
figures of Holly and Val Dartie moving across the lawn towards the
stables. 'I'm not going to run with the hare and hunt with the hounds,' he
thought. 'I must act for her. The Dad would have wished that.' And for a
swift moment he seemed to see his father's figure in the old armchair,
just beyond Soames, sitting with knees crossed, The Times in his hand. It
vanished.</p>
<p>"My father was fond of her," he said quietly.</p>
<p>"Why he should have been I don't know," Soames answered without looking
round. "She brought trouble to your daughter June; she brought trouble to
everyone. I gave her all she wanted. I would have given her even—forgiveness—but
she chose to leave me."</p>
<p>In Jolyon compassion was checked by the tone of that close voice. What was
there in the fellow that made it so difficult to be sorry for him?</p>
<p>"I can go and see her, if you like," he said. "I suppose she might be glad
of a divorce, but I know nothing."</p>
<p>Soames nodded.</p>
<p>"Yes, please go. As I say, I know her address; but I've no wish to see
her." His tongue was busy with his lips, as if they were very dry.</p>
<p>"You'll have some tea?" said Jolyon, stifling the words: 'And see the
house.' And he led the way into the hall. When he had rung the bell and
ordered tea, he went to his easel to turn his drawing to the wall. He
could not bear, somehow, that his work should be seen by Soames, who was
standing there in the middle of the great room which had been designed
expressly to afford wall space for his own pictures. In his cousin's face,
with its unseizable family likeness to himself, and its chinny, narrow,
concentrated look, Jolyon saw that which moved him to the thought: 'That
chap could never forget anything—nor ever give himself away. He's
pathetic!'</p>
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