<h2>CHAPTER XXIV</h2>
<p>If life at Cocker’s, with the dreadful drop of August, had
lost something of its savour, she had not been slow to infer that a
heavier blight had fallen on the graceful industry of Mrs. Jordan.</p>
<p>With Lord Rye and Lady Ventnor and Mrs. Bubb all out of town, with
the blinds down on all the homes of luxury, this ingenious woman might
well have found her wonderful taste left quite on her hands. She
bore up, however, in a way that began by exciting much of her young
friend’s esteem; they perhaps even more frequently met as the
wine of life flowed less free from other sources, and each, in the lack
of better diversion, carried on with more mystification for the other
an intercourse that consisted not a little in peeping out and drawing
back. Each waited for the other to commit herself, each profusely
curtained for the other the limits of low horizons. Mrs. Jordan
was indeed probably the more reckless skirmisher; nothing could exceed
her frequent incoherence unless it was indeed her occasional bursts
of confidence. Her account of her private affairs rose and fell
like a flame in the wind—sometimes the bravest bonfire and sometimes
a handful of ashes. This our young woman took to be an effect
of the position, at one moment and another, of the famous door of the
great world. She had been struck in one of her ha’penny
volumes with the translation of a French proverb according to which
such a door, any door, had to be either open or shut; and it seemed
part of the precariousness of Mrs. Jordan’s life that hers mostly
managed to be neither. There had been occasions when it appeared
to gape wide—fairly to woo her across its threshold; there had
been others, of an order distinctly disconcerting, when it was all but
banged in her face. On the whole, however, she had evidently not
lost heart; these still belonged to the class of things in spite of
which she looked well. She intimated that the profits of her trade
had swollen so as to float her through any state of the tide, and she
had, besides this, a hundred profundities and explanations.</p>
<p>She rose superior, above all, on the happy fact that there were always
gentlemen in town and that gentlemen were her greatest admirers; gentlemen
from the City in especial—as to whom she was full of information
about the passion and pride excited in such breasts by the elements
of her charming commerce. The City men did in short go in for
flowers. There was a certain type of awfully smart stockbroker—Lord
Rye called them Jews and bounders, but she didn’t care—whose
extravagance, she more than once threw out, had really, if one had any
conscience, to be forcibly restrained. It was not perhaps a pure
love of beauty: it was a matter of vanity and a sign of business; they
wished to crush their rivals, and that was one of their weapons.
Mrs. Jordan’s shrewdness was extreme; she knew in any case her
customer—she dealt, as she said, with all sorts; and it was at
the worst a race for her—a race even in the dull months—from
one set of chambers to another. And then, after all, there were
also still the ladies; the ladies of stockbroking circles were perpetually
up and down. They were not quite perhaps Mrs. Bubb or Lady Ventnor;
but you couldn’t tell the difference unless you quarrelled with
them, and then you knew it only by their making-up sooner. These
ladies formed the branch of her subject on which she most swayed in
the breeze; to that degree that her confidant had ended with an inference
or two tending to banish regret for opportunities not embraced.
There were indeed tea-gowns that Mrs. Jordan described—but tea-gowns
were not the whole of respectability, and it was odd that a clergyman’s
widow should sometimes speak as if she almost thought so. She
came back, it was true, unfailingly to Lord Rye, never, evidently, quite
losing sight of him even on the longest excursions. That he was
kindness itself had become in fact the very moral it all pointed—pointed
in strange flashes of the poor woman’s nearsighted eyes.
She launched at her young friend portentous looks, solemn heralds of
some extraordinary communication. The communication itself, from
week to week, hung fire; but it was to the facts over which it hovered
that she owed her power of going on. “They are, in one way
and another,” she often emphasised, “a tower of strength”;
and as the allusion was to the aristocracy the girl could quite wonder
why, if they were so in “one way,” they should require to
be so in two. She thoroughly knew, however, how many ways Mrs.
Jordan counted in. It all meant simply that her fate was pressing
her close. If that fate was to be sealed at the matrimonial altar
it was perhaps not remarkable that she shouldn’t come all at once
to the scratch of overwhelming a mere telegraphist. It would necessarily
present to such a person a prospect of regretful sacrifice. Lord
Rye—if it <i>was</i> Lord Rye—wouldn’t be “kind”
to a nonentity of that sort, even though people quite as good had been.</p>
<p>One Sunday afternoon in November they went, by arrangement, to church
together; after which—on the inspiration of the moment the arrangement
had not included it—they proceeded to Mrs. Jordan’s lodging
in the region of Maida Vale. She had raved to her friend about
her service of predilection; she was excessively “high,”
and had more than once wished to introduce the girl to the same comfort
and privilege. There was a thick brown fog and Maida Vale tasted
of acrid smoke; but they had been sitting among chants and incense and
wonderful music, during which, though the effect of such things on her
mind was great, our young lady had indulged in a series of reflexions
but indirectly related to them. One of these was the result of
Mrs. Jordan’s having said to her on the way, and with a certain
fine significance, that Lord Rye had been for some time in town.
She had spoken as if it were a circumstance to which little required
to be added—as if the bearing of such an item on her life might
easily be grasped. Perhaps it was the wonder of whether Lord Rye
wished to marry her that made her guest, with thoughts straying to that
quarter, quite determine that some other nuptials also should take place
at Saint Julian’s. Mr. Mudge was still an attendant at his
Wesleyan chapel, but this was the least of her worries—it had
never even vexed her enough for her to so much as name it to Mrs. Jordan.
Mr. Mudge’s form of worship was one of several things—they
made up in superiority and beauty for what they wanted in number—that
she had long ago settled he should take from her, and she had now moreover
for the first time definitely established her own. Its principal
feature was that it was to be the same as that of Mrs. Jordan and Lord
Rye; which was indeed very much what she said to her hostess as they
sat together later on. The brown fog was in this hostess’s
little parlour, where it acted as a postponement of the question of
there being, besides, anything else than the teacups and a pewter pot
and a very black little fire and a paraffin lamp without a shade.
There was at any rate no sign of a flower; it was not for herself Mrs.
Jordan gathered sweets. The girl waited till they had had a cup
of tea—waited for the announcement that she fairly believed her
friend had, this time, possessed herself of her formally at last to
make; but nothing came, after the interval, save a little poke at the
fire, which was like the clearing of a throat for a speech.</p>
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