<h2><SPAN name="link2HCH0020"></SPAN>CHAPTER 20</h2>
<p>Mr. and Mrs. Allen were sorry to lose their young friend, whose good humour and
cheerfulness had made her a valuable companion, and in the promotion of whose
enjoyment their own had been gently increased. Her happiness in going with Miss
Tilney, however, prevented their wishing it otherwise; and, as they were to
remain only one more week in Bath themselves, her quitting them now would not
long be felt. Mr. Allen attended her to Milsom Street, where she was to
breakfast, and saw her seated with the kindest welcome among her new friends;
but so great was her agitation in finding herself as one of the family, and so
fearful was she of not doing exactly what was right, and of not being able to
preserve their good opinion, that, in the embarrassment of the first five
minutes, she could almost have wished to return with him to Pulteney Street.</p>
<p>Miss Tilney’s manners and Henry’s smile soon did away some of her
unpleasant feelings; but still she was far from being at ease; nor could the
incessant attentions of the general himself entirely reassure her. Nay,
perverse as it seemed, she doubted whether she might not have felt less, had
she been less attended to. His anxiety for her comfort—his continual
solicitations that she would eat, and his often-expressed fears of her seeing
nothing to her taste—though never in her life before had she beheld half
such variety on a breakfast-table—made it impossible for her to forget
for a moment that she was a visitor. She felt utterly unworthy of such respect,
and knew not how to reply to it. Her tranquillity was not improved by the
general’s impatience for the appearance of his eldest son, nor by the
displeasure he expressed at his laziness when Captain Tilney at last came down.
She was quite pained by the severity of his father’s reproof, which
seemed disproportionate to the offence; and much was her concern increased when
she found herself the principal cause of the lecture, and that his tardiness
was chiefly resented from being disrespectful to her. This was placing her in a
very uncomfortable situation, and she felt great compassion for Captain Tilney,
without being able to hope for his goodwill.</p>
<p>He listened to his father in silence, and attempted not any defence, which
confirmed her in fearing that the inquietude of his mind, on Isabella’s
account, might, by keeping him long sleepless, have been the real cause of his
rising late. It was the first time of her being decidedly in his company, and
she had hoped to be now able to form her opinion of him; but she scarcely heard
his voice while his father remained in the room; and even afterwards, so much
were his spirits affected, she could distinguish nothing but these words, in a
whisper to Eleanor, “How glad I shall be when you are all off.”</p>
<p>The bustle of going was not pleasant. The clock struck ten while the trunks
were carrying down, and the general had fixed to be out of Milsom Street by
that hour. His greatcoat, instead of being brought for him to put on directly,
was spread out in the curricle in which he was to accompany his son. The middle
seat of the chaise was not drawn out, though there were three people to go in
it, and his daughter’s maid had so crowded it with parcels that Miss
Morland would not have room to sit; and, so much was he influenced by this
apprehension when he handed her in, that she had some difficulty in saving her
own new writing-desk from being thrown out into the street. At last, however,
the door was closed upon the three females, and they set off at the sober pace
in which the handsome, highly fed four horses of a gentleman usually perform a
journey of thirty miles: such was the distance of Northanger from Bath, to be
now divided into two equal stages. Catherine’s spirits revived as they
drove from the door; for with Miss Tilney she felt no restraint; and, with the
interest of a road entirely new to her, of an abbey before, and a curricle
behind, she caught the last view of Bath without any regret, and met with every
milestone before she expected it. The tediousness of a two hours’ wait at
Petty France, in which there was nothing to be done but to eat without being
hungry, and loiter about without anything to see, next followed—and her
admiration of the style in which they travelled, of the fashionable chaise and
four—postilions handsomely liveried, rising so regularly in their
stirrups, and numerous outriders properly mounted, sunk a little under this
consequent inconvenience. Had their party been perfectly agreeable, the delay
would have been nothing; but General Tilney, though so charming a man, seemed
always a check upon his children’s spirits, and scarcely anything was
said but by himself; the observation of which, with his discontent at whatever
the inn afforded, and his angry impatience at the waiters, made Catherine grow
every moment more in awe of him, and appeared to lengthen the two hours into
four. At last, however, the order of release was given; and much was Catherine
then surprised by the general’s proposal of her taking his place in his
son’s curricle for the rest of the journey: “the day was fine, and
he was anxious for her seeing as much of the country as possible.”</p>
<p>The remembrance of Mr. Allen’s opinion, respecting young men’s open
carriages, made her blush at the mention of such a plan, and her first thought
was to decline it; but her second was of greater deference for General
Tilney’s judgment; he could not propose anything improper for her; and,
in the course of a few minutes, she found herself with Henry in the curricle,
as happy a being as ever existed. A very short trial convinced her that a
curricle was the prettiest equipage in the world; the chaise and four wheeled
off with some grandeur, to be sure, but it was a heavy and troublesome
business, and she could not easily forget its having stopped two hours at Petty
France. Half the time would have been enough for the curricle, and so nimbly
were the light horses disposed to move, that, had not the general chosen to
have his own carriage lead the way, they could have passed it with ease in half
a minute. But the merit of the curricle did not all belong to the horses; Henry
drove so well—so quietly—without making any disturbance, without
parading to her, or swearing at them: so different from the only
gentleman-coachman whom it was in her power to compare him with! And then his
hat sat so well, and the innumerable capes of his greatcoat looked so
becomingly important! To be driven by him, next to being dancing with him, was
certainly the greatest happiness in the world. In addition to every other
delight, she had now that of listening to her own praise; of being thanked at
least, on his sister’s account, for her kindness in thus becoming her
visitor; of hearing it ranked as real friendship, and described as creating
real gratitude. His sister, he said, was uncomfortably circumstanced—she
had no female companion—and, in the frequent absence of her father, was
sometimes without any companion at all.</p>
<p>“But how can that be?” said Catherine. “Are not you with
her?”</p>
<p>“Northanger is not more than half my home; I have an establishment at my
own house in Woodston, which is nearly twenty miles from my father’s, and
some of my time is necessarily spent there.”</p>
<p>“How sorry you must be for that!”</p>
<p>“I am always sorry to leave Eleanor.”</p>
<p>“Yes; but besides your affection for her, you must be so fond of the
abbey! After being used to such a home as the abbey, an ordinary
parsonage-house must be very disagreeable.”</p>
<p>He smiled, and said, “You have formed a very favourable idea of the
abbey.”</p>
<p>“To be sure, I have. Is not it a fine old place, just like what one reads
about?”</p>
<p>“And are you prepared to encounter all the horrors that a building such
as ‘what one reads about’ may produce? Have you a stout heart?
Nerves fit for sliding panels and tapestry?”</p>
<p>“Oh! yes—I do not think I should be easily frightened, because
there would be so many people in the house—and besides, it has never been
uninhabited and left deserted for years, and then the family come back to it
unawares, without giving any notice, as generally happens.”</p>
<p>“No, certainly. We shall not have to explore our way into a hall dimly
lighted by the expiring embers of a wood fire—nor be obliged to spread
our beds on the floor of a room without windows, doors, or furniture. But you
must be aware that when a young lady is (by whatever means) introduced into a
dwelling of this kind, she is always lodged apart from the rest of the family.
While they snugly repair to their own end of the house, she is formally
conducted by Dorothy, the ancient housekeeper, up a different staircase, and
along many gloomy passages, into an apartment never used since some cousin or
kin died in it about twenty years before. Can you stand such a ceremony as
this? Will not your mind misgive you when you find yourself in this gloomy
chamber—too lofty and extensive for you, with only the feeble rays of a
single lamp to take in its size—its walls hung with tapestry exhibiting
figures as large as life, and the bed, of dark green stuff or purple velvet,
presenting even a funereal appearance? Will not your heart sink within
you?”</p>
<p>“Oh! But this will not happen to me, I am sure.”</p>
<p>“How fearfully will you examine the furniture of your apartment! And what
will you discern? Not tables, toilettes, wardrobes, or drawers, but on one side
perhaps the remains of a broken lute, on the other a ponderous chest which no
efforts can open, and over the fireplace the portrait of some handsome warrior,
whose features will so incomprehensibly strike you, that you will not be able
to withdraw your eyes from it. Dorothy, meanwhile, no less struck by your
appearance, gazes on you in great agitation, and drops a few unintelligible
hints. To raise your spirits, moreover, she gives you reason to suppose that
the part of the abbey you inhabit is undoubtedly haunted, and informs you that
you will not have a single domestic within call. With this parting cordial she
curtsies off—you listen to the sound of her receding footsteps as long as
the last echo can reach you—and when, with fainting spirits, you attempt
to fasten your door, you discover, with increased alarm, that it has no
lock.”</p>
<p>“Oh! Mr. Tilney, how frightful! This is just like a book! But it cannot
really happen to me. I am sure your housekeeper is not really Dorothy. Well,
what then?”</p>
<p>“Nothing further to alarm perhaps may occur the first night. After
surmounting your <i>unconquerable</i> horror of the bed, you will retire to
rest, and get a few hours’ unquiet slumber. But on the second, or at
farthest the <i>third</i> night after your arrival, you will probably have a
violent storm. Peals of thunder so loud as to seem to shake the edifice to its
foundation will roll round the neighbouring mountains—and during the
frightful gusts of wind which accompany it, you will probably think you discern
(for your lamp is not extinguished) one part of the hanging more violently
agitated than the rest. Unable of course to repress your curiosity in so
favourable a moment for indulging it, you will instantly arise, and throwing
your dressing-gown around you, proceed to examine this mystery. After a very
short search, you will discover a division in the tapestry so artfully
constructed as to defy the minutest inspection, and on opening it, a door will
immediately appear—which door, being only secured by massy bars and a
padlock, you will, after a few efforts, succeed in opening—and, with your
lamp in your hand, will pass through it into a small vaulted room.”</p>
<p>“No, indeed; I should be too much frightened to do any such thing.”</p>
<p>“What! Not when Dorothy has given you to understand that there is a
secret subterraneous communication between your apartment and the chapel of St.
Anthony, scarcely two miles off? Could you shrink from so simple an adventure?
No, no, you will proceed into this small vaulted room, and through this into
several others, without perceiving anything very remarkable in either. In one
perhaps there may be a dagger, in another a few drops of blood, and in a third
the remains of some instrument of torture; but there being nothing in all this
out of the common way, and your lamp being nearly exhausted, you will return
towards your own apartment. In repassing through the small vaulted room,
however, your eyes will be attracted towards a large, old-fashioned cabinet of
ebony and gold, which, though narrowly examining the furniture before, you had
passed unnoticed. Impelled by an irresistible presentiment, you will eagerly
advance to it, unlock its folding doors, and search into every drawer—but
for some time without discovering anything of importance—perhaps nothing
but a considerable hoard of diamonds. At last, however, by touching a secret
spring, an inner compartment will open—a roll of paper appears—you
seize it—it contains many sheets of manuscript—you hasten with the
precious treasure into your own chamber, but scarcely have you been able to
decipher ‘Oh! Thou—whomsoever thou mayst be, into whose hands these
memoirs of the wretched Matilda may fall’—when your lamp suddenly
expires in the socket, and leaves you in total darkness.”</p>
<p>“Oh! No, no—do not say so. Well, go on.”</p>
<p>But Henry was too much amused by the interest he had raised to be able to carry
it farther; he could no longer command solemnity either of subject or voice,
and was obliged to entreat her to use her own fancy in the perusal of
Matilda’s woes. Catherine, recollecting herself, grew ashamed of her
eagerness, and began earnestly to assure him that her attention had been fixed
without the smallest apprehension of really meeting with what he related.
“Miss Tilney, she was sure, would never put her into such a chamber as he
had described! She was not at all afraid.”</p>
<p>As they drew near the end of their journey, her impatience for a sight of the
abbey—for some time suspended by his conversation on subjects very
different—returned in full force, and every bend in the road was expected
with solemn awe to afford a glimpse of its massy walls of grey stone, rising
amidst a grove of ancient oaks, with the last beams of the sun playing in
beautiful splendour on its high Gothic windows. But so low did the building
stand, that she found herself passing through the great gates of the lodge into
the very grounds of Northanger, without having discerned even an antique
chimney.</p>
<p>She knew not that she had any right to be surprised, but there was a something
in this mode of approach which she certainly had not expected. To pass between
lodges of a modern appearance, to find herself with such ease in the very
precincts of the abbey, and driven so rapidly along a smooth, level road of
fine gravel, without obstacle, alarm, or solemnity of any kind, struck her as
odd and inconsistent. She was not long at leisure, however, for such
considerations. A sudden scud of rain, driving full in her face, made it
impossible for her to observe anything further, and fixed all her thoughts on
the welfare of her new straw bonnet; and she was actually under the abbey
walls, was springing, with Henry’s assistance, from the carriage, was
beneath the shelter of the old porch, and had even passed on to the hall, where
her friend and the general were waiting to welcome her, without feeling one
awful foreboding of future misery to herself, or one moment’s suspicion
of any past scenes of horror being acted within the solemn edifice. The breeze
had not seemed to waft the sighs of the murdered to her; it had wafted nothing
worse than a thick mizzling rain; and having given a good shake to her habit,
she was ready to be shown into the common drawing-room, and capable of
considering where she was.</p>
<p>An abbey! Yes, it was delightful to be really in an abbey! But she doubted, as
she looked round the room, whether anything within her observation would have
given her the consciousness. The furniture was in all the profusion and
elegance of modern taste. The fireplace, where she had expected the ample width
and ponderous carving of former times, was contracted to a Rumford, with slabs
of plain though handsome marble, and ornaments over it of the prettiest English
china. The windows, to which she looked with peculiar dependence, from having
heard the general talk of his preserving them in their Gothic form with
reverential care, were yet less what her fancy had portrayed. To be sure, the
pointed arch was preserved—the form of them was Gothic—they might
be even casements—but every pane was so large, so clear, so light! To an
imagination which had hoped for the smallest divisions, and the heaviest
stone-work, for painted glass, dirt, and cobwebs, the difference was very
distressing.</p>
<p>The general, perceiving how her eye was employed, began to talk of the
smallness of the room and simplicity of the furniture, where everything, being
for daily use, pretended only to comfort, etc.; flattering himself, however,
that there were some apartments in the Abbey not unworthy her notice—and
was proceeding to mention the costly gilding of one in particular, when, taking
out his watch, he stopped short to pronounce it with surprise within twenty
minutes of five! This seemed the word of separation, and Catherine found
herself hurried away by Miss Tilney in such a manner as convinced her that the
strictest punctuality to the family hours would be expected at Northanger.</p>
<p>Returning through the large and lofty hall, they ascended a broad staircase of
shining oak, which, after many flights and many landing-places, brought them
upon a long, wide gallery. On one side it had a range of doors, and it was
lighted on the other by windows which Catherine had only time to discover
looked into a quadrangle, before Miss Tilney led the way into a chamber, and
scarcely staying to hope she would find it comfortable, left her with an
anxious entreaty that she would make as little alteration as possible in her
dress.</p>
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