<h2>CHAPTER XIII</h2>
<p>He never brought Cissy back, but Cissy came one day without him,
as fresh as before from the hands of Marguerite, or only, at the season’s
end, a trifle less fresh. She was, however, distinctly less serene.
She had brought nothing with her and looked about with impatience for
the forms and the place to write. The latter convenience, at Cocker’s,
was obscure and barely adequate, and her clear voice had the light note
of disgust which her lover’s never showed as she responded with
a “There?” of surprise to the gesture made by the counter-clerk
in answer to her sharp question. Our young friend was busy with
half a dozen people, but she had dispatched them in her most businesslike
manner by the time her ladyship flung through the bars this light of
re-appearance. Then the directness with which the girl managed
to receive the accompanying missive was the result of the concentration
that had caused her to make the stamps fly during the few minutes occupied
by the production of it. This concentration, in turn, may be described
as the effect of the apprehension of imminent relief. It was nineteen
days, counted and checked off, since she had seen the object of her
homage; and as, had he been in London, she should, with his habits,
have been sure to see him often, she was now about to learn what other
spot his presence might just then happen to sanctify. For she
thought of them, the other spots, as ecstatically conscious of it, expressively
happy in it.</p>
<p>But, gracious, how handsome was her ladyship, and what an added price
it gave him that the air of intimacy he threw out should have flowed
originally from such a source! The girl looked straight through
the cage at the eyes and lips that must so often have been so near as
own—looked at them with a strange passion that for an instant
had the result of filling out some of the gaps, supplying the missing
answers, in his correspondence. Then as she made out that the
features she thus scanned and associated were totally unaware of it,
that they glowed only with the colour of quite other and not at all
guessable thoughts, this directly added to their splendour, gave the
girl the sharpest impression she had yet received of the uplifted, the
unattainable plains of heaven, and yet at the same time caused her to
thrill with a sense of the high company she did somehow keep.
She was with the absent through her ladyship and with her ladyship through
the absent. The only pang—but it didn’t matter—was
the proof in the admirable face, in the sightless preoccupation of its
possessor, that the latter hadn’t a notion of her. Her folly
had gone to the point of half believing that the other party to the
affair must sometimes mention in Eaton Square the extraordinary little
person at the place from which he so often wired. Yet the perception
of her visitor’s blankness actually helped this extraordinary
little person, the next instant, to take refuge in a reflexion that
could be as proud as it liked. “How little she knows, how
little she knows!” the girl cried to herself; for what did that
show after all but that Captain Everard’s telegraphic confidant
was Captain Everard’s charming secret? Our young friend’s
perusal of her ladyship’s telegram was literally prolonged by
a momentary daze: what swam between her and the words, making her see
them as through rippled shallow sunshot water, was the great, the perpetual
flood of “How much <i>I</i> know—how much <i>I</i> know!”
This produced a delay in her catching that, on the face, these words
didn’t give her what she wanted, though she was prompt enough
with her remembrance that her grasp was, half the time, just of what
was <i>not</i> on the face. “Miss Dolman, Parade Lodge,
Parade Terrace, Dover. Let him instantly know right one, Hôtel
de France, Ostend. Make it seven nine four nine six one.
Wire me alternative Burfield’s.”</p>
<p>The girl slowly counted. Then he was at Ostend. This
hooked on with so sharp a click that, not to feel she was as quickly
letting it all slip from her, she had absolutely to hold it a minute
longer and to do something to that end. Thus it was that she did
on this occasion what she never did—threw off a “Reply paid?”
that sounded officious, but that she partly made up for by deliberately
affixing the stamps and by waiting till she had done so to give change.
She had, for so much coolness, the strength that she considered she
knew all about Miss Dolman.</p>
<p>“Yes—paid.” She saw all sorts of things in
this reply, even to a small suppressed start of surprise at so correct
an assumption; even to an attempt the next minute at a fresh air of
detachment. “How much, with the answer?” The
calculation was not abstruse, but our intense observer required a moment
more to make it, and this gave her ladyship time for a second thought.
“Oh just wait!” The white begemmed hand bared to write
rose in sudden nervousness to the side of the wonderful face which,
with eyes of anxiety for the paper on the counter, she brought closer
to the bars of the cage. “I think I must alter a word!”
On this she recovered her telegram and looked over it again; but she
had a new, an obvious trouble, and studied it without deciding and with
much of the effect of making our young woman watch her.</p>
<p>This personage, meanwhile, at the sight of her expression, had decided
on the spot. If she had always been sure they were in danger her
ladyship’s expression was the best possible sign of it.
There was a word wrong, but she had lost the right one, and much clearly
depended on her finding it again. The girl, therefore, sufficiently
estimating the affluence of customers and the distraction of Mr. Buckton
and the counter-clerk, took the jump and gave it. “Isn’t
it Cooper’s?”</p>
<p>It was as if she had bodily leaped—cleared the top of the cage
and alighted on her interlocutress. “Cooper’s?”—the
stare was heightened by a blush. Yes, she had made Juno blush.</p>
<p>This was all the greater reason for going on. “I mean
instead of Burfield’s.”</p>
<p>Our young friend fairly pitied her; she had made her in an instant
so helpless, and yet not a bit haughty nor outraged. She was only
mystified and scared. “Oh, you know—?”</p>
<p>“Yes, I know!” Our young friend smiled, meeting
the other’s eyes, and, having made Juno blush, proceeded to patronise
her. “<i>I’ll</i> do it”—she put out a
competent hand. Her ladyship only submitted, confused and bewildered,
all presence of mind quite gone; and the next moment the telegram was
in the cage again and its author out of the shop. Then quickly,
boldly, under all the eyes that might have witnessed her tampering,
the extraordinary little person at Cocker’s made the proper change.
People were really too giddy, and if they <i>were</i>, in a certain
case, to be caught, it shouldn’t be the fault of her own grand
memory. Hadn’t it been settled weeks before?—for Miss
Dolman it was always to be “Cooper’s.”</p>
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