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<h3 align="center"> CHAPTER 41 </h3>
<p>Kit made his way through the crowded streets, dividing the stream of
people, dashing across the busy road-ways, diving into lanes and
alleys, and stopping or turning aside for nothing, until he came in
front of the Old Curiosity Shop, when he came to a stand; partly from
habit and partly from being out of breath.</p>
<p>It was a gloomy autumn evening, and he thought the old place had never
looked so dismal as in its dreary twilight. The windows broken, the
rusty sashes rattling in their frames, the deserted house a dull
barrier dividing the glaring lights and bustle of the street into two
long lines, and standing in the midst, cold, dark, and empty—presented
a cheerless spectacle which mingled harshly with the bright prospects
the boy had been building up for its late inmates, and came like a
disappointment or misfortune. Kit would have had a good fire roaring
up the empty chimneys, lights sparkling and shining through the
windows, people moving briskly to and fro, voices in cheerful
conversation, something in unison with the new hopes that were astir.
He had not expected that the house would wear any different aspect—had
known indeed that it could not—but coming upon it in the midst of
eager thoughts and expectations, it checked the current in its flow,
and darkened it with a mournful shadow.</p>
<p>Kit, however, fortunately for himself, was not learned enough or
contemplative enough to be troubled with presages of evil afar off,
and, having no mental spectacles to assist his vision in this respect,
saw nothing but the dull house, which jarred uncomfortably upon his
previous thoughts. So, almost wishing that he had not passed it,
though hardly knowing why, he hurried on again, making up by his
increased speed for the few moments he had lost.</p>
<p>'Now, if she should be out,' thought Kit, as he approached the poor
dwelling of his mother, 'and I not able to find her, this impatient
gentleman would be in a pretty taking. And sure enough there's no
light, and the door's fast. Now, God forgive me for saying so, but if
this is Little Bethel's doing, I wish Little Bethel was—was farther
off,' said Kit checking himself, and knocking at the door.</p>
<p>A second knock brought no reply from within the house; but caused a
woman over the way to look out and inquire who that was, awanting Mrs
Nubbles.</p>
<p>'Me,' said Kit. 'She's at—at Little Bethel, I suppose?'—getting out
the name of the obnoxious conventicle with some reluctance, and laying
a spiteful emphasis upon the words.</p>
<p>The neighbour nodded assent.</p>
<p>'Then pray tell me where it is,' said Kit, 'for I have come on a
pressing matter, and must fetch her out, even if she was in the pulpit.'</p>
<p>It was not very easy to procure a direction to the fold in question, as
none of the neighbours were of the flock that resorted thither, and few
knew anything more of it than the name. At last, a gossip of Mrs
Nubbles's, who had accompanied her to chapel on one or two occasions
when a comfortable cup of tea had preceded her devotions, furnished the
needful information, which Kit had no sooner obtained than he started
off again.</p>
<p>Little Bethel might have been nearer, and might have been in a
straighter road, though in that case the reverend gentleman who
presided over its congregation would have lost his favourite allusion
to the crooked ways by which it was approached, and which enabled him
to liken it to Paradise itself, in contradistinction to the parish
church and the broad thoroughfare leading thereunto. Kit found it, at
last, after some trouble, and pausing at the door to take breath that
he might enter with becoming decency, passed into the chapel.</p>
<p>It was not badly named in one respect, being in truth a particularly
little Bethel—a Bethel of the smallest dimensions—with a small
number of small pews, and a small pulpit, in which a small gentleman
(by trade a Shoemaker, and by calling a Divine) was delivering in a by
no means small voice, a by no means small sermon, judging of its
dimensions by the condition of his audience, which, if their gross
amount were but small, comprised a still smaller number of hearers, as
the majority were slumbering.</p>
<p>Among these was Kit's mother, who, finding it matter of extreme
difficulty to keep her eyes open after the fatigues of last night, and
feeling their inclination to close strongly backed and seconded by the
arguments of the preacher, had yielded to the drowsiness that
overpowered her, and fallen asleep; though not so soundly but that she
could, from time to time, utter a slight and almost inaudible groan, as
if in recognition of the orator's doctrines. The baby in her arms was
as fast asleep as she; and little Jacob, whose youth prevented him from
recognising in this prolonged spiritual nourishment anything half as
interesting as oysters, was alternately very fast asleep and very wide
awake, as his inclination to slumber, or his terror of being personally
alluded to in the discourse, gained the mastery over him.</p>
<p>'And now I'm here,' thought Kit, gliding into the nearest empty pew
which was opposite his mother's, and on the other side of the little
aisle, 'how am I ever to get at her, or persuade her to come out! I
might as well be twenty miles off. She'll never wake till it's all
over, and there goes the clock again! If he would but leave off for a
minute, or if they'd only sing!'</p>
<p>But there was little encouragement to believe that either event would
happen for a couple of hours to come. The preacher went on telling
them what he meant to convince them of before he had done, and it was
clear that if he only kept to one-half of his promises and forgot the
other, he was good for that time at least.</p>
<p>In his desperation and restlessness Kit cast his eyes about the chapel,
and happening to let them fall upon a little seat in front of the
clerk's desk, could scarcely believe them when they showed him—Quilp!</p>
<p>He rubbed them twice or thrice, but still they insisted that Quilp was
there, and there indeed he was, sitting with his hands upon his knees,
and his hat between them on a little wooden bracket, with the
accustomed grin on his dirty face, and his eyes fixed upon the ceiling.
He certainly did not glance at Kit or at his mother, and appeared
utterly unconscious of their presence; still Kit could not help
feeling, directly, that the attention of the sly little fiend was
fastened upon them, and upon nothing else.</p>
<p>But, astounded as he was by the apparition of the dwarf among the
Little Bethelites, and not free from a misgiving that it was the
forerunner of some trouble or annoyance, he was compelled to subdue his
wonder and to take active measures for the withdrawal of his parent, as
the evening was now creeping on, and the matter grew serious.
Therefore, the next time little Jacob woke, Kit set himself to attract
his wandering attention, and this not being a very difficult task (one
sneeze effected it), he signed to him to rouse his mother.</p>
<p>Ill-luck would have it, however, that, just then, the preacher, in a
forcible exposition of one head of his discourse, leaned over upon the
pulpit-desk so that very little more of him than his legs remained
inside; and, while he made vehement gestures with his right hand, and
held on with his left, stared, or seemed to stare, straight into little
Jacob's eyes, threatening him by his strained look and attitude—so it
appeared to the child—that if he so much as moved a muscle, he, the
preacher, would be literally, and not figuratively, 'down upon him'
that instant. In this fearful state of things, distracted by the
sudden appearance of Kit, and fascinated by the eyes of the preacher,
the miserable Jacob sat bolt upright, wholly incapable of motion,
strongly disposed to cry but afraid to do so, and returning his
pastor's gaze until his infant eyes seemed starting from their sockets.</p>
<p>'If I must do it openly, I must,' thought Kit. With that he walked
softly out of his pew and into his mother's, and as Mr Swiveller would
have observed if he had been present, 'collared' the baby without
speaking a word.</p>
<p>'Hush, mother!' whispered Kit. 'Come along with me, I've got something
to tell you.'</p>
<p>'Where am I?' said Mrs Nubbles.</p>
<p>'In this blessed Little Bethel,' returned her son, peevishly.</p>
<p>'Blessed indeed!' cried Mrs Nubbles, catching at the word. 'Oh,
Christopher, how have I been edified this night!'</p>
<p>'Yes, yes, I know,' said Kit hastily; 'but come along, mother,
everybody's looking at us. Don't make a noise—bring Jacob—that's
right!'</p>
<p>'Stay, Satan, stay!' cried the preacher, as Kit was moving off.</p>
<br/>
<p>'This gentleman says you're to stay, Christopher,' whispered his mother.</p>
<p>'Stay, Satan, stay!' roared the preacher again. 'Tempt not the woman
that doth incline her ear to thee, but harken to the voice of him that
calleth. He hath a lamb from the fold!' cried the preacher, raising
his voice still higher and pointing to the baby. 'He beareth off a
lamb, a precious lamb! He goeth about, like a wolf in the night
season, and inveigleth the tender lambs!'</p>
<p>Kit was the best-tempered fellow in the world, but considering this
strong language, and being somewhat excited by the circumstances in
which he was placed, he faced round to the pulpit with the baby in his
arms, and replied aloud, 'No, I don't. He's my brother.'</p>
<p>'He's MY brother!' cried the preacher.</p>
<p>'He isn't,' said Kit indignantly. 'How can you say such a thing? And
don't call me names if you please; what harm have I done? I shouldn't
have come to take 'em away, unless I was obliged, you may depend upon
that. I wanted to do it very quiet, but you wouldn't let me. Now, you
have the goodness to abuse Satan and them, as much as you like, Sir,
and to let me alone if you please.'</p>
<p>So saying, Kit marched out of the chapel, followed by his mother and
little Jacob, and found himself in the open air, with an indistinct
recollection of having seen the people wake up and look surprised, and
of Quilp having remained, throughout the interruption, in his old
attitude, without moving his eyes from the ceiling, or appearing to
take the smallest notice of anything that passed.</p>
<p>'Oh Kit!' said his mother, with her handkerchief to her eyes, 'what
have you done! I never can go there again—never!'</p>
<p>'I'm glad of it, mother. What was there in the little bit of pleasure
you took last night that made it necessary for you to be low-spirited
and sorrowful tonight? That's the way you do. If you're happy or
merry ever, you come here to say, along with that chap, that you're
sorry for it. More shame for you, mother, I was going to say.'</p>
<p>'Hush, dear!' said Mrs Nubbles; 'you don't mean what you say I know,
but you're talking sinfulness.'</p>
<p>'Don't mean it? But I do mean it!' retorted Kit. 'I don't believe,
mother, that harmless cheerfulness and good humour are thought greater
sins in Heaven than shirt-collars are, and I do believe that those
chaps are just about as right and sensible in putting down the one as
in leaving off the other—that's my belief. But I won't say anything
more about it, if you'll promise not to cry, that's all; and you take
the baby that's a lighter weight, and give me little Jacob; and as we
go along (which we must do pretty quick) I'll give you the news I
bring, which will surprise you a little, I can tell you. There—that's
right. Now you look as if you'd never seen Little Bethel in all your
life, as I hope you never will again; and here's the baby; and little
Jacob, you get atop of my back and catch hold of me tight round the
neck, and whenever a Little Bethel parson calls you a precious lamb or
says your brother's one, you tell him it's the truest things he's said
for a twelvemonth, and that if he'd got a little more of the lamb
himself, and less of the mint-sauce—not being quite so sharp and sour
over it—I should like him all the better. That's what you've got to
say to him, Jacob.'</p>
<p>Talking on in this way, half in jest and half in earnest, and cheering
up his mother, the children, and himself, by the one simple process of
determining to be in a good humour, Kit led them briskly forward; and
on the road home, he related what had passed at the Notary's house, and
the purpose with which he had intruded on the solemnities of Little
Bethel.</p>
<p>His mother was not a little startled on learning what service was
required of her, and presently fell into a confusion of ideas, of which
the most prominent were that it was a great honour and dignity to ride
in a post-chaise, and that it was a moral impossibility to leave the
children behind. But this objection, and a great many others, founded
on certain articles of dress being at the wash, and certain other
articles having no existence in the wardrobe of Mrs Nubbles, were
overcome by Kit, who opposed to each and every of them, the pleasure of
recovering Nell, and the delight it would be to bring her back in
triumph.</p>
<p>'There's only ten minutes now, mother,' said Kit when they reached
home. 'There's a bandbox. Throw in what you want, and we'll be off
directly.'</p>
<p>To tell how Kit then hustled into the box all sorts of things which
could, by no remote contingency, be wanted, and how he left out
everything likely to be of the smallest use; how a neighbour was
persuaded to come and stop with the children, and how the children at
first cried dismally, and then laughed heartily on being promised all
kinds of impossible and unheard-of toys; how Kit's mother wouldn't
leave off kissing them, and how Kit couldn't make up his mind to be
vexed with her for doing it; would take more time and room than you and
I can spare. So, passing over all such matters, it is sufficient to
say that within a few minutes after the two hours had expired, Kit and
his mother arrived at the Notary's door, where a post-chaise was
already waiting.</p>
<p>'With four horses I declare!' said Kit, quite aghast at the
preparations. 'Well you ARE going to do it, mother! Here she is, Sir.
Here's my mother. She's quite ready, sir.'</p>
<p>'That's well,' returned the gentleman. 'Now, don't be in a flutter,
ma'am; you'll be taken great care of. Where's the box with the new
clothing and necessaries for them?'</p>
<p>'Here it is,' said the Notary. 'In with it, Christopher.'</p>
<p>'All right, Sir,' replied Kit. 'Quite ready now, sir.'</p>
<p>'Then come along,' said the single gentleman. And thereupon he gave
his arm to Kit's mother, handed her into the carriage as politely as
you please, and took his seat beside her.</p>
<p>Up went the steps, bang went the door, round whirled the wheels, and
off they rattled, with Kit's mother hanging out at one window waving a
damp pocket-handkerchief and screaming out a great many messages to
little Jacob and the baby, of which nobody heard a word.</p>
<p>Kit stood in the middle of the road, and looked after them with tears
in his eyes—not brought there by the departure he witnessed, but by
the return to which he looked forward. 'They went away,' he thought,
'on foot with nobody to speak to them or say a kind word at parting,
and they'll come back, drawn by four horses, with this rich gentleman
for their friend, and all their troubles over! She'll forget that she
taught me to write—'</p>
<p>Whatever Kit thought about after this, took some time to think of, for
he stood gazing up the lines of shining lamps, long after the chaise
had disappeared, and did not return into the house until the Notary and
Mr Abel, who had themselves lingered outside till the sound of the
wheels was no longer distinguishable, had several times wondered what
could possibly detain him.</p>
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