<h2>XLI. JOHN MARCHES INTO THE NIGHT</h2>
<p>During this exciting time John Loveday seldom or never
appeared at the mill. With the recall of Bob, in which he
had been sole agent, his mission seemed to be complete.</p>
<p>One mid-day, before Anne had made any change in her manner of
living on account of her unexpected acquisition, Lieutenant Bob
came in rather suddenly. He had been to Budmouth, and
announced to the arrested senses of the family that the --th
Dragoons were ordered to join Sir Arthur Wellesley in the
Peninsula.</p>
<p>These tidings produced a great impression on the
household. John had been so long in the neighbourhood,
either at camp or in barracks, that they had almost forgotten the
possibility of his being sent away; and they now began to reflect
upon the singular infrequency of his calls since his
brother’s return. There was not much time, however,
for reflection, if they wished to make the most of John’s
farewell visit, which was to be paid the same evening, the
departure of the regiment being fixed for next day. A
hurried valedictory supper was prepared during the afternoon, and
shortly afterwards John arrived.</p>
<p>He seemed to be more thoughtful and a trifle paler than of
old, but beyond these traces, which might have been due to the
natural wear and tear of time, he showed no signs of gloom.
On his way through the town that morning a curious little
incident had occurred to him. He was walking past one of
the churches when a wedding-party came forth, the bride and
bridegroom being Matilda and Festus Derriman. At sight of
the trumpet-major the yeoman had glared triumphantly; Matilda, on
her part, had winked at him slily, as much as to
say—. But what she meant heaven knows: the
trumpet-major did not trouble himself to think, and passed on
without returning the mark of confidence with which she had
favoured him.</p>
<p>Soon after John’s arrival at the mill several of his
friends dropped in for the same purpose of bidding adieu.
They were mostly the men who had been entertained there on the
occasion of the regiment’s advent on the down, when Anne
and her mother were coaxed in to grace the party by their
superior presence; and their well-trained, gallant manners were
such as to make them interesting visitors now as at all
times. For it was a period when romance had not so greatly
faded out of military life as it has done in these days of short
service, heterogeneous mixing, and transient campaigns; when the
esprit de corps was strong, and long experience stamped
noteworthy professional characteristics even on rank and file;
while the miller’s visitors had the additional advantage of
being picked men.</p>
<p>They could not stay so long to-night as on that earlier and
more cheerful occasion, and the final adieus were spoken at an
early hour. It was no mere playing at departure, as when
they had gone to Exonbury barracks, and there was a warm and
prolonged shaking of hands all round.</p>
<p>‘You’ll wish the poor fellows good-bye?’
said Bob to Anne, who had not come forward for that purpose like
the rest. ‘They are going away, and would like to
have your good word.’</p>
<p>She then shyly advanced, and every man felt that he must make
some pretty speech as he shook her by the hand.</p>
<p>‘Good-bye! May you remember us as long as it makes
ye happy, and forget us as soon as it makes ye sad,’ said
Sergeant Brett.</p>
<p>‘Good-night! Health, wealth, and long life to
ye!’ said Sergeant-major Wills, taking her hand from
Brett.</p>
<p>‘I trust to meet ye again as the wife of a worthy
man,’ said Trumpeter Buck.</p>
<p>‘We’ll drink your health throughout the campaign,
and so good-bye t’ye,’ said Saddler-sergeant Jones,
raising her hand to his lips.</p>
<p>Three others followed with similar remarks, to each of which
Anne blushingly replied as well as she could, wishing them a
prosperous voyage, easy conquest, and a speedy return.</p>
<p>But, alas, for that! Battles and skirmishes, advances
and retreats, fevers and fatigues, told hard on Anne’s
gallant friends in the coming time. Of the seven upon whom
these wishes were bestowed, five, including the trumpet-major,
were dead men within the few following years, and their bones
left to moulder in the land of their campaigns.</p>
<p>John lingered behind. When the others were outside,
expressing a final farewell to his father, Bob, and Mrs. Loveday,
he came to Anne, who remained within.</p>
<p>‘But I thought you were going to look in again before
leaving?’ she said gently.</p>
<p>‘No; I find I cannot. Good-bye!’</p>
<p>‘John,’ said Anne, holding his right hand in both
hers, ‘I must tell you something. You were wise in
not taking me at my word that day. I was greatly mistaken
about myself. Gratitude is not love, though I wanted to
make it so for the time. You don’t call me
thoughtless for what I did?’</p>
<p>‘My dear Anne,’ cried John, with more gaiety than
truthfulness, ‘don’t let yourself be troubled!
What happens is for the best. Soldiers love here to-day and
there to-morrow. Who knows that you won’t hear of my
attentions to some Spanish maid before a month is gone by?
’Tis the way of us, you know; a soldier’s heart is
not worth a week’s purchase—ha, ha! Goodbye,
good-bye!’</p>
<p>Anne felt the expediency of his manner, received the
affectation as real, and smiled her reply, not knowing that the
adieu was for evermore. Then with a tear in his eye he went
out of the door, where he bade farewell to the miller, Mrs.
Loveday, and Bob, who said at parting, ‘It’s all
right, Jack, my dear fellow. After a coaxing that would
have been enough to win three ordinary Englishwomen, five French,
and ten Mulotters, she has to-day agreed to bestow her hand upon
me at the end of six months. Good-bye, Jack,
good-bye!’</p>
<p>The candle held by his father shed its waving light upon
John’s face and uniform as with a farewell smile he turned
on the doorstone, backed by the black night; and in another
moment he had plunged into the darkness, the ring of his smart
step dying away upon the bridge as he joined his
companions-in-arms, and went off to blow his trumpet till
silenced for ever upon one of the bloody battle-fields of
Spain.</p>
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