<h2><SPAN name="chap22"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXII.<br/> THE SECRET OF THE CAMERA</h2>
<p>The camera had been placed upon a folded newspaper, for the better preservation
of the hotel table-cloth. Its apertures were still choked with mud; beads of
slime kept breaking out along the joints. And Phillida was still explaining to
Pocket how the thing had come into her possession.</p>
<p>“The rain was the greatest piece of luck, though another big slice was an
iron gangway to the foreshore about a hundred yards up-stream. It was coming
down so hard at the time that I couldn’t see another creature out in it
except myself. I don’t believe a single soul saw me run down that gangway
and up again; but I dropped my purse over first for an excuse if anybody did. I
popped the camera under my waterproof, and carried it up to the King’s
Road before I could get a cab. But I never expected to find you awake and about
again; next to the rain that’s the best luck of all!”</p>
<p>“Why?”</p>
<p>“Because you know all about photography and I don’t. Suppose he
took a last photograph, and suppose that led directly to the murder!”</p>
<p>“That’s an idea.”</p>
<p>“The man threw the camera into the river, but the plate would be in it
still, and you could develop it!”</p>
<p>The ingenious hypothesis had appealed to the eager credulity of the boy; but at
the final proposition he shook a reluctant head.</p>
<p>“I’m afraid there’s not much chance of there being anything
to develop; the slide’s been open all this time, you see.”</p>
<p>“I know. I tried to shut it, but the wood must have swollen in the water.
Yet the more it has swollen, the better it ought to keep out the light,
oughtn’t it?”</p>
<p>“I’m afraid there isn’t a dog’s chance,” he
murmured, as he handled the camera again. Yet it was not of the folding-bellows
variety, but was one of the earlier and stronger models in box form, and it had
come through its ordeal wonderfully on the whole. Nothing was absolutely
broken; but the swollen slide jammed obstinately, until in trying to shut it
by main force, Pocket lost his grip of the slimy apparatus, and sent it flying
to the floor, all but the slide which came out bodily in his hand.</p>
<p>“That settles it,” remarked Phillida, resignedly. The exposed plate
stared them in the face, a sickly yellow in the broad daylight. It was cracked
across the middle, but almost dry and otherwise uninjured.</p>
<p>“I am sorry!” exclaimed Pocket, as they stood over the blank sheet
of glass and gelatine; it was like looking at a slate from which some
infinitely precious message had been expunged unread. “I’m not sure
that you weren’t right after all; what’s water-tight must be more
or less light-tight, when you come to think of it. I say, what’s all
this? The other side oughtn’t to bulge like that!”</p>
<p>He picked the broken plate out of the side that was already open, and weighed
the slide in his hand; it was not heavy enough to contain another plate, he
declared with expert conviction; yet the side which had not been opened was a
slightly bulging but distinctly noticeable convexity. Pocket opened it at a
word from Phillida, and an over-folded packet of MS. leapt out.</p>
<p>“It’s his writing!” cried the girl, with pain and awe in her
excitement. She had dropped the document at once.</p>
<p>“It’s in English,” said Pocket, picking it up.</p>
<p>“It must be what he was writing all last night!”</p>
<p>“It is.”</p>
<p>“You see what it is!” urged Phillida, feebly. But she watched him
closely as he read to himself:—</p>
<p class="right">
“<i>June</i> 20, 190—.”</p>
<p class="letter">
“It is a grim coincidence that I should sit down to reveal the secret of
my latter days on what is supposed to be the shortest night of the year; for
they must come to an end at sunrise, viz., at 3.44 according to the almanac,
and it is already after 10 p.m. Even if I sit at my task till four I shall have
less than six hours in which to do justice to the great <i>ambition</i> and the
crowning folly of my life. I used the underlined word advisedly; some would
substitute ‘monomania,’ but I protest I am as sane as they are,
fail as I may to demonstrate that fact among so many others to be dealt with in
the very limited time at my disposal. Had I more time, or the pen of a readier
writer, I should feel surer of vindicating my head if not my heart. But I have
been ever deliberate in all things (excepting, certainly, the supreme folly
already mentioned), and I would be as deliberate over the last words I shall
ever write, as in my final preparations for death——”.</p>
<p>“What is it?” asked Phillida, for his eyes had dilated as he read,
and he was breathing hard.</p>
<p>“He practically says he was going to commit suicide at daybreak!
He’s said so once already, but now he says it in so many words!”</p>
<p>“Well, we know he didn’t do it,” said Phillida, as though she
found a crumb of comfort in the thought.</p>
<p>“I’m not so sure about that.”</p>
<p>“Go on reading it aloud. I can bear it if that’s the worst.”</p>
<p>“But it isn’t, Phillida. I can see it isn’t!”</p>
<p>“Then let us read it together. I’d rather face it with you than
afterwards all by myself. We’ve seen each other through so much, surely
we can—surely——”</p>
<p>Her words were swept away in a torrent of tears, and it was with dim eyes but a
palpitating heart that Pocket looked upon the forlorn drab figure of the slip
of a girl; for as yet, despite her pretext to Mr. Upton, she had taken no
thought for her mourning, that unfailing distraction to the normally bereaved,
but had put on anything she could find of a neutral tint; and yet it was just
her dear disdain of appearance, the intimate tears gathering in her great eyes,
unchecked, and streaming down the fresh young face, the very shabbiness of her
coat and skirt, that made her what she was in his sight. Outside, the rain had
stopped, and Trafalgar Square was drying in the sun, that streamed in through
the open window of the hotel sitting-room, and poured its warm blessing on the
two young heads bent as one over the dreadful document.</p>
<p>This was the part they read together, now in silence, now one and now the other
whispering a few sentences aloud:—.</p>
<p class="p2">
“What I have called my life’s ambition demands but little
explanation here. I have never made any secret of it, but, on the contrary, I
have given full and frank expression to my theories in places where they are
still accessible to the curious. I refer to my signed articles on spirit
photography in <i>Light Human Nature</i>, <i>The Occult Review</i> and other
periodicals, but particularly to the paper entitled ‘The Flight of the
Soul,’ in <i>The Nineteenth Century and After</i> for January of last
year. The latter article contains my last published word on the matter which
has so long engrossed my mind. It took me some months to prepare and to write,
and its reception did much to drive me to the extreme measures I have since
employed. Treated to a modicum of serious criticism by the scientific press,
but more generally received with ignorant and intolerant derision, which is the
Englishman’s attitude towards whatsoever is without his own contracted
ken, my article, the work of months, was dismissed and forgotten in a few days.
I had essayed the stupendous feat of awaking the British nation to a new idea,
and the British nation had responded with a characteristic snore of
unfathomable indifference. My name has not appeared in its vermin press from
that day to this; it was not mentioned in the paragraph about the psychic
photographer which went the rounds about a year ago. Yet I was that
photographer. I am the serious and accredited inquirer to whom the London
hospitals refused admittance to their pauper deathbeds, thronged though those
notoriously are by the raw material of the British medical profession. Begin at
the bottom of the British medical ladder, and you are afforded the earliest and
most frequent opportunities of studying (if not accelerating) the phenomena of
human dissolution; but against the foreign scientist the door is closed,
without reference either to the quality of his credentials or the purity of his
aims. I can conceive no purer and no loftier aim than mine. It is as high above
that of your ordinary physician as heaven itself is high above this earth. Your
physician wrestles with death to lengthen life, whereas I would sacrifice a
million lives to prove that there is no such thing as death; that this human
life of ours, by which we set such childish store, is but a fleeting phase of
the permanent life of the spirit. One shrinks from setting down so trite a
truism; it is the common ground of all religion, but I have reached it from the
opposite pole. Religion is to me the unworthy triumph of instinct over
knowledge, a lazy substitution of invention for discovery. Religion invites us
to take her postulates on trust; but a material age is deserving of material
proofs, and it is these proofs I have striven to supply. Surely it is a higher
aim, and not a lower, to appeal to the senses that cannot deceive, rather than
to the imagination which must and does? But I am trenching after all upon
ground which I myself have covered before to-day; it is my function to-night to
relate a personal narrative rather than to reiterate personal views. Suffice it
that to me, for many years, the only path to the Invisible has been the path of
so-called spiritualism; the only lamp that illumined that path, so that all who
saw might follow it for themselves, the lamp of spirit photography. It is a
path with a bad name, a path infested with quacks and charlatans, and by false
guides who rival the religious fanatics in the impudence of their appeal to
man’s credulity. Even those who bear the lamp I hold aloft are too often
jugglers and rogues, to whose wiles, unfortunately, the simple science of
photography lends itself all too readily. Nothing is easier than the
production of impossible pictures by a little manipulation of film or plate; if
the spiritual apparition is not to be enticed within range of the lens, nothing
easier than to fabricate an approximate effect. And what spiritualist has yet
succeeded in summoning spirits at will? It is the crux of the whole problem of
spiritualism, to establish any sort or form of communication with disembodied
spirits at the single will of the embodied; hence the periodical exposure of
the paid medium, the smug scorn of the unbeliever, and the discouragement of
genuine exploration beyond the environment of the flesh. There is one moment,
and only one, at which a man may be sure that he stands, for however brief a
particle of time, in the presence of a disembodied soul. It is the moment at
which soul and body part company in what men call death. The human watcher sees
merely the collapse of the human envelope; but many a phenomenon invisible to
the human eye has been detected and depicted by that of the camera, as
everybody knows who has the slightest acquaintance with the branch of physics
known as ‘fluorescence.’ The invisible spirit of man surely falls
within this category. To the crystal eye of science it is not so much invisible
as elusive and intractable. Once it has fled this earth, the sovereign
opportunity is gone; but photography may often intercept the actual flight of
the soul.”</p>
<p>“I say no more than ‘often’ because there are special
difficulties into which I need not enter here; but they would disappear, or at
least be minimised, if the practice received the encouragement it deserves,
instead of the forbidding ban of a sentimental generation. It would hurt
nobody; it would comfort and convince the millions who at present have only
their Churches’ word for the existence of an eternal soul in their
perishable bodies. It would prove more, in the course of a few experiments,
than all the Churches have proved between them in nineteen centuries. Yet how
are my earnest applications received, in hospitals where men die daily, in
prisons where they are still occasionally put to death? I am refused, rebuffed,
gratuitously reprimanded; in fact, I am driven ultimately to the extreme course
of taking human life, on my own account, in order to prove the life eternal.
Call it murder, call it what you will; in a civilisation which will not hear of
a lethal chamber for congenital imbeciles it would be waste of time to urge the
inutility of a life as an excuse for taking it, or the misery of an individual
as a reason for sending him to a world which cannot use him worse than this
world. I can only say that I have not deprived the State of one conceivably
profitable servant, or cut short a single life of promise or repute. I have
picked my few victims with infinite care from amid the moral or material
wreckage of life; either they had nothing to live for, or they had no right to
live. Charlton, the licensed messenger, had less to live for than any man I
ever knew; in the course of our brief acquaintance he frequently told me how he
wished he was dead. I came across him in Kensington, outside a house to which
an unseemly fracas had attracted my attention as I passed. Charlton had just
been ejected for being drunk and insolent, and refusing to leave without an
extra sixpence. I befriended him. He was indeed saturated with alcohol and
honeycombed with disease; repulsive in appearance, and cantankerous in
character, his earnings were so slender that he was pitifully clad, and without
a night’s lodging oftener than not. He had not a friend in the world, and
was suffering from an incurable malady of which the end was certain agony. I
resolved to put him out of his misery, and at the same time to try to
photograph the escape of his soul. A favourable opportunity did not present
itself for some time, during which Charlton subsisted largely on my bounty; at
last one morning I found him asleep on a bench in Holland Walk, and not another
being in sight, and I shot him with a cheap pistol which I had purchased
second-hand for the purpose, and which I left beside him on the seat. Yet the
weapon it was that cast a doubt upon the authenticity of the suicide, despite
my final precaution of stuffing a number of cartridges into the dead
man’s pocket; pot-house associates came forward to declare that he could
never have possessed either the revolver or its price without their knowledge.
Hence the coroner’s repudiation of the verdict at the inquest. Yet it is
to be feared that the fate of such as poor Charlton excites but little public
interest in its explanation, and that the police themselves never took more
than an academic interest in the case.”</p>
<p>“To me it was a bitter disappointment on other grounds. I had lost very
few seconds between pulling the revolver trigger and pressing the bulb of my
pneumatic shutter; but one had to get back into position for this, and the fact
remains that I was too late. The result may be found among my negatives. It is
dreadfully good of the dead man, if not a unique photograph of actual death;
but it lacks the least trace of the super-normal. The flight of the soul had
been too quick for me; it would be too quick again unless I hit upon some new
method. I had not only failed to leave convincing evidence of suicide, but the
fatal pause between pistol-shot and snap-shot was due entirely to my elaborate
attempt in that direction. It was not worth making again. The next case should
be a more honest breach of the Sixth Commandment; the shot to be fired, and
the photograph taken, at the same range and all but at the same instant. There
would be no further point in leaving the weapon behind, so I was free to choose
the one best suited to my purpose, and to adapt it at my leisure to my peculiar
needs. Eventually I evolved the ingenious engine which, no doubt, has already
explained itself better than I could possibly explain it; if not, the
discoverer of the camera need not hesitate to experiment with the pistol, as it
will not be loaded when found.”</p>
<p class="p2">
There was a brief discussion here. The children could not understand about the
pistol; but only one of them cared what had become of it. For Phillida it was
enough to know that the writer of this shameless rigmarole, with its pompous
periods and its callous gusto, must long ago have lost his reason. She had no
doubt whatever about that, and already it had brought a new light into her
eyes. She would pause to discuss nothing else. It was her finger that pointed
the way through the next passages.</p>
<p class="p2">
“The perfection or completion of my device was the secret work of many
weeks; it brings me down almost to the other day, and to what I have described
as the supreme folly of my life. I had everything in readiness for another
attempt to liberate and photograph a human soul in consecutive fractions of a
second. But the right man was never in the right place at the right time; one
saw him by the dozen in a crowd, but the people one met all by themselves, in
the early summer mornings, stayed one’s hand repeatedly by the eager
brightness of their eyes or a happy elasticity of step. Once an out-patient at
the Brompton Hospital, whom I had dogged all the way down to Richmond Park, was
cheated of a merciful end by dusk falling just as I had him to myself. No; the
dawn and the drunkard were still my best chance. So it was that the wretch
whose name I forget met with his death in Hyde Park last Tuesday morning. I
knew him by sight as a pot-house loafer of the Charlton circle, but it was
quite by chance that I followed his uncertain footsteps through the Park, and
saw him go deliberately to bed in the drenching dew. His face filled in his
tale; it was another farrago of privation and excess. This was the type that
caused me no compunction: having aimed and focussed at the same time, as my
invention provides, I despatched the poor devil as he lay on his side, with his
hat over his eyes, and exposed my plate as he rolled over on his face. It may
be reckoned an offensive detail, but the click of my instantaneous shutter
coincided with the last clutter in his throat.</p>
<p>“I need hardly say that I had looked about me pretty thoroughly before
firing, and my first act after taking the photograph was to make another wary
survey of the scene. It had the advantage that one could see a considerable
distance in three directions, and in none of these, neither right nor left
along the path, nor yet straight ahead across the grass on the edge of which my
victim lay, was a living creature to be seen. This was very reassuring, as I
felt that I could see a good deal farther than the report of my small automatic
pistol was likely to be heard; for it is a remarkable feature of most shooting
cases, especially where a pistol has been used, and in the open air, how seldom
it is that a witness can be found who has actually heard the fatal shot. In the
fourth quarter, where there was a bank of shrubbery behind some iron palings, I
looked last, for I was standing with my back that way. How shall I describe my
sensations on turning round? There was a young lad within a few feet of me, on
the other side of the palings; and this young lad was flourishing a revolver in
his right hand!</p>
<p>“At first I made certain he had seen everything; but his blank and frank
bewilderment was more reassuring at a second glance, and at a third I guessed
what had happened to him. His crumpled clothes were dank with dew. His eyes
were puddles of utter stupefaction. He had been sleeping in the Park, and
walking in his sleep, and in all probability it was my shot which had brought
him to himself; of this, however, I was less sure, and in my doubt I was
disastrously inspired to accuse him of having fired the shot himself. It never
struck me that he could mistake the body behind me for a living man; it was
with a wild idea of being the first to accuse the other, that I asked him if he
knew what he had done, and seized his revolver at the same moment. I had the
wit to grasp it in my hot hand until the barrel was just warm enough to help me
convince the child that he really had fired the shot; but, since he could not
see it for myself, I was not going out of my way just then to tell him it was a
fatal shot. Already I regretted that I had gone so far, and yet already I saw
myself committed to a course of action as rash as it was now inevitable. The
boy became convulsed with asthma; I could not leave him there, to tell his
story when the body was discovered, to have it disproved perhaps on the spot,
at the latest on a comparison of bullets, and the truth brought home to me
through his description. Again, when I had taken him to my house, with all
sorts of foolish precautions, and still more foolish risks, I had to keep him
there. How could I let him loose to blurt out his story and implicate me more
readily than ever after what he had seen of me at home? I had to keep him
there—I repeat it—alive or dead. And I was not the kind of murderer
(if I am one at all) to take a young and innocent life, if I could help it, to
preserve my own; on the contrary, I had, and I hope I always should have had,
humanity enough at least to do what I could for a fellow-creature battling with
an attack which almost threatened to remove him from my path without my
aid.”</p>
<p class="p2">
There followed a few remarks on Pocket’s character as the writer read it.
They were not uncomplimentary to Pocket personally, but they betrayed a
profound disdain for the typically British institution of which Pocket was too
readily accepted as a representative product. His general ignorance and
credulity received a grim tribute; they were the very qualities the doctor
would have demanded in a chosen dupe. Yet he appeared to have enjoyed the
youth’s society, his transparent honesty, his capacity for enthusiastic
interest, whether in the delights of photography or in the horrors of war.
Baumgartner seemed aware that he had been somewhat confidential on both
subjects, and that either his contempt of human life, or his ambitions in the
matter of psychic photography, would have been better kept to himself; but, on
the other hand, he “greatly doubted whether they taught boys to put two
and two together, at these so-called public schools”; and, after all, it
was not detection by the boy, but through the boy, that he had to fear.</p>
<p>“The madness of keeping him prisoner, as he had been from the beginning,
in spite of all pretences and persuasions to the contrary, was another thing to
which Baumgartner had been thoroughly alive all along. He had regarded it from
the first as ‘the certain beginning of the end’; from the first,
he had been prepared with specious explanations for any such inquisitor as the
one who had actually arrived no later than the Saturday afternoon. He wrote
without elation of his interview with Thrush, whose name he knew; the doctor
had not been deceived as to the transitory character of his own deception. It
was the same with the letter which he had pretended to post, which could only
have kept the boy quiet for a day or two, if he had posted it, but which the
boy himself had discovered never to have been posted at all. There was a
sufficiently cool description of the desperate mood into which
Baumgartner’s intuition of the boy’s discovery had thrown him on
the Sunday night.”</p>
<p class="p2">
“It was then,” he wrote, “that I formed a project which I
should have been sorry indeed to carry out, though I should certainly have done
so if he had given me the chance I sought. It must be understood that my second
attempt to photograph the flight of the soul had proved as great a fiasco as
the first. Suddenly I hit upon a perfectly conceivable (even though it seem a
wilfully grotesque) explanation of my failure. What if the human derelicts I
had so far chosen for my experiments had no souls to photograph? Sodden with
drink, debauched, degraded, and spiritually blurred or blunted to the last
degree, these after all were the least likely subjects to yield results to the
spirit photographer. I should have chosen saints instead of sinners such as
these, entities in which the soul was a major and not a minor factor. I thought
of the saintliest men I knew in London, of some Jesuit Fathers of my
acquaintance, of a ‘light’ specialist I know of who is destroying
himself by inches in the cause of science, of certain missioners in the slums;
but I did not think twice of any one of them; their lives are much too valuable
for me to cut them short on the mere chance of a compensating benefit to
mankind at large. Last, and longest, I thought of the boy upstairs. I had not
meant to sacrifice him; a young life, of some promise, is only less sacred to
me than a mature life rich in beneficent activities. But this young fellow was
going to be my ruin. I could see it in his eyes. He had found me out about the
letter; he would be the means of my being found out and stopped for ever in the
work of my life. It was his life or mine; it should be his; but I was not going
to take it there in the house, for reasons I need not enter into here, and I
intended to take more than his life while I was about it. But he never gave me
the chance. I did my best to get him to go out with me this morning. But he
refused, as a horse refuses a jump, or a dog the water. He said he was ill; he
looked ill. But I have no doubt he was well enough to make his escape soon
after my back was turned. I see he has broken into my dark-room for the clothes
I took away from him before I went out; he would scarcely remain after that;
but, to tell the truth, I have hardly given him a thought since my
return.”</p>
<p class="p2">
The readers shuddered over this long paragraph. More than once the boy broke in
with his own impulsive version of the awful moments on the Sunday night and the
Monday morning, in his bedroom at the top of the doctor’s house. He
declared that nothing short of main force would have dragged him out-of-doors
that morning, that he felt it in his bones that he would never come back alive.
Then he would be sorry he had said so much. It only increased his
companion’s anguish. She was reading every word religiously, with a most
painful fascination; it was as though every word drew blood. There was a brief
but terrible account of the murder of Sir Joseph Schelmerdine outside his own
house in Park Lane. It was the rashest of all the crimes; but, apparently, the
one occasion on which the doctor had disguised himself before hand; and that
only because Sir Joseph and he knew and disliked each other so intensely that a
“straight” interview was out of the question. As it was he had
escaped by a miracle, after lying all day in a straw-loft, creeping into a
carriage at nightfall, and getting out on the wrong side when it drove round to
its house. Baumgartner described the incident with a callous relish, as perhaps
the most exciting in his long career; he was going on to explain his subsequent
return, in propria persona, and yet by stealth, when he paused in the middle of
a sentence which was never finished. And his statement concluded as follows, in
less careful language and a more flowing hand:—</p>
<p class="p2">
“I thought the fool had cleared out long ago. The day’s excitement
must have driven him clean out of my head. I never thought of him when I got
back, never till I saw the damage to the darkroom window and missed his
clothes. I didn’t waste two thoughts upon him then. I had my negative to
develop. A magnificent negative it was, too, yet another absolute failure from
the practical point of view, perhaps from the same reason as its predecessors.
South African mines may produce gold and diamonds (licit and illicit!) but
their yield in souls is probably the poorest to the square mile anywhere on
earth. Schelmerdine never had one in his gross carcass. So there was an end of
him, and a good riddance to rotten clay. I have not thought of him again all
night. I have thought of nothing but this perhaps passionately dispassionate
statement that I have made up my mind to leave behind me. It has given me
strange pleasure to write, a satisfaction which I have no longer the time to
attempt to analyse; all night long my pen has scarcely paused, and I not
conscious of a moment’s weariness of mind, body, or hand. Only sometimes
have I paused to light my pipe. I had made such a pause, perhaps half an hour
ago, when in the terrible stillness of the night I heard a footstep in the
hall. My nerves were somewhat on edge with all this writing; it might be my
imagination. I stole to my door, and as I opened it the one below shut softly.
I waited some time, heard nothing more, went down with my lamp, and threw open
the drawing-room door. There was my young fellow, not gone at all, but sitting
in the dark with one whose name there is no need to mention. I do not wish to
be misunderstood. It was all innocent enough, even I never doubted that. But
somehow the sight of that boy and girl, sitting there in the dark without a
word, afraid to go to bed—afraid of me—made the blood boil over in
my veins. I could have trampled on that lad, my Jonah whom I had pictured
overboard at last, and I did hurl the lamp at his head. I am glad it missed
him. I am glad he made good his escape while I was seeing his companion safe
upstairs. If I had found him where I left him, God knows what violence I might
not have done him after all. The boy has good in him, and more courage than he
knows himself; again I say that I am glad he has escaped unscathed. His life
was not safe, but now I shall only take my own.</p>
<p>“Yes! I have made up my mind; it is better than leaving it to the common
hangman of this besotted country. I know what to expect in enlightened England:
either a death unfit for a dog, or existence worse than death in a criminal
lunatic asylum. I prefer my own peculiar quietus; it has stood on my table all
night long, ready and pointed at my heart; a hand upon the door, a step behind
me, and I should have rolled over dead at their feet. So it will be if even now
they are waiting for me outside; but, if not, I know where to go, where
already it is broad daylight, where the wide open space will quicken and
enhance every ray, and the broad river multiply the sun by a million facets of
living fire. It is not the light that will fail me, there; and as I have served
others, so also will I serve myself, and it may be with better fortune than
they have brought me. Who knows? It would be in keeping with the poetic ironies
of this existence. At all events, unless waylaid at once, I am giving it a
chance. I shall place the camera on the parapet of the Embankment. I have
fitted the shutter with a specially long pneumatic tube, and the bulb will do
its double work as usual when my fingers relax. I have long had it all in my
mind. I have written full instructions on the envelope which I shall stick by
the flap to the open slide; if we are found by a reasonably intelligent person,
the slide will be shut, and the camera handed over bodily to the police. They,
I think, may be trusted to honour one’s last instructions, if only out of
curiosity; their eyes will be the first to read what I fear they will describe
as my ‘full confession.’ Well, it is ‘full,’ and the
substantive must be left to them. So long as the document does not fall into
one little pair of gentle hands, I shall lie easy in whatever ignominious grave
they lay me. That is why I hide it where I do: since, if it fell first into
those hands, it would never see the light at all.”</p>
<p class="p2">
There was a little more, but Phillida suddenly snatched the MS. away, and wept
over the end, bitterly, and yet not altogether in bitterness, while Pocket
picked up the camera and set it back in its place on the muddy newspaper.
Phillida folded up the packet, and after a moment’s hesitation went away
with it, jingling keys in her other hand. On her return she stood petrified on
the threshold.</p>
<p>Pocket was seated at the table, the red bulb of the pneumatic shutter between
his finger and thumb; he pressed the bulb, and there was a loud metallic snap
inside the camera; he released the pressure, and the shutter snapped like a
shutter and nothing else. Phillida came forward with a cry. Pocket had taken
the top off the camera; it was like a box without the lid, and on the one side
there was nothing between the lens and the grooved carrier for the slide, but
on the other there was an automatic pistol, fixed down with wires, as a wild
beast might be lashed, and its muzzle pointing through the orifice intended for
the second lens of the stereoscopic camera.</p>
<p>Pocket pressed again, and again the mild clash of the shutter was preceded by
the vicious one that would have been an explosion if there had been another
cartridge in the pistol.</p>
<p>“And we never guessed it!” said he. “That’s why he went
in for this sort of double camera, and rigged it up to take both kinds of shot
in quick succession. It’s the cleverest thing I ever heard of in my
life.”</p>
<p>He spoke as if it were only clever! Phillida stared at it and him without a
word.</p>
<p>“The cleverest part is the way you aim. I do believe he relied altogether
on that spot about the middle of the focussing screen. I’ve been trying
it against the window, and where that spot comes the pistol’s pointing
every time. It’s a fixed focus, about ten to fifteen feet, I fancy, and
the spot isn’t quite in the middle of the screen, but just enough to the
left to allow. I don’t quite see how the one bulb works everything, but
these springs and things are a bit confusing. We shan’t understand
everything till we take it to pieces.”</p>
<p>“You mean the police won’t!” said Phillida, bitterly.</p>
<p>“The police! I never thought of them.”</p>
<p>“What do you mean to do with this—this infernal machine?” the
girl asked, her voice breaking over the perfectly applicable term.</p>
<p>“What do <i>you</i> mean to do with—the writing?” demanded
Pocket in his turn.</p>
<p>“Burn it! I’ve asked for a fire in my room; it’s locked away
meanwhile.”</p>
<p>“Well, this is yours, too,” said Pocket, deliberately, “to do
what you like with as well.”</p>
<p>“They wouldn’t think so!”</p>
<p>“They’ll never know.”</p>
<p>Phillida shook her head, and not without some scorn. “You couldn’t
keep it to yourself,” she said. “You would <i>have</i> to
tell.”</p>
<p>“Well, but not everybody,” said poor Pocket. “Only my father,
if you like!” he added, valiantly.</p>
<p>“Mr. Upton would feel bound to tell.”</p>
<p>“I don’t see that. Didn’t you hear what he said about a
man’s secrets dying with him?”</p>
<p>“He’s so kind! He says that; he said it again to me; but this is
the mystery of the day. It’ll be the talk for months, if not years. And
as yet only you and I, in all the world, have found it out!”</p>
<p>She looked at him so wistfully, so sweetly and sadly and confidentially, that
he would have been either more or less than human boy if he had failed to see
her heart’s desire, and how it was still in his power to save her the
supreme humiliation and distress of sharing their secret with the world. He
made up his mind on the spot; and yet it was a mind that looked both ways at
every turn of affairs, and even then he saw what he was going to lose. Fred and
Horace would not sit nearly so spellbound as they might have done, would
probably back their penetration of the mystery against his! There would be no
boasting about it in front of the hall fire at school, no breathing it even to
Smith minor out for a walk; no adventure to recount all his days; and Pocket
was one to whom the salt of an adventure would always be its subsequent
recital. But he could “play the game” as well as Horace himself,
when he happened to have no doubt as to the game to play. And now he had none
whatever.</p>
<p>“Phillida, if you wish it, I’ll never breathe a syllable of all
this to a single soul on earth, I don’t care who they are, or what they
do to me!”</p>
<p>He wanted them to put him on the rack that moment.</p>
<p>“Oh, Tony, do you mean it?”</p>
<p>Her eyes had filled.</p>
<p>“Of course I mean it! I’ll swear it more solemnly than I’ve
ever sworn anything in my life so far.”</p>
<p>“No, no! Your word’s enough. Don’t I know what that’s
worth, after this terrible week?”</p>
<p>And she cried again at its hideous memories, so that Pocket turned away and put
the camera together again, and wrapped it up in her waterproof, so that he
might not see her tears.</p>
<p>“I’ll never breathe a single word to a single soul,” he
vowed, “except yourself.”</p>
<p>She caught at that through her tears. He could talk to her about it, always, as
much as ever he liked; it would be a bond between them all their lives. And
not until she said it, to be just to Pocket, did he think of a reward or look
beyond those days.</p>
<p>But what were they to do with a stereoscopic camera containing an automatic
pistol? It was not to be burnt in a grate like a sheaf of MS. They thought
about it for some time with anxious faces; for it was getting on towards
evening now, though the sun was out again, and it was lighter than the early
afternoon; but Mr. Upton might be back any minute. It was Phillida who at last
said she knew. She would not tell him what she meant to do; but she put on her
waterproof again, little as it was wanted now, and the camera under it as
before; and together they sallied forth into the noisy and crowded Strand.</p>
<p>Pocket did not know where he was, and Phillida would not tell him where she was
going, neither could he question her in that alarming throng. He felt a
frightful sense of guilt and danger, not so much to himself as to her, with
that lethal weapon concealed about her; every man who looked at them was a
detective in his eyes, and past the policemen at the corners he wanted to run.
But they gained the middle of Waterloo Bridge undetected and ensconced
themselves in a recess without creating a sensation.</p>
<p>“Now, then,” said Phillida, “will you focus Westminster
Bridge and the Houses of Parliament, or shall I?”</p>
<p>There they were before them against the sunset, the long lithe bridge, the
stately towers. But Pocket could not see Phillida’s drift until she aimed
herself, and, aiming, let the square black box slip clean through her fingers
into the depths of the river from which she had only retrieved it a couple of
hours before, as a body is committed to the deep.</p>
<p>She bewailed her stupidity; he had the wit to echo her then, and in a loud
voice, that any eye-witness or passer-by might be struck with the genuine
severity of their loss. But there had been no eye-witness who thought it worth
while to rally them on the occurrence, and the busy townsfolk hastening past
were all too much engrossed in their own affairs to take any interest in those
of the boy and girl who seemed themselves in something of a hurry to get back
to the Strand.</p>
<p>And in the Strand the first thing they saw was a yellow poster bearing but four
words in enormous black letters:—</p>
<p class="center">
CHELSEA INQUEST<br/>
CAMERA CLUE!</p>
<p>Phillida slipped her hand within Pocket’s arm. Pocket was man enough to
press it to his side.</p>
<p class="center">
THE END</p>
<p>Printed in Great Britain by Wyman & Sons, Ltd., London and Reading</p>
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