<h2>XXXIV. A SPECK ON THE SEA</h2>
<p>In parting from John, who accompanied him to the quay, Bob had
said: ‘Now, Jack, these be my last words to you: I give her
up. I go away on purpose, and I shall be away a long
time. If in that time she should list over towards ye ever
so little, mind you take her. You have more right to her
than I. You chose her when my mind was elsewhere, and you
best deserve her; for I have never known you forget one woman,
while I’ve forgot a dozen. Take her then, if she will
come, and God bless both of ye.’</p>
<p>Another person besides John saw Bob go. That was
Derriman, who was standing by a bollard a little further up the
quay. He did not repress his satisfaction at the
sight. John looked towards him with an open gaze of
contempt; for the cuffs administered to the yeoman at the inn had
not, so far as the trumpet-major was aware, produced any desire
to avenge that insult, John being, of course, quite ignorant that
Festus had erroneously retaliated upon Bob, in his peculiar
though scarcely soldierly way. Finding that he did not even
now approach him, John went on his way, and thought over his
intention of preserving intact the love between Anne and his
brother.</p>
<p>He was surprised when he next went to the mill to find how
glad they all were to see him. From the moment of
Bob’s return to the bosom of the deep Anne had had no
existence on land; people might have looked at her human body and
said she had flitted thence. The sea and all that belonged
to the sea was her daily thought and her nightly dream. She
had the whole two-and-thirty winds under her eye, each passing
gale that ushered in returning autumn being mentally registered;
and she acquired a precise knowledge of the direction in which
Portsmouth, Brest, Ferrol, Cadiz, and other such likely places
lay. Instead of saying her own familiar prayers at night
she substituted, with some confusion of thought, the Forms of
Prayer to be used at sea. John at once noticed her lorn,
abstracted looks, pitied her,—how much he pitied
her!—and asked when they were alone if there was anything
he could do.</p>
<p>‘There are two things,’ she said, with almost
childish eagerness in her tired eyes.</p>
<p>‘They shall be done.’</p>
<p>‘The first is to find out if Captain Hardy has gone back
to his ship; and the other is—O if you will do it,
John!—to get me newspapers whenever possible.’</p>
<p>After this duologue John was absent for a space of three
hours, and they thought he had gone back to barracks. He
entered, however, at the end of that time, took off his
forage-cap, and wiped his forehead.</p>
<p>‘You look tired, John,’ said his father.</p>
<p>‘O no.’ He went through the house till he
had found Anne Garland.</p>
<p>‘I have only done one of those things,’ he said to
her.</p>
<p>‘What, already! I didn’t hope for or mean
to-day.’</p>
<p>‘Captain Hardy is gone from Pos’ham. He left
some days ago. We shall soon hear that the fleet has
sailed.’</p>
<p>‘You have been all the way to Pos’ham on
purpose? How good of you!’</p>
<p>‘Well, I was anxious to know myself when Bob is likely
to leave. I expect now that we shall soon hear from
him.’</p>
<p>Two days later he came again. He brought a newspaper,
and what was better, a letter for Anne, franked by the first
lieutenant of the Victory.</p>
<p>‘Then he’s aboard her,’ said Anne, as she
eagerly took the letter.</p>
<p>It was short, but as much as she could expect in the
circumstances, and informed them that the captain had been as
good as his word, and had gratified Bob’s earnest wish to
serve under him. The ship, with Admiral Lord Nelson on
board, and accompanied by the frigate Euryalus, was to sail in
two days for Plymouth, where they would be joined by others, and
thence proceed to the coast of Spain.</p>
<p>Anne lay awake that night thinking of the Victory, and of
those who floated in her. To the best of Anne’s
calculation that ship of war would, during the next twenty-four
hours, pass within a few miles of where she herself then
lay. Next to seeing Bob, the thing that would give her more
pleasure than any other in the world was to see the vessel that
contained him—his floating city, his sole dependence in
battle and storm—upon whose safety from winds and enemies
hung all her hope.</p>
<p>The morrow was market-day at the seaport, and in this she saw
her opportunity. A carrier went from Overcombe at six
o’clock thither, and having to do a little shopping for
herself she gave it as a reason for her intended day’s
absence, and took a place in the van. When she reached the
town it was still early morning, but the borough was already in
the zenith of its daily bustle and show. The King was
always out-of-doors by six o’clock, and such cock-crow
hours at Gloucester Lodge produced an equally forward stir among
the population. She alighted, and passed down the
esplanade, as fully thronged by persons of fashion at this time
of mist and level sunlight as a watering-place in the present day
is at four in the afternoon. Dashing bucks and beaux in
cocked hats, black feathers, ruffles, and frills, stared at her
as she hurried along; the beach was swarming with bathing women,
wearing waistbands that bore the national refrain, ‘God
save the King,’ in gilt letters; the shops were all open,
and Sergeant Stanner, with his sword-stuck bank-notes and heroic
gaze, was beating up at two guineas and a crown, the crown to
drink his Majesty’s health.</p>
<p>She soon finished her shopping, and then, crossing over into
the old town, pursued her way along the coast-road to
Portland. At the end of an hour she had been rowed across
the Fleet (which then lacked the convenience of a bridge), and
reached the base of Portland Hill. The steep incline before
her was dotted with houses, showing the pleasant peculiarity of
one man’s doorstep being behind his neighbour’s
chimney, and slabs of stone as the common material for walls,
roof, floor, pig-sty, stable-manger, door-scraper, and
garden-stile. Anne gained the summit, and followed along
the central track over the huge lump of freestone which forms the
peninsula, the wide sea prospect extending as she went on.
Weary with her journey, she approached the extreme southerly peak
of rock, and gazed from the cliff at Portland Bill, or Beal, as
it was in those days more correctly called.</p>
<p>The wild, herbless, weather-worn promontory was quite a
solitude, and, saving the one old lighthouse about fifty yards up
the slope, scarce a mark was visible to show that humanity had
ever been near the spot. Anne found herself a seat on a
stone, and swept with her eyes the tremulous expanse of water
around her that seemed to utter a ceaseless unintelligible
incantation. Out of the three hundred and sixty degrees of
her complete horizon two hundred and fifty were covered by waves,
the coup d’oeil including the area of troubled waters known
as the Race, where two seas met to effect the destruction of such
vessels as could not be mastered by one. She counted the
craft within her view: there were five; no, there were only four;
no, there were seven, some of the specks having resolved
themselves into two. They were all small coasters, and kept
well within sight of land.</p>
<p>Anne sank into a reverie. Then she heard a slight noise
on her left hand, and turning beheld an old sailor, who had
approached with a glass. He was levelling it over the sea
in a direction to the south-east, and somewhat removed from that
in which her own eyes had been wandering. Anne moved a few
steps thitherward, so as to unclose to her view a deeper sweep on
that side, and by this discovered a ship of far larger size than
any which had yet dotted the main before her. Its sails
were for the most part new and clean, and in comparison with its
rapid progress before the wind the small brigs and ketches seemed
standing still. Upon this striking object the old
man’s glass was bent.</p>
<p>‘What do you see, sailor?’ she asked.</p>
<p>‘Almost nothing,’ he answered. ‘My
sight is so gone off lately that things, one and all, be but a
November mist to me. And yet I fain would see to-day.
I am looking for the Victory.’</p>
<p>‘Why,’ she said quickly.</p>
<p>‘I have a son aboard her. He’s one of three
from these parts. There’s the captain, there’s
my son Ned, and there’s young Loveday of Overcombe—he
that lately joined.’</p>
<p>‘Shall I look for you?’ said Anne, after a
pause.</p>
<p>‘Certainly, mis’ess, if so be you
please.’</p>
<p>Anne took the glass, and he supported it by his arm.
‘It is a large ship,’ she said, ‘with three
masts, three rows of guns along the side, and all her sails
set.’</p>
<p>‘I guessed as much.’</p>
<p>‘There is a little flag in front—over her
bowsprit.’</p>
<p>‘The jack.’</p>
<p>‘And there’s a large one flying at her
stern.’</p>
<p>‘The ensign.’</p>
<p>‘And a white one on her fore-topmast.’</p>
<p>‘That’s the admiral’s flag, the flag of my
Lord Nelson. What is her figure-head, my dear?’</p>
<p>‘A coat-of-arms, supported on this side by a
sailor.’</p>
<p>Her companion nodded with satisfaction. ‘On the
other side of that figure-head is a marine.’</p>
<p>‘She is twisting round in a curious way, and her sails
sink in like old cheeks, and she shivers like a leaf upon a
tree.’</p>
<p>‘She is in stays, for the larboard tack. I can see
what she’s been doing. She’s been
re’ching close in to avoid the flood tide, as the wind is
to the sou’-west, and she’s bound down; but as soon
as the ebb made, d’ye see, they made sail to the
west’ard. Captain Hardy may be depended upon for
that; he knows every current about here, being a
native.’</p>
<p>‘And now I can see the other side; it is a soldier where
a sailor was before. You are <i>sure</i> it is the
Victory?’</p>
<p>‘I am sure.’</p>
<p>After this a frigate came into view—the
Euryalus—sailing in the same direction. Anne sat
down, and her eyes never left the ships. ‘Tell me
more about the Victory,’ she said.</p>
<p>‘She is the best sailer in the service, and she carries
a hundred guns. The heaviest be on the lower deck, the next
size on the middle deck, the next on the main and upper
decks. My son Ned’s place is on the lower deck,
because he’s short, and they put the short men
below.’</p>
<p>Bob, though not tall, was not likely to be specially selected
for shortness. She pictured him on the upper deck, in his
snow-white trousers and jacket of navy blue, looking perhaps
towards the very point of land where she then was.</p>
<p>The great silent ship, with her population of blue-jackets,
marines, officers, captain, and the admiral who was not to return
alive, passed like a phantom the meridian of the Bill.
Sometimes her aspect was that of a large white bat, sometimes
that of a grey one. In the course of time the watching girl
saw that the ship had passed her nearest point; the breadth of
her sails diminished by foreshortening, till she assumed the form
of an egg on end. After this something seemed to twinkle,
and Anne, who had previously withdrawn from the old sailor, went
back to him, and looked again through the glass. The
twinkling was the light falling upon the cabin windows of the
ship’s stern. She explained it to the old man.</p>
<p>‘Then we see now what the enemy have seen but
once. That was in seventy-nine, when she sighted the French
and Spanish fleet off Scilly, and she retreated because she
feared a landing. Well, ’tis a brave ship and she
carries brave men!’</p>
<p>Anne’s tender bosom heaved, but she said nothing, and
again became absorbed in contemplation.</p>
<p>The Victory was fast dropping away. She was on the
horizon, and soon appeared hull down. That seemed to be
like the beginning of a greater end than her present
vanishing. Anne Garland could not stay by the sailor any
longer, and went about a stone’s-throw off, where she was
hidden by the inequality of the cliff from his view. The
vessel was now exactly end on, and stood out in the direction of
the Start, her width having contracted to the proportion of a
feather. She sat down again, and mechanically took out some
biscuits that she had brought, foreseeing that her waiting might
be long. But she could not eat one of them; eating seemed
to jar with the mental tenseness of the moment; and her
undeviating gaze continued to follow the lessened ship with the
fidelity of a balanced needle to a magnetic stone, all else in
her being motionless.</p>
<p>The courses of the Victory were absorbed into the main, then
her topsails went, and then her top-gallants. She was now
no more than a dead fly’s wing on a sheet of spider’s
web; and even this fragment diminished. Anne could hardly
bear to see the end, and yet she resolved not to flinch.
The admiral’s flag sank behind the watery line, and in a
minute the very truck of the last topmast stole away. The
Victory was gone.</p>
<p>Anne’s lip quivered as she murmured, without removing
her wet eyes from the vacant and solemn horizon,
‘“They that go down to the sea in ships, that do
business in great waters—”’</p>
<p>‘“These see the works of the Lord, and His wonders
in the deep,”’ was returned by a man’s voice
from behind her.</p>
<p>Looking round quickly, she saw a soldier standing there; and
the grave eyes of John Loveday bent on her.</p>
<p>‘’Tis what I was thinking,’ she said, trying
to be composed.</p>
<p>‘You were saying it,’ he answered gently.</p>
<p>‘Was I?—I did not know it. . . . How came
you here?’ she presently added.</p>
<p>‘I have been behind you a good while; but you never
turned round.’</p>
<p>‘I was deeply occupied,’ she said in an
undertone.</p>
<p>‘Yes—I too came to see him pass. I heard
this morning that Lord Nelson had embarked, and I knew at once
that they would sail immediately. The Victory and Euryalus
are to join the rest of the fleet at Plymouth. There was a
great crowd of people assembled to see the admiral off; they
cheered him and the ship as she dropped down. He took his
coffin on board with him, they say.’</p>
<p>‘His coffin!’ said Anne, turning deadly
pale. ‘Something terrible, then, is meant by
that! O, why <i>would</i> Bob go in that ship? doomed to
destruction from the very beginning like this!’</p>
<p>‘It was his determination to sail under Captain Hardy,
and under no one else,’ said John. ‘There may
be hot work; but we must hope for the best.’ And
observing how wretched she looked, he added, ‘But
won’t you let me help you back? If you can walk as
far as Hope Cove it will be enough. A lerret is going from
there across the bay homeward to the harbour in the course of an
hour; it belongs to a man I know, and they can take one
passenger, I am sure.’</p>
<p>She turned her back upon the Channel, and by his help soon
reached the place indicated. The boat was lying there as he
had said. She found it to belong to the old man who had
been with her at the Bill, and was in charge of his two younger
sons. The trumpet-major helped her into it over the
slippery blocks of stone, one of the young men spread his jacket
for her to sit on, and as soon as they pulled from shore John
climbed up the blue-grey cliff, and disappeared over the top, to
return to the mainland by road.</p>
<p>Anne was in the town by three o’clock. The trip in
the stern of the lerret had quite refreshed her, with the help of
the biscuits, which she had at last been able to eat. The
van from the port to Overcombe did not start till four
o’clock, and feeling no further interest in the gaieties of
the place, she strolled on past the King’s house to the
outskirts, her mind settling down again upon the possibly sad
fate of the Victory when she found herself alone. She did
not hurry on; and finding that even now there wanted another
half-hour to the carrier’s time, she turned into a little
lane to escape the inspection of the numerous passers-by.
Here all was quite lonely and still, and she sat down under a
willow-tree, absently regarding the landscape, which had begun to
put on the rich tones of declining summer, but which to her was
as hollow and faded as a theatre by day. She could hold out
no longer; burying her face in her hands, she wept without
restraint.</p>
<p>Some yards behind her was a little spring of water, having a
stone margin round it to prevent the cattle from treading in the
sides and filling it up with dirt. While she wept, two
elderly gentlemen entered unperceived upon the scene, and walked
on to the spring’s brink. Here they paused and looked
in, afterwards moving round it, and then stooping as if to smell
or taste its waters. The spring was, in fact, a sulphurous
one, then recently discovered by a physician who lived in the
neighbourhood; and it was beginning to attract some attention,
having by common report contributed to effect such wonderful
cures as almost passed belief. After a considerable
discussion, apparently on how the pool might be improved for
better use, one of the two elderly gentlemen turned away, leaving
the other still probing the spring with his cane. The first
stranger, who wore a blue coat with gilt buttons, came on in the
direction of Anne Garland, and seeing her sad posture went
quickly up to her, and said abruptly, ‘What is the
matter?’</p>
<p>Anne, who in her grief had observed nothing of the
gentlemen’s presence, withdrew her handkerchief from her
eyes and started to her feet. She instantly recognised her
interrogator as the King.</p>
<p>‘What, what, crying?’ his Majesty inquired
kindly. ‘How is this!’</p>
<p>‘I—have seen a dear friend go away, sir,’
she faltered, with downcast eyes.</p>
<p>‘Ah—partings are sad—very sad—for us
all. You must hope your friend will return soon.
Where is he or she gone?’</p>
<p>‘I don’t know, your Majesty.’</p>
<p>‘Don’t know—how is that?’</p>
<p>‘He is a sailor on board the Victory.’</p>
<p>‘Then he has reason to be proud,’ said the King
with interest. ‘He is your brother?’</p>
<p>Anne tried to explain what he was, but could not, and blushed
with painful heat.</p>
<p>‘Well, well, well; what is his name?’</p>
<p>In spite of Anne’s confusion and low spirits, her
womanly shrewdness told her at once that no harm could be done by
revealing Bob’s name; and she answered, ‘His name is
Robert Loveday, sir.’</p>
<p>‘Loveday—a good name. I shall not forget
it. Now dry your cheeks, and don’t cry any
more. Loveday—Robert Loveday.’</p>
<p>Anne curtseyed, the King smiled good-humouredly, and turned to
rejoin his companion, who was afterwards heard to be Dr. ---, the
physician in attendance at Gloucester Lodge. This gentleman
had in the meantime filled a small phial with the medicinal
water, which he carefully placed in his pocket; and on the King
coming up they retired together and disappeared. Thereupon
Anne, now thoroughly aroused, followed the same way with a
gingerly tread, just in time to see them get into a carriage
which was in waiting at the turning of the lane.</p>
<p>She quite forgot the carrier, and everything else in connexion
with riding home. Flying along the road rapidly and
unconsciously, when she awoke to a sense of her whereabouts she
was so near to Overcombe as to make the carrier not worth waiting
for. She had been borne up in this hasty spurt at the end
of a weary day by visions of Bob promoted to the rank of admiral,
or something equally wonderful, by the King’s special
command, the chief result of the promotion being, in her
arrangement of the piece, that he would stay at home and go to
sea no more. But she was not a girl who indulged in
extravagant fancies long, and before she reached home she thought
that the King had probably forgotten her by that time, and her
troubles, and her lover’s name.</p>
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